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05.29.2019 Instagram Story - Spam

Ain't It Fun - Paramore (very fitting lol)

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05.19.2019 Sunday

I'm really stressed about math. There's a quiz in two days and I am not ready. Not to mention I can't stop thinking about Nebula. It's becoming quite a problem. :/ I said so many stupid things the other day that I won't be surprised if he thinks I'm a complete and utter dumbass.

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04.06.2019

Third quarter sucked ass and I'm not ready to repeat it. However, I do not feel motivated to do hw. I really do not like school. On the last advanced chem test I didn't know most of the chapter. I'm expecting this to be my lowest test score yet. Also Wiliam and Elizabeth are dating (finally!!!). Middle sister had her birthday and confirmation this weekend.

There is a new conflict: Nebula. I ignore the situation last year bc of the deceit. I keep daydreaming and I need to stop, it just makes things worse. But I can't stop. I feel like my day-to-day life is so bland with the exception of art, Elizabeth and my online stuff. I hate eating here, there's nothing nice to eat. I'm just so tired :(

'the situation last year' is in reference to a crush I had on A, but I didn't want to do anything because I couldn't trust him.

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