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This is gonna sound like such a stupid convoluted request but caregiver!Soobin who just found out his partner (can be fem or gender neutral) age regresses as a coping mechanism. Soobin tries to ask if he can be the little's daddy only for his partner (not regressing at the time) to respond "i actually really don't like the term daddy, can I call you something else?" So the next time they have alone time the partner regresses and just shouts "BINNIE CAN I BUY THIS LEGO SET??? PLEEEEEEASE????" and it sorta just makes soobin melt

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Slight TW- scratching and skin picking

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Taglist: @kuroppiz @pinkheadflowers @sweetiehyuka @woonie-muffin

Binnie!

Anxiously you scratched pink marks onto your wrist, sitting down on your pale yellow sofa as you waited for your boyfriend of three months, Soobin, who happened to be in the kitchen making popcorn for your movie. You had called him over for a date night, something that was quite regular for the two of you but tonight was going to be less so than usual, at least for you.

For, the past two weeks you had repeatedly talked yourself out of this conversation, wanting to avoid the inevitable. But it was an important conversation. It was a major part of your life, of you, and you couldn't continue to put it off. The future of your relationship could be decided in a matter of minutes with this anything-but-simple conversation and that fact alone was eating at you. Which happened to be the reason for this subconscious nervous habit of yours, making your skin raw.

"Soobin isn't like that", you whispered to yourself, drawing your knees to your chest. Soobin wouldn't leave you. Soobin wouldn't hurt you. You kept reciting these phrases in your head, to calm your nerves until you heard his heavy footsteps approaching.

"Did you say something?", he asked as he walked into the living room, tossing a popped kernel past his bunny lips while taking his seat next to you, the bowl of popcorn seated in his lap.

"Actually, I wanna talk to you about something."

At hearing this, he placed the television remote on the arm of the couch, and turned to face you, giving you his full attention, whilst your movie remained paused.

"Of course. What is it?", he leaned forward, setting the big blue bowl on your coffee table.

"Uhm well it's kinda hard to explain...", you started but soon trailed off. Everything came down to this moment right now. How Soobin took your confession would determine your fate. Taking a deep breath, you spoke again, "I want you to know that this is really difficult for me to- to tell someone."

His posture straightened, immediately feeling the weight of your words.

"When I get stressed or depressed or whatever else kind of -essed you can think of, the best way I know how to deal with it is called age regression."

You scan his face for any reaction but he's just listening intently, no sign of anger or disgust yet- no indication that he's supportive either, merely blinking as rushed babbling passed through your lips. The lack of response made your already loudly beating heart thump harder against your rib cage and there was no doubt in your mind that he could hear it too.

"I, uhm. I tend to act an age younger than I actually am. And I mean some littles…ugh- I want to tell you this so that if it happens... the ones who get really deep into it... like me.", you rambled, stumbling over your words and sentences, unsure if Soobin could even make out what you were saying at that point but his expression finally changed. You weren't certain what it changed to though, almost like he was deep in thought, your heart rate spiking once again. If you had said "Uhm" once more, you might've hit yourself right then.

Random words and information spill out your mouth like a fast-flowing river. For a conversation you were dreading to have, you couldn't stop talking. Words just kept coming. Somehow you managed to avoid telling him about caregivers, which you mentally pat yourself on your back for as you were afraid you'd overwhelm him and push him away.

"... and I'm telling you because I feel like I can trust you.", you finished. Letting out a little huff. He looked away for a moment as if he was processing all the information you'd just given him. You swallowed dryly, a slight ache creeping into your throat from the action.

"Do you understand?"

He finally noticed the distress you were feeling and took your hands in his, "Yeah... I think I do. You can be yourself around me, angel..."

Once he spotted the red mark on your wrist, which you had completely forgotten until now, you knew you were in for a talking to.

"I'll get the first aid kit", he pouted sadly. You two had talked about this too many times.

"There's hardly anything. I really didn't mean to.",that was the whole truth. Sincerely, you were working on it; this unconscious unhealthy habit.

"I know, angel."

Over the next couple of days, Soobin did his own research, finding out about caregivers and their role in a little's life. At first he wasn't sure about the difference between what he was for you now and what he would be if he became your caregiver. But reading on how intimate and important the bond between an age regressor and their caregiver was, his heart ached. You hadn't mentioned this to him. Did you even want him to care for you? A lot of pessimistic thoughts passed through his mind before he reminded himself of just how anxious you had been, telling him about such a vulnerable thing. If you'd have him, he'd love to.

Finally, he worked up the courage to talk to you about it the next time you were alone. This time no popcorn, just you and him, walking home from the corner store each with a banana milk in hand.

"About what we talked about... you know.. that night", he kicked at a pebble as he lowered his miniature straw from his mouth.

You were well aware of what he was referring to, so you nodded and replied with a small "Yeah?"

"I think I'd really like to give being your Daddy a shot...", his pace slowed as he listened for your response. Neither of you knew how anxious the other was.

"I... actually really don't like the term daddy, can I call you something else?", you picked at the skin around your nails. Pick, pick, picky. Were you being too picky? You really had to stop doing that, you thought as you stared down at your finger that was still picking away at your skin.

"Gosh, I'm sorry.. yeah, you can call me whatever you'd like." Soobin stopped walking and looked at you with soft smile, using his free hand to halt your anxious bad habits.

Relief. Incredible relief. You crashed yourself into his arms, nearly making him spill his milk and squeezed him until he chuckled and squeezed back. He could sense every bit of that relief and it spread over him until it was his own, just happy that you had come to rely on him this way.

"Thank you, so much Soobin."

Later in the week, you took a store trip together. As you headed to check out Soobin's cell started ringing and he turned around to take it. It seemed at least semi important, maybe work, since he had stopped the cart suddenly, right by the toy section. You had been a little quiet today, teetering between headspaces when you saw something that made you slip so fast, you didn't know what hit you.

Settling the urgent matters in his conversation, Soobin glanced around trying to find where you had disappeared to.

"BINNIE CAN I BUY THIS LEGO SET??? PLEEEEEEASE????"

Mid-sentence, Soobin stopped speaking into his phone and turned his attention to you. His heart a melty-puddle in his chest, throbbing at your sweet little voice as you stood on your tippy toes reaching for the large box.

"Whatever you want, angel!", he grinned a terribly-in-love bunny grin, completely forgetting about his phone call. There were more important things to attend to, like reaching over your head to take hold of the toy set you'd been eagerly eyeing.

Things went a lot smoother after that. You, his little angel and he, your bunny Binnie. Regressing with him was easy and safe. Though, maybe he spoiled you a little too much, but you weren't complaining. It was as close to perfect as anything could get in the wreck of a world; happy.

🧸End note: Whew I about gave myself a heart attack. I almost deleted this, being half asleep T^T. I sincerely don’t know why this took me so long because it made me smile so much!! I’m totally cool writing other names for caregivers if requested!! I just kinda default to what I’m comfortable with/what I lot of people use. I hope to hear back from you, anonie!! GENDER-NEUTRAL Caregiver Soobin T^T I love him <//3 my fav cg to write for sure. This hit pretty close to home, maybe I added a few too many details on some aspects? I just wrote and this is what I came up with. Missing him 💕

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