#jk i do its because of my repressed trauma about masking autism + adhd my whole life 🥲

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Crying screaming and throwing up about the new owl house episode. I'm so autistic about this show. It means so so much to me.

Aghgjf not actually throwing up because emetophobia but definitely crying and screaming for real

#friends #agkfkfktd rotating it in my head #talking about thanks to them btw #hnng i dont understands why i feel so goddam ashamed about liking things tho #jk i do its because of my repressed trauma about masking autism + adhd my whole life 🥲 #its fine this is fine. im very normal about this show #also HUNTER OMG #jesus christ he just like me for real #my kinning had intensjfied #also highkey might learn spanish because of this show. thats the level of hyperfixation here #might start sewing again too since thats something ive thought about for a while. itd be really useful for me to know #istg special interests are so powerful but it scares me #i cant control my enthusiasm #im scared ill embarass myself or get carried away #its so weird to be surrounded by people who love me even if i like different things than them :(( #it really is like i have a family for real now... im crying over this its ridiculous #but literally yeah found family means a lot to me #i thought i knew what found family meant but all those were bad too. i just hope this time is for real