protective || matt murdock x fem!reader
you tried to distract yourself from the way you felt about your mom’s new boyfriend, you really did, but matt murdock just makes it so damn hard.
words: 3k
cw: fem!reader, mom’s boyfriend!matt x reader (so, tw stepcest to be safe), oral sex (fem receiving), unprotected p in v sex, matt invading privacy using his senses as per usual lolol
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“Why were you being so weird the other night?” The question slips from you frustratingly despite your best efforts to approach him carefully and calmly.
Standing there in his office, you’re reminded of the night that had started the chain of events that led to this very moment.
The only thing that lit the room had been a weak lamp sitting on the corner of his desk, the rest of the space in the entirety of the office dark. Matt had sat behind his desk, on a phone call, when you’d walked in clutching a container of food your mother sent you to him with.
You remember how you’d thanked whatever God was up there that the man couldn’t see the way your eyes had widened and cheeks flushed when you’d watched his forearms flex, sleeves of his dress shirt rolled up, as he’d ended the phone call and put away documents. You remember how you’d done your best to stop your breath from hitching too loudly in the quiet room, mouth going dry as your grip on the tupperware tightened aggressively when he turned his head to you with a smile, hand loosening his tie as he had spoken, “Hey, sweetheart.”
You remember the way your legs had buckled against your will when his hand had brushed yours as you’d passed the container to him, warm and rough.
It would’ve been normal - harmless, even, despite the age gap - except it wasn’t. Not in your situation; not when the man you’d stood in front of then and stand in front of now was your mother’s boyfriend.
It wasn’t normal that everything from then on that Matt did had been cause for your frequent lewd fantasies and arousal soaked panties.
You’d made an effort, you really had.
After that night, you had found some head-over-heels boy from your school to distract you from your stupid, very inappropriate, crush on your mother’s boyfriend. Your mother’s very kind, very forthcoming and supporting, boyfriend… it really did sicken you to even have a need for the boy.
You’d made yourself conveniently scarce from the house whenever your mother had Matt over, opting for the backseat of the boy’s car and trying your damnedest not to imagine the lawyer in his place; trying not to imagine that it was Matt’s cock fucking up into you and his breath tickling your neck as he panted into it, his hands trailing all over your body. Although, if you were to be quite honest, it had been easy sometimes because you were sure that a man like him would’ve never let your head hit the car ceiling so often; you were sure a man like him would’ve rested a large hand on the back of your head to protect you or held you so much closer to him.
You’d made a mistake, though, the day you’d invited the boy over to your home, sick of the stuffiness that consisted of the backseat and wanting to be taken over the edge of your bed for the first time, craving a new sensation to distract yourself.
The house should’ve been empty that day. Your mother had spent the entire day before telling you about how she planned to take Matt out on a celebratory dinner, him having won a big trial. You hadn’t counted on walking into the house to find your mother and her boyfriend bustling about in the kitchen. You really did try your best to be quiet and sneak the boy out the second you’d heard their voices, but you found no such luck; neither of you had taken but a step before Matt and his bat-like hearing had heard you, calling your name with confusion laced into his tone.
Your mom had ended up inviting the two of you to dinner, the excitement from Matt’s recent win bleeding into the fact that she had been “so excited to meet the boy my daughter’s been spending so much time with! I feel like we barely see her anymore, isn’t that right, Matt?”
It had thrown you for a loop when Matt’s only response had been a hum, lips set into a flat line, displeasure written all over his face. It had left both a bad taste in your mouth and excitement between your thighs when he’d spent the rest of the night with his head edged towards you, but silent and only offering some kind of negative reaction - a little scowl, shifting in his seat angrily, furrowing his brows condescendingly - every time the boy had spoken up to answer one of your mother’s various questions.
You had asked your mother afterwards, when it was only the two of you cleaning the dishes, if she’d noticed anything off with the man during dinner. She’d told you, “Mhm,” her tone had been happy, as if a dream was coming true, “I’m sure it’s because he must be feeling protective over you already!”
The answer didn’t sit right with you. It wasn’t the logical part of you that said it to be too soon for him to feel such a way towards you that made your blood boil and head spin, but the emotional part of you that asked yourself where he got the nerve to be so unfair; where he got the nerve to be upset, protective, over a relationship you were in because of him.
Of course, he didn’t know how you felt; you never wanted him to. So, you cringe as you stand in front of him after the question leaves you in such an irritated manner.
You had only planned to confront him in order to prevent a repeat of that night - tell him calmly that it wasn’t his place so you wouldn’t gradually go crazy because of the situation - but you lost your composure.
Matt steps over, grabbing the container out of your hands and set it onto his desk before leaning against it, crossing his arms and shrugging, “Weird?”
You try your best, but you can’t stop yourself from darting your eyes down to those fucking forearms. You have to swallow hard and shift on your feet to regain your composure. “Rude.” You watch as his eyebrows shoot up before shrugging again, waiting for you to go on. “You didn’t talk to him. Didn’t even smile at him once. Why?”
Matt knows you aren’t looking for anything more than an innocent reason to justify his behaviour; that you aren’t holding out hope that he might feel the same way that you do about him because why else would you be with that boy when he doesn’t make your heart stutter and your pussy throbs with need the way Matt does? Why else, Matt thought, would you settle for that kid if you didn’t feel shame for the way he made you feel.
But he knows that he can’t just stand here and give you some reason as if you won’t see through it; he can’t even here and give you some reason as if he won’t just be lying to himself, acting as if the way you react to him doesn’t make his own heart pound and his cock swell in his pants. One thing, for certain, is that he cannot stand there and pretend like smelling that boy all over you doesn’t make him borderline homicidal.
Anyways, Matt lives with great amounts of shame and sin on his shoulders as it is, so, what’s a little more?
“I didn’t like him.”
He shrugs again. You pause to process his words before speaking disbelievingly, “You didn’t… like him?”
He nods his head once.
“Well,” you straighten as your voice turns angry, accusing even, taking what you’re sure is your chance at an innocent confrontation and leave it at that, “He’s not there for you to like him. I never even wanted you and mom to meet him in the first place, he’s just-”
“He’s just what?” Matt cuts you off, uncrossing his arms and pushing himself off where he leant on his desk, beginning to walk over to you slowly, “What is he?”
You unconsciously take a step back with every one that he takes forward, voice wavering as if you were unsure yourself when you told him that, “He’s a friend.”
His brows furrow, not out of confusion but out of smugness, when he asks knowingly, “A friend you let fuck you?” Your back hits the wall behind you with that, and you’re stuck trapped between it and him as he raises his arms and lets his hands rest beside either side of your head. Both trepidation floods your being and arousal floods your cunt.
“Y’know,” he sighs, hanging his head as if holding himself back from doing something he might regret before scoffing and leaning in even closer to you, crowding you against the wall, “I can tell he does nothing for you,” he brings his lips to your ear and whispers softly, “I can tell that no matter how many times you have him fuck you in the back of that car and fill your belly with cum that you’ll never be satisfied because he’s not me.”
He can feel you practically vibrating underneath him, hear the tears begin to prick at your eyes and your heart speed up, and can imagine what you must be thinking as you gasp; can imagine that you think you’ve been caught, that he’s the one confronting you and that he’ll send you off with disgust after this.
He shoves himself a little closer, letting his crotch brush up against yours to chase away the thoughts. He pulls his head back to give you the slightest bit of space and reassure you softly, his face every bit sincere even as red glasses block his eyes from your view, “I can take you home, sweetheart. Or we can stay here for a bi-”
He’s the one cut off this time when you bring your hands up to cup his face and pull him to your, bringing his lips down onto yours. His lips are chapped against yours, soft and eager, as they move together hungrily; he slips his tongue into your mouth when you moan into the kiss, knees buckling and hands slipping down to grasp onto his shoulders.
He breaks away, despite your little whine of protest, shushing you sweetly when you try to lean up into him. His mouth is still close enough to yours for your pants to hit one another’s lip when as he speaks, “C’mere.”
He urges your hands off his shoulders, pulling you off the wall and in front of him. He guides you towards his desk with firm hands gripping at your waist, his erection pressing against your ass, separated by the fabric of his slacks and your skirt; it takes everything in Matt to control himself when he feels your body heat up and your heartbeat thump even faster because of it.
It’s when your front nudges the very edge of it that he brings his lips to your ear once more, speaking softly, “Be good and bend over for me, alright?”
You whisper a little “‘kay” before you’re bending over the edge of the desk, chest and stomach resting on the cold wood and the couple of stray papers littering it. You let your hand trace one that was in front of you, written in braille, loosely in an attempt to calm yourself; distract yourself from the impending embarrassment you’ll succumb to when Matt flips up your skirt and finds your panties soaked against his fingers.
Your eyes close and a whimper escapes your lips when his fingers rub over your panties, wet with arousal. Tears prick at your eyes and you gasp when he laughs.
“Hey,” his voice is filled with a mix of amusement, despite your dismay, and reassurance, free hand reaching up to rest soothingly against your lower back, “It’s okay to be excited. This,” his finger trails to your clit, rubbing it through your panties and drawing out a low moan from you, “is sweet.”
Both his hands move to hook his fingers over the band of your panties, pulling them down and letting them fall around your ankles. He groans, drawing a finger through your folds, “There you are.”
“Matt,” you whine, pushing yourself back towards him, despite the embarrassment you’d been feeling earlier, trying to get him to just do something, “Please.”
“What?” His hand leaves your pussy, both going to grasp at the crease of where ass meets thigh and holding you open for him. You hear him shift behind you before his breath hits your exposed cunt, sending shivers down your spine. “D’you want something?”
Your lip wobbles as you whine again, “Matt, please, just- Oh.” Your voice gives out into a moan when his tongue flicks your clit, trailing up from there to dip into your hole. He pulls back, holding you as you were firmly to stop you from chasing him, and speaks, voice gravelly, “Fuck, you taste amazing, y’know that, honey?” He put his mouth back onto your pussy, letting his tongue dip in and out of your slick soaked hole, hands tightening around the fat they held onto as he listened to your mewls.
He pulls back for a moment, breathing heavily as he rests his head against his hand, as if he was taking a moment for something.
“Did he ever do this to you?”
“Hm?” Your eyes are glazed over and your mind’s so heavy that you barely process what he’s asked you, only able to focus on how open and exposed you are to him, waiting and wanting for him to make you cum on his mouth. He brings himself back to you, lapping his tongue through your folds once and prying another wanton moan out of you before he asks again, “Did he ever bother putting his mouth on you like this?”
“No, never,” your weak response earns you a scoff before he’s diving back in, eating you out messier than before and swirling his tongue over your swollen clit selfishly, basking in the way you twitch in his hands every time. You can’t stop yourself from babbling to him mindlessly, inhibitions gone in the pleasure he was giving you, “Fu-uck, never even wanted hi-him to. J-Just you.”
“Oh?” He pulls back after dipping his tongue into your spasming hole one last time and standing. You feel his hands leave your body only to listen to them start undoing his belt, the light clanging sound the metal part makes starting up alarms in your cloudy head. You jolt when he run the tip of his cock through your folds, spreading your slick and his saliva over it, as he asks, tone bordering teasing and jealous, “But you let him fuck you?”
You almost cry when his cock prods at your weeping hole, prolonging your torture for no other reason than the fact that he could, and offer him a confession, “Never let him cum in me,” you gasp when the head of his cock breaches your center, “Wanted you to be the only one, Matt.”
“Oh, well,” he scoffs a laugh, “that’s so kind of you, sweetheart.” His voice drips condescension as he sinks finally sinks into you, filling you up to the brim just as you’d always hoped.
He only manages to thrust into you a couple times before his hands are sliding from your waist to pull you up to him with a breathy, “get up here,” falling from his lips, deciding he wants you closer to him. With your back now against his chest, one arm wraps over your breasts to hold you to him while the other snakes down to play with your sensitive clit. He presses a kiss to your cheek, muffling the moan that escapes him when your pussy clenches around him, and pants a low, “good girl.”
Every drag of his cock fucking into your cunt emites wet, lewd, noises through the dim-lit room, only accompanied by the sounds of your broken moans and whimpers, getting closer and closer to cumming as his fingers rub soft circles into your clit.
“Matt,” you whine, pussy tightening around his cock and earning a hiss from the man before his pounding sped up. Your hands’ grip on his forearm holding you to his chest tightens as a cry escapes you when the tight coil in your belly snaps, sending you over the edge and your pussy to clamp down on his cock, spasming repeatedly.
Matt laughs breathlessly into your temple, lips pressing little pecks, as he continues to slide his cock in and out of your dripping pussy, fingers still working your clit loosely and guiding you through your climax. “That’s it, honey, good girl.”
It doesn’t take long for him to catch up, and soon you’re pleading with him to give you his cum, for him to, “stuff me full of it, please, Matt. Wanna feel you drip down my thighs when you walk me home tonight.” He buries himself deep in your pussy and cums soon after, a string of curses being uttered under his breath as he fills you up, balls twitching against your clit as it happens.
It’s after he finishes and tucks himself back into his slacks, helping you pull your panties back up, pressing a mindless kiss to the back of your thigh that makes your heart light up as he does it, that he turns you around to face him. You note how put together and unsuspicious he looks for someone who’s spent the last who-knows-how-long fucking his girlfriend’s daughter.
He gently grasps your jaw with one hand and leans down to press a short kiss to your lips, sighing after he pulls away, shaking his head a couple times before whispering contemplatively, “What am I gonna do with you?”
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I want Matt to tamper w my birth control and have a happy lil accident🥺🥺🥺
the poor man just wants a family so bad. he wants to be a daddy, and he knows - knows - that you’d be the most perfect mommy. there’s really no one else he’d rather carry and care for his child than you <33
every time matt listened to you take that little pill, he couldn’t help the little scowl that would cross his face subconsciously. he thought about how much of a waste it was - how that stupid little pill was standing in the way of him putting his baby inside you every time he fucked you with that purpose.
and after weighing the pros and cons, and for fucks sake just being sick of it, the man decided to take matters into his own hands - and fuck, were those placebo pills worth it once he’d heard the rapid little heartbeat of his baby coming from your belly weeks later.
when he’d heard it, he had to refrain from melting on the spot. he had to refrain from sweeping you up in his arms and letting the tears that brimmed his eyes fall. he had to refrain from falling to his knees just to be closer to you and his baby and from letting endless “thank you”’s fall from his lips.
he refrained from all of it because he wanted you to find out on your own; he didn’t just want the time to lessen your options, but he wanted to give you that - he wanted to give you the build up. he wanted you to have the symptoms, the stress and the wonder, to be there when you have your doubts, and for you to take that test and have that final epiphany. the one that made you realize how you didn’t just want to have a baby, but you wanted to have a family with him.
so, matt bit his tongue and fought a smile when you woke up with a gasp, jumping out of bed and running to the washroom with a strained, “i’m gonna be sick” falling from your lips. he bit his tongue and fought a smile when you clipped your bra together and hissed, muttering under your breath, “stupid fucking bra. you were comfy two days ago, you fucking traitor.” he bit his tongue and fought a smile when you complained about the smell of the eggs he’d made one morning, telling him, “i’m sorry, matty. i dunno why this is happening, i’ve just been feeling so sick and weird lately,” to which he responded by planting a kiss against your forehead and citing that, “you don’t have to apologize, honey. it happens.”
and when he finally, finally, hears you uttering an alarmed “fuck” from the washroom, realizing that you’ve missed your period, all matt can do is hold his breath until you’re coming up to him the next day with a thudding heart and a test in hand.
through your doubts, he reassures you that, “whatever you want to do, baby, we’ll do it,” he makes sure to hold you close, kissing away the tears that fall from your eyes and resting a palm against your stomach, letting his thumb drag back and forth subtly as you melted into his touch, “no matter what, i’m here.”
his heart skips a beat when he hears you huff a laugh, feeling his chest vibrate with it from where your head rested as he held you, “of course you are.”
his heart nearly explodes when you lean up and let your chin rest against his chest, allowing your eyes to scan his face fondly as shaky sigh leaving your lips before a small smile fought its way onto your face, “i mean, you would make a good dad, matty.”
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