#please im desperate where are we. thistlecaster mutuals come to me

[wlwinry]

yknow what we're trying this posting fics on tumblr thing again. thistlecaster nation where are you

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It’s easier this way. It has to be. It’s easier to tell himself that his heartbeat jumps and skips when Fabian laughs due to pure coincidence, that he pays attention to his dance practices and watches the way he moves because he’s a good friend, that it’s something to do with his rages or his stress or literally anything else. If he notices how pretty Fabian is, it’s just because he’s an objectively pretty person. If he feels a thousand times better when he grabs his hand or tries to throw an arm around his shoulders, it’s just because Fabian is a good and supportive friend. He’s got a thousand reasons stacked up so he doesn’t have to think about it. He’s got a thousand perfect reasons to explain why his heart races and his face flushes and he feels like he could listen to him for hours, and the only one that’s completely true is that he’s in love with Fabian Aramais Seacaster. ... Gorgug thinks he's been in love with Fabian for a while now, but this is the first time he's really let himself admit it.

#d20 #fhjy #thistlecaster #gorgug thistlespring #fabian seacaster #fabian aramais seacaster #please im desperate where are we. thistlecaster mutuals come to me