Tagged by my love @princenicolo, sorry it has taken so long but basically I became a dog aunt to a rottweiler and my home has been a little chaotic recently. Fun but... so chaotic.
Writing:
found family or soulmates | slow burn or and established but complicated | enemies-to-friends-to-lovers or best friends-to-lovers | love at first sight or get back together | morally grey character or unreliable narrator | sunshine character or sarcastic character | fire-forged friends or childhood friends | description-heavy or dialogue heavy | fluff or angst | flower symbolism or color symbolism | redemption arc or bastardization arc | creepy small towns or creepy big cities
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found family or soulmates | slow burn or and established but complicated | enemies-to-friends-to-lovers or best friends-to-lovers | love at first sight or get back together | morally grey character or unreliable narrator | sunshine character or sarcastic character | fire-forged friends or childhood friends | description-heavy or dialogue heavy | fluff or angst | flower symbolism or color symbolism | redemption arc or bastardization arc | creepy small towns or creepy big cities
tagging: oh lord how bout let’s just say it’s a free for all
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Survey #439
“all the other kids with the pumped up kicks, you better run, better run, outrun my gun”
Have you written a letter to a soldier? No.
Ever been in a perfect relationship? I thought so. But no, those don't exist.
The last song you listened to? "Broadcasting From Beyond" by Motionless In White.
Have you ever wished you could hurt somebody as much as they hurt you? I... have, but I don't wish that at all anymore.
Has a dentist ever screwed up on anything when working on you? No.
Would you rather be a successful writer or artist? Artist.
Who are you in love with? Nobody.
Does someone’s view on homosexuality affect how you feel about them in any way? It sure as fuck does.
How about someone’s view on religion? Nah. Well, usually. It depends on the beliefs themselves and to what extremity.
What is something you wear that others might consider unfashionable? Flipflops, like... year-round, lmao.
What kind of pill did you last take? It's called Lamictal, the catalyst for my primary mood stabilizer.
Do you like wearing glasses? No. I'd wear contacts if I had the patience and non-shaky hands.
What first comes to mind when thinking of 10th grade? Jason. -_- That's the year we started dating.
What’s the scariest thing that’s happened to you? A traumatic breakup.
Has an ambulance ever came to your house? Yes, for my mother.
The person you’re thinking about - what are you thinking about them? Well, because you mentioned him, I'm thinking about Jason and just how I fucked shit up 'n stuff.
How many different cars have you driven? Uhhhh I want to say two? But maybe just one?
Was the last person you hung out with single? I guess that would be my mom, in which case yes.
Have you ever attended a private school? My last college was a private school, yes.
Have you ever been in an abusive relationship? No, and for that I am incredibly grateful.
Have you ever cooked for anyone other than yourself? Yeah. I've made scrambled eggs for my family before as breakfast, and I did the same for Sara, too.
Would you rather live in the city, the suburbs, or the rural area? Ugh, take me back to the middle of nowhere, please. :/
Do you know someone who is really ambidextrous? Sara!
Are you adopted? No.
Who was the last person that cried in your presence? Probably one of my nieces or nephew.
Can you write your name in a foreign language? Uh, I think? In the German alphabet, "y" isn't actually a letter, and my name is Brittany, so I'm not entirely sure if it would be spelled that same way or not, but I think so.
Who is the person you often go to for venting? My mom.
Was the last person you kissed male or female? Female.
Do you say “I love you” even when you don’t mean it? No. That shit can scar people (aka me) so goddamn deep when they don't mean it anymore.
What’s the one thing you regret more than anything? Things I wrote to Jason in letters after the breakup. I would literally give a limb (no, I'm not exaggerating) to take it back. There are times I actually do wonder if we would've gotten back together if I wasn't just... a bitter and ridiculously hurt fuck that took it all out on him.
Do you like vanilla? Yes.
Do you own a bean bag chair? No. I actually do want one for my extra room/"office," though, to read on.
Have you kissed any friends on your Facebook? Yeah.
Do you get snow where you live? Occasionally, but it's very rarely a lot.
What’s your favorite flavor of Doritos? Cool Ranch.
Do you ever worry about what the world will be like when you have kids? Good thing I ain't havin' 'em.
Have you ever seen a hippo in person? Yes.
Do you like the band A Skylit Drive? I've actually only heard their "Love The Way You Lie" cover, which I do like.
Have you ever been to any professional sports games? Yeah, with my dad.
What’s the most boring sport to watch? Golf. But I don't particularly enjoy any.
Do you like lip rings on the opposite sex? MHMMMMMMMMMMMMM.
If you suddenly went deaf, what would be your most missed sound? Music.
Would you rather have a poodle or a Rottweiler? If I actually wanted a dog, a Rottweiler.
Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain? Emotional, for sure.
Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum? Zoo.
Would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes? I know damn well I'd say yes to Jason in a heartbeat. Literally before even getting to know the current him. That's how emotionally attached I am to him, even with the trauma. I'd get back together with Sara if/when we both are more stable emotionally and with clear direction, which is mostly on my end now. I also don't think I'd be ready until one of us is able to move for the other.
Is there a certain quote you live by? No.
Do you have any tattoos? I have some, but not nearly enough. :(
Are you friends with the last person you kissed? She's my bestie! :')
Green or purple grapes? I don't really have much of a preference, so long as they're crisp.
What is your ringtone? Just something that came with the phone.
If someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you? Fuck no.
What is something you wish you had more of? Adventure, for one.
Have you ever trusted someone too much? JASON. HOLY FUCK. It was FACT to me that we would, could, never break up. It just... wasn't possible in my head. It was like breaking the laws of the world. When he told me he loved me and would never leave, I believed that shit as if it was God himself promising that. I've never and will never trust someone like that ever again, because it wasn't healthy in the slightest.
Do you sleep with your window open? Noooo, that would freak me out.
Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring? Yeah; Tyler had snakebites.
Did you go to high school with your current best friend? No; we live in different states.
Whose was the last funeral you attended? Ummm I'm actually not sure.
Do you avoid using public restrooms? Yes.
Do you like eggnog? Nooooo.
Who is the person you dislike the most? It's so fucking stupid... I know it is STILL the girl Jason dated after me. I don't even think they're together anymore, so why the fuck does it matter? I know NOTHING about this poor girl that just found someone she really liked and got dumped FOR THE SAME REASON AS ME. It shouldn't fucking matter, at all, but it still does in my head.
Do you take part in paying the bills for your household? No, because I don't have an income.
What is your favourite way to eat rice? As pork fried rice.
What is the longest relationship you’ve ever been in? Over 3 1/2 years with Jason.
Do you currently have any alarms set? No.
How many cars can fit in your driveway? Barely even two.
What was the first television show you were obsessed with? Pokemon.
Do you eat chili when you get a hotdog, or do you like it plain? I don't like chili.
Would you ever tell your mom about the things you’ve done sexually? Not EVERYTHING, no. I wouldn't tell her anything at all unless she asked. I don't like talking about that stuff.
Have you ever been in a car wreck? Yes.
Has anyone ever told you that they think you have ADHD? Yes, which was absolutely, utterly ridiculous.
Has anyone ever called you a sociopath before? No.
Has anyone ever taken your own clothes off you before? Yes.
Is there someone you want to kiss right now? Probably always will. -_-
Have you ever had a real tea party? Or been to one? Ha ha no, but my little sister used to love to have little ones with her Disney princesses plastic tea set. She would always ask Mom or me to have one with her.
Have you been called a tease? Only playfully.
Did you kiss the last person you really wanted to kiss? Yes.
Would you ever go to a protest or be involved in a protest? So long as it was peaceful, yes.
When playing rock, paper, scissors, which do you usually pick? Scissors.
Have you ever tried to write a book? Yes, when I was younger.
Have you ever been hit by a chunk of hail? No.
Is it true that if you don’t love yourself, you can’t love another? Absofuckinglutely not. I'm proof of that. That idea is such bullshit.
Do you share a bed with anyone? Just my cat.
Who is one very unique celebrity/musician/whatever that you love? MARKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.
Could you handle babysitting two small children at once, such as two children under three years old? OH FUCK NO.
Would you say that people consider you a major flirt? Definitely not.
Do any of your friends have children? Yes.
Would you rather cry in public or make someone else cry in public? I would FAR rather cry myself. I would feel so, so bad for making someone else cry, not even just in public.
Would you rather re-live today forever or not live? Not live.
Would you rather be just rich or rich and famous? Just rich.
Who was the last person of the opposite sex to be in your bedroom? My nephew, I believe. He and Aubree wanted to see the snake.
What’s your favourite kind of Cap’N Crunch? The "All Berries" one.
What is your favourite Pepsi product? Mountain Dew.
Is the computer you’re using yours? Yes.
Do you get upset when a dog jumps on you? Not at all. I got used to that, and besides, it's cute to see them so excited.
Is there a video or computer game that you can get lost in for hours? World of Warcraft, sometimes. I usually play it daily, but there are some days where I just am not interested in it.
What do you like on your pizza? Meats and/or jalapenos.
Do you get breadsticks with your pizza? Mom usually gets 'em, yeah.
Did you ever have a waterbed? Yeah. Not one anyone slept on regularly, but just like, a plastic one or whatever the material was to sleep in if someone was staying over.
What toy from your childhood do you miss? I wish I didn't get rid of my big crocodile toy that I was obsessed with. :'( He was like the main character in the world I made up for him and his family.
Have you ever been to a rock concert? Yeah. \m/
What is your religion? None.
Do you like listening to love songs? Meh, I have to be in the mood, plus it depends on the song. A lot of them trigger me.
What is one meal that you like to eat while sick? I'm nervous to eat when I'm sick, so I mostly just have saltine crackers and ginger ale.
Have you ever fed bread to ducks or geese? Yeah, when I was a kid and didn't know it was bad for them and the water. I never would now.
The name of the last board game that you played? I think it was "Sorry!" with the kids.
Has anyone ever commented on your weight? I mean, doctors, but not in a judgmental, belittling way. Just in a way that expressed concern for my health.
Have you ever thought about joining the military? NOOOOOOOOOO.
Have you ever felt like you were going out of your mind? Yes. And I don't mean that as an exaggeration; I believe I've literally qualified as insane at a point after the breakup. I was so fucking delusional and desperate and just going in circles.
Are you ever jealous of happy couples? Meh, sometimes.
Lately, who has spent the most time on your mind? Take a guess. .-. It's been pretty bad lately.
Do you ever feel like someone would be disappointed to see your body or are you comfortable with your body enough where you don’t think that? I have a HORRIBLE body image. My body fucking disgusts me. I don't even like my mother seeing me get changed or anything like that. I don't want ANYBODY seeing me naked.
What is your favorite flavor of Monster? I don't like any that I've ever had a sip of.
Have you ever ran from the police? No. That never goes well.
Do you have any trophies? Yeah.
Do you like screamo music? No.
What does your wallet look like? It's a checkered Harley Quinn one.
Is there something nobody knows about you (and what)? Yes. Why would I share that if I don't want anyone to know?
Does your family have a secret? No.
Do you do anything to help the environment? We recycle. Mom also cuts up those plastic things that come with soda bottles packed together, as well as some other plastic wrappings. We are both disgusted by people who litter, so we avoid that. I also try to conserve water where I can, like by turning the sink off when I brush my teeth. There are other little things, but I wish I did even more.
Do you like to take pictures of yourself? FUCK NO. It is so rare I do that nowadays.
When/where are you most likely to sing? The car.
Would you ever wish to explore a cave? OH MY GOD, PLEEEEEAAAAASE <3
What is the most illegal thing you’ve done? Pirated an expensive editing software, oops. :x
Have you ever seen somebody get shot? LKJ;ALSDJFA;JWELKRJLW;Q NOOOOOOOOO.
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Horror online dating stories
Three horror online dating stories you wouldn't want to be a part of?
Online horror story part 1:
I will be talking about three horror online dating stories in particular the ones you would not want to be apart of. The real horror didn’t start until I found out my friend Karla was in danger. My friend Jenny called me the night Karla supposedly went out on the date. Jenny sounded panicky and she told me Karla was in danger. A recent post went around on social media that a group of men were looking for young naïve girls for organ trafficking. These men would set up fake profiles of young good looking men and pretend to be them. They would invite girls to this secret house where these girls would first see an attractive male who supposedly pretends to be interested in them. This man would walk around in only underwear and get the girls drunk before killing them for their organs.
I started shaking after hearing the bad news. Once I put the phone down I saw a text from Karla. Karla wrote, ‘Help me please I’m in danger Josh is not really josh he is an old white man and he will not let me go. He is in his kitchen cooking meanwhile his huge dog is staring in my face and I cannot get up because every time I do the dog starts barking and this man threatens to slit my throat with a knife. I can currently see a gun across the room from me so this man might shoot me. He says he is making me a famous Italian soup mixed with chicken, tomatoes, pasta and red wine. I’m so scared please phone my mom and tell her I love her so much and I’m sorry.’ I texted back Karla call the police and Karla replied, ‘She could not call the police because he has an Iphone as well and he made sure connect their phones together so if she made a call then his phone would ring at the same time.’
The next thing I knew was taking a cab with Jenny to this secret house where Karla was placed at. I phoned the police before I got there and explained the situation. I knocked on the door and pretended I was a sales person meanwhile Jenny attempted to break into the house but through the back door. I distracted this old man who looked like Freddy Krueger. I could clearly see him staring at my breasts and he kindly invited me inside for a cup of tea but I quietly declined. The next thing I knew Jenny came running around the corner with a young male holding a gun to her head. I pushed the old man and I shouted Karla and she came stumbling down the stairs with the Rottweiler chasing after her.
At that moment the quiet street became like a movie scene and the police vans and cars arrived. A group of men hiding next door got arrested along with the old man and the young boy who was his nephew. It turned out Karla met the old man’s nephew at a bus stop and he invited her into a cab and they went to a bar. The next thing she knew was waking up in a living room with a black dog staring at her. I asked her how she managed to text me the address if she did not know the address and of course her IPhone told her exactly where she was so thanks to technology on that behalf. Anyone reading this horror story about online dating be careful who you meet online because it could be someone totally different from their profile. You could possibly be under the impression this guy or girl generally likes you but in reality they are using you. Karla is still traumatized and she had to take a medical examination to see if she was raped since she was intoxicated. Luckily she did not get raped and she still has her organs as well. Remember not to trust anyone and always follow your gut instinct.
Online horror story part 2:
I remember creating an online dating profile for myself because I found it hard to meet people in general. I remember going through profiles online and men were approaching me too. I was overwhelmed with the great response until I started talking to creepy guys I realised some were only looking for a one night stand. I felt disheartened that nobody really believed in real romances anymore. As the days went by I got some genuine conversations with some men who seemed nice, friendly and looking for a real stabled relationship. I exchanged numbers with a guy called Zach Martin who was 28 years old. Zach seemed like a genuine sweet heart and he was willing to meet up with me until he became possessive and kept calling me at different hours of the night.
He sent me wired texts and somehow found my online profile on facebook and began harassing me for nude photos. He tried to convince me to start sexting and having phone sex with him and then he would leave me alone. I did not agree with it since it sounded wired so I blocked him. Two weeks after blocking him I was at the cinemas with my friends and I posted a picture and uploaded it onto facebook. By the time I left the cinemas I saw Zach approaching me with flowers, chocolate and a teddy bear. I freaked out because he obviously saw my post online and came all the way here just to stalk me. My friends saw the fear in my eyes and heard the trembling in my voice so they started to yell at him to go away! Otherwise they would call the cops. I made sure take an Uber home after having dinner with my friends. I had a nightmare about Zach and I woke up to some threatening texts so I decided to change my number. My advice to anyone who is using an online dating app is to be aware of who your talking to because not everyone is genuine as you think.
Online horror story part 3:
I know a friend of mine named Evan James and he started dating a girl named Riley Addams online for 3 months. She was away in China supposedly teaching kindergarten children and she was returning to the UK in the summer. I kept asking Evan if he was aware that Riley might be cat fishing him. Evan did not care about my advice since he thought I was over thinking everything. He was so invested into her online persona that he was willing to move across the world just to be with her. Riley told Evan she had two year teaching contract in China and she only came over in Christmas and summer to spend time with her family. As June approached you would think she would be arriving anytime soon right? But instead she phoned Evan to tell him that she suddenly fell ill with an uncommon virus and would not be able to fly until August. I knew something was fishy because she never Skype or facetime him so he could be talking to anyone. She only phoned and texted Evan and whenever he tried to facetime her she would tell him some lame excuse like her phone’s screen cracked or the wifi was not working properly.
I started to become concern when Evan told me he was going to book a ticket to see her. Everything started to spiral out of control when Evan applied for a work contract there and got through. I became worried so I told his parents because Evan is only 20 years old and he was about to go to a foreign country to meet someone who he only knew for 3 months online. His parents investigated into the situation and Evan’s brother Sammie found a profile named Riley Fieldsmen with the exact same pictures Riley sent Evan through whatsapp. It turned out Riley Fieldsmens was like a ghost because her profile was last active in July 2008. Someone else was using Riley’s pictures to probably catfish young men online for some unknown reason. I still never understood why though as it did not make sense to me. To make matters worse a friend of Riley’s named Lilly texted Evan to tell him Riley had passed away in car crash in Italy. The whole story felt wired, creepy and disturbing at the same time. Who was Riley? Who was the person behind the screen? And why were they lying? By this point Evan shut off from everyone. He deleted his dating online profile and he barely used social media. By the Christmas holidays Evan escaped to New York to spend some time with his family. Evan got more than luck in New York since he met a beautiful girl named Iyla-Rose Bright in a busy place named Manhattan. He felt blessed to know Iyla-Rose was moving to England for work and this gave Evan the chance to get to know her before deciding if he wanted to spend the rest of his life with her in either England or America. This taught me that you can find love anywhere just do not limit yourself to just online dating.
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