#personalposting

[ix-c-999]

Tagged by @sootyships!

last song: "Told You So" by Depeche Mode

favorite color: Purple

currently watching: Bojack Horseman (a rewatch, showing it to our partner system)

last movie/tv show: LMAO I think the last movie we watched was A Christmas Story on Christmas with our family

spicy/savory/sweet: Savory!

relationship status: In a very happy queerplatonic kink relationship with our partner system <3

current obsession: It hasn't hit obsession level yet but our interest in outer space is coming back again Hell Yeah

last thing i googled: "blinkie collection spacehey"

Tagging: @blue-bubonic, @virokuns, @terrible-cunt, @ballroom-rose, @petrichorvoices

#.txt #[vyvian] #personalposting

[wuggen]

On the topic of self love, earlier this year while I was going through a kinda shitty time, I had this moment where I looked in the mirror I had the very distinct impression that I was not looking at me, but at my friend Julia. Like, I knew that "Julia" and "me" were the same entity, but at least in that moment we were separate enough that I could look at her as an outsider. And goddamn I loved her so much, I wanted to tell her it'd be okay and that I know she's trying her best and that I'm proud of her ­— which, conveniently, was very easy to do because, again, we were the same entity. Don't even need words to communicate in that scenario. Anyway, that was one of the weirdest, and one of the most profoundly comforting, experiences of my life. To suddenly be thrust into a place where my self was not me, but a friend of mine, and to not even have to rely on evidence or trust to know that my self was loved, because I could just feel that love firsthand

#personalposting #I cried for like an hour #haven't felt anything like that since‚ but I would kinda really like to

[copaganda-clobberfest]

whats the worst case of copaganda youve witnessed personally?

RWBY. It’s RWBY. Easily it’s fucking RWBY good god

#The white fang makes the flag smashers’ handlement look woke in comparison what the fuuuucccckkkkkkkk #rwby #copaganda clobberfest #not a poll #personalposting

[werewolfetone]

jory short king confirmed ⁉️⁉️

I'm 158 cm but consistently appear taller as I have to wear shoes all the time due to chronic foot problems and I exclusively wear shoes with enough rubber on the bottom that it adds 4 cm or so onto my height. fuck with me

#personalposting #jory.postbox

[vanillachaiwhiskey]

the universe knew i would be too powerful if i were a regular extrovert so it gave me autism, anxiety, and avpd

#.txt #not kinkposting #personalposting #unfortunately i am mentally ill

[illegalposting]

i need to destress (somebody needs to use me as a fucktoy)

#personalposting #ugh

[wodnes--coyotl]

It is so beautifully ironic to me that I was writing about my own isolated but beautiful experience of processing so many deaths under a pagan lens, and then the hospice people called me to tell me about an LGBT bereavement thing (yknow, big deal for Texas). but it's weird, bc I'm like... I never asked for that? Who instigated this? I wasn't mad, but it was surprising (I mean, I'm OBVIOUSLY trans, EVERYONE knows even if they kinda 'didn't)... but our chaplain was obviously gay, he had a little nose ring and some side shaves like, come on. But it was like, yknow, not my first rodeo meeting a fellow Texan gay who is older and visibly queer but like, tongue in cheek, yknow. I think he put the word in for that, truthfully. So I thanked them, and I personally thanked him for being a man of faith AND living his truth in an adverse place bc it has direct impacts on the community.

I was worried about being fagbashed and treated weird, but I wasn't. Every single nurse at the hospital, almost* every member of hospice was incredible to us, and like, sure people deadnamed me and misgendered me and shit but they didn't know. The only time I felt unwelcome was like, 1 or 2 times at a restaurant where some good ole boy stared at me funny, but most people I encountered were fine.

And yknow what? dad would've loved that.

he had his homophobic moments, he didn't wanna call me his son, and he wasn't exactly inclusive but... we did talk about HRT, he joked about me joining the marines (lol), said I looked good and would get strong (lol), and like, in his own way, he accepted it. and he always tried to tell me DFW was changing, but of course, he's an old cishet white guy so it's like, ok, that opinion can't really live in his lived experience, but I KNOW things BEEN changing, but to expect anything and everything to happen (cos in 2021, we were profiled, denied service at bars, etc, like, that was before I was transitioning too, we were both just femme rock n rollers), and then to be met with a lot of acceptance and people just not giving a FUCK, it made me happy. and It would've made dad happy. he wouldve been like "SEE I TOLD YOU". and he hated pushy christians, even if he was a christian himself, he was sort of an underdog jailhouse christian in a way.

#personalposting #texasposting

[friendo]

....I MAY have just hallucinated this when I was very high watching No Country for Old Men one day but I could have SWORN I saw an old interview with Javier Bardem where somebody was asking him about the movie and when they asked him what he thought Anton's problem was, he was like "I think the dude just needs to get laid and then he'll feel better!"

It sounds like something he would say but also I think my brain may have just mashed up that quote where he said that he couldn't get laid for months with his Anton haircut with something else....I'm just gonna pretend it's real

#ncfom #no country for old men #antonposting #anton chigurh #personalposting

[communistmeme]

#dbt #personalposting #bpd #dbt patients ARE YOU OUT THERE #i will be so emotionally unwell and then i open my dbt book for the answers #and literally the answer is im hungry or tired or missed my T shot #pain

[anarchivalsystem]

I love that our two cats are on opposing sides of the gremlin scale.

Creamsicle is the "oh you're conscious? Love me, pet me, let me cuddle on you, i want to eat EVERYTHING. Plastic? A delicacy. Yes there is still food in my bowl but I am STARVING, please feed me" cat we need to make sure we don't think all animals just hate us because yay OCD thought patterns.

Dipper is the "do not look at, perceive or touch me 99% of the time or I will bite & rabbit-kick you bloody", except the 1% of the time where he reminds us he bonded with us by letting us give him his special Big Stretch(tm), or lets us pet him because we can tell when he gets overstimulated & needs us to stop. ;; He also only meows when we refill his water bowl??? Never the "I'm hungry" meows, or "give me attention" meows. ONLY "there is fresh water now?" meows. I die every time. ;;

#personalposting #archival textpost

[kingrauru]

my cat got his surgery and it went really well, the vet can’t figure out HOW he had such extensive tissue damage but all that matters is he’s gonna be okay and will be home in a few hours <3

#personal posting #personalposting #still can’t remember which tag i use sobs #anyway the fact that he’s almost died twice but both times managed to recover…… #daffy continues to defy the odds and god is powerless to stop him #we still gotta figure out how to pay this massive fucking vet bill but i don’t even CARE #i’m just very happy he’s ok

[ix-c-999]

Hey users of the objectum tag! If I perceive myself as having a platonic relationship with a specific star, can I count that as objectum even if it's for spiritual reasons? The beliefs in question are ones I made up myself, in large part to spiritualize the way I already felt about stars and astronomical objects (I feel like that adds context).

#.txt #[vyvian] #objectum #personalposting

[wuggen]

I spend so much time agonizing about how to become actually close with people. Like what are the unspoken rules of How much surface level talk is necessary before Closeness happens and we're allowed to talk more deeply and vulnerably? Am I maintaining the Correct Emotional Distance for this stage of our relationship? And then every once in a while I'll just impulsively be vulnerable with someone I barely know and it'll go great. It's shocking every fucking time that you can just do that

#personalposting

[copaganda-clobberfest]

Though the topic in which this tournament is centered on is a very controversial one I will try not to cause any real discourse as I am but a dumb stupid poll runner. Don’t want to be what leads to queer infighting hunka hunka

#just cuz I have been very critical of a lot of the contestants presented today #personalposting

[werewolfetone]

The way that my relatives just kind of assume that because I'm studying the united irishmen I'm like wikipedia for every single thing that has ever happened in northern (?) ireland

#personalposting #jory.txt

[vanillachaiwhiskey]

i do think it's so fun that i have a friend who is also demiboy succubus who self-ships, is the host of a system, and has an in-system partner who is heavily associated with purple

#.txt #kin and kinky #personalposting