#please somebody tell me convincingly that i'm being outrageously paranoid even for the dystopian society we're living in now

[jimkirkachu]

Finally got all the ducks in a row to start the process toward top surgery, but now all I can think about is, "should I use this money to try for a bi-salp instead??"

#please somebody tell me convincingly that i'm being outrageously paranoid even for the dystopian society we're living in now #I don't want to be afraid that within the next 20 years the GQP will find a way to corral everyone with a uterus for forcible insemination #but I'm legitimately afraid that any of us who don't get irreversibly surgically sterilized NOW will end up enslaved & used as incubators #like in that episode of battlestar galactica #not trek #personal log #american politics #us politics #politics #dystopia #america is being ruled by a hyperconservative minority #I've never had & pretty much never intend to have sex and yet this backwards fucking country has me worried that I might be impregnated #voluntary human extinction movement #thank you for not breeding #may we live long and die out #reproductive freedom #reproductive rights #reproductive abuse #top surgery #bilateral salpingectomy #sterilization #afab problems #nonbinary #welcome to new home aka scorched earth republican hellscape where no one but cisgender white male landowners will have any rights anymore #sorry i'm just completely saturated with despair right now totally immobilized by fear dread nausea worst-case horror/scifi scenarios etc #soul sick #jtkchu's brain #stfu jtkchu #keep thinking 'this is the writing on the wall & if I don't get sterilized NOW while I still CAN it'll be too late if things get that bad' #I no longer feel confident/secure in the belief that no matter how long I live I'll be left alone & 'allowed' to be single/childfree