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#maybe its just my support going kapoof i mean its still there but like less than half then what it was and its more effort than ever
woahthatshella
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#yeah ill be a little less comfortable
#quinn talks shit
#so ive basically scrolled through enough vent posts that i purposfully looked at to make myself sad
#and really i wish so bad that my support system was as good as it was in highschool
#i... think that it wont get that great again tbh and well im so scared
#at least in high school i was the thing wrong it was my emotions and now i have to do shit i can do to get a mild reward
#like shit mann i dont even draw anymore
#i SWORE up and down for years that id have nothing if i didnt draw and guess what i lost it i cant get myself to draw its so painful to
#see myself lose passion in everything i swore kept me alive
#i am a fucking husk man
#in highschool my friends and i had that place to shit in now that schools gone now we dont see each other and when we do its always in
#a way that someone has to go
#maybe this is me realising that recess and lunch with my friends was one place where i didnt have to moniter who i was
#i guess
#i dont feel that im ever gonna be that free again
#maybe its just my support going kapoof i mean its still there but like less than half then what it was and its more effort than ever
#now its like hiking 2hrs just to take a nap ya know it dont rlly seem worth it
#again i think it all circles back to i really wanna feel good again
#i dont really think its fair that the last time i was in a good mood for than a couple of hours was 2018
#and im crumbling bro
#im becoming less and less every day and i dont think ill ever get any back
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