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unknownarmageddon · 1 year
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Made this around the same time as the other Howl’s Moving Castle redraw but I just forgot to post it here apparently
Cross belongs to Jael Peñaloza
Killer belongs to rahafwabas
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gentlemyosotis · 1 year
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Aphrodite April - Day 1
I’m going to be doing a mix of the general and experienced versions of this, if that’s alright! I’ve been on and off with my practice due to my physical health so I haven’t worked with Aphrodite as much as I’d like, and I really want to do this Aphrodite April thing for that reason. 
Today I’m doing the experienced question;
1. Share the origin story of your relationship with Aphrodite
It’s honestly been so long, I think she was the third deity I ever felt called to which was really big for me because at the time, I was very slowly inching my way into witchcraft and paganism. I was coming from a traumatic religious background but she’s always been very patient with me, I think. 
I think honestly, to the deities I was worshipping back then I was kind of just the sopping wet cat they were trying to calm down and dry off. /j
Jokes aside Aphrodite helped me a lot back then and even now, I think. I love writing romance just as I did back then and through that, as well as my desire to focus on self-love, I connected with her. I remember doing self-love spells for myself long before I knew at all what I was doing. They were some of my first big spells that I dedicated both to self-love and to Aphrodite because of her connection to love.
Due to working through my old religious trauma and my physical health, I haven’t practiced much with any of the deities I worship. I’ve been wanting to reconnect with Aphrodite lately, and I think this is a great opportunity for that.
Speaking of self-love and self-care, I am now going to take a nap. I am very sleepy. /hj 
More about Aphrodite April: https://www.tumblr.com/teawiththegods/713372040686665728/happy-aphrodite-april-my-sweet-starlings?source=share
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kindergarten2zine · 3 years
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FAQ
What is a zine?
A zine is short for magazine or fanzine! 
The Kinderzine is a fanzine produced for the game Kindergarten 2 by SmashGames, a non-official non-professional project by some dedicated, talented people in this fandom. 
It will feature art and stories, and other content about the game + a small portion of fun fandom content like AUs, non-canon ships, and OCs. It will not be spoiler-free. 
Overall, it functions mostly as an art book with some stories mixed in.
Will this be free or will I have to buy this zine?
It's completely free! There will be no money earned from this project in any way, and the link will be publicly posted on the intended release date for no cost at all.
What will contributors get out of this?
The satisfaction of doing a fun activity with wonderful people in the fandom! /hj
No but really, you get to take part in creating something really cool that you, me, and all of us can be proud of. You get to have your own finished work when this is all over, along with everyone else's! 
No one will be getting paid in money, as this is a volunteer project and the zine is free. But all contributors will get access to the PDF link earlier than the public, and we all generally get to have fun together! 
And I hear the skills it takes to work on a zine is a good thing to put on your resume /j
Is this zine digital or will there be physical copies?
Only digital. It will be a PDF on Google Drive, available to view and download at anyone's discretion. 
There will be no printing of the Kinderzine, and no shipping of physical copies. There will be no merch (buttons, stickers, keychains, etc) available either; only this zine.
What are the zine specs?
1 full page (and front or back cover): 8.5 x 11 inches 1 half page: 8.5 x 5.5 inches 2 page spread: 17 x 11 inches   2 page connecting cover:  17 x 11 inches + 0.75 inch bleed (a bleed is a border around the image where that area will be cut off from the final (usually printed) product)
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This zine is PG13. Content of sexual nature is absolutely not permitted in any form. 
Following the canon Kindergarten 2 game, there maybe be things like canon-typical blood, death, violence, or dark humour. These things along with anything else others may find to be 'sensitive topics' will be prefaced with appropriate trigger warnings.
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As I said, the zine is PG13. Please be 13 years old or older, if you wish to apply. 
If you are almost 13 in a few months or even a few days after the time of the application period, then you are still 12 during the application period and cannot apply. Sorry. If you lie about your age to get in, you will be kicked from the project immediately.
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Absolutely! But please note that the more roles you have, the less work you may have to do on one specific role, as your workload will be distributed across your other roles. 
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How many contributors will be accepted?
Currently there isn't a specific amount of slots we need for artists or writers! 
The amount of contributors required to make this zine happen at all, at the minimum is 11 applicants, regardless of artist or writer. But we would be incredibly happy to have more than that join this project. If there are way more applicants than needed, we may either try to find a way to fit you in, or have to unfortunately exclude some people. Only time will tell :’)
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The current schedule can be found in [this link]! Dates may be changed in the future, and will be announced to contributors.
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Can I post my WIPs/sketches/writing/finished pieces even if the zine isn't published yet?
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Can my piece include a ship/AU/OC/headcanon?
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Can I submit older work created before the production of this zine?
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cedar-woods · 4 years
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Onesided giver.
I've (M38) been married for 14 years to my wife (F41). Yesterday she was giving off "in the mood" vibes, so after we put the kids to sleep we began fooling around. The thing is, all the things I was trying we're not feeling good to her, she kept saying things like "I'm too sensitive there", "no not there", etc. I'm happy to get this kind of feedback, so I can adjust and do things she enjoys, but it got to a point where I'm just kinda lightly rubbing her back for 20 mins.
I asked directly what she wanted, no response, I tried to touch around again, but she shuts it down. She then started to try arouse me, and I made a comment like "I'd really appreciate if we could focus on you tonight", and the reason for that is because I am dead scared that she's not enjoying sex with me, and I'd like to correct that.
That comment nearly de-railed sex for us, she got defensive and said that I'm overly critical of her lately. I don't think I'm critical at all, in fact I'm very careful with how I phrase things because she's very sensitive, but that’s not the point, she feels like I'm being critical and we'll definitely talk about that. To get back to enjoying the moment I reassured her that I'm not trying to criticise her bedroom skills, she knows how to turn me on and I love it, I just want to get better at doing the same for her. We ended up with me getting a HJ, and she wasn't in the mood for me to do anything for her.
This is becoming a pattern. I try to make sex something she can enjoy more, she gets defensive. She seems to think that getting me to cum means she can check "good wife in bed" off her to do list, meanwhile it's leaving me feeling like we're disconnected and like I'm not able to please her. I feel our sex life could do with some spicing up, I'm pretty much open to ANYTHING whereas she is much more reserved, since I can't even communicate with her on something like "what can I do to please you tonight", how the hell am I supposed to communicate "I'd like us to try spice up our sex life"?
Background info: we have sex around 2-4 times a month, she climaxes 80% of the time (if not from the sex I'll help her finish with a vibrator), I climax 99% of the time. We share household chores so it's not like I'm a lazy partner. In all other aspects she is an incredible partner, I love her and am super attracted to her, she says she's attracted to me also, and that she loves me.
My question is, should I be pushing her to enjoy sex more? Or should I just enjoy the ride and trust that when she wants more she'll ask for it?
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clairelutra · 7 years
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hey, @twindoodle, i’m your backup secret santa for the @mlsecretsanta this year!
i was stalling kind of hard over what you might like, but then found that ‘adrien actin like chat’ was a Thing that you might enjoy, so here. i hope adrien figuring things out is up your alley :D
your art is heckin adorable and it was an honor to do this for you ♥ happy (very belated) holidays!
I WANT @mirthaculous‘S POWERS HOLY SHIT and also thank her so much she f i n i s h e d this at 6am, that’s how much cleaning up this required hj hfjhg dgdjhfkjh j gljg bvmgkljh //laysonface ;; ♥♥♥♥
summary: In which Adrien learns how to flirt and Marinette screams internally, externally, and eternally.
Being friends with Adrien Agreste throughout all of lycée was... kind of fascinating, honestly.
He changed so much.
One upon a time Marinette had fallen in love with him because he was kind, and he was good, and he stood up against inequality when he saw it --- which was a rare thing, at least in Marinette's experience. Those qualities had never gone away, but the longer she knew him, the more different they began to look.
In good ways.
Very good ways.
(The longer she knew him, the less she knew how to tell him that, so her crush remained embarrassingly large and embarrassingly impotent.
She... she was working on it.)
But the point was, being sort-of friends with Adrien throughout the whole of lycée was interesting because she got to see the slow progress of Adrien gaining confidence.
When he'd first started coming to school, he was shy.
Very shy.
It hadn't been something she'd realized at the time, but looking back, he'd faded into the background unless he was called out. He never spoke out against anyone without being extremely pressed, and even then only Chloé was able to push his buttons that bad. The only person he'd initiated contact with was Nino.
It had emphasized how polite he was, how selflessly kind he was, but it also kept him at an arm's length from just about everyone. Marinette's picture of him was pieced through the lens of her crush, the little moments where he was kind and understanding and gentle, and through the copious number of modelling ads that moved from her favorite magazines to her walls.
He played piano and basketball, he fenced, he volunteered at animal shelters, and... that was all she knew. For the whole first year of lycée she was able to recite his schedule off the top of her head at any given moment, but she hadn't known how he felt about any of them.
It was funny to think about now, but she'd spent all her time learning everything she could about him... and in the end, knew absolutely nothing about him.
Thankfully, that started to change by the end of seconde year, and she was pretty sure she had Nino to thank for it. It was Nino being his usual self, complete with careful care and omnipresent Friendship, that had slowly brought Adrien out of his shell.
Marinette hadn't noticed the start of the change, still too busy worshipping the pictures on her walls to see it happening. But sometimes he would stop and talk to her when he hadn't before, or stand close enough to Alya to get tugged into her strike range for physical affection, or speak up in a class discussion with a quiet joke instead of his normal attentive seriousness.
Their second year, in première, did more for him. In première he had friends.
This also took Marinette a while to notice, but he could sometimes be seen brushing Juleka's hair in the halls during their shared free period, or spending at least an hour in the library with Max every week nerding out over video games, or being fairly tight texting buddies with Alya.
Première was also the year that Marinette learned how to string together a complete, coherent sentence in front of him. That was the year they had their first real two-sided dialogue involving a mutual exchange of information --- and her first real, true glimpse at who Adrien was under all that polite shyness.
He was sweet. He was kind. He was enthusiastic and dorky and had a sense of humor that she was almost contractually obligated to roll her eyes at.
That was about the point where Marinette's crush went from 'mildly obsessive' to 'actually debilitating.'
It was made even more debilitating by the fact that Adrien truly, honestly seemed to enjoy her company.
She would walk into the classroom where her friends were having a debate, and catching sight of her was all it would take to turn Adrien's frown upside down. He laughed at all her jokes, even the terrible ones. He hugged her after his fencing tournaments and called her after school to talk about the most random, stupid things that came to mind, like he was just looking for an excuse to talk to her.
Eventually she knew enough about him to fill a textbook, and every new thing she learned just made her crush harder to bear.
Sure, she could string together a sentence in front of him now, but at what cost?
(This was made even worse by the fact that première was also the year that Chat had toned down his showing off.
She'd already been having trouble ignoring the tiny little crush she'd developed on her cute, loyal partner, only to discover that said crush got several times bigger and harder to ignore when his outrageous flirting was replaced by open, crystal-clear, heart-on-his-sleeve honesty.
It was a lot easier to brush off a casual, winking, "Ah, the sparks between us must have shorted the elevator out," than it was to brush off a dazed, awed, "You're the most amazing person I've ever met."
All of this meant that Marinette was caught between a crush that was getting more casually affectionate all the time, and a suitor that was getting decidedly less casual --- and yet no less respectful or trustworthy --- all the time.
Long story short, Marinette spent much of her première year screaming into her pillow.)
And then came year three: Terminale.
And during terminale, Adrien somehow, somewhere, learned how to flirt.
Marinette wanted a refund.
Oh, it had started subtle enough: little innuendo-laced comments that he didn't go out of his way to avoid, innocent touches when they talked, watching her out of the corners of his eyes and not looking away when she caught him. Little things that managed to imply that he wouldn't really mind if she wanted to kiss him.
Given that Marinette had very much wanted to kiss him for a good two and a half years by that point, it was just enough of a not-invitation to make her go out of her mind.
He doesn't mean it, became her daily mantra. He doesn't mean it, he doesn't mean it, he doesn't mean it, he doesn't mean it, he doesn't mean it, he doesn't mean it, he doesn't---
(Chat, on the other hand, definitely did mean it, and had no problem with making that perfectly clear at any given opportunity --- without ever actually pushing her boundaries.
You see what Marinette's problem was here, right?)
And then, as Marinette spectacularly failed to reject him, it. Got. Worse.
Kisses on the back of her hand, jokes about dating, jokes about kissing --- Adrien wouldn't make the jokes himself, but the little smirk on his face when someone implied that they were doing things was just as bad, if not much, much worse.
There was more innocent touching, more slightly-less-innocent touching (arms under her thighs on the few occasions when he picked her up, hugs that lasted a little too long, hands idly rested on her waist when she stood next to him...), and a general lack of shame about touching her all around.
Marinette, frustrated beyond belief (in many more ways than one), hadn't been sure if she was in heaven or in hell.
Then, somehow, it got worse.
Because, you know, of course it did.
Now Adrien stretched if he caught her staring, always with an unbearably cocky little grin that she wanted to smack off, kiss off, and sit on by turns. Marinette discovered first-hand that no, Adrien actually making the dirty jokes was infinitely, infinitely worse than simply not denying them. He kissed her cheek and complimented her appearance and smiled at her when he thought she wasn't looking --- only to smile wider when he found she was looking back.
Hell. It was definitely hell that she was in.
(And all of this was chased by deep midnight conversations with Chat; by races across rooftops that ended in slow-dancing on the top of the Eiffel Tower to the sound of their own humming; by Chat actually swooning into her arms when she kissed his cheek; by Chat dropping hints about his civilian identity, practically begging her to figure it out once she'd implied that she wouldn't mind knowing; by Chat kissing her knuckles while his eyes offered a promise he didn't have to voice...
Marinette was in trouble.
Marinette was in major trouble.)
The final straw came somewhere around finals season, when everyone was preparing for their baccalauréats.
She and Adrien were studying together with Nino and Alya in the library study rooms, as friends do --- and Marinette, exhausted right past the point of being able to focus, was starting to derail every question they tackled.
Alya, hoping to threaten Marinette back into focusing on the material, pulled the straw out of her smuggled latte and waved it in Marinette's face. "I swear, if you take us off course one more time..."
Then one her feints swung a little wide, and Marinette found herself thwacked across the cheek with a whipped-cream-laden straw.
"Hey!"
"Oh, whoops," Alya laughed, incorrigible, looking over the study-material-covered table for napkins. "You gotta dodge, girl!"
"I didn't think you'd actually hit me!" Marinette whined, hand only hovering by her cheek because a life spent in a bakery meant that she was practically hardwired to never touch her face when food was involved.
Across the table, Adrien looked pointedly up at the ceiling, incidentally doing nothing to hide his grin.
"Oh you hush," Marinette grumbled, folding her hands on the table and submitting to her fate of whipped cream showcase.
Adrien looked down from the ceiling, expression softening the moment he laid his eyes on her, just as it always did lately.
Marinette, just as she always did lately, felt her heart stammer to a stop, cheeks heating at a furious pace.
(She really wanted that refund.)
The corner of his mouth quirked kindly, and Marinette watched it in blank fascination.
He'd always been unbearably pretty, but there was a saying about how a soul could make a body beautiful, and Marinette was of the firm opinion that Adrien's could've made any body beautiful.
That was the thought floating around in her head when Adrien leaned out of his seat and reached across the table, and it distracted her so much that she didn't realize what he was going to do until he was already in the process of doing it.
Fingers on her cheek, Adrien dragged them through the sugary mess --- warm, rough fencing callouses on her sensitive skin and a soft smile on his face.
Marinette couldn't do anything but stare and burn.
He withdrew his hand, studying the cream on his fingers for a moment before opening his mouth and---
Marinette's hand shot out entirely of its own accord and wrapped around his wrist, halting it halfway across the table.
In that moment, Marinette was absolutely sure that he was about to lick his fingers clean, and that if he did, it would be the one thing she couldn't survive.
It wouldn't be a big thing, it wouldn't be the worst thing --- heck, it wouldn't even be a notable thing in the long run of truly mind-blowing things he'd said and done to her over the past year --- but she was tired. She was unfocused. She was distracted and frustrated and just last night Chat had dropped yet another hint as to who he was, and...
And Marinette was starting to suspect.
And if her suspicions were correct, then she really wouldn't be able to take that.
She just wouldn't.
So, of course, her solution to the issue was to drag Adrien's hand back over and lick his fingers clean herself.
Logic.
She got as far as tasting the salt of his skin beneath the sweet, creamy flavour before she realized that she'd made a very big mistake.
Mouth watering, she glanced up to find all traces of Adrien's smile gone, wiped clean by naked shock.
She considered for a second, and then gave his fingers a gentle, experimental suck.
Adrien's pupils visibly dilated, his jaw going slack.
If he asked, she planned to protest that his fingers were already there, and what else was she supposed to do with things in her mouth, really?
He didn't ask.
Marinette, emboldened, swirled her tongue around the digits in a motion just this side of too-suggestive to be excused as an attempt to get all of the cream, heat tingling low in the pit of her stomach.
(She'd had fantasies, okay?)
A low, pressurized noise escaped Adrien, slightly more than a wheeze but distinctly less than a groan, and it took all of Marinette's reservations and threw them bodily from the nearest tenth-story window.
She let her eyes slide shut and went after every trace of whipped cream with a vengeance.
(A sweet, seductive, suggestive vengeance, but a vengeance all the same.)
(Fantasies. She'd had them.)
When she opened her eyes back up, she found Adrien staring at her, flushed from hairline to collar with still more of the blush peeking out from the sleeves of his t-shirt. She was pretty sure he'd stopped breathing altogether. The moment their eyes met, his mouth shut with a click, his adam's apple bobbing with an audible gulp.
Marinette, in a show of spectacular self-control, did not attempt to clamber over the table.
Rather, in a show of a spectacular lack of self-control, she pulled his hand out of her mouth with a combined purr and suck, smirking as soon as his fingers were free.
Impulse had her licking her lips, hunger settling low in her belly at the taste of salt and glee spiking in her veins as he tracked the motion. Impulse also had her smirking a little wider as she purred, "Thanks for the treat, mon minou."
If it wasn't him, it would just be a pet name. If it was him, she'd know.)
His entire face went lust-slack, lips numbly forming, Ladybu---
"Um. Do we need to leave the room?"
Marinette and Adrien leapt about a foot in the air as one.
(It was him, it was him, it was h i m---)
Alya and Nino were also acting as one, staring hard and quirking their eyebrows in eerie sync.
"Uhh," said Marinette.
(---it was him, it was him, it was him---)
Adrien wrenched his hand out her grip, yelping, "Nope! Nope, we're--- we're f-fine---... We... We're... Um."
"I mean," said Alya, eyebrow game still going strong, "if you need us to leave so you can clear out that UST, it might help."
(It was him.)
"Nnn..." Adrien started.
"Well, I mean," said Marinette, cutting him off and glancing at him pointedly, because never let it be said that she hesitated once she knew what she wanted.
She didn't think she'd ever seen Adrien shut up so fast.
Alya looked from Marinette to Adrien and then to Nino, who raised his eyebrows back at her, then pushed herself up.
Marinette blinked. She hadn't expected to be listened to.
"Well then," Alya said over the scrape of Nino's chair as he followed her. "I'm getting another latte. Let us know when you can focus on test prep again."
"Um," said Adrien.
"Right," said Marinette.
They left.
To her credit, she waited until the door had clicked shut behind them before actually climbing over the table.
(It took her a while to get around to it, occupied as she was by Adrien's eager mouth and eager hands, but somewhere in the middle of all of it she managed to accuse, "You found me. When?"
"It's been a year, slowpoke."
"Oh my god, Chat."
He just laughed --- laughed and laughed and laughed until she captured his mouth and proved how very potent her crush could be, and let him prove to her just how much confidence he'd gained.
She was still in major trouble, but she couldn't say she wanted that refund anymore.)
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