#she was dedicated to helping others achieve a Claritin clear life

[atthecostofmysoul]

You know, now that I think about it, my deconversion occurring two years before I started playing dnd might have contributed to how she turned out... and why I can’t seem to stop making allusions to my deconversion in pretty much all of my writing ever since.

Basically, my character was an orcish woman named Valdis Kulahn who was a cleric that wanted to spread the word of her lord and savior wherever she went, but was like 90% illiterate and didn’t actually know what the holy book actually said. Unfortunately, we were only able to play for two sessions, so I have no idea how that would have gone down for her, but I do remember my own feelings of complete and utter betrayal after I had read the Bible from cover to cover and found out what was actually written within it.

One day I want to try and bring her out again. I want to know her story.

#ex catholic #ex christian #religious trauma #apostate #fuck catholic school #fuck christianity #fuck catholicism #fuck the church #okay this sounds really angsty but I swear I mostly made her for like five jokes I could make while describing her character #I only see the similarities now #she was honestly really cute and funny to play and I wanna bring her back out since I wasn’t able to use her for very long #but if you want an example of one of the jokes: the god’s name was Claritin. #she was dedicated to helping others achieve a Claritin clear life #dumb? absolutely. #do I care? nope. #dnd #d&d #dungeons and dragons #orc girl #orcs #cleric