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hemlockyy · 3 years

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Miss You - Lyric Analysis

by me because im bored.

yet again because whats more fun than going over lyrics for the 2736843th time? Absolutely nothing! and if you thought of something, you're lying to youself

So, miss you was a song released in the 8th of December 2017.

Some backstory before.

ObViOusLy, the whole babygate thing, add a lil cherry on top with the Elk split up (23rd march 2015 - 2 weeks prior) and them getting back toguether in 2017 (17 Feb). All of this aswell as Danielle and Brenda in the middle of it.

K with all the smol context under us we can already look around and see that just by the title 'Miss You' people had speculated it was for Eleanor, and since Louis said :

I wrote this song about a time in my life when I was going out partying every night. In hindsight throughout that time I was pretty numb and just going through the motions. Deep down it was always in the back of my mind that what I really missed was the girl that I loved

which obviously links the song to two occurences:

Babygate: 'was going out partying every night' (since we know for a fact he literally went partying every week)

The split up from Elk

but the thing is right- lmao Danielle just danielled away. No mention whatsoever.

This, all of this, and JUsT that quote that Louis gave us already destroyed like- half the narrative of 'Really good friends w an oops baby' and (obviously) just tarnishes yet again the 'engagement' route they were going to take. BUT IT ALSO leaves Danielle behind as if she didn't even exist!!

Which by the way things look, she might not've anygays.

The music video was made in LA

which again (If I could I would literally kiss louis brain) links it to Babygate.

Now the lyrics

verse 1:

"Is it my imagination?

Is it something that I’m taking?

All the smiles that I’m faking

“Everything is great

Everything is fucking great”"

Obviously we can literally hear the sarcasm on the last two lines. 'All the fake smiles' reffering to all the pap pics he did while the lead up to the Holy Conception. Aswell that him reffering to the scene as 'imagination' or 'something that he's taking' could emphasize that its so bad, so unreal that he thinks its a joke and that he's either too drunk or thinking it.

Going out every weekend

Staring at the stars on the ceiling

Hollywood friends, gotta see them

Such a good time

I believe it this time

Again, him reffering to him being papped every week on a club with the first line, the 'stars on the' ceiling reffering to the lights in night clubs, 'Holywood Friends' reffering to Annas, and specially reffering to Snoop Dog and his launch party, which was when this picture happened:

pre chorus:

Tuesday night

Glazed over eyes

Just one more pint or five

Does it even matter anyway?

One of the fucking smartest lines in my opinion, him reffering to tuesday. Which is him reffering to the day the first article of him being out partying came out:

The next are him reffering to what always happened; drinking and feeling shit. 'does it even matter anyways' is his subcontious trying to tell him to give in and just do what they wanted him to do, saying that it doesn't even matter because either way the end will be shit (and bla bla bla, but again, its his subcontious. not him.)

chorus:

We’re dancing on tables

And I’m off my face

With all of my people

And it couldn’t get better they say

the first two lines are ofc reffering to the feeling of being drunk, 'dancing on tables' and 'of your face' are ohrases people use to refer to drunken states. The 'people' Louis is reffering to is his escorts; people paayed to carry out what is supposed to happen that night (bodyguards, pr managers, paps, in cases the girls aswell he appears papped with), and the line 'couldn't get better they say' has both the connotation of this being the LA dream, of always partying, knocking chicks up, drinking to your hearts desire- aswell as having the connotation of 'his people' telling him it will not get better, so don't try to oppose it. (which links back to the previous verse 'does it even matter anyway')

We’re singing 'til last call

And it’s all out of tune

Should be laughing, but there’s something wrong

And it hits me when the lights go on

Shit, maybe I miss you

'singing til last call' refers to how late he spent in the clubs and 'out of tune' suggest again the drunk state. 'Should be laughing but there's something wrong' is again, elluding to that LA dream partying state that should've been what he was feeling, since that's what the media said. The 'lights go on' is reffering to the paps, when they take pictures (and obviously the miss you is talking about eleanor because he'd much rather stunt with her than be here lmao ) And yes, the miss you is reffering to Harry.

There doesn't have to be a reason and obviously it could also be a stunt line in the song- but let me explain what I think: We can see Louis' state by the end of the paps shoots, how he slowly just becomes VERY tired towards the last few ones. And keep in mind he was also touring with 1D WHILE HE PARTIED. Which meant it was Show-Party-Show-Party with things thrown between it aswell. Giving close to little time to spend w Harry.

(Pretty sure that's not at all what happened, its just what I think- it was such a fucking busy thing, I'd not be surprised if they both were stressed and not having enough 1-1 time)

Verse 2:

Just like that and I’m sober

I’m asking myself, “Is it over?”

Maybe I was lying when I told you

“Everything is great

Everything is fucking great”

First line reffering to how in the morning, next day of partying, he was again sober- for the shows- and him asking 'is it over' refers to how he just wanted it to be over with, all the patying and paps.

The two last lines could signify him talking to someone about his life- I'd say that the 'you' here does not mean Harry- but someone else- them asking "How's your life going" and then him going "Great Great, yeah- fookin great ykwim"

something along the lines of that you get me.

And all of these thoughts and the feelings

Chase you down if you don’t need them

I’ve been checking my phone all evening

Such a good time

I believe it this time

the first and second lines here are again, Louis talking about his subcontious; that 'this will turn on us' reffering to him and Harry. About a (probable) fear that this will make a strain in their relationship and stuff.

(a/n: kind of like how a lot of shippers unlarried while babygate was happening because 'louis couldn't cheat' or how a lot of shippers say they broke up during that time because 'Harry couldn't take the stress' and stuff)

Im not saying they broke up not that he cheated. What I'm saying is that there was a fear that this would make them break up- he says 'chase you down' which has the animalification of the wolves chasing down the pray to kill them etc.

Bridge:

Now I’m asking my friends how to say “I’m sorry”

They say “Lad, give it time, there’s no need to worry”

And we can’t even be on the phone now

And I can’t even be with you alone now

the first line links to what I said about Louis' subconcious; this would be that constant need to say 'I am sorry' for something that isn't his fault or something that he can't control, and then the second line goes on to say that he doesn't have to worry because, again, its not his fault and Harry undertands that.

Now the 'We can't even be on the phone now, I can't even be with you alone now' refers to their public appearance, on how other than that Paris interview there are no other interviews with just them two, on how we didn't get a Larry hour on 1Dday... It refers to them literally being unable to say anything to each other because of management.

Oh, how shit changes

We were in love, now we’re strangers

I WANT TO ALIENATE THESE TWO LINES BECAUSE OF HOW FUCKING LOUT IT IS.

this one links ti the last two of the previous, again on their public image (His and Harry's) about how they were once in love (fetus) but now they're strangers (the mortal enemies narrative)

When I feel it coming up, I just throw it all away

Get another two shots 'cause it doesn’t matter anyway

And to top off these last two lines of the bridge is him linking all of this back to the start of the song: 'is it my imagination, is it something that I'm taking' with 'when I feel it coming up, I just throw it all away'; when the thoughts that this is all fake and once he wakes up or stop imagining its all going to be better (aswell as with the connotation of over partying and vomiting) but at the same time him making himself stop those thoughts because he knows this is reality. And then round back again with the repetition of 'doesn't matter anyways' with it feeling like a dead end to him.

#Spotify #I swear I could do a full on essay on this song #Larry Stylinson #Louis Tomlinson #Miss You #Louis #One of my favourite songs tbfh #of forgot to add that by louis not singing this song #is basically him saying that he is not hopeless and that he knows what he is doing #also #makes you wonder why the label didn't give the song proper advertising right #along with other stuff #I just wanna kiss Louis' brain #Louis songs #Song Analysis

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gabisart · 5 years

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Art school has given me a block against drawing fan art do you have any tips to help such a block

First of all, I’m sorry you are feeling like this because of art school, but i guess we all have been there at some point hahaha Oh boy, this is going to be long….

I actually know this very well, i kinda stopped drawing about 2 years ago (on paper as i used to), because i was too stressed over school and such. Last year i took a drawing class so i could try to start drawing again and it went pretty bad hahaha. I realized what was blocking me was the feeling of not being taken seriously there, no matter what i did. My feedback was always poor, not because my work was bad but because they (the teachers and colleagues) would just say “oh, it’s nice/pretty/beautiful”. It may sound a bit arrogant, but it’s not. If i’m attending an art couse, i was supposed to learn something, listen to what would make my work better and stuff, and i wasn’t getting any of that. So, i had an awful burnout period.

While i was on vacations and still feeling pretty bad about what happened in that class, i started thinking what art really means to me and why i still make it. I realized that art (to me) is my way to see and understand the world, and this made me feel so much better about my ‘obsessions”, my style, my process of creating art. I also realized i don’t have to show it to others, it’s mine and it’s enough.

All that being said, these are my “tips”:

Try to understand your views on your own art. To learn how to respect and enjoy and appreciate your own pace, your own style, your improvement.

Enjoy the moments while you’re working on something. Sometimes we spend too much energy worrying about the final result and it makes us frustrated how it won’t look like exactly to what we were planning. Many times different outcomes aren’t bad, you can learn a lot with these “surprises” - in bad and good ways hahaha

Don’t take teacher’s opinions as the ultimate truth. They are people just like anyone else and they can be very insensitive and rude or just don’t care about the students at all (yeah it hurts hahaha). Oh, you have the right to disagree with them!!! - or go completly passive aggressive in the next presentation (been there hahaha)

Many times we keep our self esteem too linked to our art. If we get bad results, or bad feedback or some of our work “flop” we feel like we’re not good enough and it’s very discouraging. Take a break, take a look at your old works and see how much you have improved. It’s all part of a bigger journey with lots of ups and downs.

Explore new medias and materials - maybe painting feels tiring now? So why not trying photography? Or writing? Or whatever hahaha go crazy

Buy new materials - it doesnt have to be anything expensive. I bought a new eraser last week and im dying to use it now hahaha (and it’s the same cheap eraser by Pentel i always buy)

Treat youself and your art as you would treat someone’s else. You wouldn’t say somebody’s work is AWFUL UGLY EWWWWW YOU’RE NOT A REAL ARTIST - so why say it to yourself?

Writing my thoughts always helps me to relax and overcome these bad moments, maybe you could give it a try.

Surround yourself with art that inspires you. Even if looks weird to other people hahaha. Once i had a painting project about grieving stages so i spent 2 days listening to The Blackest Day by Lana on loop til i finished it HAHAHAHA and it was amazing

Talking to other students is also a good thing because youre probably learning more from them and their opinions and experiences than from your teacher’s.

Oh, on inspiration…. It’s sound WILD but we may not be aware of how our work can so much to someone else. As an inspiration and how it makes them feel. I’m always !!! when I read some of my fave artists (usually musicians but yeah) talking how bad they can feel about themselves or their work and then get surprised by how many people from all around the world like it.

Take a break and spend some time with no art in mind. There’s always this kind of hush that we GOTTA be productive, GOTTA make art all the time. An artist is not a machine, it’s ok if not everything in your life is art.

TO FINISH (im sorry hahaha) remember that every artist has a different way to deal with it. Maybe what i wrote won’t help you (but i really hope it does), and that’s ok. Just be kind to you and your art, learn how to enjoy your moments of creating and making art more than just struggling for a result and with time you will be more in control of how it works for you.

Trying new subjects and styles is also nice. Maybe doing some studies from artists you like. I always go with Botticelli because i LOVE his lines (Visiting museums and art shows is always refreshing and inspiring)

Best of luck, baby! 💖💖💖💖

#long post is long #asks #its better now kkkk

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