#like i dunno its just more interesting to me

[thetimelordbatgirl]

Ngl would have honestly preferred if Holly's and Poppy's debuts in the Ever After High episodes had been similar to their doll diaries versus what we ended up getting.

#like i dunno its just more interesting to me #and sure the episodes had a short format #but you could just split it into parts really #as the doll diaries had holly fighting to get her sister into the school #legacy day having proven the no story rule for poppy wrong #let alone holly with unknowingly giles aid finding a book to use against milton #and poppy does briefly quit cause duchess is a bitch #but then comes to hurt with holly in despair and locking herself in her tower room #and it gets to the point holly's hair overgrows and everything and people become worried about rapunzels story #and when she finds out poppy instantly returns to school with zero hesitaiton and armed with her scissors #cuts through the walls of hair until she reaches holly finally and comforts her obviously #but when poppy tries to point out she has no story #holly reveals she wrote poppy one #aka one about poppy saving her sister #and this and hollys words convince poppy to stay #also yes holly is a writer #the episodes never mention this #its only in the diaries and books for some reason #a crime really an episode with holly writing would have been good

[lokh]

anji mito flirting with men compilation

exactly what it says on the tin. a compilation of anji mito bisexual moments in chronological order

1. ggx2

this is his win quote against chipp. yes im counting this

2. dust strikers

this is in response to johnny saying something about how its impressive that bridget would want to fight a bunch of powerful guys or something like that. johnny responds with "what?" and anji quickly elaborates that hes interested in guys POWER but im still putting this here also

note: previous two entries are canonically dubious. so thank god he has some bisexual moments in strive too

3. strive

this one keeps getting looked over for some reason but he has THIS conversation with nagoriyuki if you beat him with 1 heart in extreme mode stage 8

transcript:

nago: you've thrown me for a loop. what a dance. anji: liked it, did you? nago: haha, perhaps. come visit me again. anji: ...wait. i didn't even get to talk to him.

and most recently. his intro interaction with asuka

transcript:

anji: hey there, handsome. asuka: another ambush? really?

anji also has a win quote against him where he goes "you need more training. have you been eating right?" but ive always interpreted that as more mocking lmao but ymmv lmao, he has a few other unique intro interactions with asuka that could be interpreted as flirting ("look at us, dancing like this!")

feel free to add on (PLEASE add on if i missed something)!

#i think the nago one is most notable but noooo no one looks at that one #its interesting becos nago Explicitly invites him to see him again when with most other characters its more passive like #'we'll see each other again' or 'we'll fight again'. this one is Come Visit Me Again #anji mito #this had to happen at some point. these ones were off the dome so its entirely possible i missed some i just wanted to like. put these here #guilty gear #i think some of his interactions with chipp Could be read as flirty if u like. want. in strive #but i dunno if it would be included here...... like “i'm liking your vibes boss” #ok again those first two are dubious but in terms of what people typically point to when asked anji bisexual #thats what gets pointed out. besides the most recent interactions

[ashtonisvibing]

i've found my first analog series that i'm very normal about i promise

angel hare has infected my brain it makes me go squish

i wanna draw fanart so bad [shakes my ipad]

#ashton is talking #angel hare #i like zag the most his detective nature is silly :} #it's weird i'm usually very... meh about christian related content (at least when it's as heavy as this series is) #nothing wrong with christian content i'm just not usually interested in the stuff #“god's love” and all that isn't my style #but i like the show in the series cuz it's less about how god gives you strength #and how actual human attributes (hope/faith/wisdom/etc) gives you strength #i dunno i'm coming at this from an atheist's pov #so the show taking a more... i guess grounded approach with its lessons is really nice :} #and the series' story itself is great gabby's so based with what she did (no spoilers) #and i know we'll probably never get it but if we got more wylde hare i'd probably go feral #detective cartoons save me (half joking)

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#had an interesting conversation with my sister the other day. odd i guess bc my sister is pretty smart #on paper shes smarter than me. or at least less dyslexic than me #but she didnt seem to kno what cancer is. i mean like how it works. i mean. cancer is a mistake. a confluence of unfortunate accidents #leading to unrestrained cellular growth. when it metastasizes. when it moves to other parts of the body. those same cells continue growing #if u have smooth muscle cancer and it moves to your kidney. you body is trying to grow more smooth muscle on your kidney #at least as i understand it. and she asked why it wants to kill you. it doesnt want anything. it just is. its not a thing of malicious #intent. its neutral. it grows. it takes up resources. it takes up space. and it grows and grows until the organ it grows on stops #functioning properly. like a parasite she said. but no. not like a parasite. it grows like an empty space. a mass of flesh. a constant #obstructive pressure. it grows like only a tumor can. i dunno. it didnt seem to connect with her that this thing didnt want to kill our mom #but it did anyway. and she felt weird about how long she lived after they took her off any support. but thats how cancer kills #it stops an organ from functioning and most of those r important so it only takes one. so her heart kept beating for 12 more hrs bc it was #meant to beat for 40 more years. but not much it could do without working kidneys and without working blood #but that's life. that's death. that's nature. its all nutral even if it feels horrible to the individual. #i dunno. i thought it was interesting. shes 25 and her mother had cancer for 10 years so id think shed kno more #we're at a weird phase now bc its been a week since she died and everything feels normal. we'll see what happens at the wake this week #its been interesting for sure bc she was sick for 10 years but my parents didnt prepare at all for her to die #so my dad is scrambling to put together the pieces shr left behind to make sure that all the bills r paid and whatnot. he had to guess her #computer password. she didnt tell us what she wanted us to have. she didnt tell us the importance of her jewelry and who it belonged to #before her. i dunno. we're seeing the outline of my mothers Pathology in what she left behind. both in the physical objects and in the #feelings she imparted. i dunno. its been weird #unrelated

[heat--end]

worst part about being a picky eater/not having a giant palette of food for a variety of reasons that are out of my control is that getting me to try new foods is like, a big fucking deal for some people, so they try to coax me into it and it just makes me embarrased and anxious to even do it lmao. like dont make a fuss about it please

#i do not like having the palette of an 8 year old. but like. i have an awful gag reflex and also i am just incredibly picky i guess #like ideally i have way more interest in other stuff but i just. i do not. and its not something im exactly PROUD of but it is what it is #having people be like oh lillie try this you should try this blah blah blah is like. let me live please jeez #it just kinda puts stress onto my shoulders and i know i gotta try new stuff and all that but like #id rather not do it when it feels like there's eyeballs on me for it? i dunno lmfao

[bmpmp3]

lemme tell you im starting to get a little sick of when im complaining about when a show or movie is writing a major female character with not as much depth as her male cohorts or she's written oddly plot device-like for a main character and people always tell me "oh but it's intentional, we're seeing her through the eyes of the male main character and he has a crush on her so he doesnt see her flaws" because like

FIRST of all yeah i get it but its hard to write that trope interestingly to me at this point without a lot of work put into subversion so intentionality doesnt make it any less boring

SECONDLY half the time people say this about ensemble cast stuff and like why is the random dude suddenly designated as the most perspective of all perspective characters when it comes to this specific woman. why dont we get to see the other characters perspectives on her too?

AND THIRDLY do people view women they have crushes on as bland plot devices without lives of their own enough irl that this is so universal in writing? isnt the point of having a crush wanting to hang out and know more about your crush, know about their likes and dislikes and all that. am i missing something here

#im gonna sound insane for what im about to say. but i grew up watching way to much harem anime for a 10 year old #and im gonna be honest. maybe that spoiled me? those things were not without their flaws but at least the 5 different magical giant #goddess demon vampire women with multicoloured hair inexplicably in love with random normal guy at least had like. inner lives #like thats why the guy is so normal and bland. because the focus is on the magical women and their pink hair and their complicated #backstories and familial lives and whatever outside of the main character #like theyre still big boobied colourful haired fantasies but at least they showed me something about em #when it comes to these other stories where a woman is treated like a plot device love interest and written like a dead wife in an #action movie but like. alive. i cant help but feel like. are you holding out on me? i want to know her. show me her LIFE i want to SEE IT #grabs writers by the collar ARE YOU HOLDING OUT ON ME??? #its nuts because sometimes you see the bones of a really cool character but the writers are more interested in what she can do for the main #male character and how he sees her than whats going on in her head. i dunno im just getting annoyed. i think u can do this trope well #like how i think you can write basically any trope well. but i see intentionality used an excuse so often so i wanna see you do #SOMETHING interesting with this trope if ur gonna do it at least. subvert it in cool ways i dunno just do ANYTHING hfjdkjfkd

[bandtrees]

“My only hope is for one word. A simple, trivial word from a certain person…”

bungou stray dogs is an anime that iv had a fondness for since like..2018. but only now am i doing fanart for it, as iv gotten back into it via a rewatch with my friend ^_^ akutagawa was my favorite character as a mentally ill 15 year old and continues to be my favorite character as a mentally ill 20 year old

#scribbles #ryuunosuke akutagawa #bungou stray dogs #bungou stray dogs fanart #bsd fanart #some general rambles abt my relationship w this anime incoming #nowadays its not a super serious interest cuz all my love to me i feel iv kinda outgrown how... hot topic slogan-y it is (ALL MY LOVE) #and i have a better eye for some of the issues in it. but its still got a nice place in my heart #i dunno if this person is still...around? but i first watched it with a friend as a teenager and i enjoyed it! #and when i fell outta touch w that friend i'd wanted to return to this anime but always felt bad about it. cuz it was Her Thing #but nowadays i have another pal (hi dark) who i watch a lotta anime with and i decided to take this opportunity to properly rewatch it and #idk im happy i am #especially bc when i first watched this anime in my youth it was a period where i was still freshly affected by like. trauma #and that colored my perception of it (COUGH MY DAZAI HATRED SORRY hes still kinda annoying tho) #(i'm way more normal about him now though XD) #and in general its a very Mentally Ill Teenager anime. so its cool to return to it as a more #mature well adjusted person. just finished season 1 of my rewatch and im eager to fall back in love w this show haha #anyway all that aside LOOK AT THIS RENDERING IM SO PROUD OF ITTTTT

[miks-fantrolls]

speaking of masks. yall who have masked trolls... how did u come up with the mask designs?

every time i try to make one, it just feels off to me.

also i wrote a novel in the tags about it, but if anyones got some good research sources too, im all ears 👂

#i also dunno how to find good mask references #cus the ones i find that i rly like. idk how to jump off of them in terms of design? all i want to do is use it #also in terms of cultural sensitivity im hesitant because i dont wanna like. blindly use something that has a large significance- #to a dif culture #i know theres a line between enjoying the aesthetic and active appropriation...but i would still like to have the research under my belt to- #fall back on #so also i suppose in terms of research i would appreciate some good sources too :> #good mask sources are surprisingly difficult to find on google and. usually everything i find is like #school-essay level blog post that a white person interested in that culture made #not to say that white people cant know shit but. like i said its usually like they did it for a school project lmao #just the basic information and nothing more #i Would go to the library for this but. its currently placed in an old best buy and its sensory hell for me in there #(theyre renovating the library building)

[appsa]

...what mediocre jack black gay sex movie?

This one called the D-Train

They dont talk abt it in the trailer but jabdkf the plot twist is that jack black banged the cool actor guy and nearly ruined his marraige and lost his job because of it. The movie is v fascinating to me cause its not overtly Homophobic??? But the overall effect is homophobia, but it does it in a kind of compelling way and thats so funny to me. It comes soooo close to saying something interesting, but fails to do so because its conclusion is just so Weird and came out of left field (for me). So yeah its weirdly compelling in a "studying the psyche of a straight-but-not-homophobic white man whos coming to terms w being a normie" kind of way

#to be clear im not Black n dunno shit abt aave but like. #its kind of interesting how thats probably what hes imitating when hes trying to seem cool #when there were no other Black characters in the movie (that i can recall) #+ the bi man is smth hes aspiring to as someone more masculine than him #idk its interesting to me how its v much abt the jealousy white straight men have towards those who r more free or smth lmaoo #like that james baldwin quote #also lmfaoo the movie is so full of cringe funny moments i genuinely did enjoy it sjdjfj #not an earth shattering movie but i did enjoyed chewing it yknwim? cause its just so fucking baffling lmao #edit: 'free' is not the right word but hdhsjf i cant find the other word for it #like ppl who dont fit into that cookie cutter heterosexual white suburbia mould ig? lmao #ask #me @ me: 'straight but not homophobic' ok u can just say liberal

[robocops-a-christ-allegory]

Im still wondering what the deal was with the joke at the start of peacemaker tries hard about people being mad about lore being retconned (and also how anybody mad is a dumb idiot who doesnt understand how comics work). Like the only people I've ever seen talking about Peacemaker's previous stuff being ignored in a negative way besides ME are people who arent actually interested in the character and just wanted to hate the show because they hate James Gunn (and it is very obvious from the way they talked about it that they didnt actually get who Peacemaker was as a character since most of those people were also convinced he was a serious antihero pre-show which like. Yeah ok.)

I dunno. Still convinced it was making up a guy to be mad at and is part of why I was annoyed with this miniseries from the start. Also because of the fucking sexual assault joke Im not ignoring that.

#I am still really pissed off about the casual joke about Peacemaker assaulting people what the fuck was that #am i the only one who saw that what was that #but yeah I dunno sorry complaining about this fucking miniseries again. its kind of interesting to me how rough it is. #Also my friend found out Red Bee is currently in a JSA somewhere so now I am like #CERTAIN DC handed Starks a list of characters to include and that explains everything #WHICH MAKES ALL THE JOKES ABOUT NERDS EVEN MORE ANNOYING TO ME. AND THE COMIC REFERENCES FLEXING. #Like if you just got hired to write a peacemaker comedy book thats fine man you dont have to PRETEND youre like #SUPER INTO COMICS and also constantly talk about how much you hate those #frothing at the mouth peacemaker stans who are so mad about peacemaker's lore being retconned. the hundreds of them. #Is it a angry fanboy georg situation. am I bringing up our numbers here by complaining too much. #ok done now. thanks.

[kelprot-old]

the persona thing wherein characters are representations of the tarot is soo quirkycute but i sometimes wish more was done with it. or maybe i dont. im not sure. because i dont think the characters are Unlike their tarots or anything, but all it seems to ever amount to is a moment where you go "oh cool neat" if you know tarot meanings.

#ive been thinking a lot abt the series lately since i've been on a hating streak w it and want to be more productive #not in terms of the hating more in terms of Why did this not work for me. etc #like. sm/t n stuff i think handles a lot of its elements in a way i find more interesting. though the execution is still questionable #i guess w p sona theres this whole. your IP focuses on this ''other self'' with supernatural shit n all that. but i feel like that - #isnt a thing you actually see much of in the games bar the tutorials n stuff #it just turns into sm/t combat but to the left. i feel like theres potential wasted really #i suppose it feels like a mix of weird execution n bad writing for a lot of it all. p-2 is still my girl bestfriend but. well. i dunno

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#tfw youre hanging out with friends and u throw out controversial take after controversial take #like its me hi im the hater its me #u wanna hear them? i mean thrm in in like the silliest way possible. its not that serious lol #i hated h4n solo growing up and still do. i dont think i like the writing of ne1l gaim4n and only liked the 1st season of g0od 0mens #i thought the 1st season of 0ur flag was fine and didnt really like the 2nd. i dont think anyone in l0rd of the rings is hot. especially #not 4aragon. leg0las is like whatever. sam is my favorite character. i also didnt like l0rd of the rings when i 1st watched it #the gathering was a watch party for that 1st movie and i like it way more now lol. also i dont like overt romance. i like the implication #of romance. if u kiss onscreen im like 99% of thr time not interested. also while im being a hater. i dont thibk steven king is a good #writer and domt like his books. i like the idea of them. wish they were written by anyone else lol. also im too dyslex1c to read physical #books :-( which no one vibes with bc everyone's a grad student overachiever lol. and back to back it all sounds like im trying to b #contrary but i promise its maybe just that i have weird standards. like i also hated movies about animals growing up. it made me mad that #those movies were trying to manipulate my feelings. like jesus child chill tf out. i would also randomly decide i hated lots of things and #characters. some of which i stand by today but most of which im like lol chill #so idk maybe i just have bad opinions. i also wander the earth wearing outfits that i pick out bc it feels like im playing dressup #and i have unhinged options abt narut0. sas and naru fall into the 1% of kisses i care abt lmao #and unhinged options abt bleach the show. idk maybe im just kinda weird. i also study organisms that most ppl look at as globs of goo #and i used to study bits of dirt. my brain was just build ever so slightly weird. not too weird. just enough that i have quote unquote #controversial takes ans im not afraid to say them in a room full of ppl who disagree with me bc its really not that serious lol #i dunno i just think its kinda funny i guess #im just slightly weird in the least interesting way possible #unrelated #also i don't yuvk other ppls yum im just like ay not for me i guess

[spamsandsuch]

okay silly question.. who am i to you people

#not fanon #asking only cuz im curious! its interesting to hear how people perceive me on here #(people being anybody tbh though more likely my followers on this blog lol) #like am i just some obscure spamton artist like occasionally shows up on your dash and everytime i do its a fucked up drawing #or just some random person you followed #or perhaps.... a secret third thing........... #like i dont really talk abt myself on here that much so of course im gonna leave like an impression to users thats different than mine #cuz tbh i just see myself as some guy (ungendered) that makes a bunch of fanon stuff abt spamton #but i dunno if other ppl see me that way #i hope im seem nice at least... i dont wanna seem like im intimidating to talk to #especially through asks

[meringuejellyfish]

😮

#whenever i see the whole ''let me help you qifrey'' thing in the spinoff i kind of giggle to myself #but im not going to pretend like im not someone whos like dude ...... about it #there is something incredibly interesting to me about how this spinoff - while silly - still manages to explore areas such as qifreys desire #to do everything himself and rejecting help as best he can. but in a much more mundane every day way #i dunno ... its just neat. like of course this is how qifrey reacts to something as simple as olly wanting to help him make dinner #hmmm. thinking #of course the spinoff isnt directly written by kamome (while still overseen by her) #but its very clear that the person in charge of creating is very much a fan. and cares. lol #help bro is literally sweating. whenever olly says something like this to him his entire life flashes before his eyes

[bmpmp3]

dysgraphic artiƨts risɘ UP!!!!!

#raise your pencils!!!! and erasers. to fix the backwards letters 😔 #sorry still thinking about my weirdness with my art professors. yknow a lot of em have been really pushing us as #students to make our personal identities a major part of like our 'brand' as artists #which. well from an art history major perspective thats a very contentious and nuanced topic. i love a lot of artists who live this way #and i think its great seeing my peers who focus on identity thrive. but also as an fine arts major (double major fool LOL) #i keep getting pushed by teachers into like. specific '____ artist' identities??? #specificaly woman artist. which is a little bizarre because im a bit fat and a bit gnc so im generally like. ungendered? in day-to-day life #(which doesnt actually matter to me directly that much honestly LOL people tend to view me as like. buddy? buddy or pal.) #(not man. not woman. not anything human. sometimes i remind people of a beloved dog. which. hkdsahjk thats its own can of worms) #(a can of worms that also doesnt matter much to me directly because im a wannabe furry who chose to be the dog when playing house as a kid) #(LOL so um. well. theres that) but yeah i dunno i dont really consider myself a woman artist. its been. shockingly (and sometimes luckily?) #irrelevant to most of my life and experiences and art (although dont get me wrong misogyny is very real and very present) so i dont #have a whole lot to say about it from an art perspective. you could also call me all kinds of things. a queer artist. a mixed race artist #again technically correct. some aspects more visible in my work than others. but also very technical. i focus on race a lot in in my #art historical work but i dunno how much my drawings have to say. except that i keep making too many mixed ocs LOL #i dunno i just think my professors gotta focus that energy away from tokenizing me and over to supporting like actual #capital W Woman artists capital Q Queer artists capital A Artists of Colour who are doing far more interesting things than I #far more thought out and engaged in these topics directly. i just kind of stumble into my art blindly and confused <3 #sorry that was a long tangent WHAT IM SAYING Is despite all that: i do consider myself a capital D Dysgraphic artist #i think its an unmovable constant of my art and the way i draw and the way my hands move. the untrained eye doesnt seem to be as aware #of it directly. but those who are familiar can probably see it. the dysgraphia LOL if not just from whenever i write a letter or number #half of them are busted and frantically fixed HDKJSDJDS but its in all my art. if u can see it <3 ive been trying to embrace it #dygraphic artists raise your pencils indeed!! and throw away the eraser!!! make the legibility of your words everyone elses problem!!! #what does that say? what is that sketch? none of my business! none of your business!! its the business of my hand and the pencil alone #motor skill and spatial issues take the wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel

[hopeheartfilia]

i believe libraries are important and good. i do not emotionally care for them

Ive been having trouble thinking today, or rather expressing sentiments in accordance with an essay structure

At some point i gave up and watched a sj the x video. that helped imensly s in i can now make logical atatements again. however i am not really thinking and making connections im just sitting here like hello yes i have thoughts

And like i can see how i could write an essay on themes of estetics and the subjective and objective merits of art in relation to my theme, Should we close public libraries, but it wont change the fact that my answer is no deeper then a simple "no, are you an idiot"

and i have reasons ans back up but its just a liat of articles i could point someone towards, like hello this is research i found on the positive impacts of libraries on communities. please think of how someone would apply to a job in the current landscape of online applications if they dont have acess to a home or the internet. the answer may be libraries.

also librarians exist and libraries have other communal funtions. like reading to children. supporting local charities in various ways. serving as a social environment.

I have all the building blogs of yes one could make an essay out of theese parts

but i do t have the connective tissue. im missing the fucks given to explain. it probably wouldve helped if ive ever argued with someone over this but frankly im having a hard time actually making genuine contraaruments about Yes we should close public libraries, without making a pseudo strawman, like hello if you genuenly think we should close public libraries you eirher have no clue what youre talking about or your intentions are like. evil. whcih isnt. its not accurate. it doesnt make for a good essay

Id rather write several essays about me trying to write this essay then the actual essay

the theme decided i dont wanna fuck with it and now im here. wishing i spent the last 5 hours doing a little gouache painting instead of trying to turn my beain on and off aga-

maybe sleep would help. didnt help the last 2 times i tried to fic this "i dont wanna start this essay" problem, but at this point ive done that and moved to I dont actually wanna write it

.. i should probably talk this out with someone. as in ask them what reasons do you think someone could have for closing a library?

Also look up essay structures again. i hate doing that i prefer just reading and listening to essays and seeing where what i consider a logical train of thought goes, but im very stuck and if you cant make something you like, make something very technical

#this is about the essay i have due 6 hours ago #making something very technical sounds so boring but tjis whole essay is #which it shouldnt be #libraries are inherently interesting because they have books and shelves #theres architecture and historical significense to some #but like i dunno ive always felt my local libraries so seperated from what i hear of other libraries around the worls #and i never emotionally connected with one #if in even one of the bookstores you can actually sit down in around me there was a library with the same amoutn of books i could sit in i #frankly dont know if i wouldve gotten emotionally attached to it but it feels more likely #yes ive spent years of my childhood wanting to visit the national library #no i havent done it now that i can #its just laziness and also the front doors are giant and intimidating and sometimes im small pathethic trash