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toomuchracket · 21 hours
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I can imagine bday! Matty just following girly atm because he doesn't have anything urgent to do so he just follows her like a lost puppy in his free time and asks her about work and tries everything so she pays attention to him
wait yeah because this is the first time he's properly been Off Work since you guys got together and he's just so happy that he gets to spend time with you doing literally whatever. like of course he's writing as and when, so are you, but most of the time he's just out here doing whatever you're doing lmao - prepping for your next book launch event with you (and buy that i mean you go shopping for new outfits and he literally BOLTS to the till to pay for your dress before you can, very "don't get mardy with me, sweetheart, i want to treat you" lol. i've written about him at your book launches before, and he's just so doting the whole time. he's also SO cute when you decide you want to visit some indie bookshops across london to sign some copies of the new book, driving you around and having a little wander in each shop and picking up books he knows you've been looking for for a while for you to take home. if he wasn't so utterly in love with you, you reckon the constant attention would be overwhelming - it still kinda is, in a good way, but you feel so comfortable and good about yourself and happy and in love that you really really like having matty around all the time. not least because he makes the best cuppa in the world and has a penchant for sleepy loving morning sex too lmao. sweet boy <3
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SO I noticed that ofc gorgug being mad at Mary Ann is hilarious
But Mary Ann LOVES mango soda… and she asked gorgug if HE was drinking mango soda…
Do you think she was actually trying to attempt to find something similar with gorgug 🥹
Oh my god absolutely 🥺 she does not wanna fight these kids she just wants to be friendly with the kids on her team and find some real connection 😭
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toomuchracket · 2 days
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What are bday party girlie and Matt up to?
honestly? fucking. going on little dates here and there every week. writing about each other. you've got another collection launching soon and matty's so excited to get to be in trophy boyfriend mode - he's bought a new suit for the launch event, he's booked and paid for you to get your nails done for it, and secretly he's also planning to give you one of the rings he inherited from his nana to wear too. just as a sort-of "i know we're not ready to get married yet but i know i want to at some point so this is just kinda something to signify that i'm going to propose to you because i love you so much" thing (he wants your engagement ring to be yours and yours alone. mf is looking up bespoke jewellers as we speak). denise thinks it's a great idea, and matty really can't wait to give you it. got it resized and everything, bless him <3
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toomuchracket · 3 days
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re: dword m tattoo
pls make matty grovel
i want that man on his hands and knees begging and making excuses
BEGGING
"i would never do that to u" "ur the only girl for me" "i'll do anything" "i've never thought of anyone after i met u" CRYING
girlie better make him sleep (or eat her out) on the couch
THE FEELING BETRAYED ABOUT THE THIGH THING ISN'T EVEN THE WORST BIT IT'S THE FACT YOU SERIOUSLY CONSIDER ENDING THINGS WITH HIM BECAUSE "she seems to have loved you even longer than i've known you and i don't want to get in the way if you love her like that too" AND HE FEELS SICK TO HIS STOMACH BECAUSE HE JUST KEEPS FUCKING UP AND MAKES YOU THINK YOU'RE THE ISSUE WHEN REALLY IT'S HIM!!!! but yeah you truly have never seen somebody cry like he does when you tell him that - proper "i love you more than anything and i CANNOT lose you again. i can't see a future if you're not in it, princess. you're everything to me" OOH the drama
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toomuchracket · 3 days
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She should keep the M! But they should have a very angsty conversation mid sex about her having thought about removing it, something like:
He traces the M on her thigh with his finger, then his tongue, looking up at her and staring into her eyes the entire time. She can’t take his gaze and looks away, knowing how close she’d come to obliterating it.
He notices, of course, and pauses.
“Baby, what’s wrong? Do you want me to stop? Are we moving to fast? Because I don’t want to rush y—“
“No, ‘s not too fast,” she shakes her head, biting her lip before locking eyes again.
A beat passes. Several more. He waits for her to speak again, chin propped on her thigh, looking up at her intently.
In a whisper: “I almost had it removed. Maybe I still should.”
love this but i think it would hit even more if the last bit was in a totally separate convo!! so the realisation that the tat is still there can happen after you reunite at the macs' party, and you tell matty you came close to getting rid of it but ultimately didn't - he does some romantic "mine, my girl, still" shit with the tat and it's very tender and sweet. and then things are good for a while, for months, until ttpd listening and the realisation that the significance of the m on the upper thigh is not a unique experience to you lmfao; matty uses your phone to order dinner and sees the tattoo removal google search and asks you about it (and mind you you've been very quiet since listening to the album), and THEN comes the "i think i was perhaps right when i planned to get it removed. i thought it meant something to us, and only us. clearly not" oooooooooooooooooooh. there won't be another breakup like i can't do that again lol, but it'll be a tough one for matty to fix <3
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toomuchracket · 4 months
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Mads I have this concept in my mind. I see it with d word Matty. I think beginning of the relationship, maybe Matty is supposed to be away for a couple of days so girlie is having a self maintenance night. I imagine her with her hair up to have heat less curl, self tan, maybe some pimple patches. And then Matty surprises her by coming back early, maybe she's waiting for her food, she opens the door and it's Matty. She's super embarrassed/self conscious but of course he's super chill about all of it.
this inspired me to write a lil fic! seeing it as set after candlelight, but before any d words or l words were used lol. enjoy! <3
i've been dying to meet you (d word matty x reader fluff)
the doorbell rings just as you're applying your under-eye patches. you don't rush to get it, though - the drivers know to just leave your food order at the door to your flat once you've buzzed them up. god forbid anyone sees you like this, after all, in the midst of your thursday night routine; you probably look insane, wandering around in your dressing gown and slippers, hair wrapped around a pair of tights and clipped up, face covered in sheet mask and pimple patches, respectively.
but you feel good. and you'll look good tomorrow. which is imperative, given that you’ll see your boyfriend (it still feels weird being able to say that, honestly) for the first time in 20 days.
the thought of that has you slightly giddy. humming happily, you dance through the flat towards the door, only pausing in the living room to click play on the next episode of sex and the city and have a sip of your wine. the mouthwatering scent of your dinner seeps into the hallway, growing stronger as you near the door - it's never quite been so potent before, but then again, you’re fucking starving. 
still humming tunelessly, you open the door to grab your food, and come face to face with matty.
your breath catches in your throat in horror - he can't see you like this, so soon into the relationship! - but your heart swells at the sight of your boyfriend in his hoodie and sweats, your (open!) takeaway in his hands. he grins when he sees you, eyes lighting up as he takes in your appearance; you tense up in preparation of him taking the piss out of it.
he doesn't, though. “hi, baby,” matty says softly. “stole one of your prawn crackers - hope you don't mind.”
you blink. “how- how did you get up here? you didn't buzz.”
“offered to hold the door for the delivery guy and just came in after him. and then i offered to bring this up when i asked if it was for your flat and he said yeah. felt like i was 22 again, honestly, in my old job,” your boyfriend smiles. “although i can safely say i never ever delivered a takeaway to someone as hot as you back then.”
“don't make fun,” you groan, stepping to the side to let him into the flat - he kisses your temple as he passes you - and kicking the door shut. “nobody was meant to see me tonight. s'why i asked them to ring the doorbell and just leave the food without me answering.”
“i did wonder why it took you so long to get to the door, darling,” matty calls over his shoulder as he wanders into your kitchen. he furrows his brow when you walk straight past and continue into your bedroom, laying the food on the counter and following you - well, until the door closes before him. “babe? are you… annoyed at me?”
“no, i'm just putting underwear on,” comes your muffled reply, followed by the sound of a drawer opening and closing.
“don't feel you need to do that on my account, sweetheart, i insist. actually, i'm more than happy to also get naked, if you prefer.”
despite your lingering shock at seeing him, you giggle at your boyfriend’s eager tone. “no, it's alright, matty.”
“you're sure? i've already got my shirt off.”
the speed with which you open your bedroom door at that phrase is almost embarrassing. matty - shirtless, as promised - smirks when you do. “i can't believe you had no pants on when you answered the door.”
you frown, flicking him on the stomach; he just laughs and follows you into the kitchen. “shut up, i couldn't put clothes on, i had just moisturised.”
“what, your arse and all?”
“mhmm.”
“interesting,” matty smirks again. “wouldn't mind seeing that process, to be honest.”
“for fuck's sake, matthew.”
“sorry, darling, couldn't resist,” your boyfriend grins. his face softens into a more tender smile. “just missed you, s'all. hope you don't mind that i came over early and interrupted your pamper night - couldn't settle at home, knowing you were only a few miles away for the first time in weeks.”
the sweetness of his revelation goes straight to your knees; you wrap your arms around his neck to hold yourself up, and press your lips to his in a tender kiss. it deepens when matty runs his tongue across your lips, slipping it into your mouth when they open, but that's as passionate as it gets - the overwhelming emotion behind the kiss is just sheer affection.
“i missed you too,” you kiss matty's nose when you pull away. “and you're not interrupting anything, really, s'just my usual thursday night routine,” you pull the little containers of food from the bag and turn to get a plate from the cupboard. “d'you want to split this with me? i ordered too much.”
matty nods, taking the plates from you and grabbing a fork from the drawer to dish the food up. “thanks, sweetheart. so, tell me more about this thursday night thing. you do this every week?”
“yeah, whenever i'm home, just to prep for the weekend. haven't you ever noticed i always look better at work on fridays?” you grin, pouring your boyfriend a glass of wine.
“not really. i think you look beautiful every day,” matty smiles, kissing your hand after you pass him the wine. “although i have noticed your hair is usually really curly during friday meetings. i like it.”
you point to your head. “blame this.”
“serious? i thought you were going to get a blow dry after work or something.”
“nah,” you giggle. “i just go to sleep with this in. feels a bit weird, but i like the end result.”
“so do i,” matty smiles. “you're so pretty, baby.”
your cheeks burn, and you smile bashfully at the floor. “well, when i take all these weird stickers off my face, maybe.”
“no, even now,” matty gently tilts your chin up so he can look you in the eye. “you’re beautiful. my perfect girl!”
he leans down to kiss you again; you giggle as he pulls away afterwards. “oh, you're down bad bad for me, aren't you? still thinking i'm pretty even when i've got pimple patches on.”
“well, yeah, i have eyes.”
“pretty ones, at that,” you rest your hand on his jaw, and he turns to kiss it. “i'm glad you came to see me tonight. would you like to stay over?”
“if i say yes, do i get to be pampered a little bit?” matty giggles.
“oh, i'll take care of you, don’t you worry, baby.”
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Not a question, but imagine if you will a Regina George esque tantrum that leads to Kipperlilly having a picture of riz on a dartboard. Like something happens in freshman year and she just stomps through her house planning his downfall
Oh my god yes she has a burn book that is literally just pages upon pages of stuff the bad kids have done and Riz is in there like 50 times
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toomuchracket · 2 months
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madsss. flatemate!matty and girlie first time showering together and it’s very fluffy and somewhat smutty 🥺
combining with thinking about flatmate first bj (idk if we’ve spoken about it yet??) like he would be sooo so desperate and i cant help but imagine him a little bit subby, not too much just whining and begging because he’s wanted it for so so long and theyre just both so eager and mutually obsessed with each other and just want each other to feel good
the morning after condom-gate! after waking up and snuggling for a bit and having the "bf? gf? yeah" chat (lol), you're like "come on. wanna brush my teeth so i can kiss you again" - matty's like "hello i love you i don't give a shit about morning breath", and you're like "yeah but i also wanna shower. with you, preferably. if you want that". naturally, he's like "are you joking of course i do. never seen you naked in daylight before", and you roll your eyes and stand up (and let him find out you have a back tattoo. there's a blurb about this already somewhere) and walk away (yes you're swinging your hips a bit) and let him run after you like "fuck me you're so hot". teeth brushing happens (like in bring it on teehee), and then - after a bit of debate about how hot the water should be - you pull your boyfriend into the shower to make out with him again, and for a while it's all murmured "i love you" and gentle touches and hands in hair and all that sweet stuff. but then you realise that you're naked in a shower with an equally naked matty, and of course you get Turned On; the kiss gets deeper, and you trail your hand down his stomach to tentatively stroke him and whisper "wanna suck you off", and he CRUMBLES. like you said, he's a bit subby - he whines out a "please", and as you get on your knees he's like "oh my god oh my god", and he gasps when you kiss the we are kings tat (which you've thought about doing for like. years lol) before you take him in your mouth. because it's you doing this for him, it takes a lot for him to keep control for a while, and every time you look up at him he weakens. but he does well, considering, and he's so cute about it; he's got one hand in your hair and the other holding yours (bless), and he's proper babbling like "so fucking good, perfect girl, dreamt about this for so fucking long. fuck, sweetheart, please let me cum, please. love you, love you so much". and you keep him in your mouth until he's totally done, proudly showing him all the cum on your tongue before you swallow and giggle - he actually has to sit down on the shower floor beside you at the sight, before his legs give way, and he kisses you deeply like "thank you for that. definitively the best head i've ever had, darlin. i love you". you're like "i love you. i wanna do that again!", and matty's like "me too, but first - sit down and open your legs for me, sweetheart. your turn to feel good"... hot <3
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toomuchracket · 16 days
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Thinking about sweet matty making out with girlie to one of his favourite albums but he can't help himself from breaking to talk about the production and hidden references in the lyrics
oh my fucking GOD this is so him after he's made you dinner at his and you've had a glass or two of wine and he's got the vinyl on and you're on the sofa and the kissing is inevitable and it's quite honestly the best moment of his life BUT he loves this song so much that he can't help pulling away from you to be like "listen to this one line it's amazing" and you think it's adorable and smile and then he's like "alright let me kiss you again". so you keep making out, it's getting a bit sloppy, and then just as you're about to climb onto his lap he pulls away again to be like "so sorry i just need to gush about this song for a minute", and he does, and again it's really cute but also you really REALLY want to keep kissing him and you can't take your eyes off his lips so you cut him off like "baby I'M so sorry. but i just need to..." and smooch him again. maybe he tries to talk a third time, starting against your lips, but you just root your fingers in his hair and grind down on him and the words just turn into a moan as all thoughts but you leave his head lol. but you're not mean! you ask him about the album lore a couple of hours later during the post-sex cig teehee
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toomuchracket · 1 month
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Nerdy, sweet, music journo Matty is the actual dream 😍 How about girlie having to interview some notoriously hot singer and Matty feeling insecure about it since they're only just together 😔
oh he is SO flustered - frowns every time the interview is brought up, mutters "it's not THAT good" when someone in the office praises the singer's new album, and is generally just pretty grumpy about the whole thing. and as much as he's cute when he's grumpy, you love like your smiley boyf the most, so you drag him to your designated meeting spot (the stationery cupboard) the morning of the interview like "matty what on EARTH is going on? i'm worried about you. are you alright? you've been so down and i can't stand it :((", and matty just spills his guts about how hot this guy is and how hot you are and how he'll fancy you and how he's just so much cooler and more accomplished than matty which sucks because he likes you SO much and doesn't want to lose you to "an overhyped shit with stupid hair". you're like "i agree he does have shit hair. yours is much better. defo the hair i'd rather play with while watching a film together in my flat with a brew", and matty's like wait what - you kiss him and giggle like "i'd take you over him any day. honest", and matty blinks like "really?", and when you nod he smiles like "can i kiss you now? s'my favourite way to thank you. and appreciate you". of course, you agree, and then after a lovely little smooch you whisper "i think you should do my neck next. let him know i'm spoken for, perhaps?"; needless to say, matty likes that idea, and you turn up at the interview only slightly dazed an hour later with a nice little heart shaped mark under your jaw (and you leave one on matty.... somewhere, when you get back to his place after work. it's only fair!) <3
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toomuchracket · 10 days
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How will our favourite nerdy boy be celebrating record store day this weekend?
oh shit i forgot it was this weekend lol. anyway! matty will absolutely be waking you up at an ungodly hour to queue with him for the things he wants to buy - he's got a list longer than the phone book and he's still pestering you to "just have a look at the releases to see if there's anything you might want, darling, and we'll get those too", bless him. you're not totally jazzed about the idea of waking up so early and waiting in the cold, but you'll have your sweet boyfriend to snuggle into and a thermos of coffee to sip from, and really you can't be too miffed about it because matty's just too adorable when he's excited. actually, as you perk up throughout the course of the morning, i think you might even start chatting to other people in the queue and asking questions so you can write a little feature about it with matty - he knows the guy in the record shop really well, so he gets all the statistical data about how many copies of each release they ordered and how many they sold and how much of an impact rsd has on business etc etc. it's a nice time, actually, and maybe you do end up going home with a couple of records for yourself that matty insisted on buying because "firstly, i want to treat you. secondly, i'm literally already at the till it just makes sense for me to get them" lol. you buy breakfast in return, though, afterwards! and i wonder if, on the drive home, the two of you take it upon yourselves to detour past some other indie record shops in the area to peruse how busy they are and get more data for the feature you're writing, like amidst the errands you have to run while you're out lmao. i think that would be cute. and what's even cuter is you back at matty's asking "so, are any of these albums you bought any good to kiss to?" - he blushes and smiles and immediately pulls one out and says "couch? bed?", and puts it on in whichever room you'd rather make out with him in (bedroom, definitely) lol. the rest of the day is spent listening to the new albums in between eating and taking maggie for walks and just pottering about matty's house, and all in all it's just lovely. maybe matty's favourite day ever <3
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toomuchracket · 2 months
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sub drop with d word matty after hours of teasing him and edging him (for the boat angst) and after he finally gets to cum he’s holding you and tearing up and saying that he’s sorry
he goes really quiet aside from little whimpers after you're both done and just CLINGS to you - you go to move like "let me get some tissues" and he starts crying like "no stay with me please i need you" and you're like oh Dear God he's in subspace (you know this because, well, usually it's you). so you're like "ok, darling, it's ok, i'm here. just going to move off you so i can cuddle you properly, yeah? just for one second", and like sure it'll be a mess to sort later but you need to keep him grounded now; you climb off him, but keep a hand stroking his cheek and cooing sweet things at him while you do, and literally as soon as he can move he's properly hugging you face buried in your chest just taking deep breaths and murmuring "i'm so sorry. i love you". you just stroke his back and play with his hair and say "it's alright. you're alright. love you so much, you were so good for me there", and when he peeks up at you you smile and say "love you, gorgeous", and he smiles and says "love you too", and you can tell he's getting back to normal. he has some of the water you keep beside your bed and you order room service - you feel so guilty that you don't have any food, but matty's like "s'ok! you weren't to know i'd go into subspace, darling. you're quite good at being in charge, though. we should try it more", and you're like "learned from the best!" lol. matty laughs at that, and says "speaking of learning... i almost came hands-free there. never done that before. never fancied anyone enough until you, i s'pose", and you're like "that's all i needed to hear after yesterday lol" oop. but yeah. he's sweet. he's sorry. he's subbier than you thought. cute <3
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toomuchracket · 6 months
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I am so high and thinking about matty pulling out and coming on your pussy and stomach
d word. like, no doubt about it. post-candlelight, you're quite literally insatiable for him fucking you (like lowkey that man is exhausted. one of the pitfalls of having a younger girlfriend i fear. but also he fucking LOVES how needy you are for him lol), and it's a lot of trying different positions and mild kink exploration and all that fun stuff. there's one time you're in bed together, just about to fuck, the first time you've done so since you started taking the pill (after you've waited for your body to get used to it), and you're like "baby... you don't have to use a condom anymore, if you don't want to" - matty almost crumbles when you say that, but he's like "but do YOU want me to use one? tell me, sweetheart. it's all about you", and you get a bit shy like "no, i don't want you to use one. but can you, like, pull out today? s'not that i'm against you cumming in me, not at all, but i just... can't stop thinking about being covered in your cum, to be honest". your boyfriend has to actually bury his face in your chest with a groan to compose himself, and then he's like "jesus christ, of course i can do that. where did that come from, though, darling? i thought you were a nice girl", teasing you, and you smile and say "you've gotten to me, baby. fucked me too good, s'all i can think about now". naturally, that triggers a mild corruption kink matty didn't know he had, and he lines himself up with you like "yeah? made you all desperate for me, just want me to fuck you all the time? you're so cute, sweetheart, my perfect girl. can i fuck you now?", and you breathe out a "please" - you get your favourite phrase, "whatever my girl wants", before matty fucks you raw for the first time ever. he's sweet through it, because it's an intense experience, but he can't help but be a teensy bit more feral than he has been before; lots of dirty talk, praise, all that good stuff, and a couple of really good orgasms before his hips start stuttering against yours as he reaches that point himself. he stays in you until the last possible second, then - like you said - jerks himself to cum all over your cunt, still all spread out for him, and your lower stomach. his face when he does is just so fucking sexy, and that only increases when he looks at the mess he's made of you - he's like "sweetheart, you need to see this. i promise i'll delete this pic in a second", and grabs his phone to photograph you all covered in him. it's just as hot a sight as you thought it would be, and you smirk at matty and say "who said you need to delete it?", which fucks him up beyond belief. like, as soon as he's cleaned you up and made you a cuppa and got you all snuggled into him in bed, matty's on the polaroid website with his credit card in hand and tapping the express delivery option at checkout lmfao. but we've already discussed that kink of yours lol <3
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toomuchracket · 5 months
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thinking abt d word girlie getting a nipple piercing while matty is on tour and not telling him and maybe sees it through her shirt or something and he’s just 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫
during atvb!! omg he thinks he sees it through your bra while you facetime him getting ready one night but he doesn't bring it up because he thinks he must be hallucinating - there's no way you would get that done and not tell him immediately, right? WRONG. you thought it would be a sexy little surprise for him when he gets home (by which time they've healed), and when you answer the front door wearing one of matty's t-shirts they're literally the first thing he notices. like, it's COMICAL; his eyes go straight to your tits and they widen, and then he realises he's looking at your chest and pulls his gaze up to look at your face and smile and kiss you lol. but asking you about them is the first thing he says lmao - "hi sweetheart i love you i missed you. did you get your fucking nipples pierced and not mention it?", and you giggle and say "come into the house and i'll show you if i did or not". when i tell you matty's never moved faster in his life... yanks his bags and you inside, presses you up against the door and slides the t-shirt up, and his jaw just DROPS when he sees the piercings. his hands kinda hover over your tits, and you gently place them onto them; as soon as you do, he kisses you so deeply your head spins, pulling back to murmur "can i take you to bed? i need to appreciate you and your new accessories properly", and you're like "yes, daddy". naturally, that fucks matty up even more, and he's got you on your bed with his mouth on your tit and a hand down your underwear within a minute. yeah, he reeeeeeeeally likes the piercings lol <3
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toomuchracket · 1 month
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flatmate breeding
birthday party choking
OH WAIT OFFICE MATTY SND HOE HE IS SO SUPRIDINGLY MUSCLY!!!
flatmate breeding... matty gets back after tour and IMMEDIATELY gets you into bed to make up for lost time. everything's passionate, imbued with love, but it's fast and it's needy and it's sloppy and when you, fuzzy from cumming, clutch matty and beg "need you to fill me up, need to be close, please, don't leave me even for a second"... he goes a little bit insane. proper "beautiful, needy girl, my girl, all mine. just wanna feel me close to you all day, yeah, dripping out of that perfect pussy? so fucking hot. take it, then, sweetheart, s'yours" vibes, before he does what you ask and leaves you all sticky and satisfied
birthday party choking... mirror sex in the hotel room after you've won an award. he's railing you from behind, doing a whole monologue just praising you for how talented you are and how much he loves you, and when you drop your head because you're overwhelmed he reaches forward to grab your neck and nudge you back up like "oi, none of that. don't you dare go all shy on me, darling, take these compliments. know you're focused on taking me right now, but you're doing so fucking well with that, i think you could multitask. no? i've fucked all the genius right out of that pretty head of yours? oh, baby, you really needed this, didn't you? been so stressed with work and these awards lately, just needed me to take care of you? my sweet girl. always will. i love you". keeps the pressure on your neck and the talking up until you cum, which you do hard. lovely
office nerd secret muscles... a key plot point in the upcoming fic so i cannot say too much, but yes. feral hours!! <3
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toomuchracket · 3 months
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have you done d word first kiss? is it super intimate and heartfelt? is it more spontaneous and they’re both like omg we just kissed? so many thoughts <3 (and sorry if you’ve already done it and I missed it!)
i have very briefly referenced it a million years ago so let's talk about it again. matty swears to himself before your first date that he'll be chill, he'll be respectful, he'll take things slowly - he likes you SO much, he really does, and although he's quite desperate to kiss you he doesn't want to move too quickly and make you nervous. very sweet of him. and then you open your front door when he comes to pick you up, and he sees you for the first time, and all of his cool flies out the window and off into the night. it never comes back to him that night, either; he blushes like a teenage girl when you look at him in the candlelight of the bar and tell him he's gorgeous, and he loses his train of thought completely when you instigate hand size comparison. but even matty can't deny it's a perfect night, the best first date he's ever been on (a sentiment you share), so when you're waiting for the taxi and you can't stop looking at each other's lips and you whisper "i really want you to kiss me right now"... of course he doesn't refuse. he holds your face like you're made of glass at first, when it's just a soft brush of lips and nothing more, but they sneak round into your hair as you cling to his shoulders and deepen the kiss - it's passionate, but in a sweetly curious way, lots of soft sighs as your tongues trace each other's lips and meet in the middle. but you DO gently take matty's bottom lip between your teeth, dragging and slowly releasing it as you both break apart for air; he groans softly (your body jolts at that) and smiles dazedly at you like "oh, you're trouble. that was underhanded", clearly making a joke, and then he strokes your cheek and kisses you quickly again like "i think kissing you might be my new favourite activity, to be honest, darling", and you're breathily like "yeah. mine too". so, of course, you have to kiss again. three more times. and then a few little ones, too. and then the most perfect kiss goodnight on your doorstep, so perfect that neither of you can stop replaying it when you go to your respective beds that night. yeah, the first kiss between you and matty is GOOD lol <3
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