hi lovelies. ♥︎
TW: mentions of suicide and self-harm under the cut
i apologize for leaving such a cryptic, vague post last night on my blog. i saw only now that it caused a bit of a panic in some people and i am very sorry.
the past couple of days have been incredibly difficult for me in regards to my personal life because for the past several months, i’ve been harassed nonstop by these two women at my job who don’t like me and try to sabotage me at work relentlessly and it went way too far this week. i won’t go into it, but it got extremely, EXTREMELY bad. LEGAL bad.
my whole life, i’ve struggled with my trauma and mental health, especially my suicidal ideations. this situation at work triggered a very specific part of my PTSD and it’s been causing me not to think straight at all.
yesterday and today, i’ve been unfortunately physically harming myself and attempted to commit suicide more than once. thankfully my ex (live in, not soulmate) has been with me and was able to stop most instances and she’s been keeping an eye on me and keeping me safe.
i’ve been on a little social media break today, only going online to respond to personal DMs from concerned friends + mutuals. i haven’t looked through my notifications fully yet, but i did see a few messages in my inbox. for my own sake, im not going to reply to them for the time-being.
love you all very much and love this community. it’s always been such an amazing outlet and escape for me, and i’ve made such amazing friends along the way. i’m very grateful.
if i’m not as active or am not publishing as fast as y’all would like, i apologize. this year has been one of the hardest of my life (which is saying a lot), and though i love writing, i want to be happy with the work i put out. that takes time and effort and a lot of energy and a bit of mental stability, and i don’t always have all of those things. so please bear with me.
love you all. thank you for those who reached out in concern. thank you especially to my friends and mutuals who’ve reached out both here and outside this blog. love you. love you. love you.
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HAPPY PRIDE MONTH 🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈💥💥💥🥳🥳🥳🥳🧡💕🧡💕🧡💕♥️💕💖💕♥️🏳️🌈💕
-Feather anon
🩷🏳️🌈HAPPY PRIDE MONTH !!!!!🏳️⚧️❤️
❤️ i hope everyone has an amazing and safe pride month!!
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mutuals i love y’all and think y’all deserve the world actually
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i find it so funny that I speak like I have an entire stadium in front of me when in reality it’s like im in a small comedy club with those 5 people scattered around in different seats.
me: “how we doin’ tonight!”
the 3 people who regularly interact with me, in the back of a dimly lit club: WOO
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Can’t believe that there’s 31 of y’all who follow my crazy ass. Ty <3
Edit (40 mins later): 32 now
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Your specialty as a writer is your ability to perfectly write and communicate your character’s emotions!!! Whether it’s the Mc’s excitement or their partners anger, I always feel the emotion so deeply it’s crazy!
You use words so beautiful & just the way you make a story flow is amazing, there aren’t any plot holes, everything makes sense. Your characters personalities are consistent through and through.
I really love your writing so much, you are the best! At what you do.
brb going to cry 🥹 thank you so very much for this! I try my best fr.
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please don't stress urself out <:)! take as much time as u need! don't worry about writing all the time <:D - 🍔
thank you 🍔 anon !! i have a few thinks in my queue too so i’m gonna be here terrorizing y’all w my every thought and then past celeste will have some writing out 4 y’all 😁
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aight while we’re on the topic i’m going to bed now gnight gamers
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The analyses you post and re-blog are really feeding an addiction over here. Pls don't stop ever thx <3
oh i am on the crazy train for the next 2+ years my friend i sure will not stop !!!! <3 <3 <3
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people who comment/reblog nice things about my oc art,,,I’m giving you all strawberries 🥺🍓💕
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one pair/relationship purist til I DIE
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Ohhh I love this theme it’s so beautiful
THANK YOU ACEY POOH 💗💗💗
🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽
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