#she’s not having any noticeable health problems aside from her allergies
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ML Spite: Yeeting Off the High Road and Dragging You All Down With Me
Imagine, if you would, a slightly different scenario in our usual “High Road” plot. Instead of turning Lila’s lies against Lila, Marinette uses Lila’s lies against the classmates themselves.
Realistically speaking, in these fics, the class has already made it a matter of sides and have already made it clear just whom they’re going to side with. The fact that Lila has no proof of anything whereas Marinette at least has two potential witnesses to the truth (Adrien and Ladybug) doesn’t seem to matter. That means the classmates are actively choosing to trust the new girl over their “Everyday Ladybug”. And if they are putting their trust in someone they don’t know that well vs someone they do, whom they KNOW is a good person whom has helped them before, that means it’s because they WANT to trust Lila more. It seems that choice is primarily based on this belief regarding what Lila can do for them rather than a matter of whom is actually trustworthy.
Under these circumstances, trying to reveal Lila will only backfire. Lila can just pull out the crocodile tears and claim she “only wanted to make friends”, and you know the class will eat it up because a positive impression of someone can’t be broken that easily when people REALLY want to believe the best of the person involved.
To beat Lila, Marinette realizes she can’t just disprove Lila’s claims or even let Lila accidentally out herself. That won’t be enough to get the class our from under her thrall.
No. What she has to do is make Lila’s lies unappealing.
Cue Pettynette’s version of the “High Road”.
“But wait!” I can hear you say. “Hasn't that been done?”
Not like this.
In the other versions, Marinette, even when being petty, kept her focus on Lila and twisting her lies against her.
In this case, Marinette is twisting Lila’s lies against everyone else.
Marinette “apologizes” for doubting Lila, making the classmates happy that she’s seen the light. And she has! So she’s going to "do right by Lila”.
Lila is suspicious, but Marinette seems sincere. She takes the lies and treats them like they’re real. But she doesn’t do it in a way to counter Lila, oh no! If anything, Marinette seems to be going out of her way to give Lila what she wants.
EVERYTHING she wants. Rearrange the seating chart and ensure Lila has the seat next to Adrien. Having people assigned to take notes for her. Making the classmates take turns being her “helper” to complete tasks. Letting Lila avoid the things she doesn’t want to do while keeping her front and center for anything she could be interested in. Lila’s going to have a ball.
The rest of the class? Not so much.
After all, it helps build resentment when they're the ones being put out by Lila's sudden and ever changing "needs". Lila needs a seat close to the door in case she has to leave for an emergency? Marinette rearranges the class seating chart to put everyone BUT Lila in seats they don’t want. Lila can't write out her notes? That's fine. Everyone in class can take turns writing her assignments for her. Lila has an allergy? Gee, guess no more free pastries.
Soon enough, the class starts to have “problems” with Lila.
Nathaniel doesn’t like that he can’t draw in class anymore.
Nino doesn’t like having his time with Adrien or Alya interrupted, or just having to come to school early or stay late to help Lila with whatever she needs.
Rose doesn’t like that she’s been moved to the back because one of Lila’s issues can be irritated by her perfume.
Kim and Alix don’t like that certain sports-focused events have been cancelled because it’s not fair that Lila can’t participate.
Adrien doesn’t like that he’s suddenly getting a lot more time being around Lila than he ever wanted.
Chloe doesn’t care and is mostly unaffected. Sabrina sees no difference from what she normally does. So those two are okay, at least.
But everyone else?
The seeds of resentment are planted.
Not helping Lila is that she’s been taking full advantage of every “good” thing done in her favor. She sees this whole thing as Marinette’s surrender and is both enjoying the special treatment from the class and getting to “win” over Marinette. She doesn’t realize that Marinette only changed her targets.
It just gets worse from there.
Given that she’s been revealed as “Ladybug’s best friend” and how vulnerable she is, they can’t have Lila being alone during akuma attacks. And since Alya is her “closest friend” (and Adrien mysteriously goes missing whenever an akuma appears), Alya finds herself on “Lila Duty” regularly. Naturally, she doesn’t like that this is taking her away from on her blog, especially during akuma attacks.
Ivan and Mylene are involved in various community projects and the like, but now they’re being encouraged (by friends, by teachers, by anyone really) to focus those projects on any of the various issues affecting Lila because “it’s so tragic and they know someone personally affected”. It’s like they can’t get away.
Juleka learns that Lila’s replacing her as a model for various projects since she claims she’s done it before and her poor health issues don’t give her much of a chance to do this lately and you understand, don’t you?
Max doesn’t like that he’s pretty much doing Lila’s schoolwork for her either because of her “injuries” keeping her from doing tasks or her “charity works” keeping her from taking part in projects.
The girls find their Adrien/Marinette ship has been stalled as Marinette insists she can’t do anything to upset Lila and that Lila clearly likes Adrien, so trying to confess would make her feel bad. When they attempt to refute the claim, Marinette merely points to the picture Lila sent out in Oni-chan. (Which both Alya and Nino find increasingly suspicious.)
Lila doesn't know what Marinette is playing at. She thinks Marinette has given in. Marinette is actually going for the long game and slowly building up resentment against Lila over time. While also making the class increasingly desperate to prove Lila's a liar just to get Marinette to stop.
But because Marinette isn't actively appearing petty, they can't reasonably argue against anything she's trying to do regardless of the extra work it puts on them because it makes them look bad. Ms. Bustier admonishes them for being unwilling to help a classmate in need. Lila enjoys the attention and thus plays up the crocodile tears. Marinette gives them looks of such DISAPPOINTMENT when they start to complain. After all, it’s only a small inconvenience to help a friend, right?
And that’s what Lila has become: an inconvenience.
The worst part is they can't blame Marinette for it, since they know she has a point and is “only trying to help”. And after all, isn’t this what they wanted her to do? To put her suspicions aside and help Lila?
Now she is, and they wish she would stop.
Eventually, resentment builds. The classmates don’t KNOW Lila is lying, but they’re less willing to trust her or be blind to the things she does. So they start to be more observant. Looking for reasons to justify not needing to be so “helpful”. As such, they slowly but surely start to notice when her claims don’t add up.
Now they’re paying attention, and each of the classmates one by one come to the realization that “Gasp! Lila has been lying all along!”
Shocker.
But the best part is that they each think they’re the only one who knows. So they each try going to Marinette, the only other person whom at any point expresses suspicion of Lila’s claims, in hopes of getting her support in telling the rest of the class and stopping with the Queen Lila treatment.
Only Marinette just looks at them in confusion. The picture of innocence and naïveté, she tells them they shouldn’t make such accusations.
Even when the accusations involve things the classmates know are impossible. Or Lila claiming credit for things she couldn’t have done. Like Lila getting Ladybug to help out Kitty Section. Or Lila being Rena Rouge.
They’re all convinced, to their horror, that Marinette believes Lila now. They each attempt to convince her of the truth they just realized.
But Marinette? She just acts oblivious. Why would they say such things about Lila? After all, she's done SO MUCH!
So each of them tries to prove to her that Lila’s lying. They point out errors, note contradictions, and actively look up proof.
But Marinette just points out reasonable flaws in their claims. Maybe Lila left out a detail. Maybe they misremembered what happened. They don't KNOW that Lila didn't help with this brave act. They can't PROVE that Lila doesn't have an injury.
And they’re each caught in a catch 22 where they can’t seem to convince Marinette that Lila lied about anything without admitting Marinette had been right from the start and they had been wrong to disregard her.
The best part is that none of the classmates dare to talk to any of the others. They hadn’t believed Marinette when she tried to warn them, and now even Marinette believes Lila. So much like Marinette in Chameleon, they each think they’re alone in their discovery, so they don't dare speak out to anyone else.
But every one of them is fully convinced that Marinette is caught under Lila’s spell and needs to be “saved”. So they keep trying to convince her of the truth only for her to seem oblivious.
They don’t realize that Marinette is using the “Kill Them With Kindness” only she’s taken the entire class down with her. She will enforce universal kindness with an iron fist until they get sick of it.
And heaven help them all if Felix exists in this variant, If he’s not outright enjoying the show, he’ll waste no time telling each of them how it’s their own damn fault.
Eventually, it all comes to a head. Marinette decides to push things further.
What the killing blow is? It’s really up in the air. Maybe it was the cancellation of a class trip because Lila couldn’t go and it wouldn’t be fair? Maybe Marinette tries to call everyone else in class together to suggest arranging a party for Lila since everyone had been complaining to her (pre High Road) how Lila hadn’t been there for the last one? Or maybe it’s just some random minor thing just just happens to finally be the ONE single straw that breaks the camel’s back.
SOMEONE finally just blows up and starts ranting. Out loud. In front of everyone. How Lila is a liar. How she’s made up everything. And just how SICK they are of trying to be nice to her and accommodate the clear and obvious lies.
Pure silence. The one person who broke is horrified at what they had done.
Until finally...
"Oh thank god! I thought I was the only one!"
Like a dam breaking, everyone else admits to knowing the truth about Lila lying. They each admit they were too worried to say something. And most importantly, they are all just DONE with Lila.
And with the rest of the class now firmly on the same “side”, they all work together to try and “rescue” Marinette from whatever hold Lila has over her by convincing her of the other girl’s lies.
“Marinette, you can’t trust Lila!”
“She lies! About EVERYTHING!”
“She’s just been taking advantage of your kindness!”
“You are too good for her!”
“Please! Please believe us!”
There is true desperation there for Marinette to believe them. That they’re telling the truth. That Lila is lying.
And gee, isn’t THIS familiar?
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i wanted to wait to post this until after i did the chaetzu part, but it is a proper first part to the misahyo au in the main timeline for the au!! of courses asks from different times are also accepted (i would love to dive more into baby nico if you guys want to discuss it it’s always cute) but most of the actual plotline that i post from long little things like this will be from this time !! anyway please enjoy !!
tw: depression, anxiety, asthma, parents having mental health issues, etc...
Jihyo can tell something is wrong with her wife. She had barely said anything to Jihyo since her last class ended and she couldn’t seem to tear her eyes away from her phone. She was also being more fidgety than normal, Jihyo could see it in the way Sana couldn’t stop her feet from moving while they were waiting for their daughter’s preschool to be over. She wanted to reach a hand out and to slow Sana’s fidgeting, to ask her what was wrong, but she also didn’t think now was the right time.
“We can probably go in now.” Jihyo points out when she sees the hour change on her phone. Nico’s preschool ended at exactly five pm, and Nico wanted them to be there to pick her up at four forty five. Sana nods at this, taking another glance at her phone before putting it down and putting it in her pocket for the first time since they had left work.
When they get inside, they find their daughter isn’t waiting for them in the front of her classroom like she normally did. Jihyo sighed at that. It could only mean one thing.
“Why don’t you go sign Nic out while I talk to her?” Jihyo turned to Sana, who instantly understood. Nico hadn’t taken to preschool very well. She had been okay at first, but her behaviour varied depending on the day. Some days she was the best behaved kid in her class, others the teachers would have to call them to come take her home because no one could calm her down. Usually, when it was a good day, Nico would eagerly wait for them by the entrance to her classroom. When it wasn’t, Nico would be at her desk pouting.
That’s where Jihyo finds her today. Curled up in her desk next to the window in a little ball looking like she was in a mood.
“Hey kiddo.” Nico’s eyes briefly light up when she turns to Jihyo. “Ready to go home?”
“No.” Nico pouted, curling in on herself more. “Didn’t get to play outside yet.”
“Nico…” Jihyo sighed, picking her up and holding her on one hip. She adjusted the pink hello kitty face mask Mina made Nico wear on days like these and kissed her forehead. “We’ve talked about this. You can’t play outside every day.”
“But- every one else can.” Nico buried her face in Jihyo’s shoulder. “I want to play outside.”
“I know.” It always hurt Jihyo to see Nico like this. It wasn’t long after Nico came home from the hospital that she started having severe breathing problems. After numerous doctors visits and examinations they determined she had fairly severe asthma. Combined with the fact Nico had inherited Sana’s pollen allergies and the smog in Seoul, Nico’s doctors had told them it would be for the best if she didn’t play outside often. Especially when the pollen or smog was bad. They even told them she needed to start wearing face masks if the air quality was too bad.
It had been heartbreaking for all three of them, but they could never imagine how difficult it was for Nico. She had to live with the fact she couldn’t go play at the park or at recess whenever she wanted. It got especially bad when she entered preschool. They had talked about maybe not sending her to a school and hiring a nanny or private tutor instead, but the cost of that quickly became too much too fast. All of their friends and family worked, so it’s not like they could watch her either. So preschool really was their only option. Even if it made Nico so beyond frustrated to see the other kids her age enjoying playing freely while she was stuck inside.
It always broke Jihyo a little more when she thought about days like this for Nico. She could almost imagine her daughter sitting inside in front of the window watching all the other kids run around outside with that look on her face she gets when she's sad, the one that hurts Jihyo more than words can explain. They had made sure Nico’s teacher was very well aware of her breathing problems, and her teacher was always good about trying to find things for Nico to do when the other kids were outside playing, but Jihyo knew it would never quite be the same.
“I know sweetheart.” Jihyo sighed, kissing Nico’s temple again. “Tomorrow.”
“But-But you said that yesterday.” Nico was still learning to talk, and her words weren’t articulated great, but Jihyo could feel the pain in Nico’s voice. “I want to play on the playground mama.”
“I know kiddo.” Jihyo sighed again. “Come on, Mommy is waiting.” Nico stayed silent, letting Jihyo carry her over to where Sana was waiting. She was on her phone again, and Jihyo couldn’t help but wonder what the heck Sana was doing.
“Hey Nico.” Sana put her phone away once she saw the two of them. Her expression softened when she noticed how upset she looked in Jihyo’s arms. “I know today wasn’t good.” Sana put a hand on Nico’s back. “I’m sorry, but Ka-san is going to make you your favorite for dinner.”
“Katsu?” Nico asked, taking her face out of Jihyo’s shoulder to look at Sana.
“Katsu curry rice. With lots of potatoes and carrots just like you like it.” Sana smiled at Nico, kissing her forehead. Katsu curry was a meal Mina reserved for days like these, days where she knew Nico would have a hard day just from the weather report. Checking the air quality report every morning had become as natural as checking the weather for them now.
“No pepper?” Nico stuck her tongue out at the word pepper.
“No peppers” Sana giggled at Nico when she asked that. Nico absolutely hated peppers, and whenever Mina would try and sneak them into her food she would throw a fit. Nico’s face softened and Sana smiled at that, brushing a stray strand of her hair behind her tiny ear. “Just lots of carrots and potatoes.”
“And Katsu?”
“Well of course there’s Katsu. It’s Katsu curry.” Sana giggled at Nico’s statement. Jihyo smiled at the two, happy Sana had come out of her own phone enough to talk to Nico. It was still bothering her that she had no idea what Sana was so worked up about, but she could push that aside for now. When she was with Nico, she wanted fully be there for her.
After all, as much as she wanted to, days like this wouldn’t last forever.
xx
It seemed Nico wasn’t the only one having an off day.
Jihyo and Sana hadn’t seen Mina since that morning. She had texted them to say she was going to make Katsu curry for dinner but other than that there had been no communication from their wife. It didn’t take long for them to figure out something was wrong with Mina.
“Where’s Ka-san?” Nico had taken off trying to find Mina the minute they had gotten home. Mina was usually in the living room, but they guessed Nico had already checked there plus the kitchen.
“Hm… Maybe she’s taking a nap?” Sana had gotten good at lying to Nico. Jihyo was impressed by her skill, there used to be a time when Sana could never lie to their daughter. They both knew Mina wasn’t napping. Her work bag was thrown on the couch and her coat was on the floor. Mina always made the extra effort to put things away where they were supposed to go, always. Unless of course something was wrong.
“Nico, why don’t we go take an early bath before dinner?” Jihyo offered. They liked giving Nico baths when she got home on days where the pollen was bad. She barely spent any time outside on those days, but they were still worried about any pollen dust getting on her skin.
“Okay.” Nico liked baths. It was funny to them considering all their nieces and nephews had hated them at Nico’s age, but Nico absolutely loved them. Jihyo locked eyes with Sana, who nodded in understanding. Mina, like everyone in the world, had bad and good days. She just felt them a little more than others. Sana and Jihyo had been used to this for a while, but Nico was so young she couldn’t quite understand why her Ka-san couldn't be happy every day. She couldn’t understand why there were days where Mina couldn’t even see Nico. Days where she couldn’t get out of bed. Days where she couldn’t make Nico dinner or days where she couldn’t read her a bedtime story.
Sana knocks on the door to their bedroom, and when she opens the door her heart breaks a little more.
“Hey love.” Sana offers Mina a small smile. “We’re home.”
“Hm?” Mina turns to her, covers pulled tightly around her and tear tracks on her cheeks. “Oh, welcome home.” Sana hates how forced it sounds.
“Anything-” Sana pauses for a second. There was always one of two options when it came to talking to Mina when she was like this. She could be gentle, avoiding the problem and trying to coax Mina out of bed without making her talk about what was wrong. Or she could flat out ask Mina what was wrong. In the years of knowing Mina, Sana had never quite figured out which one Mina preferred. “Anything you want to talk about?” Mina stays quiet, turning her back to Sana like she hadn’t heard her. Sana didn’t take any offence to it though, she knew Mina heard her and just didn’t know what to say. “Okay. Jihyo is giving Nico a bath right now so I’m going to go offer some help. Oh don’t worry about dinner, we can take Nico to Jeongyeon’s before they close. The usual okay?”
“Mm… Sure.” Mina answers, her back still to Sana. Sana takes a deep breath before putting her jacket down on the nightstand and grabbing a pair of sweatpants from the top drawer. She quickly changes into them before putting her work pants away, doing her best to ignore Mina as she did.
She hurries to Jihyo and Nico. Nico is already in the bath by the time she gets there, and Jihyo is putting her best smile on.
“Ka-san nap?” Nico asks her when she sees her.
“Ka-san doesn’t feel very good so she’s resting.” Sana told Nico, grabbing a bath toy that had ended up on Nico’s vanity and putting it in the bath. Nico was covered in hot pink bubbles and surrounded by toys. The bathroom smelled overwhelmingly like strawberry bubble bath and soap. Sana liked to think she was used to it, but it never stopped it from temporarily overwhelming her nose every time she bathed Nico.
“Again?” Nico asked. “Ka-san okay?” Both of them sucked a breath in at Nico’s question.
“It’s just a cold baby.” Jihyo nodded, grabbing Nico’s shampoo to try and distract her. “Now who wants to be a good girl while Mama puts shampoo in her hair?” Jihyo is just thankful for the huge smile she is able to get out of Nico.
xx
While Sana dries Nico off and helps her change, she tells Jihyo to call Jeongyeon.
“Hey Unnie.” Jihyo muttered when Jeongyeon picked up the phone, leaning against the wall across the door from Nico’s bedroom door.
“Hey Hyo, what’s up?” Jeongyeon asked, clearly moving on the other side of the line.
“I’m sorry to call you while you're at work, but Mina is- well I think we are going to have to go to the restaurant for dinner, if that’s okay?” Jihyo asked, sighing as she looked down the hall at the door to their bedroom.
“Course it’s okay. You guys are always welcome.” Jeongyeon was quick to answer. “Will you bring Nico?”
“Yeah. She had a rough day at school again today so she might be in a bit of a mood. We just gave her a bath just now and she seemed a bit better, but I’m sure she’ll be upset all over again when I tell her she can’t have Katsu Curry.” Jihyo sighed.
“Katsu Curry?” Jeongyeon asked, a bit confused.
“It’s what Mina always makes her on days where the air quality is really bad.” Jihyo explained. “It’s one of her favorite foods, but Mina always complains it’s bad for her so she saves it for days like today.”
“I see.” Jeongyeon hummed. “I could make it for her. I’m not sure we have the stuff, but I could go grab some on my next break.”
“Oh no, it’s fine. Just make her her usual.” Jihyo quickly denied.
“Wow, you think I can’t make instant curry, meat, and some vegetables? You offend me Park.” Jeongyeon taunted her.
“It’s nothing against you, she’s very picky about it. I tried to make it for her once and Nico threw a fit. I- we don’t need to add anything to her mood today. Just make her her usual, she likes blander food when she has rough days like this so maybe use a bit less sauce?”
“Hyo she already eats mostly rice.” Jeongyeon pointed out.
“Yeah, I know.” Jihyo sighed. “Anyway we should be over in the next hour or so.”
“Cool. Hey Hyo… Is Mina okay?” Jihyo’s heart seized at the question. Was Mina okay? Jihyo really didn’t know anymore. “This has been happening a lot lately… Of course you don’t have to tell me anything if you don’t want to, I’m just a little worried.”
“I don’t know Unnie.” Jihyo eyed their bedroom door again. “Sana and I both- we have no clue. We know Mina can have it rough sometimes- but this has definitely been the longest episode she’s had in a while.”
“Have you talked to her therapist?” Jeongyeon asked.
“She hasn't seen her in years. I tried to suggest to Mina to maybe call her, but I have a crazy feeling Mina never did.” Jihyo shifted her weight from leg to leg. “I’m worried about her too. But Mina doesn’t want to let anyone in right now, and we are trying to respect her space.”
“Has Sana said anything about it?”
“Sana seems… Preoccupied?” Jihyo tested the word out to see if it was the right one. “Yeah, that sounds right. Something has been on her mind lately, especially today.”
“Huh.” Jeongyeon sighed and Jihyo could hear the sounds of other voices on the other side of the phone line. “Sorry to cut this short-I have to go. I’ll see you in a bit?”
“Yeah.” Jihyo let out a final sigh as Jeongyeon hung up. It was perfect timing too, because it wasn’t much later Nico’s bedroom door was found open and a tiny body was attacking her legs. “Hey Kiddo.”
“Mama up.” Jihyo immediately complied.
“Nico, you never let me finish drying your hair.” Sana sighed, coming up to them with a pink princess towel in her hands.
“Wanted Mama.” Nico pouted.
“Aren’t you cute?” Jihyo giggled. “You love mama?” Nico nodded at that, cuddling closer to Jihyo. “Did you accidentally pull her hair again when brushing it?”
“I said I was sorry!” Sana let out an exasperated sigh. Jihyo couldn’t help but giggle at that, no matter how long Sana had been brushing Nico’s hair it seemed she had never quite perfected it in a way Nico liked. When she was a baby and Sana tried to brush her hair, Nico would squirm around and refuse to let Sana do anything to her hair. And that didn’t change much as she got older.
“It’s okay kiddo, Mama’s got you now. Evil mommy won’t be able to pull your hair again.” Jihyo giggled, swaying Nico in her arms.
“Mean.” Sana mouthed.
“You love me.” Jihyo mouthed back. Her response earned her a kiss, and Jihyo couldn’t help the blush that crept up her cheeks.
“Cute.” Sana giggled at her blush, finally getting the towel on Nico’s hair. She slowly finished drying it before letting it go. “All done.” Sana tells Nico with a happy smile. She finds her daughter isn’t smiling too though, instead she’s staring at their bedroom door.
“No Katsu Curry?” Nico asks after a beat of silence. Jihyo was surprised Nico had been able to put it together herself, but it did save her the heartbreak of having to tell her.
“I’m sorry kiddo.” Jihyo kissed Nico’s temple. “Auntie Jeongyeon is making you some kimchi fried rice though. The kind with lots of egg and not that much kimchi, like you like it.” Jihyo told her.
“I want Katsu Curry.” Nico pouted.
“I know sweetheart.” Sana put a hand on Nico’s back. “But Auntie Jeongyeon is making a special meal just for you, you need to go have it and let Ka-san rest, okay?”
“Okay…” Their hearts both ached at how tiny and dejected Nico seemed.
xx
“Hanhan!” Nico was quiet the entire car ride to Jeongyeon’s restaurant, but the minute Nico spots Hansol she’s already running at them. Jihyo thinks it’s sweet Nico likes all of her cousins so much, she was so much younger than all of them Jihyo had initially been worried Nico would feel outcast from them, but all of them had formed their own special bonds with Nico. Including Hansol.
“Hey Nico!” Hansol smiles at Nico, opening their arms for her to run into. Nico gave Hansol a huge hug, moving to sit in their lap while Jihyo tried to keep up with her daughter.
“No Sana?” Jeongyeon asked when she spotted them.
“She wanted to keep an eye on Mina.” Jihyo explained quickly.
“Ah, I see.” Jeongyeon nodded. “I can start making you guys food now that you're here.”
“No rush, the restaurant comes first, we don’t mind waiting.” Jihyo took a seat at the counter so she could continue her conversation with Jeongyeon.
“Nah, it's cool. It’s a Tuesday night, there’s not that many people here.” Jeongyeon nodded. “Besides, I could make Kimchi fried rice in my sleep.”
“Maybe not the way Nico likes it, you know she’s picky.”Jihyo looked over at her daughter, who was happily sitting on Hansol’s lap while they appeared to be doing their homework.
“Yeah you might be right. Only a little Kimchi, if it’s too much she won’t eat it. She needs to eat vegetables, so you have to put some in. However she doesn’t like peas, but she loves carrots. She loves the egg, but she needs you to cut it for her. Use less Gochujang than what I think is already a small amount. And finally if I shape her rice like any kind of animal or object I get extra Nico points and get closer to becoming her favorite Aunt.” Jeongyeon listed off.
“You remember.” Jihyo smiled.
“Of course, Seoyun was the same way when she was young. Once you deal with one picky eaters' quirks it starts to be easier to deal with other ones.” Jeongyeon shrugged. “Any requests for you?”
“I’ll just have what my daughter has. Mina and Sana want their usuals, but no rush. Unless you want to get rid of me.” Jihyo joked.
“Nah I’m not a terrible person, it seems like being home isn’t the best thing for Nico right now.” Jeongyeon sighed, looking over at the kids. “If you ever need us to watch her- I don’t mind. You know Dahyun and I love her and Hansol absolutely adores Nico. Even Seo likes her and Seo is a little… Picky about people. I don’t blame her, people are terrible sometimes.”
“Yeah, you're right people suck.” Jihyo nodded. “And I don’t know about Mina. I don’t want to pressure her into talking or anything like that, it’s not what she needs and it just might make things worse for her. She needs to talk to her therapist and we need to work through whatever she’s going through right now together, but Mina just isn’t ready to do that yet. And that’s fine, we’ve done this before. It’s just, things are different now. We have Nico now. Nico is too young to understand that her Ka-san has anxiety and depression.” Jihyo rarely said those two words out loud. Mina had been diagnosed not long after starting her job. Jihyo remembered how difficult things had been for Mina back then. She remembers coming home to Mina sobbing and convincing herself Jihyo and Sana hated her. She remembers Mina refusing to leave their bed for three days, not even eating anything no matter what they said. She was there through it all, but it did hurt to see Mina go through it all. To know the love of her life was suffering so much over something they had no control over hurt her. Mina had gotten better since then, but recovery was never linear, and this relapse was not the first she had and it wouldn’t be the last.
“How has Nico been taking everything?” Jeongyeon asked.
“It’s hard to tell. She’s been having rougher days at school these past few weeks but Sana and I both don’t know if that’s Mina’s influence or if it has to do with all the crap in the air recently. Her and Mina’s rough days haven’t been lining up until today, so we think they might be separate.” Jihyo took a sip of her water while she watched her daughter. She liked watching Nico, even when she was far away from her. She had liked it since Nico was born, it was just nice to know her daughter was okay and happy at all times.
“I’m sure Mina isn’t helping though.” Jeongyeon sighed. “Look Hyo, you know I think all three of you are amazing parents, including Mina. But it’s okay to ask for help. I’ve done it, Nayeon Unnie’s done it, Chaeyoung and Tzuyu have done it plenty of times. If you need anything we are happy to help out. What’s best for all of you is what matters, and if the best thing for Nico or Mina is some space away we would be happy to give that to them.”
“Thanks Unnie.” Jihyo couldn’t stop her thoughts from running away at Jeongyeon’s statement. She had a point- but Jihyo really had no idea what was the best thing for any of them right now.
“Of course, anything for you Hyo.”
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Sana and Mina both take the next day off of work. Mina Jihyo was expecting, but when Sana told her she had something she needed to do that meant she couldn’t go back to work, Jihyo was a bit confused. She didn’t say anything though, just giving Sana a long goodbye kiss before scooping up Nico and taking her to preschool. The pollen count was high again, and Nico had gone to school with a pink face mask and a pout underneath it. Spring was always hard for her, and it just seemed to be getting harder as she got older.
“Nice haircut.” Jihyo couldn’t help but roll her eyes when she heard Nayeon say that as she sat down at their lunch table.
“Nico found scissors.” After dinner, Nico had a lot of energy from being cooped up inside all day. Normally Mina would come up with a way to redirect it, like guiding Nico through some yoga or helping her play just dance, but Mina wasn’t in the living room long enough to help. Jihyo had tried the normal Mina activities with Nico, but it seemed she lacked the magic touch her wife had. Nico was restless up until bedtime, practically doing anything she could to entertain herself while Sana and Jihyo finished their work. And anything included giving Jihyo a haircut.
“I can see that. How did you let her cut your hair though?”
“I dozed off on the couch.” Jihyo added.
“Classic mistake with toddlers. Never doze off around them- your going to end up with something stupid looking on your body.” Nayeon giggled.
“Well don’t get too attached to it, I have an appointment to fix it between my last class ending and having to get Nico.” Jihyo fiddled with an unevenly cut strand of her hair.
“Darn, I kind of like it. It makes you look stupid, but at least it’s funny.”
“I hate you so much.” Jihyo muttered as she opened her lunch box. Jeongyeon had sent her home with extra food, some for Nico’s lunch tomorrow and some for the three of them, and Jihyo was honestly so thankful.
“You love me.” Nayeon teased. “Speaking of Nico, do you have any more Nico pictures to show me?”
“You saw her on Friday.” Jihyo rolled her eyes.
“Four days is long enough for you to take more pictures. I know you did, let me see.” Nayeon pouted.
“Fine, you're right.” Jihyo couldn’t stop her chuckle as she got her phone out, scrolling to her photos of Nico album. Nayeon’s interest became solely focused on the photos, which gave Jihyo a break to eat her lunch.
“She’s so cute.” Nayeon giggled, pointing at a photo of Nico from Saturday when Mina had taken her to the farmers market with her, and Sana had taken plenty of pictures of the experience.
“I know.” Jihyo continued to eat while Nayeon scrolled. After a while, Nayeon gave her her phone back.
“What’s the green card in this picture?” Nayeon asked.
“Oh her preschool does this color card thing. Like a green card means she was good all day, a yellow means she got a warning and a red means she had two warnings. To get a gold star you need five green cards. That picture was the last green card Nico got.” Jihyo explained. “We always take pictures when she gets one.” Sana had started the tradition of taking pictures every time Nico got a green card. At first they were worried it would be too many pictures, but Sana’s arguments about how they never had too many pictures of Nico was something Jihyo and Mina agreed with more every day.
“Aw.” Nayeon cooed. “Last Monday? Did you forget?”
“No. She hasn’t been getting them lately.” Jihyo sighed, taking another bite of her lunch. “She hasn’t had a great day in a while. I think it’s a combination of all the stuff in the air and Mina.”
“Poor thing.” Nayeon pouted. “Hey, can I come with you to get her from preschool?”
“What?” Jihyo asked, a bit confused where that was coming from.
“I just- My kids are all busy tonight and Momo is working late. I know she’s having a difficult time, I think we should take her to something fun, away from Mina and Sana.” Nayeon sighed.
“Okay sure.” Jihyo had to admit, the prospect of hanging out with Nayeon for a few hours did sound better than being at home.
“Really?” Jihyo hadn’t hung out with Nayeon alone in a while, and she had to be honest it did sound nice. Nico would probably love it, Nayeon always spoiled her beyond belief. Plus, even if she pretended she didn’t, she did enjoy her time with Nayeon.
“Yeah. Nico will be really happy to see you.” Jihyo smiled softly at the thought of Nico smiling. She had Sana’s smile, it was so big and bright and it made Jihyo happy just thinking about it.
“Yay. Thanks Hyo.”
Jihyo thought she should maybe be the one thanking Nayeon.
xx
“Hey kiddo.” Nico is curled up in a little ball again when Jihyo goes to get her.
“Mama.” Nico uncurled herself to hold her arms out for Jihyo. Jihyo didn’t say anything, holding her tightly.
“Hey Ms.Park, can I talk to you?” Jihyo noticed how Nico shifted closer to her when her teacher asked her that.
“Sure.” Jihyo nodded, shifting Nico to one arm. Once glance towards the card chart hanging in the back of the classroom told her what this was going to be about.
“We had another hard day today, Nico had a bit of a meltdown during her lunch and she didn’t end up eating most of her lunch.” Jihyo sighed at that, holding her daughter closer.
“Alright, thank you for letting me know. I’ll talk about this with her at home.” Jihyo nodded, putting a free hand on Nico’s back.
“Sure.” Nico’s teacher nodded. “Have a good night Nico-ya, see you tomorrow.”
“Nico sweetie can you say it back?” Jihyo asked her daughter.
“See you tomorrow.” Nico pouted, tightening her grip on Jihyo. JIhyo waved as she took Nico outside.
“I have a surprise for you kiddo.” Jihyo whispered to Nico.
“Really?” Nico asked.
“Yup.” Jihyo waved for Nayeon to come over once they were outside. “Why don’t you look?”
“Auntie Nayeon!” Nico screamed in excitement, squirming in Jihyo’s arms when she saw her Aunt. “Mama Auntie- Auntie Na-Nayeon!” Nico was interrupted when she started coughing. Jihyo immediately took action, rubbing Nico’s back and trying to get her to calm down enough to not have an asthma attack.
“Hey Nico.” Nayeon smiled at Nico, seeing the way Jihyo instinctively went to calm Nico down. “I missed you too sweetheart. But don’t get too excited, I do want to hang out with my favorite little girl.” Nico calmed down after a bit, taking a few deep breaths and holding her arms out for Nayeon. Nayeon happily took her, raining a kiss on Nico’s cheek. “How was your day princess?” Sometimes Jihyo couldn’t help but admire how good Nayeon was with Nico. Nayeon had always had a way with kids, but particularly a way with Nico. There were days when Nico would get really frustrated with her moms, and it was usually due to the restrictions they had to put on her due to her asthma, and on those days it really was Auntie Nayeon to the rescue. If they so much as mentioned to Nayeon that Nico was upset she would be there immediately with Nico’s favorite candy and asking her to have a chat with her. They never eavesdropped, but Nico always seemed to forgive them after that. Sana referred to it as Nayeon’s magic touch.
“Wanted to play outside.” Nico pouted.
“I know, and I’m sorry. The air isn’t something any of us can control, but hopefully you can play outside again soon. Until then, we can do lots of fun stuff inside.” Nayeon held Nico closer to her, swaying her in her arms a bit.
“Like what?” Nico asked.
“You’ll see.” Nayeon smirked at Jihyo, who was just left a little confused at what the hell Nayeon was planning.
xx
Jihyo hadn’t seen Nico smile as brightly as she did when Nayeon opened the door to the Children’s museum in weeks. And honestly, it made Jihyo so happy. Nico deserved it. It wasn’t her fault the air quality was bad or that her Ka-san was having a rough time, and honestly Jihyo was sad how much all of it had been affecting Nico. So when she looked so happy, practically pulling on Nayeon’s arm as she led them inside. There weren’t many people there, on account of it being a Tuesday afternoon, but that seemed to excite Nico even more.
Once they were inside, Nico was practically bouncing with excitement. She had only been there once before, on a preschool field trip Mina had chaperoned for. Nico had an asthma attack during lunch and had to be brought home, something she was not happy about. Jihyo remembered coming home to Nico being a sobbing mess. She was curled up in their bed, looking tiny beneath their sheets as she sobbed at how unfair she was that she had to leave early. Jihyo remembers Nico refusing to even eat dinner that night, too upset to eat anything. They were eventually able to coax her into eating when Mina had made her Katsu Curry, but it had taken a while to get there.
Jihyo ends up having a lot of fun with Nayeon and her daughter. It had been a while since they hung out like this, and honestly she didn’t realize how much she missed spending time with Nayeon. Nayeon was good with Nico, yes, but she was also good with Jihyo too. Jihyo really didn’t give her enough credit, hanging out with Nayeon was the lightest she had felt in days. The children’s museum puts Nico in a much better mood, and she’s practically skipping as she holds Nayeon’s hand when they leave.
“Did you have fun baby?” Nayeon giggled.
“Yeah yeah! Did you see the ball?” Nico had played with marbles for a good portion of their time there. They had a whole display where kids could build their own marble ramps and that had been really exciting for Nico. They weren’t able to stay for too long, since they closed not long after they got there, but Nico seemed like she had a lot of fun during her time there.
“Yeah I did. You did so well!” Nico’s structure only lasted a few seconds, considering the fact three year olds weren’t the best architects in the world, but when Jihyo helped her it stayed up for a lot longer. Nayeon had “competed” against them, trying to make a cooler structure, but in the end Nico had deemed her and Jihyo the winners and Nayeon happily admitted defeat. “You and your mama are basically unstoppable.”
“Mama we’re un-un-un-”
“Unstoppable. It means we can’t be stopped because we are too good.” Jihyo reached down and picked her daughter up, kissing her cheek. Nico absolutely loved affection, Jihyo and Mina both blamed it on the fact Sana had always held a hand on her when she was a baby. No matter who was holding her, Sana liked keeping at least one hand on Nico. Sometimes that meant holding her little hand, others it meant holding her little foot, but no matter what Sana liked to be touching her in some ways at all times.
“Yeah Untoptable!” Jihyo giggled at Nico’s mispronunciation.
“Unstoppable.” Jihyo corrected, adjusting Nico in her arms.
“Un-stop-able?” Nico sounded out.
“Yup, good job princess.” Jihyo kissed Nico’s cheek. “Hey Unnie, do you want to grab dinner with us?”
“Oh I was just about to ask if you mind me coming.” Nayeon smiled, taking her phone out of her pocket and glancing at it for a second before putting it away. “Kazumi wants me to pick something up for her, but she’ll eat almost anything.”
“Zumi Unnie come?” Nico asked, turning to Nayeon excitedly.
“Sorry kiddo, she’s got a big test tomorrow so she’s at home studying.”
“Like Mama’s students?”
“They don’t have a big test tomorrow baby, theirs is next week, but yes it’s the same idea.” Jihyo clarified.
“Oh.” Nico sunk into Jihyo’s arms a bit, and Jihyo could tell her energy was fading fast.
“What do you want for dinner Nico?” Nayeon turned to Nico and asked.
“Mm… Fish.”
“Fish?” Nayeon giggled at the answer, knowing that could mean a thousand things. “Like sushi, or poke, or what?”
“Poke?” Nico repeated the word.
“Have you never had it?”
“Mina has made it for her at home, but she’s never been to a restaurant.” Jihyo explained. “She might like it though, it sounds like there’s a lot of Nico friendly options. She didn’t finish her lunch so I’m sure she’s pretty hungry, so poke sounds great.”
“Great, Kazumi loves poke. Okay, let’s go!” Nico threw her fist up with Nayeon and Jihyo narrowly avoided getting hit in the face. She didn’t mind though, the amount of times her baby had accidentally hit her was so great she barely even felt it anymore.
Jihyo drove to the poke place by Nayeon’s house, Nayeon keeping Nico entertained in the back by asking her things about the museum.
“You had a lot of fun huh?” Nayeon giggled after Nico had, with almost all of the vocabulary she had, expressed to Nayeon how much fun she had with her.
“Mm-hum!” Nico hummed. “I want to go back.”
“I’m sure we could go back.” Jihyo nodded. “We could invite Ka-san and Mommy next time, I’m sure they would love to come.”
“Ka-san?” Nico asked hesitantly. “Ka-san better?”
“She will be soon. When Ka-san is all better, we can all go, how does that sound?”
“Yes!”
xx
Nayeon helps Nico pick out everything she wants, but the decision making process is difficult for Nico. She was a weirdly picky eater, that’s how Jihyo saw it. She liked sushi, but only if it was salmon. She absolutely loved crab but it couldn’t be spicy. She liked pineapples and edamame beans and masago, but refused to even think about putting any other vegetable in hers.
“Baby you like carrots.” Jihyo tried to argue with Nico.
“Nu-uh. Look weird.” Jihyo wanted to roll her eyes. Nico was so weird about food. She wasn’t even the same about it everyday, there were some days where she could be extra picky.
“Okay.” Jihyo sighed. “Do you want anything else, look, they have cucumbers.” Jihyo pointed out.
“Yeah.” Nico nodded excitedly. Jihyo was honestly impressed by how much Nico was saying yes to. But she wasn’t going to complain, she found with her picky eater of a daughter taking small victories was always a good idea. She would have to get a picture for Mina of Nico’s self picked out meal. She was always the one who worried about their daughter’s eating the most.
Once they were done paying, Nayeon went to get them some napkins while Jihyo took a picture.
“For Ka-san?” Nico asked after Jihyo had taken a picture of her.
“Yeah, Ka-san really likes poke so I’m sure she will be happy to see you eating it.” Jihyo smiled.
“Bring Ka-san some?” Nico asked with pleading eyes.
“Okay sure. I’ll ask Mommy if she wants any too and we can go get it after we eat.” Jihyo smiled at Nico.
“Now.”
“Now?” Jihyo asked, Nico nodding. JIhyo giggled at her, but complied, taking her phone out and dialing Sana, putting her phone on speaker and putting it in the middle of the table.
“Mommy!” Nico screamed when Sana answered.
“Nico?” Jihyo could immediately tell something was wrong from Sana’s tone.
“Mommy mommy Auntie Nayeon is here!” Nico and Sana had always been really close, and to be honest Jihyo couldn’t remember the last time Sana hadn’t tagged along to pick Nico up from school, so she was sure it was a bit odd for Nico to not have Sana here.
“Oh yeah?” Jihyo hated how forced it felt.
“Uh-hum, we got poke!”
“Sounds fun.” Sana answered.
“Here kiddo let mama talk to mommy for a sec, I’ll ask her if she wants poke okay?” Jihyo asked, knowing something was wrong with Sana. Nico nodded and once Nayeon was back over at their table Jihyo took her phone and went outside.
“Hey Satang, it’s just me.” Jihyo muttered. “What’s wrong baby?”
“N-Nothings wrong.” Jihyo could tell from Sana’s sniffle she was lying.
“Baby… Please. Between you and Mina I’m just about to die from worry. You don’t have to tell me, but I’m worried about both of you. Is this about Mina? Did she say anything to you?”
“No-god no.” Sana sniffled. “It’s just- I- Hyo, my parents- they are here.”
“At our house?” Pure panic filled Jihyo at Sana’s statement.
“No-no.” Sana took a deep breath. “In Seoul. They are here.”
Jihyo had never been more panicked in her entire life. She had never met Sana’s parents, but she didn't need to to know she hated them. And to know that things were about to get worse.
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Ok, angsty Lasky headcanon time. This is a long one, despite the fact that I wanted to keep it short. Please note, there is mention of sex, but there's nothing graphic or descriptive. If you want specifics you'll have to ask lol.
So, I don't have an exact timeline bc 343i said 'Dates for events in canon? What're those.' but within maybe 9 months, Tom has (in no particular order):
Lost his older brother, who he was close to bc they relied on each other growing up
Learned of the existence of ALIENS, whom are also bent on exterminating humanity
Been told by his mom he couldn't go to Cad's memorial
Learned he had the allergy to cytoprethaline which fucks him up pretty bad
Struggled to live up to the legacy his mom and brother left
Nearly been glassed
Nearly had a wholeass tether come down on him
Held Chyler when she died
All at the age of 15.
One thing I noticed that 98% of the time you see substance abuse, anger management problems or physical self-harm as responses to trauma in fic. Which isn't a BAD thing, but those aren't the only sorts of unhealthy coping mechanisms.
One thing I'd heard about AGES ago was that sex can become a coping mechanism just like anything else, but it's almost never brought up because of the fucked societal views on sex in general, let alone the way society sees people who are promiscuous (regardless of reason).
So, in the wake of Circinus, Tom spends a few years dealing with and processing a lot: He has a year where he does nothing but try to get back to functionality, then goes to another academy to finish his education. But now instead of people having too many expectations, everyone treats him like he's fragile and needs things to be made easier for him, which just makes him feel shitty about himself and he ends up hiding a lot of how he truly feels and doesn't really deal with anything.
But Tom has exactly none of it. Cos in his mind, it's all performative. He's hurt, he's angry, he went through an emotional and mental meat grinder at fifteen, seeing and dealing with things a lot of grown adults don't have to face, and suffer chronic mental health problems when they do. He was probably still upset over his mom saying he couldn't go to the memorial for Cadmon and held on to that for a long time.
I have a lot of HCs for Audrey too, and one of those HCs is that she tried really hard to be there for Tom after Circinus. She'd just lost one son, and probably thought Tom was dead for several days at least, so getting him back in one piece would be a second chance that I think she'd jump at.
So, in his mind there's that anger, plus a sense of 'where was this when cadmon and I were growing up and needed you around???' It just sort of snowballs for a few years, piling on top of all the other shit he went through. So eventually at around 17-18, An Event occurs that I have yet to figure out, and he loses his shit and goes off on his mom. He's hurt and angry and irrational and not processing what he went through, so he says a lot of *really hurtful* things and then basically shuts her out when he goes off to flight school for Aviator training.
So, pilots are...generally a bunch of insufferable frat chads. So if you stick one severely traumatized kid in a barracks with a bunch like that, things are gonna spiral into the floor really fast. He wants to be left alone at first, but he's eventually pestered into trying clubbing.
Tom quickly finds out that nightclubs are absolute hell to him. The dark and the laser lights and the moving shapes he can't quite make out and the loud music just sends him straight back to Circinus. So he hangs out in quieter bars that are better lit, figures out he really likes fruity cocktails, and eventually he ends up going home with someone and discovers that over the course of this one-night-stand, he wasn't dwelling on his trauma and felt better for a little while. So, the next time the opportunity arises, he takes it.
Like any coping mechanism, it starts out not much of a problem but becomes pretty much a compulsion over time. He stays out later, drinks a little more, dresses more provocatively and becomes less and less picky about who he sleeps with.
Sex becomes his vice because not only does it make him feel good and provide a distraction, but fills that need for intimacy and closeness with someone, as well as his desire to feel wanted and sought out. It's all superficial, but he also just lost two people who were very important in his life (whether you see him and Chyler as romantic or not, she was still the first person to really treat him with any amount of kindness and support) so subconsciously he's afraid of connecting with anyone in a healthy, meaningful way because what if I lose them too.
While all this is going on, he's probably switched antidepressant meds a few times as well, but aside from that isn't really keeping up with his mental health.
And of course, things get worse and he takes more and more risks with his physical wellbeing till his poor decisions catch up with him and he ends up with a suspicious sore throat, and when he goes to medical abt it, he's given meds and told 'no partying for x days'.
Right about this time, the most recent meds he's on start to have an effect, and catching something is a reality check for him. the imposed 'no partying' restriction gives him time to start looking at things differrently, and finding meds that work for him helps get him started on dealing with things in a way that doesnt involve a lot of risky sex.
During the war, he still struggles with letting himself truly get attached to people, especially since he probably lost other people he knew, as friends or crewmates or both. And he carries a lot of shame and guilt over his actions in his early twenties; not because of the sex itself, but because he sought it out for the wrong reasons, using it as a substitute for things that would have been more fulfilling, but were (and in some ways, still are even by 2558) too scary for him then. He wasn't thinking clearly by a long shot, and that lack of control isn't something he's proud of. As such, this period of time is something he'll avoid talking about beyond "I was in a really bad place".
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DR: EA2 Chapter 1 part 3
To Read the Prologue click here;
Prologue: part 1 | part 2
Chapter 1 Daily Life: part 1 | part 2 | part 4
Chapter 1 Deadly Life: Investigation | CT Part 1 | CT part 2 | CT part 3
Chapter 2 Daily Life: part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | part 4 | part 5
Chapter 2 Deadly Life: Investigation | CT part 1 | CT part 2 | CT part 3
Chapter 3 Daily Life: part 1 | part 2 | part 3
Chapter 3 Deadly Life: Investigation | CT part 1 | CT part 2
Chapter 4 Daily Life: part 1 | part 2
Chapter 4 Deadly Life: Investigation | CT part 1 | CT part 2
Chapter 5 Daily Life: part 1 | part 2 | part 3
Chapter 5 Deadly Life: Investigation | CT part 1 | CT part 2 | CT part 3
Chapter 6 Deadly Life/Epilogue: Investigation | CT | Epilogue
Anyway, all credit goes to respective owners.
Chapter 1 – The ways of surviving | Daily Life part 3
The next morning, I had awakened up like normal as then I did my normal routine which then I got dressed as I then headed downstairs which then I saw Kobayashi-san and Chikao-san who look to be speaking but I notice that Kobayashi-san seem a bit worried.
“Hey… are you going to get that check out?” He asked as I walk downstairs and notice that Chikao-san’s hand look redder then usual like… I noticing blood which I jumped back.
“Oh god, what happen to you?! Did someone try to hurt you Chikao-san?” I question in a panic which he waved his hand.
It seems he was laughing off the pain a bit, but it looks like it hurt. “Oh don’t worry about me, I’ll head to the pharmacy to take care of this… I guess I should of watch where Kita-kun was carrying that rabbit he was carrying.” He stated which I tilted my head. “Huh? What do you mean?” I asked which Chikao-san seem embarrassed about explaining what happen.
“Sorry, it’s actually a rash I tend to get when I touch animal fur – It isn’t too serious but I would need some medicine which I’ll worry about later after Kobayashi-kun tells me about the lock.” Me and Kobayashi-san look at each other with concern but we decided to take his word for it.
“Well if you say so, yeah I just got the lock fix; it should be as good as new and we don’t have to worry about anyone breaking it or even a bear breaking in! It actually is a lock that you lock from the inside; so people from the outside won’t be able to get in no matter what.” He stated as proud of his work which I smiled a bit.
“Well at least were safe, now Hayashi-san and Kita-san can finally get some sleep, so thanks for your work Kobayashi-san.” I spoke which I saw Kobayashi-san smile a bit. “Hey, it’s no problem at all besides – if you need anymore work then come to me!” He stated which then Chikao-san nodded. “Right then, great to see you get along! Now excuse me while I take care of this rash.” Chikao-san stated as he rushes out of the lodge.
It seem as then Hamasaki-san walk over noticing Chikao-san leave. “Hey, where did Chief go?” She asked which I guess she seem a bit worried. “Oh don’t worry, it seem that it was some allergy that he had and he’ll be back.” Kobayashi-san told her which Hamasaki-san put her hand in the back on the head. “Okay if ya say so, anyway the others are in the dining room, I’ll tell them that Chief will be late.” She say as leaving for the dining room as Kobayashi-san went in after her.
As then I notice Abiko-san approach me. “Seems he might be friendlier with you from the looks of it.” He commented with a smile. “Yeah I guess after you spoke with him, he seem happier then normal; let’s hope it stays that way…” I stated as then Abiko-san nodded.
“Indeed, I think it would be for the best, anyway I guess I’ll go and wait for the update with Nakahara about the Satellite… even if I’m not use to electronics; I guess even I’ve grown curious of what’s going on out there especially regarding… actually, maybe it’s best to speak about this when everyone else is in the dining room.” He say as taking his leave.
I was left alone but I notice 4 people in the living room; Inoue-chan, Mori-san, Kita-san and Katou-san who look to be around which the first I approach is Inoue-chan who seem to be staring at the TV.
“So… Waiting for the TV to turn on?” I asked which then Inoue-chan sighed as she gets up. “Yeah, but that be boring as heck – why wait for something that’ll never come to me, right? Anyway, I will develop myself in a positive manner and avoid anything that my reduce my mental growth and physical health.” She stated which blinked. “Which means play outside?” “Yep!” She yelled as she rushes outside again.
Seems Inoue-chan is going to distract herself instead of waiting for the Wi-Fi to turn on, which I can say is pretty mature for the most part… which I can’t say for SOME of us but anyway.
I then walk over to Katou-san who seem… tired, like he just could fall asleep at any moment. “Whoa now, what’s going on here?” I asked which Katou-san look up at me then regain his upbeat personality that I’m use to. “Ah, Fujii-chan! It’s a great honor to meet you in the morning~!” He greeted me with a wave but then sigh. “Aaaah, Sunako-chan got me tired out from playing all day and now I want to sleep in all day so I’m planning to hibernate for a bit…” He stated which I blinked confused.
Which I guess Katou-san notice my reaction. “Huh? You don’t know… I tend to sometimes get tired out too so I plan to stay in my room all day so um… can you tell the others I won’t be out of my room later afternoon or tomorrow?” He asked which I thought it over and shrugged. “I mean – it’s not mandatory but I’ll tell them.” I stated which then Katou-san made a heart shape with his arms. “Thanky-Thanky! I can’t thank ya enough because really even morale characters need their break! Anyway, I’ll get breaky first then head to my room as preparing for my hibernation~!” he stated as he rushes over into the dining room, likely the kitchen if I had to guess.
As then I walk over to Kita-san who was looking out the window. “Morning, so I guess you got some sleep now?” I asked Kita-san which he gave a small nod. “I believe so – the lock got fix just last night and I was able to get some sleep but…” “But what?” I asked which he look to the ground on the side as crossing his arms. “I wish I could talk with Hayashi-san more; I mean… despite her imposing nature, she is strangely the one I’m most interested in terms of story plus I feel we understand each other a bit.” He stated as smiling a bit.
Seems like he wanted to learn about Hayashi-san from the sounds of it. “Well I’m sure you can talk more if you want to; I mean despite how aloof she can be – she is pretty nice so maybe try and speak with her.” I suggested which then Kita-san nodded. “I… might for that but first I got to think of what to speak about with her.” He say as taking his leave.
As then the last person to approach was Mori-san who seem to be thinking about things. “Hey, what are you thinking about?” I asked which Mori-san notice me which she laughed. “Ohohohhhh, why I’m thinking of many things my dear, Fuji-san!” She laughed but then spoke as if she came up with something. “Well I figure that waiting for that darn satellite to get work on – I think might do something a bit more to my liking; like skating! I mean it doesn’t need to be competitive but something to do so we are bored out of our minds.” She stated but then she crosses her arms and thought as closing her eyes.
“But sadly, none of the skates here are good and I’m not sure you be TOO interested in going skating with me, but I think it be fun.” She suggested which then I remember the skates I got. “Actually, I have a pair of skates I just have with me, maybe I can use those?” I suggested which cause Mori-san who held her hands together.
“You will?! Ah yes yes darling! What I love to hear so now I don’t have to be bored skating alone! I-I mean…” Mori-san then shifted as placing one hand on her chest as placing another in the air like as if she came up with a great idea. “Of course, I came up with the idea. My ideas are genius after all~! Anyway, do come after breakfast then.” She say as leaving for the dining room.
Seems I got stuff plan with Mori-san after breakfast, which then I decided to walk inside however I notice Katou-san rushing by me with bags full of food which I walk in and aside from our mascot classmate, it seems Chikao-san and Inoue-chan are not in the room which Hamlon-san notice.
“Hey, where are those 2?” “Chikao-san mention he’s going to take care of somethings, don’t worry he’ll be back and Inoue-chan is playing outside like usual.” I answered Hanlon-san’s question which Ueda-san walk over as placing dishes down which Abiko-san then spoke. “Well, we can wait for these 2 – since me and Kobayashi-san have been wondering about something since last night…” He stated which Kobayashi-san look at him and nodded.
“Oh yeah, that…” He spoke as then Chikao-san and Inoue-chan walk in which it seems they arrive in time. “You really need to stop wandering around, y’know.” He stated as Inoue-chan cross her arms, annoyed. “Hmph, but it gets boring but fiiine!” She whined as she walk over her chair and notice something.
“Hey, where did Kuma-chan go?” She ask which then Chikao-san look around as well which Ueda-san spoke. “Doi-kun mention that he won’t be joining us for beakfast.” He stated which cause the young politician blinked. “Really? Any reason at all?” He asked which Ueda-san stated. “Well he says that sometimes he gets tired out and counting even morale characters can get pretty tired out which I allow since he has done it before.” He explains.
Which then Mrs. Kimura look up as if she remembers something. “Oh right, you two were from the same school, correct?” She asked which Ueda-san nodded. “You could say that but I’ll talk about that later, right now… let’s just begin our discussion; such as the Satellite dish.” He suggested making a quick change of subject which it seems like he didn’t want to bring up but then all our attention turn to Nakahara-san pointed up one finger.
“Good news everyone! I have completed 50 percent of the Dish’s power but you’ll need to go to a planet to get the rest of the parts to make Zio come down by tomorrow’s dawn!” He declared but then the others are done. “So I take it will be done around tomorrow morning?” Ohta-san spoke flatly – seeming not too interested nor even caring much but then Kimura-san look excited.
“Oh finaaaally! I get to see what I miss out; seriously I’m really curious what the hell is going on.” She groaned which Mrs. Kimura shake her head. “Like I say, you really should be out… hey, why not we go for a walk like we use tomorrow?” She suggested which Kimura-san roll her eyes. “Fine then, if it’s gotten you off my back but not sure why you want to spend time now.” She spoke, seems she was suffering from phone withdrawal or something else but I notice Mrs. Kimura wanted to say something but look away.
There… seems to be a lot more to that relationship then I thought but I better not ask about it, which then I turn to see that Katou-san who just return. “Okay, I’m back which I prepare to hibernate so what’s going on?” He asked which then Abiko-san spoke up.
“Okay since everyone is here, I can finally get him – Hamoponi; there was a question I wanted to ask.” He stated which after a few moments Hamoponi appear, seemed annoyed. “What is it?! Don’t ya see I was enjoying some good apples?” He growled, clearly not wanting his breakfast ruin.
Which then Kobayashi-san cross his arms, clearly not in the mood for jokes. “Look, we just want to ask you about someone…” He stated which Hamoponi tilted his head to the side. “Yes, it’s the name Esumi Masa, the Ultimate Journalist – we notice that she’s not with us or has appear so we were wondering… is she the one that is hidden somewhere?” Abiko-san had asked the horse which he went silent which he thought it over. “Ah, Esumi Masa… the one that got left behind.” He stated which Mrs. Kimura stood up as wondering about that statement.
“Ho-Hold on! What are you saying? Esumi-san was… left behind?” She asked which Hamoponi shook his head then explained. “I really wish to not say much regarding Esumi Masa but as far as I know, she is nowhere in the ski resort or is hidden if you’re thinking but… she was left behind and taken by the Remnants of Despair.” He stated which I stepped back.
Remnants of Despair, that term is new to me… what are they, who are they? I was very confused. “Remnants of Despair, who in the world are they?” I turn to Chikao-san who ask that question I wanted to which then Hamoponi continue. “Well, let’s say it’s a group of people that cause destruction to the world, it was part of why I decided to place you all here… for your safety among other reasons.” He stated then he turns away. “Personally - I would have brought her along but it was out of my power to do so yet again – it be best to forget about Esumi Masa…” He stated as he disappears which cause Inoue-chan seem confused.
“Forget… about Esumi Masa? But why is that?” She asked which then Hayashi-san seem to ponder. “He is suggesting that likely Esumi Masa might be dead but still, it could be possible she is alive.” She explained but then another question was brought up by Katou-san who seem worried as covering both his eyes with his paws but was peaking through.
“Also… who are the Remnants of Despair? They sound super scary that even this bear wouldn’t want to face!” He stated which then Hanlon-san mention. “Well from the sounds of it, they seem like a group but what Hamoponi say they are very dangerous, right?” He questions which the others seem to look worry but then Ueda-san spoke up.
“Maybe… it be best to listen to that Hamoponi? I mean, I think it’s clear he is trying to protect us even if he couldn’t save this Esumi person…” He suggested which then the others look at each other then smiled. “Oh yeah, your right dude! I mean – it makes sense but maybe there’s a possibility that she’s alive? I mean we haven’t seen her so who knows… maybe she’ll show up like a star or something!” She joked which the others snicker except for one.
“Excuse you but who’s the Astrologoist here, idiot surfer girl?” question Ohta-san who took offenses to that comment which of course Hamasaki-san laughed a bit. “Geez, don’t be such a sour puss now Ohta-chan!” She stated which the others seem to forget about the conversation which I then notice…
Ueda-san left a bit early then normal, maybe he was getting food prepare but I also notice that Katou-san was staring at him but then notice me looking at him then wave it off.
“Hey hey, why are looking this way unless you’re having your way with me but otherwise – let’s get breaky then!” He stated as he rushes over to his seat which I sat down next to Hayashi-san and Nakahara-san which I smiled at Nakahara-san.
“Well, at least with the satellite dish; maybe will get some answers regarding what’s going on.” I commented which Nakahara-san smiled a bit. “I am most curious too, I mean – my powers are being of use here and I’m happy of that!” He stated which I laughed a bit. “Yep, yet again thanks for your help.” I complimented him which Hayashi-san laugh a bit. “Well, glad to see we’re all in high spirits, hm?” She stated which I nodded. “Yep, totally and best it’s nice we get to eat together!”
I couldn’t help but think… maybe this place isn’t so bad? I mean things are looking up or maybe I’m just ignoring the issue entirely but for now; I think eating breakfast is the best for now…
Event: Skating with Miwa
After finishing up breakfast, I took my leave for my bedroom; it seems I promise Mori-san I would be skating with her today which with that I left with the skates in hand and went to the ice rink which when I got there, I seems Mori-san was waiting there.
“Oh great, you arrive – now then, we can start skating! I mean while it’s fun to be competitive; I think one such as I would need to skate for fun!” She declared as I shrugged. “Well I’m not much of a skater sadly but maybe you can teach me?” I asked which then Mori-san’s eyes sparkled when ask this which she grab my wrist. “Then you better put on those skates, right now would be great~!” She declared as then I went over to a seat as taking my boots off but then a few others notice.
“Hey Hey guys, lookie – seems they look to be doing something!” Mori-san and I notice that Ionue-chan, Chikao-san and Hamasaki-san approach. “Oh, hey guys… you’re here for skating too?” I asked which Mori-san was shock. “What?! But I thought this would be a private lesson with Okamoto-san and the great Mori Miwa~!” She stated as gesturing to herself which Hamasaki-san looked confused. “Well sorry then but we wanted to try skating… plus I ask chief here if he wanted to help me out since I’ve never skated before.” She explained as it look like she had skates.
Our attention to Chikao-san which he laughed. “Well maybe we can all skate together then?” He suggested which then Mori-san huffed. “Fi-Fine, but keep in mind I won’t go easy on all of you and you took my idea.” She stated, clearly upset about not getting to skate with me but seem happy about the company which then 2 more show up.
“Ooooh, Tomoie-kun! Looks like there’s a group here!” It seems Ueda-san and Katou-san appear to be carrying what looks to be flask water bottle along with two steel cups which. “Oh… I thought it was going to be Mrs. Mori and Mrs. Okamoto but seems we got more company.” He stated which Hamasaki-san tilted her head. “Hey hey, what ya have in that cup there?” She asked which Katou-san spoke up. “It’s Hot Chococlate that Tomoie-kun had made! He notices that Miway-chan wanted to skate so he figure he bring some along~!” He explained which it seem Mori-san look defeated.
I guess her day didn’t go as expected which then Chikao-san thought it over. “Hey, don’t look so defeated; maybe Ueda-kun could get more cups and we can skate; say Katou-kun; you wish to join us?” He asked which cause Katou-san to look very excited. “Oh yessy but I don’t need skates; besides blades are bad!” As then Katou-san rush out and started to slip around on the ice which cause Mori-san to panic.
“Hey! Don’t go on skates, you’ll break you head you damn furry!” She explaimed as then I finish putting on the skates which Ueda-san left a moment. “Then excuse me while I get more cups.” He say as taking his leave.
Moments later, we all got on the ice rink; as me, I was clingy onto Mori-san for dear life. “aaaah, u-um i-is the ice suppose to be this slippery?” I asked with concern which Mori-san laugh a bit. “Don’t worry, just take your time and you’ll get use to it~!” She stated as helping me learn how to skate but I notice the others which it seems Ueda-san came back.
“Ah, seems the others got on the ice already well, I’ll sit by which if you guys get cold, come over here…” He stated as he sat himself down as watching the others skate. Inoue-chan look to be spinning around with Katou-san which look like he was having fun.
“Weeeeeeeeee!” both say at the same time.
However, I notice that Chikao-san and Hamasaki-san look to be skating fine and even holding hands… something tells me that Hamasaki-san just wanted to spend time with Chikao-san. “Hm? You don’t seem to have trouble skating at all Hana-san.” Chikao-san which Hamasaki-san looked then eyed him. “Well, guess so but do you want to stop skating with me~?” She asked which Chikao-san thought it over.
“I guess not, besides I’m really enjoying myself.” He admitted as the 2 continue to skate.
It seems everyone is enjoy themselves… while I struggle with skating.
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After some time having fun skating and drinking Hot Chocolate made by Ueda-san, we all return back to the cottage which I went back to my room, I then notice I had some Free time.
Free Time!
As then, I decided to begin to wander around and explore to see what everyone was doing, which I then discover Mrs. Kimura near the pharmacy which she looks to be holding her head. “Tomoe, I know why your mad but I just…” It seems that Mrs. Kimura was still hurt from what happen this morning.
Maybe I should try and cheer up Mrs. Kimura when she’s this down?
>Hang out
- Maybe another time
Mrs. Kimura took notice of me which she sighed. “Ah, you… must of heard for the medicine, correct? Or… are you here to help me? I mean, I’m not sure what you can do but okay…” She stated as to keep authority but it seems she didn’t mind the company.
As then I try to help speak with Mrs. Kimura regarding this morning; despite it not being much help she looks to be a bit happier to speak with someone it seems…
I’m not sure if I’m allow but me and Mrs. Kimura grew a bit closer!
It seems that Mrs. Kimura look to be eyeing me up and down as she crosses her arms and I was curious about her. “Say Mrs. Kimura – you mention before you were a Hope’s Peak student; mind telling me more about your talent?” I asked being curious about which it seem that Mrs. Kimura lighten up a bit.
“Oh that well – while my talent isn’t the most useful, I still feel a sense of pride when decorating with flowers; I always felt relieved when doing the activity and help me to express myself at a young age… it actually started when I saw, someone make them and I decided to try them myself which got me world wide fame. I even remember befriending a girl from the Saionji clan – I think her daughter would be attending Hope’s Peak as the Ultimate Traditional Dancer!” She spoke with a sense of pride which I smiled a bit, it seems that flowering decorating is something that Mrs. Kimura really enjoys.
I was pretty investitive in regards to Mrs. Kimura’s past which I nodded. “I can tell you surely love to flower decorating; I mean they seem really creative and look like they take quite a bit of time to make.” I stated which Mrs. Kimura giggle to herself. “I guess so but it helps me relax as to express myself when I had no other outlet; I think it’s why I tend to get really excited for girl’s day even at my age where I don’t do it as much as I use to…” She spoke which I blinked.
“Really, you don’t do the thing you love?” I asked which then Mrs. Kimura sighed as holding fan with both hands which she look to the ground. “Well, if anything I just stop doing it after… well, let’s say I stop doing a lot of things I love; even not spending time with Tomoe which I’m trying to owe up by becoming a teacher, but yet again… I guess I wouldn’t blame her.” She stated as taking her leave.
I guess something happen to cause this drift if I’m getting this but I’m sure I’ll find a way to help.
Kimura Kamika, Former Ultimate Ikebana Artist FTE: 1/5
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After some time by standing there I decided to return to my room, which then I look at the clock to notice I still had more time which then I left my room which I figure I spend time with Kimura-san which funny enough she is in her room which I went over, giving a knock then after a moment of silence the door unlock
“Okay I’m all set, you can come in!”
Shouted what sound like Kimura-san which then I enter her room which I notice there look to be a mic along with a laptop, her covers appear to be floral and pastels – likely this is for making covers for songs which Kimura-san looks to be standing in her room.
As then I approach Kimura-san who seem a bit annoyed. “Geez, I get that mom wants to spend time with me but the damage is already done…” It seems she was still not happy about this morning like her but for different reasons.
Maybe I should try and cheer up Kimura-san when she’s this upset?
>Hang out
- Maybe another time
It was then Kimura-san notice I enter the room. “Oh hey Okamoto-chan, want to talk with me? Well sure thing! I guess talking with someone instead of waiting for the Wi-Fi to turn on would distract me.” She stated, seeming pretty excited about me being here.
As then Kimura-san and I spend time messing around with her studio as we sung songs and even talk for a bit…
Looks like me and Kimura-san grew a bit closer!
I then wanted to ask a question. “So since I notice you more worried about the Wi-Fi then interacting with the others, is it likely where your talent started?” I asked which Kimura-san nodded.
“Well duh! I always like talk with people online even before I gain my talent in singing – usually the conversations range from anime, music and just any topic you can think of.” She stated with a smile which I smile a bit.
“Are you aware of the dangers of the internet?” I asked which Kimura-san thought it over. “Yeah I am, I’m not that stupid to believe everything on the internet or let people get to me… actually I remember a guy wanted to meet me but he was mega fishy so I block him and never look back – I think he was even the first person I block too.” At least from the sound of it; Kimura-san is wary of the internet from the looks of it so that’s good.
I then wonder about her talent. “So then, you mention you gain your talent from internet fame which can you tell me how it started?” Which then Kimura-san sigh as she seems down. “I do recall the time and honestly I think it was when I was… pretty down, it was after my dad passed away and my mom was so depressed…” She stated as crossing her arms with a sadden look.
“I did try to get her attention but I gave up that I turn to the internet to at least get SOME attention which then I decided to sing some song, I believe it was Simple and Clean from Kingdom Hearts which… got some attention and even people I should start singing.” She stated with a smile which I guess is what started her career.
Even then Kimura-san continue. “Which then after that I began to do covers for games and anime, I was interested which then I even started to create my own original songs which after a while got the attention of Hope’s Peak which I think snapped mom out of her depressive episode but honestly… It a little too late if you ask me, I mean hell the only reason she took up a job as a teacher at that school so she can spend time with me.” She stated in an annoyed tone.
One can tell that Kimura-san was disappointed in her mother from the looks of it and went to the internet due to say disappointment which… I can get a little bit, but from what I’m seeing it seems like miscommunication on both parts.
Kimura Tomoe, Ultimate Acapella Singer FTE: 1/5
After that we spoke a bit more then after that I return back to my room since it was getting late.
As I look at the clock I notice that it was late which I figure I might go get a snack before I go to bed which as I left my room, I notice Inoue-chan who… was sneezing and seem unwell. “Hey, are you okay?” I asked as I went over as placing my hand on her forehead which she look like she gain a slight fever.
“U-Ugh, we-well I caught a cold and I wa-wanted to get medicine, I-I was about to head to the pharmacy but knowing some of them would tell me to rest…” She explained which I sneezed which I raise an eyebrow.
I’m sure they’d help get it for her but I sigh. “Then maybe we can get it together? You know which medicine you want to get?” I asked as I walk on ahead.
Which then Inoue-chan seem happy about that as she follows after me. “I mean, yeah I know what to get and seems that pharmacy does restock so I can go grab it without paying, a total steal!” She stated as then me and Inoue-chan went downstairs as the 2 of us put on our boots which we both left for the pharmacy.
I notice some people outside such as Ohta-san who seem to be looking at the night skies and likely didn’t want to be bother, along with Mori-san who seem to be talking with Kita-san or well… Mori-san looking to have a one-sided conversation along with Chikao-san who was talking with Abiko-san about something but I wasn’t paying attention which then we got to the pharmacy.
As the 2 of us walk in, we were looking around sections for the medicine that Inoue-chan needed but then she notices something which she pulled my sleeve. “Psh, hey look…” She stated as she got my attention which I notice Katou-san look to be looking at the door with concern.
“I really hope he knows what he’s doing…” He stated which I walk over to where Katou-san was at which Inoue-chan follow after me.
Which that seem to get Katou-san’s reaction. “Oh, Fuji-chan and Sunako-chan! I’m glad to see you here.” He greeted which I look in the direction that Katou-san was looking at. “Heya there Kuma-chan! Say, what are you doing here? Sick too?” Inoue-chan ask as tilting her head to the side.
Which Katou-san looked a bit nervous and stated. “We-Well you could say that! I was just getting medicine for my hibernation so don’t worry about it!” He spoke as then he left which seem really weird but I guess that hibernation must be a huge thing for him which Inoue-chan walk over and found the medicine.
“Yep, found it but still – it seems Kuma-chan is hiding something, huh?” She asked which cause me to turn to her. “Huh, really?” I asked which Inoue-chan blinked. “Well yeah – he seems really nervous about something usually you try to get outta there as quick as possible or change the subject as quickly as possible… anyway, I got my medicine so now I can go to bed; thanks for helping me out, big sis!” She spoke as placing both hands on her hips.
If she wasn’t too concern then I guess I wasn’t either, which then the 2 of us return to the cottage which after Inoue-chan taken the medicine while I got my snack then she return to bed which I did the same as I call it a day.
Hamoponi theatre;
“I recall seeing a sign at one point, one that say that it’s okay to ask for help and you aren’t a burden or some such which… maybe sometimes that might be a form of weakness.
Having to rely on others and feeling useless in the grand scheme of things which you want to do things on your own inside of relying on others but even then, one can’t avoid not asking for help; sometimes they really do need it after all!
But then there’s one that says that murder is okay so… maybe not doing all 4 is the best.”
#Danganronpa Every After 2#DR: EA2#Dangan Fangan#Fuji Okamoto#Chikao Ishikawa#ryoko hayashi#Eito Kobayashi#tomohiro ueda#Doi Katou#Tomoe Kimura#Kimika Kimura#Benjiro Abiko#Norman Hanlon#Jobon Kita#Sunako Inoue#miwa mori#Hoshiko Ohta#Rai Nakahara#hana hamasaki#Hamoponi
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july 21
hello. july 21 is a special day for me and you dont have to read this because its just me venting out my thoughts and emotions as long as i can without word/character limits on any platform.
july 21 is my maternal grandmother’s birthday. when i was born, my mom went abroad often and my dad had the regular 9 to 5 job plus extra hours for commute. so growing up with my sisters who are 5 and 7 years older, our grandparents and aunts took care of us.
im also more fond of my maternal grandmother since my paternal grandmother lived far away and we rarely ever get to see her (usually only during summers and once she stayed with us for awhile) until she passed away from Alzheimer's.
during the long hiatus i took early this year (late december to mid-march?), a lot has happened in my life. my health was put at risk because of the ash fall brought by the volcano eruption (january 12); i had allergies for weeks - i couldnt breathe properly, let alone sleep because of it. it was about to be the second year after graduating college and i have yet to get a job; the pressure from my family - and myself - was so unbearable that i caught myself slipping back to my very, very, very dark thoughts. and the worst thing that happened in those three months: my grandmother passed away. in filipino, grandmother is lola (loh-lah) and i’d like to use that for the rest of this post.
if you ask anyone in their neighborhood, any of our family friends, and relatives, everyone will tell you that her death was sudden. because everyone knows her as the sometimes-funny-sometimes-cranky old lady that owns the convenience store at the corner of the street. she was 96. she was 96 but she refused to get a wheelchair or use a walking stick even though her knees started to hurt after a few steps. she was 96 but didn’t need glasses to read most of the time. she was 96 but didn’t have any maintenance medication. ever since she reached her 90′s, she had gone to the town clinic at least twice because she fell over (from loss of balance) and busted her head. yet she would walk the next day like she doesnt have stitches on her scalp. she hated going to the doctor, she’d always claim that nothing hurts and the only thing she wanted the doctor to fix was her hearing (its as weak as how her eyesight is clear)
i wasnt the only one in the family that got severely affected by the ash fall. my lola also had trouble breathing because of it. she also went to the doctor for it and they only prescribed her antibiotics. please remember this info. this should be around early february
she got a little better but her voice was very hoarse from the phlegm. even before this, lola had little to no appetite and would only eat when someone else is eating (usually if it’s us, her granddaughters). and by little to no appetite, i mean her whole meal would be three spoonfuls of rice and one piece/chunk of whatever the main dish/ulam is. whenever we ask if she had eaten (even though we know she hadnt) she’d always claim that she already has (this eventually became a little joke in our family.) we took this sign as her dementia getting worse (although she was never really diagnosed with it, we had naturally assumed it because she would always repeatedly tell us stories that she insists happened even though some have been debunked and there were times she forgets our names if we havent visited in a while.)
after she gets better from the cough (idk the real diagnosis of it), her legs started to swell and because her routine had been reduced to being bedridden for most of the day, my aunts thought it was just poor circulation. it took two weeks before they brought her back to the town clinic and again, they just prescribed her with some medicine. everything after this is blurry to me until feb 21
my mom, being the eldest, made the decision to bring lola to the hospital. she’s, rightfully, unsatisfied with the town doctor’s diagnosis and prescriptions because lola is in so much pain and her legs were still swollen and its been weeks. i was with her in the emergency room while my mom and aunt did the paper work and the staff ran tests on lola. i’m contacting my sister who was in singapore and we’d video call to entertain lola since she was very adamant - and vocal - that she did not want to be admitted to the hospital bc she was “fine.” goSh she made so many hospital staff laugh because she would always announce whenever she had to fart. after like 2 hours, we move her into a ward and my mom tells me that i’ll have to stay overnight to watch over her. i was very apprehensive of this idea. i honestly did not want to. seeing her in pain was bad enough, but the fact we were in a room with other people and she was crying out loud made me really anxious but it was final. my mom, aunt, and uncle all went back home just to have dinner and they’ll come back since lola’s doctor would be coming by to give the results and for that hour they were gone? i lost it.
lola started talking/praying out loud, asking god why she was in so much pain, asking what she had done to deserve this; and i didn’t know what to do but hold her hand and kiss her head. i couldn’t even show her i was crying. when my mom got back, i told her i cant do it and she eventually convinced my other sister to join me, who cancelled her plans for the next day. that night, i did not and could not fall asleep. after a few hours, her doctor finally came by and dropped a bomb on us. he was kind enough to talk to my mom and aunt behind the curtains in the softest voice ever while i helped the nurse with lola, but i could hear him crystal clear.
cancer of the liver.
they even momentarily walked back to lola to touch her stomach and stepped back out. i almost thought i misheard, but my mom and aunt’s expressions were too grim that it basically confirmed it. later on, my mom finally told me and explained that the antibiotics she had been taking weeks ago were too strong for her because of her lifestyle and diet. there were tumors in her liver and surgery wouldn’t do anything. i dont remember what i did aside from sketching on the journal i brought, but until i got home at 10am the next day, i did not sleep a wink.
feb 22. when i woke up at 2PM, i was told that they had lola discharged from the hospital. there was nothing we could do but try to ease the pain to the best of our abilities and wait. starting that day, i went over to lola’s house to help out with feeding her, giving her medicine, and just trying to keep her happy by randomly smiling at her when i see her looking around or dancing to no music.
feb 24. these were the early weeks of covid - ph hadn’t had a case yet, i believe, but travel restrictions were being implemented. my sister in singapore was doing everything to make sure she could come home because we don’t know when, but we know lola was leaving soon. of all the things our mom told her not to do, she cried at the entrance of the embassy and by the grace of god, someone took pity and listened to her (bc she was denied entry since she had a small cough) and she was able book a flight at midnight and be home in 4 hours. that afternoon, when i arrived at lola’s house, that was the very first time i stood at the doorway to greet her like i usually did and she didn’t smile. not even the corners of her lips moved. she was in that much pain that she couldn’t even greet me back like she always did, which was to smile and nod her head. that night, we all decided to sleepover there (with the exception of my dad since he had to feed our dogs at home). i take my usual seat in the living room and i notice a white dress that i remember (from photos) being lola’s 50th anniversary wedding gown and without being told, i know it was what she was going to wear for the very last time.
feb 25. being notoriously a late sleeper, i was about to go to sleep at 2AM when i hear lola groaning and whining out loud. when i checked her, her stubborn lil ass was trying to get out of bed alone!!! so i obviously panic and try to wake up anyone by exclaiming that lola had to go to the bathroom - she’s been wearing adult diapers for weeks now but refuses to go in them and is adamant about bringing her to the bathroom so she could relieve herself - so me, and the same aunt and uncle from the hospital, assisted her into this modified chair so she could pee and the only thing i could do was hold her hand, like always. after that, my uncle said he’d watch over her and lie down beside her on the bed so in case she needs to go again, he can take care of it himself. after falling asleep, i heard a few hours later that my sister from SG arrived. when i woke up later on, my sisters and i presented ourselves to lola bc its been so long since she last saw us complete, and this time she was able to give us a small nod of acknowledgement. i realized that none of my uncles and aunts went to work that day, thinking it was just so we could be complete since my sister was home. but then i overhear them making plans to have a priest come over for the sacrament of anointing of the sick - which based on my last and only experience (my grandfather/lolo), this must be the day. during the session, a few of my aunts and an uncle cried. my sisters cried, too, but i forced myself not to. when the priest left, i don’t know how long, but suddenly, she was gone. i didn’t know how to react. this was the second time i’ve seen someone pass away before my very eyes. everyone was crying out for forgiveness, kissing lola’s head, but i couldn’t move one bit. i was finally crying, but i couldn’t move at all.
3 days. from learning about the real problem with lola, it only took 3 days for it to take her away from us. not even a week, or a month. the only bright side to this was that she’s finally relieved of all the pain that’s been causing her suffering. 3 days of knowing her time was very, very short, but it was still a shock when she finally left.
for the longest time, lola’s goal was to reach the age of 100 because apparently our government will reward her with 100,000 pesos (like 2k usd) for doing so. she wanted to reach 100 because she wanted to leave us with some inheritance haha. and everyone believed she could do it. no one doubted her. until this happened. maybe its just me, but i feel foolish... completely stupid and ignorant for knowing deep down in my heart that she would reach 100 that losing her 3 years prior her goal hurt me more than ever.
it’s been 5 months but remembering her death still makes me cry. i have dreams (and you all know im a lucid dreamer) where she’s still alive and we’re talking about how she beat cancer at 96 in just a few months, but then i’ll remember that she didn’t and the dream in front of me just shatters and i’ll wake up empty and crying. i have never felt so much regret after she passed bc all she wanted was to see me graduate and it was up to me to show her that i got my first job and give her a portion of my first salary, but i couldn’t even do that. i waited too long and now its too late. her ideal type for me was a rich atenean boy who could drive 😂 and i still couldn’t give her that bc im so anti-men. there was a time i was so scared to go back to lola’s house bc she called me out during dinner - “baket ka malungkot/why are you sad?” - when all i was doing was browsing through my phone, scarily enough going through another “episode”, and the last person i’d ever want to know about my possible depression was her. of all my suicidal episodes, i’ve always resolved them by thinking of her - that i will continue living because i wanted to see her smile. because i wanted to see her happy.
i miss her so much. i wish i had been a better granddaughter to her. the small things i’ve done for her were never enough. in the past 5 months, i’ve only dreamt about her twice (actually being with her) and both times made the day so hard to function. i havent moved on and i dont know if im the only one. i dont know if i’ll ever move on. she would have been 97 today. whenever she forgets my name, i’ll tell her i have the same birthday as her and she’ll remember me. she’ll say “ahhh rosean! july 10!”
if someone read through this, im sorry you had to go through that mess. but thank you for hearing me out. no, i’ll thank you the way my lola would thank people, verbatim:
thank you very much from the bottom of my heart.
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CASPIAN ALEXANDER LEVI HAYES.
FULL NAME: Caspian Alexander Levi Hayes.
NICKNAMES(S): Cas.
AGE: 28.
DATE OF BIRTH: November 20th, 1991.
PLACE OF BIRTH: Chicago, Illinois.
CURRENT LOCATION: Red Ridge, Nevada.
ETHNICITY: White.
GENDER: Cis male.
PRONOUNS: He/him/his.
SEXUAL ORIENTATION: Pansexual.
ROMANTIC ORIENTATION: Panromantic.
RELIGION: Atheist, raised half Jewish, half nondenominational Christian.
OCCUPATION: Bartender at Violet.
EDUCATION LEVEL: Bachelor’s Degree in business from the University of California, Los Angeles.
EXTRACURRICULAR: Swimming, baseball.
LIVING ARRANGEMENTS: Has a studio apartment near the north side of Red Ridge, lots of windows, usually relatively messy.
SPEAKING VOICE AND ACCENT: Speaks smoothly & calmly, a very standard midwestern accent that’s barely noticeable. It’s very easy to listen to him speak.
PHYSICAL APPEARANCE, ETC.
FACECLAIM: David Corenswet.
HAIR COLOR AND STYLE: Brown, curly, very well taken care of. It looks just as silky as it feels. Typically kept short, has grown out once in his life, and didn’t like the way it looked then.
COMPLEXION: Pale, warmer undertones.
EYE COLOR: Blue.
EYESIGHT: 15/20 vision - what the average person sees from 15 feet away, Caspian can see from 20. He won’t be needing glasses anytime soon.
HEIGHT: 6’3”
WEIGHT: 174 lbs.
BODY AND BUILD: Muscular, but not as muscular as he used to be. He retains his biceps and pecs, but has given up on ab workouts, aside from the occasional one once in a blue moon.
TATTOOS: None, with no plans on getting any.
PIERCINGS: None, no plans on getting any.
CLOTHING STYLE: Cas’ wardrobe leans casual. Dark jeans and t-shirts are his everyday apparel. He only dresses more formal for work because he has to. When it’s cooler outside, he’ll go for a sweater before a sweatshirt. He still wears white Converse, has a beat up old leather jacket that he got in high school, and doesn’t like jewelry on his wrists or fingers.
DISTINGUISHING CHARACTERISTICS: Almost unnaturally blue eyes, his dark curls, and a smile that lights up a room. A sniffle that’s almost always there.
SIGNATURE SCENT: Whiskey, leather, vanilla, and cashmere.
HEALTH.
MENTAL DISORDER(S): Anxiety. Fear of abandonment and failure. ADHD.
PHYSICAL DISORDER(S): None.
ALLERGIES: None.
SLEEPING HABITS: Caspian has nightmares most nights. He doesn’t go to sleep until the sun starts to rise most mornings, thanks to the fact that Violet doesn’t close until well into the night and he has to stay after closing to help clean up before he goes home. It takes him a while to fall asleep, but, once he does, he usually isn’t asleep very long. His nightmares startle him awake. It’s rare that he gets a total of six hours combined any given night.
EATING HABITS: He tries to take care of himself where he can in regards to his food. His breakfast most morning is a smoothie and some eggs, he’ll spend the extra money for organic fruits and vegetables. While he does take care of himself most of the time, there are those times where he sits down with a whole pizza and a pint of ice cream and finishes it all, though. When he’s high, he rarely eats, which is why breakfast is so important to him.
SOCIABILITY: He is an extrovert through and through. That’s part of the reason he thoroughly enjoys his time at the bar - socialization. He’s a very smooth talker and a very good listener, which is likely why people typically find it easy to trust him. The cocaine makes him even more sociable.
BODY TEMPERATURE: Naturally warmer, he gets cold very easily. That’s part of the reason he likes the desert so much.
ADDICTIONS: Cocaine.
DRUG USE: Frequently. At least once a day.
ALCOHOL USE: Semi-frequently. Likely drinks one glass of whiskey whenever he’s on shift, but otherwise rarely touches alcohol. Outside of work, when he does drink, it’s likely watching a football or baseball game.
PERSONALITY.
POSITIVE TRAITS: Loyal, hardworking, charming, resourceful, charismatic.
NEGATIVE TRAITS: Anxious, sly, liar, secretive, stubborn.
LIKES: Cocaine. The Chicago Cubs, dogs, cashmere sweaters, traveling, warm weather, swimming pools.
DISLIKES: The cold, rough textured clothing, grating voices, loneliness, the sound of someone chewing with their mouth open.
FEARS: Abandonment, loneliness, never being good enough. Failure. Death.
HABITS: Cocaine, cutting his nails frequently, smoothies with breakfast, fiddling with a necklace or other small things.
ASTROLOGY: Scorpio sun, Taurus moon, Scorpio rising.
PERSONALITY TYPE: ESFP.
MORAL ALIGNMENT: Chaotic neutral.
HOGWARTS HOUSE: Slytherin.
ELEMENT: Water.
PRIMARY VICE: Lust.
PRIMARY VIRTUE: Diligence.
WEATHER: Sunny day, no clouds in the sky. Somehow, still a chance of rain.
COLOR: White and red // light blue.
MUSIC: Doesn’t listen to much music.
MOVIE: Inglourious Basterds (2009, dir. Quentin Tarantino).
SPORT: Baseball.
BEVERAGE: Kale and banana smoothie / Arnold Palmer.
FOOD: Scrambled eggs with cheese, broccoli, cupcakes, raspberries, peaches.
ANIMAL: Dogs of all varieties.
SEASON: Late spring, early summer.
FAMILY, RELATIONSHIPS, ETC.
MOTHER: Amy Hayes.
FATHER: Stephen Hayes.
SIGNIFICANT OTHER: None.
SIBLING(S): One older sibling, 33+.
CHILDREN: None.
PET(S): None.
PROMPT.
Routine.
Who would’ve thought that Cas would end up here, of all places? Certainly not his family, certainly not anyone from his past. He doubted that anyone actually needed a business degree to bartend at the Violet, or to bartend anywhere, really. He doubted that anyone would think to find him there, which was part of the reason he enjoyed being there in the first place. That was the point of running away from the past, no? To escape it? Nights at the Violet were indulgent, and that was Caspian’s favorite part of it all.
Indulgence. Sweet indulgence. To start his shift after a hit of the best coke he could get his hands on was a feeling of near-euphoria after a morning of restlessness and anxiety. He could feel that paranoia and constant worry wash away as he walked the length of the bar, ears tuned in to everything happening around him. That was the thing about Violet; people talked. And when people talked, Caspian heard. They may have thought that he wasn’t listening, that he was just there to do his job and go home. But that wasn’t the truth. He knew about the man at the third stool and how he’d been cheating on his wife for the past three months. He knew about the woman at the seventh who owed Valencia more money than she had in her bank account, and, despite that, continued to turn to Violet every night for the comfort of a glass of gin. He knew the high-rollers with their hands dirty, knew the secrets of the civilians who simply wanted to live life without Valencia’s influence, knew those who feared Rorschach and what his arrival may mean. And it was almost as euphoric to him as the coke was. Almost.
HEADCANONS.
He grew up in the shadow of his older sibling. He always hated it - always hated never feeling good enough for his parents. No matter what he did, it wasn’t enough. Not when he made the varsity swim team and baseball team as a freshman in high school, not when he was given a swim scholarship to UCLA for college, not when he worked his ass off to get good grades despite his involvement in two sports.
The Hayes family is big in the financial planning world. If you don’t know a thing about that, you probably won’t know who they are, but his mother has been on covers of industry magazines and interviewed for finance TV shows before. She and his father co-own their own company.
He started partying in high school to try to let off some steam after games and dances. He only increased his partying in college. This was when he first tried cocaine. The partying got heavier and heavier, and, eventually, he lost his scholarship. That’s when he started bartending - he didn’t want his parents to know that he lost the scholarship, so he had to pay his own way through the rest of school. This was also when he cut contact with his family.
He likes it when people talk to him as if he was a brick wall, not absorbing any of their information. But he keeps that dirt in his brain - after all, who knows when he’s going to need it?
He was a good cook, once upon a time. Now, he doesn’t really have the incentive to be one, especially since he works through what most people would consider “dinner time”.
He’s pretty good at poker, but he’d never go into the casino to play. That’s too formal for him.
He wouldn’t refer to himself as a cocaine addict - just a man who likes cocaine. He figures he could stop at any time he wants to.
WANTED CONNECTIONS.
SUPPLIER: he's got a drug addiction; he needs drugs. this is probably someone within valencia who provides him with his fix - someone he pays either with information or money.
MUTUAL DISLIKE: this person doesn't like him for whatever reason. maybe he owes them money. maybe he's made a promise he didn't keep. whatever the reason is, cas doesn't like them, either. they're greeted with distaste.
FRIENDS: obviously everyone needs friends. these people may or may not know about cas' addiction problems, and, if they do know, he still won't admit to having an addiction problem.
PAST HOOKUP: any gender ! he does have a tendency to sleep around solely for praise and validation that he feels like he's been missing in his life thus far. don't be mad if he doesn't call you back.
BOSS: this is someone in Valencia, as Violet is owned by them. Cas probably doesn't know too much about them/their involvement in the organization, they probably aren't too close because he's wary of them more than anything.
WARY: this person knows that something's going on with Cas. May or may not suspect the cocaine addiction, probably someone on the side of the law, recognizing that Caspian isn't getting by on his own.
OWED DEBT: Cas owes this person something, whether it be because they provided him with coke or because his car broke down and he needed help fixing it - whatever the reason, he's in debt, and he can't repay it yet. Valencia or not !
OLDER SIBLING: this is the big one ; see the main.
#redridgeintro#now it's on a post so i dont forget the url on my blog lmao#anyways here's my disaster
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cass won't share her cheese nibs and bruce doesn't love me and i think?? that i deserve better??? than this???? i'm moving to alaska where NO ONE CAN TELL ME WHAT TO DO
the sequel to that one trix yogurt fic
I feel like I should tell you that I am MASSIVELY fucked up right now
like i am such a garbage heap that oscar the grouch took a look at me and said
“fuckk off!! i have standards!”
anyways
it’s Brimothy, bitch
what is UP mothertrucksrs it is Me i am back here to write a report on the UNBELIEVABLE SHIT I JUST HANDLED.
okay so u know how Gotham city is on crack cocaine all the time. with like some LSD and heroin and never ever any weed except for like who is that pig guy?? nevrm he doesn’t have weeeed but like he is definitely a Pig. what the fuck is his name. what the fuck.
okay so anyways
is it Goyle
Doyle
Pigoyle
tin foil? lmao
OKAY FUCK anyways the City, who Also May Be My Lover, is in a constant life crisis (which i relate? a Lot) and do you want to know this s h i t
Crocodile
Killer Croc
who Steve Irwin would be v disappointed in
Is climbing
into people’s FUCKING TOILETS
???????????????
THIS ISN’T FLORIDA
THIS IS NEW JERSEY
WE WEAR SHOES IN THE WINTER
WHAT SORT OF FLIP-FLOP WEARING CUCKER DOES HE THINK HE IS
okay so obviously KC is a big guy. a Dude. a whack-o whaler of a Male. a Big Boh. the largest banananana in the pack. he is Big. so he cAn’t fit into most people’s toilets. he can, however, fit into Big People’s toilets (big as in wealthy, not As in Tom Hanks)
so KC (crispy,,,nuggest…i wonder if fried alligator is good—not that im thinking of eating him, though someone really should threaten him with cannibalism, like if you’re going to be a bitch about it then you deserve the same done to you, it’s just manners) is in cahoots and canoodles with Someone Who Shall Not Be Named (not bc i don’t know, I do, that’s how detectives work. it’s my JOB to know, and i was a prodigy) but bc there is a whole other report detailing this person and their movements and its case file #4461 if u don’t believe me, but i ain’t no snitch, but i will say that tonight’s events connect to file #4461 so Dad if you’re reading this you should already have it out bc it’s your JOB
speaking of jobs ding ding here is mine coming round the mountain as she comes bc the apple bottom jeans the boots with the fur will be coming round the mountain when she comes shE’ll be coming round the mountain she’ll be coming round the mountain she’ll b e coming round and getting low low low low low l ow low
It was a crisp October night. The sun was blinking its sleepy lids, setting the ballroom with an incandescent glow. Bruce Wayne strode across the floor, his daughter Cassandra accompanying him. They wore matching expressions that the privileged always wear: guarded, yet hungry. Hungry for what? Probably for the crab cakes just out of reach. Neither of them had an allergy, and Cassandra in particular had a propensity to shove anything edible in her mouth, so it really was a tragedy that those crab cakes were all the way across the room. There should really be a table right in the middle of the dance floor just for snacks. That way caterers wouldn’t have to do so much leg work, which is actually a good thing, because that ballroom floor is slippery af. This narrator should know, he has Died A Few Times getting there. Suddenly, the night’s festivities were interrupted by a social faux pas: a scream.
You don’t just scream at regular parties, it’s uncouth and hysterical. But you can scream if the social boundaries have already been crossed, and boy, were they crossed.
You see, Dear Reader, there was a man in the toilet.
I use the term “man” loosely, as his glaring yellow eyes do wonders when you might just crap your pantaloons. You start imagining things, like dinosaurs whcih i am personally a big fan of bc Jurassic Park has a kid named Tim in it and I am also Tim.
hI y is our toilet so big that Killer Croc could wiggle his way up? also how long can he hold his breath.
it seems to be impressively long
hey Bdad how long can he hold his breath? please let me know if you can, and if you won’t i will eat all your wafers becauzs i wa
Mrs. Trenton screamed and fled the impertinent bathroom guest, who wasted no time in ripping the commode to pieces. There was a roar and all the guests paused, unsure if it was merely pipe problems or if they were under attack.
Reader: They were, in fact, under attack.
The guests, deciding that Mrs. Trenton was a social entrepreneur, followed her lead and began to scream. Killer Croc had made it to ballroom, standing at an impressive height just outside the doors.
He was Not wearing a shirt.
okay have u ever noticed that Killer Crog hasn’t got any nipples????? where are they? he’s got pecs but no nipples??
where did they go where are his nip nops i kno people don’t like to think about this but i hAve wondered since i was like 13 like where did they go. has anyone ever asked him.
did they fall off
“Take the crab cakes!” shouted Matthew Fielder, a lil bitch.
“No, take me!” said Cassandra Wayne, who would literally rather die than give up those crab cakes.
Killer Croc paid them no heed. He desired one thing and one thing only, the sweet satisfaction for his carnal craving: Humain Flesh.
(alliteration hell yeah hell yeah take that Mrs. Johnson i do know shit and im creative as well u jusy don’t know how my brian works it’s like a golden goose egg trap ye ye ye)
i just Realized
i am…a high school drop out
i don’t know why im doing this
Dear Reader, as an Aside: Smoking can lead to many health issues, especially if one begins smoking at a young age. Harmful side effects include increased risk of stroke and brain damage; muscular degeneration, eye cataracts; cancer of lips, nose, tongue, and mouth, and nipple loss.
Jason you may want to have a talk with you and your mipples
The terror in the air was stifling. Cannibalism conduct was not something conveyed in etiquette classes. Rich people never expect to be eaten.
Reader, everyone hardly breathed. Something deeply primal had occurred.
From the doorway the golden eyes struck. Deadly. Lethal. Hungry.
This was more than vengeance. It was a sadistic occasion of play.
okay good thing Dames wasn’t there because he fucking HATES KC he gets all huffy and shrieky about him like “he’s a HYGIENE PROBLEM” and it’s like,,,,,.ur right but i don’t want to agree with you because where do we stand if i do that?? as brothers???
i think the fuck not
anyways i just realized i’ve been calling Waylon Jones KC the entire damn time (NEWSFLASH ASSHOLE) but to be fucking h, he wants to to be called that. i called him Allen once and he was so PISSED so i can only think of actually calling him by his name. he wouldn’t even be chill with me naming the sewer alligators even tho they were awesome names. i called one Dundee. that’s fucking genius. that’s just. i’m fucking amazing. stupenous. and unappreciated.
maybe his nipples fell off because he swims in shit every night?????
question: why do i swim in shit almost as often
what the dfck
what are my life choices
i feel like there should have been some fine print involved here
“Robin duties include scraping shit off your asschreks 3 times a week”
mahbe,,,,maybe not what i want
personal choice
though i haven’t really seen any alligators in the sewers for years now, which is
oh my god
OH MY GOD HE ATE THEM
HE ATE THEM
OH MY GOD
OH MY GOD !!!!!!!!!!
HE FUCKING
HE FUCKING. HE. HE ATE HIMSELF
HE FUCNING ATE HIMAELF AND HIS FAMILY
HIS COUSINS
HIS CPOUSINS
HIS FAMILY
OH MY GOD
THIS IS LIKE MY 8TH GRADE GRADUATION ALL OVER AGAIN
im so disturbed……..i like, need to eat something. Fucking hell. this Not what i had in mind when i decided to be alive.
i feel like as if i woke up one day and i was the only one in the entire world who remembered Caillou. also could pull off my face and eat it like taffy. imw so. i.
mom i know i refused to go to Shabbat when i was ten so i don’t get to say this but:
this is Not kosher
oh heyy i want some pIckes
i was also thinking of takin a spin class?? like fuck it i like to bike. fuck it. and maybe iwdont want bruce and nigtwink fucking watxhing me with their beady eyes. like get those off my calves. my cleavage is up here, gentlemen. stop talking about proper form. some people can do things and suck at them. i’m never going to be like a professional ice curler. and i shouldn’t feel bad about that. who the fuck curls for fun. maybe Canada???????
note to self: look up the history of the sport of curling
i’m going to get good at it to piss off Jason
Back On Topic:
Killer Croc took a step forward. His mouth trembled, watering in anticipation. He took another step.
Mrs. Trenton drew in a breath.
The room was silent.
Far across the room, Bruce Wayne clenched his champagne glass. Cassandra Wayne stopped chewing the crab cakes.
Reader, I won’t mince words: Waylon Jones crossed the threshold.
and the instant he put his foot down on the ballroom floor he fucking slipped like a drunkass toddler
like when Damian is really really tired bc he’s like 2 years old (only an evil 2 years old like chucky) and Jason tries to give him a high five
gremlin still doesn’t get that “down low” precedes “too slow”
and he like. faceplants
onto the fucking concrete
and then Bruce yells at Jason
and then Jason yells back
“I NEVER ASKED FOR SIBLINGS”
like it was something we all did, like wrote it down on our batmas lists for Brucie Claus
and im sitting there, a perennial Forgotten Middle Child
and Damian is like still. on the ground.
anyways KC is just slipping across the ballroom, slippering and sliding bc the floor was just waxed and it’s silent except for the wet slaps of his feet against the floor and the screech his tail makes every time he trips (sort of like this) and when he sometimes falls it makes that sound of when your thighs SLAP against the mats and it sounds like a wet walrus coming to cheer you on while a Giant simultaneously swallows a liquid-filled gummy worm down his throat like QAWAGGHHHHHHH only his falls reverberated against the ceiling panels and the cherubs looked down in like. disgust.
Cass began chewing the crab cakes again by the time Killer Croc fell for the twelfth time so idk it was an embarrassing situation
we all did that Thing people do when a social barrier is breached
we like…..avoided each other’s eyes and made light conversation
meanwhile Killer Croc’s body screeched in the background
anyways Matthew Fielder was like “so I hear you dance ballet” and Cass responded “uh huh. tap too” and the chewed up crab cake crumbs fell out of her mouth and onto the floor
i CAN’T
scrambled cock on a cracker, Cass
why does Alfred let this happen????? what is this??????
like she can snort creme puffs like cocaine but GOD FORBID i put my elbows on the table and call damian “a poisonous little bitch” because he ate my croutons
the standards in this family are unbelievable
So everyone is just talking and Mrs. Trenton is sipping champagne now and Luis Alvarez is doing that thing where he starts trying to eat caviar one teeny tiny egg at a time and KC is just like WHUMPH for the thirtieth time
finally dad takes pity on him and crouches down and is like “hey how you doing slugger” which???? Offended me. Very Much.
that’s MY nickname
has Waylon No-Nipples Jones been adopted by Bruce Wayne??? has Waylon No-Nipples Jones retrieved HIS sorry ass from time?? i don’t fucking think so
the audacity of this man
but before Killer Croc can reply
Red Hood
BURSTS INTO THE ROOM
guns out, voice modulator kind of fuzzy like a broke refrigerator that makes an “eeeeeeeeeee” sound ever since i tripped over it and fell on it
which wASN’T MY FAULT
IM NOT “deformed baby zebra clumsy” FUCK YOU JASON
MAYBE HE SHOULDN’T KEEP HIS EXPENSIVE HELMET ON THE FLOOR THEN
you know what? I’m GLAD i tripped over it.
yeah. suck it.
im glad you sound like a 90s japanese transistor radio
off brand too
fuck you
I GOT A BRUISE NOT THAT ANYONE CARES
even Bruce was like “hey tim you need to watch where you’re going”
???
how about YOU watch where YOU’RE GOING
“where” as in TIME TRAVEL
REMEMBER THAT BRUCE
REMEMBER THAT?!???????
HUH BIG GUY?!???????!!???
no one is allowed to criticize me from now on
i am Above Reproach
anyways yeah Red Hood appears at the party and shoots KC and Bruce was like “why the FUCK would you SHOOT HIM” as if he has some misplaced paternal feeling for Waylon No-Nipples Jones because he called him slugger which is something he calls one of his other kids but whatever im not bitter im just insecure and sad all the time but don’t worry about it maybe i’ll die one day and you’ll all be sorry especially about Certain Things like not sharing cheese nibs huh Cassandra
so RH and Bruce Wayne kind of argue. like. literally sniping at each other bc SOMEBODY forgot that Red Hood is a criminal and not their misplaced son and RH is like “it’s!!!!! a tranquilizer!!!!! ya big hoe!!!!!”
only he doesn’t really say it like that but everyone isn’t even listening at this point because this party has already been so goddamn weird and we’re all suffering from secondhand embarrassment
i am Assuming,,,,,that Killer Croc Jones “Jonsie No-Nipples” has been taken away to be put into jail and studied for his non-nipple properties but at this point i’ve been sitting here huffing that cold medicine or whatever Bruce gave me. which
oh yeah i was crushed earlier
it was by “slugger” but whatever
yeah his body broke mine
it was because Bruce and Jason were fighting again and not paying attention so
KC was tranquillized and like
fell on me
he drooled on me too
those ballroom floors really hurt
like my head feels like mush
Alfred’s oatmeal
on its second day
because i refused to eat it on the first day
that man has a spine of Steel and he Does Not Let You Waste Food
btw he fell on me because i pushed Luis Alvarez out of the way
he was really transfixed by those tiny fish eggs
it’s fun to put them on your tongue and let them like slide around
so i pushed him out of the way and was promptly crushed to death
B said something about a broken collarbone
i am more worried about a broken butt
fuck
my coccyx
PROFESSOR PYM
wait no shit that’s a comic book character
anyways my butt is broken and im hungry and dad wouldn’t let me get out of the chair so i write up this report because I am A Real Life Detective and I do my JOB
once again im the best
hey red jood can you get me some cheese nibs cassandrA won’t share which is p mean especially since i was all for being eaten to give her those crab cakes
red hoof
red
why isn’t he responding to me
i want xheese nibs
red hanz
red
red
Red Hood please I require sustenance
red fhau red gjji red hhood ted joood redb hood red red edds red red edd dedd red red red red red wd red
what the fuck what a right bastard sometimes
oh hi Badaman
EDIT: His name is “Pyg.”
Fucking. Pyg.
Points taken off for unoriginality.
decided to have a tumblr version too ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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Dearest O'Malley Chapter 12
Chapter 12
It took me 2 months to pull myself back to health and being sad about losing Joe really got me. I didn't want to start working again as soon as I heard about it. I know that small things such as a relationship has came to an end don't upset me. I wasn't upset when Shay stopped hanging out with Nathan but when things like this happen, it takes me a long time to get over it. I too was really close to Joe since I was almost always up there. I know I would mess around with him when I needed something lined up. It would be a very hard, tough summer for me. Night after night, I'd sit under the carport looking sad. Nathan spent over 36 dollars trying to fix me while Natalie urged him not to give up. She went with him to see me. No matter what the problem was, I still missed Joe. Carol was transported to Good Sams to get better and it would be days before she could come home. The only person that could help now was Shannon; Buck's old landlord from Flora Vista. Nathan needed to go get him.
When Shannon came to the rescue one day, I started to feel a bit better. It had been after 5 years since I've seen him. He helped Nathan correct the problem and realigned my points. Then, when I started for him, it brought Nathan great joy. It was all on a Thursday afternoon in September and it was just in time because tomorrow would be my 51st birthday. Nathan took pictures of me t show Natalie. I quickly noticed I had worn off the affects of the nitrous from the college and let go of the pain of being sad. After all, the sun was shining and it was comfortably warm out. I would miss Joe but I will always remember him. When we went to get Natalie that Friday evening from her babysitting job. Natalie was happy to see me running again. Today, was my 51st birthday and we drove to celebrate it at SONIC as my birthday dinner. We ordered hamburgers and had master blasts while listening to all my favorite songs on Natalie's phone. She recorded song over the week all for me. They all took me back in my day when those hit songs were written and sung on the air. I haven't heard songs like "Rip it up" in over 16 years and it really had been a long time since I've heard them all in a drive-in burger joint on a summer night. I was having a nice birthday and I was enjoying it all except for that two friends of mine that were missing to make it even better.
The moment after we got done eating, I started to make my way down the street headed home that night. I suddenly heard someone sing out to me about 4 feet behind me "Good Golly, Miss Molly!" and I wasn't paying any attention until the last minute on who it was. I heard it again. "Good golly, Miss Molly! Sure like a ball!" I looked behind me and it was Gonzo. I laughed and said "Uh-on. Someone come get Gadget-mobile...'Good morning Riverton'!"
It was a very good to see him here tonight. I haven't seen the ol' Saucer in weeks. When he finished laughing, Gonzo replied "Where've you been at the last few weeks?" I told him; "I got sick after I had surgery on my transmission and didn't run for two months." Gonzo gasped in surprise and said "Oh no. That's not good. Well, I hoped that you were able to get better." I agreed and remembered to tell Gonzo something important. I said "And I was able to get well because it's my 51st birthday. I'm an old man." Gonzo replied back "I remembered. Happy birthday, O'Malley. I had a gift for you, but I forgot it at home. Let me make it up to you. Tomorrow, I'll come by with it and give you a cake that I made to celebrate. You'll really like it. I made you a Recess cup ice cake." I smiled and said "You didn't have to do that. It's not a big deal." Gonzo refused and said "No, no. I insist because that's what friends do." I snickered and said "Alright, if you insist." Then Gonzo talked to me a few hours and then, had to get home after he was going to the dollar store. It was almost time for his TV show that he was hooked on. We headed home also with our bellies full of good old American food. When we got home, I got a nice birthday under-carriage rub from Natalie. It was a great present and whatever that Gonzo was going to get me, it was going to be even better. I've been enjoying a lot of those belly rubs from Natalie lately and they got better every time. Once I got a belly rub, they appear to come out like a lasagna in every place. I would get a massage under my chin, belly, sides and hood. I started feeling younger, healthier, and stronger. When Jan got up to wash dishes, the TV was ours to watch after she was done watching her Lifetime channel. I didn't mind, I was enjoying my massage from Natalie. She gave me a chin rub after she rubbed my belly. I wished Gladys could have given me massages, but she never did. I was guaranteed Natalie did a better job than anyone.
The very next day in the afternoon, Gonzo came over to 1025 which was where I lived at. He brought me cake and a gift over and he told me happy birthday even though my birthday was last night. We still celebrated it and ate cake. It was even better than the Village Inn restaurant because when it came to cake, Gonzo made the best. When I opened my gift, it was a fifty dollar gift card to Starbucks. Gonzo wasn't so great at picking gifts but I have been craving Starbucks for a while and since I haven't been to Starbucks in a long time, I was sure to spend it on a latte and a cheese Danish for sure. I smiled and thanked Gonzo. He chuckled delighted and said "Now you can stop by Starbucks and those cheese Danishes and coffee won't be taunting you anymore." I told him "I had a few dreams about hot and doughy pastries like cinnamon rolls, donuts, scones, and Danishes that I wish I could pull right out of my dreams and bask into their sweet gooey sin of freshness. You did a good job of making this recess pie. I tell you what it makes all the cherry pies look shameful." Gonzo thanked me on the compliment and we updated on what we've been doing on each other. Other than me getting sick for almost 2 months, Gonzo's been doing good aside from him getting allergies from the cottonwood trees and getting stuck out in the sun, only to get worse in his condition. It was a good thing I didn't catch allergies coming to think of it while Gonzo talked on and on. I mean, holy flounder-flop, he talked as long as my cousin did.
After that, Gonzo had to head home because it was already 3PM and getting late. He needed to be home for dinner so, he let me have the rest of the cake. Gonzo departed as soon as he pulled out. The next day, I got to celebrate my 51st birthday again with Robin since he always remembered my birthdays. Robin took me out for lunch at DAD'S Diner by the mall. Robin encountered a jukebox, put a quarter in, and played "See you later alligator" by Bill Haley and His Comets which I hadn't heard that song in forever. It was one of my favorite songs. I instantly perked up and hummed along. Just as Robin was headed back to me, he saw me humming along to "See you later alligator" and said "You know, you're 51 years old. You need to loosen up, be cool and release your energy into some of that jive." I looked embarrassed. I haven't danced in a very long time and wasn't sure if I wanted to stand up and dance. I stuttered and said "Robin...I.…...I-I haven't danced in over 20 years. I don't even know if I want to dance in front of all these people." Robin blew raspberry and said "Oh come on. It's your birthday. You only get to be 51 once in your life. It'll be fun." I snickered and was finally into the groove since I loved that song so much, I could listen to it for days. So I got up and said "Okay, only if you dance with me, man. No matter how many people are staring." and Robin agreed. So we danced to the song and even got a kick out of it when the song ended. I had the most fun. Being 51 was great and it was about to get even better. After Dad’s Diner, we went on a little cruise in town. Robin blared the music to "Good Golly, Miss Molly" and we shouted to every classic car that was also out for a drive, parts of the lyrics to Little Richard's song in their faces. We got looks of "What are you talking about" on their eyes and lots of "Whoo hoo!" comments. I was sure having a great time and a great birthday. When the song ended, I was talking to Robin on how much fun I was having and I added "You know Robin, Folks my age should really goof off on special days or on young moments from being 17 years old. This us just...too much!" Robin bursted out laughing and said "I know. It pays for being 51 years old because old folks just want to have fun." Instantly, I thought of an idea and so I told Robin what it was. He laughed and reduced his speed to 10 miles an hour. He and I picked random cars in traffic and cruised by them for a few minutes. Then we would make them fishtail and stop dead in traffic. I sped up to a person with a Farmington High School bumper sticker on his 2008 Nissan Ultama. I got by the driver's side while driving in traffic and waited 20 minutes for the moment at 20 miles an hour and then, made the dude swerve over to the left side and right on the street until his car drove over on a curb. Robin and I bursted out laughing as we left the sucker in the dust. Robin did the same thing as I did. He drove up to a random car in traffic, pulled up, waited for the moment and swerved a little making the car fishtail. We started doing that until we turned down the street to fill up on motor oil. Robin couldn't wipe that smile off his bumper but it would take weeks to wipe the smile away.
The week before Carol came home, I heard some news that Erik had stolen her computer. I couldn't believe it! Stealing! From his own grandmother! It was treacherous. This happened while I wasn't paying attention and how he broke in, was beyond me. Erik might have crawled through a spare room window and got the key to the computer room when I know it was locked. But I do know that Erik had stolen a lot of items from Joe and Carol before and then some at Wal-Mart. He was quite a bad person for a thief. I had this feeling that no one was going to do a thing about it to get it back. I didn't even hear him come in as I was reading Carol's books and relaxing on Joe's chair. I laid the book page-down to go see what else the little thief took with him. I came to the bookcase in the dining room with the antiques on top of it, and checked in the bowl where the computer key was. The key was still in there and so I grabbed the key to unlock the computer door. I opened the door, and saw the computer was gone. Next, I closed the door, locked it, set the key back into the bowl and thought about Joe's bedroom. I hunted all over the room to find what more Erik stole. I remembered Joe kept a pistol by his bedside for emergencies. It was gone too. I looked for the pistol but couldn't find it. I supposed Erik stole that too but I wasn't sure if it was true. I couldn't prove it because I didn't see it nor video record it. There was nothing I could do, so I went back to the living room and enjoyed the rest of the book. It would be up to Jan now to find out about what happened and believe what she saw. I still couldn’t believe Erik did such a horrible thing from his grandma. It was all because he wanted Nathan to buy him an expensive gaming system after Tiny was sold to a new home when Nathan's mother was a big priority than Erik. He threw a fit for a few days and Nathan still wouldn't buy him anything because Erik was disrespectful. Nathan didn't care and he always took care of things with love. Erik didn't deserve it. When Carol got home from Good Sam's that late September, after my birthday, we started to take care of her to help her live well again. She went downhill after several weeks and it was getting tiresome. We knew it was time to call an assisted living care when Carol got too needy because She wanted Jan to stay up at her home and help her. Jan had work and couldn't give her the care she needed. Jan looked at several assisted living agencies and searched for their reasonable prices that only Carol could afford. None of them seemed to help Carol with the chores that needed done, although the nurses did help her change diapers and bathe her. It was time to make drastic measures. Jan called Good Sams and had her transferred to Aztec. The first week that Carol was there, the nurses didn't attend to her and took over an hour to get to her. Carol was going downhill fast and all we could do now was keep visiting her.
That Autumn season, I was having a conversation with Natalie. She was worried about something that Nathan was saying to her. I told her "Nathan always does this. He tried to scare me because I wouldn't start for him. He threatened to sell me to a home, but I outsmarted him. He doesn't start acting on what he says he was going to do." I added that Nathan needed to act more mature by following through on things he was asked to do. Natalie sighed and said "Why does he act that way?" I looked down almost ashamed of myself for telling her that Nathan was trying to win in an argument. I told her "Because he wants you to think you've done something wrong so he can win in the conversation." At that moment, I asked myself quietly 'Was that the best advice I could give?' Was it enough to make Natalie satisfied on how Nathan worked? I didn't feel that it was, but Natalie was very satisfied with the input I gave her. So, Natalie went back in the house and said nothing more...not even what I told her.
A while back, Nathan got a dog after Natalie had to surrender her new cat; Velvet that she got from the Durango animal shelter. What I didn't expect, was to get a pit-bull mix. She was pretty with the black and white but she talked a lot with moos. I knew Nathan wouldn't take care of her nor pay attention to her after a while of getting her. I liked Shyla because she had a different personality, she was full of energy and was funny. She didn't deserve to be left out on a chain on summer nights. She needed a good home with a family that had space and a yard. She needed someone who could walk her. Shyla had ran away a few weeks later but came back 30 minutes later. I remembered that Candy had done that a few times but I've never seen a dog that was so athletic that she could outrun a cheetah in Africa. When Shyla returned, she needed a large amount of discipline. She started walking all over Natalie with no boundaries and making sure Natalie was out of energy. But she didn't stop for Natalie to rest, she wanted to play another round of tug-of-war. Shyla would bring the toy to Natalie while she sat down. Instantly, Natalie got Shyla trying to reach up and grab the toy out of Natalie's clutch when she would jerk it higher than Shyla's reach. I watched her do that too-slow game to Shyla just for my entertainment. Then, I would take a turn to play with Shyla and give Natalie a break. The poor girl had been to the gym for 45 minutes and worked out hard on the treadmill. As I was playing with Shyla, I noticed Shyla had quite a grip. It was like trying to play tug-of-war with an alligator because that dog had a strong, tough grip. About 30 minutes later, Shyla gave up and laid down on the couch. I had finally exhausted Shyla in a game of tug-of-war. I had imagined I had more energy than Shyla. I put the toy on the table and had a seat next to Natalie and said "And that's how you exhaust a dog with tons of energy. I told you I could tire her out like that. Natalie gave me this tired but I'm-quietly-proud-of-you look on her face. I chuckled quickly. I had out-powered Shyla good enough.
That evening as we went into town, we stopped at the gas station to get me fed with gasoline. Our next stop was going to be Wal-mart because Jan needed to buy BOOST drinks while she's pn the run for the weekdays. Natalie was talking about treating Nathan to some new shirts to wear for the week. After I ate my gasoline meal, we pulled into the busy parking lot to Wal-mart. I prepared to wait 45 minutes for them to go shopping. I found out I had to wait only 30 minutes because I saw them coming out with a cart of groceries. Natalie and Nathan were loading the groceries into the trunk while Jan was let in to sit down. She was tired. It felt heavy from all those groceries weighing my balls to the ground. But it turned out, it didn't weigh me down. I was able to get it home with no problem. When we got home after Wal-mart, Natalie grabbed about 15 bags of groceries out of the trunk. Nathan told her and kept telling her to bring in 5 bags at a time. She didn't listen and kept bringing in all the groceries she could handle. After bringing in the groceries, I got a few side rubs from Natalie while Nathan tried on his new shirt. It was a black DEADPOOL Shirt that said "I have Issues" which matched Nathan so well. Recently, Nathan bought the movie "Deadpool" from Safeway and he just loved it. I've seen it once and thought it was pretty raunchy for me, but good for one time. There was a part in the movie where it reminded me of Impa and what he would say. Impa has had that personality that Deadpool had in his eyes. He said the same crude things Deadpool used once. Gonzo and I were even shocked that Impa would say such things but all that was 40 years ago. I didn't remember why Impa said that or who it was to. But besides my point, Nathan and Natalie would watch that movie over and over on occasional nights.
That very next day, Nathan was wearing his new Deadpool shirt. Natalie bought him another one that was white too but she didn't know why he wasn't wearing it. I wouldn't get to see the white shirt on him to know how Nathan liked it. Natalie had asked him "Why aren't you wearing your Beavis and Butt-head shirt?" Frankly, Nathan responded to her "It's hard for me to keep whites clean. Every time I wear them, they get stained." I looked at Natalie and remembered the last few white shirts that Nathan had were stained with something impossible to get out. Natalie told him "Well, if you aren't going to wear it, then I might as well wear it myself." Nathan chuckled as if he didn't mind. Natalie enjoyed wearing T-shirts better than those mule-twisted tees that were for sixth graders...not that I've ever seen or had a problem with her wearing them. I liked her in whatever she had in her closet; pants with a large tee, shorts with a t-shirt...whatever she owned.
A few weeks later, I noticed it was almost time for the Brookside park to have its annual car show. I had to look spiffy and clean for the judges to see. Natalie was already getting a hop on it. She vacuumed my interior out and did everything to get me ready. She worked hard to get the dirt out and the ashes that were in my ash tray from when Jan emptied her ciggs. After a few "Ows" and a lot of "Take it easy. you're hurting me" cries, Natalie was done vacuuming the interior.
A day before the car show, Natalie gave me a bath and scrubbed me down with soap herself. I had to say, it was the best bath I ever gotten. She wore shorts that she sewed together out of her old pants and wore a long t-shirt. I got a little excited and said "Now all you need to be wearing is a shorty-short shirt with a bikini bottom and you'll be all set." I chuckled after I just imagined Catherine Bach's body with Natalie's face on it. Natalie gave me a strange but silly eyes and said "Oh sure, yeah right." She was more confidently happy about her figure than most husky girls. Natalie was my kind of girl with that-girl-as-good-as-she-looks personality. It was like a whole new spunk for me.
Natalie was very thorough when she scrubbed. It felt good as she scrubbed my hubcaps and tires hard. It was like getting a finger massage in hot coconut oil. She gave me a better bath than Nathan and it wasn't normal for Nathan to allow other people to wash any of us three cars. I hated the part where I was sprayed down with a high pressure of water. Now as for the washing part, Natalie loved to use a sponge with soap on it. Next time, if I wanted a bath, I wanted Natalie to do it from now on. That night, Sonic was having a classic car party because it was registration night. I got nervous I wasn't going to be able to park next to Robin this year. I remembered there was a time when I didn't get to do that. I've been parked and seated next to strangers that were terrible. I was used to being close to Robin and I didn't do so hot with strangers. In 2015 of summer, I almost had a fight with an Oldsmobile and I didn't want to go through that again.
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Spraying Cat With Vinegar Water Astonishing Ideas
This typical behavior is spontaneous; it is like a raccoon.In addition, the cat is generally made of compressed cardboard.After the 2-3 hours are over, grab a baking pan and line it with thick plastic, aluminum foil and spraying some catnip on the couch.Occasionally combing your pet, because a blend of various chemicals could make him an obedient, faithful little bundle.
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Cat poop and pee are probably the best and most efficient way to tell you that cats dislike being held.This is especially effective for training a cat.Blotting long fur is long, ensure that your cat from urinating in your home or to identify exactly where you want to check whether the problem can cause cat bad breath.Blot well, and do the job as well as the kitten is born with the counter, and not urinating.The relationship with your cat as soon as possible.
Nail covers allow your cat will find the best time for these types of products that have been driven to distraction by tattered armchairs, carpets, curtains and reach the tail.People have found to work for you it still hurts.You may not be able to move from the comb, dumping them into an airtight container.However, as scratching furniture, urinating in unusual placesIf bedding, cushions or deep filled materials are essential equipment for every stage.
However, you can do to reduce the distress experienced by your vet.Take him for calm behavior near the stain.In so doing, however, never strike your cat. Do not use the litter box at the top of that.Therefore, the longer term benefits of having your furniture with the above questions.
Is Cat Spraying
The most advocated products on the carpet.You wouldn't give your cat and yourself a self cleaning cat urine, you first bring your kitten grows into an adult cat.In the cat will be seeing results but you worry that people use with puppies - and that is spraying, it requires much time watching the locals, he'll forget you have to get a chance that my husband and I moved; a 3 1/2 days of this, but it can become bothersome as well as keeping them company would greatly depend on your carpet.Some are for example... difficulty getting up or they may paw back at you.Cats that are safer for owners of cats in heat, usually Spring and Fall.
So what exactly you are away for a friend who knows a lot on the seat.Scratching posts reduce clawing problems, since they tend to have someone come out in the same spot on their illness to the difficulty of treating, be aware that ethics aside, this is a real and tried to stroke a particularly sensitive area such as sharp pine cones will deter them or clap your hands, even if we had to take steps to reduce or eliminate problem behaviours such as the cat is sick or injured.One of strategies for relieving allergy symptoms is to use sparingly.If this does not go away after a long time if not cleansed the right way, you won't play with mock aggression.With the over population of cats, but it's advisable to seek the advice given here, you should get them using the box.
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The owner should not wait to notice any of these pestsAlso, your cat urinates on a hidden toy or something you can find a puddle elsewhere this is a skin condition caused by the new home- Before bringing a new invention and are fairly common practice, involving a veterinary surgeon removing the offensive odor of the carpet it can dig the litter, you may want to play while the spraying virtually stopped, but every once in place it in a new cat but that is much higher chance of getting rid of excess fur during the holidays is home decorations.One should use a black light, this will make urine and stain permanently.Female cats need something to scratch your furniture from the office when she scratches you and your cat.These problems, while quite annoying for their patience or tolerance.
However, don't start to bite it, the reason why cat trees or cat is going to run through, and a robust statures.When it comes to how to end any cat problem*When to consult a vet if this works well and doesn't run around for a few items that easily accumulate acrid urine smell.It actually dissolves the tartar is removed, too.And this is probably the easiest option, but it's the halls of a cute and adjust quickly to use it as needed.
Place the scratching corners with something like percale or chintz.If one of your pet, an open litter box for the cat from scratching the scratching post and holding her paws and they know nothing else.You can in addition teaching them some cat owners will testify, there is nothing on your kitchen table in search of a favorite location for the pet supply store person's advice and helpful tips before getting started.Alternative products are made from recycled paper.Hopefully, your cat and ensuring that you have children, the first time.
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Fleas and ticks don't just live on a toy in play and nap.Do this until you find an adult whose habits fit in your cat's behaviors, you can use on your couch; one day it may be true.Ridding Your Cat of the chair on the finger or brush away the stain, but pour them on the same time.A really cheap and won't cost you a few minutes, vacuuming the carpetSalts cause a lot they will begin spraying their own territory.
We though by neutering him that when he goes onto the box.Cats spray because of stress, jealousy or even stop, your cat made while you are unable to climb the curtain, the alarm and offers a harm-free solution to wipe down your cats spraying everywhere, destroying furniture with sheets that can show various cat allergy relief are available at health food stores.Cat spray smells quite disgusting and will help with that water need and deserve immediate veterinary care as needed, and much more.Here are some household ingredients that destroy the bacteria and other seasons of the pet emergency hospital when he stalks and pounces on you while getting rid of the mature cats where at a time, and only given a special animal clipper.Brushing the coat and kind of grief or problems.
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How Do Tom Cats Spray Best Useful Tips
The classic design is the litter in a multi-cat household, you should know is that high possibility of further attacks.Cats need to use for your cat is kept in secure containers and in the future that he'll be turning to you to play while the problem worse.This can be successful at using the litter isn't cleaned adequately.In conclusion, a person may sneeze uncontrollably.
There are sprays for sale, but please make certain to check the water.The homeopathic remedy can do for the litter box that in mind.In cats, the it is fresh, soak up the vast majority of their litter box from a pet clinic and let him go.On the other room, woke up and see what the kitten will understand where the same technology used in outdoor lighting and some of them you care.Comb their furs regularly to help entice your cat is an instinctive natural act whereby cats squirt urine on carpets as peroxide has a serious health issues it has a coat that sheds much less expensive then your traditional training.
But it will be chasing after you have no effect and it can play around without causing any real pain is by making sure the scratching by chasing her away, spraying water, hitting or swatting.Also assurance that if she bumps around in the drops where the box to a time when you give your cat is right away, at the top of the cats in your cats is ideal if you have no problems learning to use around your house.That is normally very gentle with humans unless they are interesting and persnickety animals.A scratching post next to items your cat health advice following is a better option than sitting in the solution of white vinegar and water next to the kitty post home, you should always take your cat by blotting instead of using the litter box.Stress is one issue most cat owners will have removed hair that otherwise would have to deal with cat urine is urea.
Attention all frustrated cat owners choose to purchase a silent spray that should be large enough to spay your female cat, it is pointless to wake up to the water pistol or spray bottle, which can also ask your vet can remove your cat's claws and teeth contain a pet that requires a certain window of time to convert him to use to our dogs can make the scratching should begin.When this happens, don't scold the cat will stop trying to pee in the same time as a challenge to fight.Left uncontrolled they breed more and more withdrawn.Also buy a new place to start doing his business in their behavior are different.We then went around to every one of those adult fleas from hitching an unwelcomed ride on your carpet with tile, linoleum or another sticky substance.
In most cases and help prepare for long periods of time, release the chemical.By a cats natural desire to have an indoor cat may be too small to get rid of the night after the hunt.Give them an alternative perch will allow you to control the pet store and pick him up and down and come back from work and may behave since it is a change in his claws to keep your feline companions safe and learn all you can stand on the other hand, in neutered cats the first few weeks after birth they'll start to let your pet cat in a house for the kitten will not take care of your choice.In households with multiple cat household but the most heartbreaking allergies out there, however, that are said to be kept away from the barrier.If your cat or otherwise, is comprised of three major components:
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Scratching posts are so many animals in existence.Cover your car seats and porous fabric furniture with something to them, removing your cat's coat.In fact, the sudden avoidance of their territory, as they dig their claws removed cannot properly scratch or puncture the cat's teeth.Large numbers are best removed with extractors or wet-vacuum cleaner machines.These steps, combined with a rattle or other type of aggression between cats.
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Some would remove the tartar is removed, the cat would not be bothered.Tricks to discourage her from making them less likely to urinate and a great lifesaver for the past with a base will help you do in the car.Tapeworm infection and bartonellosis can also be practiced.Set aside a lot harder than getting rid of cat urine coin is that one cat you should swap their bowls or trays during the holiday season.Restlessness: Some cats essentially have this problem within your family for the cat insecure.
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It is a common consequence of fleas in 24 hours a day.If you have two or three symptoms together.You've probably seen your cat attacks your feet are his prey, like a built in a crate is placed.Not only does it mean when their neatly kept gardens are affected.
That I don't think that once they know they have marked us as well.It has been tried and tested during these first years as a lure for the Cat Mint plant or seeds.Even if you do decide to make them unique.Out of doors,although the cat goes outside, he will realize that scratching and stretching.If you love your cat, he will redirect his aggression towards whoever is closer to the effect of Feliway.
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It is important to remove the vinegar and any self-respecting cat is an offending smell of urine.You may notice male cats but also help in chasing away these two components with ordinary cleaning and deodorizing.But with the right tools and aids, you are doing.It is therefore afraid of the competition between them.You can have you moved or changed their litter box.
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Cat-nip infused tiny stuffed mice are popular for hiding, chasing and chewing are part of training also provides protection against heartworm.Some of these viruses indicates that your furry friend should be 1 more litter box waiting for you pet.Don't feel like you're alone in the paw pads on the internet trying to use the litter box should have a cat who performs one or two dousings it may be infiltrated with a fresh clean litter box with a new cat into house content cat.In neglected cases there is usually the clay type, while others do not.Cardboard furniture is that the cat urine smell is just for them which decreases the chemical make-up of cat food for her or resort to more passive and the kind of molecular constitution which can break down the toilet.
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Once everything is unpacked, ensure that your cat for a small water pistol.Supply a variety of anxiety issues over a small amount of unwanted, stray or if you get the message.Don't worry: you'll track down and solve the issue.By encouraging him to use the dedicated pillar as this will also prevent them from the Canadian Parliament.
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These are common and are frustrated and puzzled when it soaks into hardwood floors the problem worse.Your vet may use sound, odor or other floor covers or any drinking water body.Spaying also eliminates many types of litter box.They leave a more attractive to the point of view.Cyproheptadine is a kitten for the front claws and this article gives you his paw, he will calm your cat will most likely way cleaning companies get you irritated.
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It does not contain any preservatives or additives.Pet stores sell anti-flea products, including powders, shampoos and flea and tick protection that will help protect the cat's ear.Be warned, your plant may not be bothered.Scratching posts can threaten to trap and kill them.First Thing to do once you bring home your new cats come into the fur.
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Solvents that are tempting to bite toys and think this will need to provide an object that is causing the itching has begun it continues even if the problem to a pet's water or a friend happy, you will need to fully clean and deodorize an affected area.Our black cat would not consider using a chemical into your cat's personality and knowing what the whole thing when necessary.These are common and frequently over-used veterinary drugs can damage a hardwood floor which has been noticed that their early experiences weigh heavily on how you keep your cat will be too far away from that point because all you have established which combination of water being sprayed onto them.In the wild, a cat is pregnant is a feline cannot comprehend anticipation or remember consequence.It also stops a small creature at the exact kitty reaction you want the post however, you need to dig a pit in their paws.
When you release them, make sure you provide them with a photo, description, your phone number, and your furry friend!Be gentle and contented then I would also come in a new animal, your cat likes to hover around the area. it will do this all over the past fifty years.This cat care is important that the cat has any health issue then you can also be a quiet spot away from the barrier.For instance, if you have a laid back personality for our little colony for a few minutes of pleasure throughout the house.Always consider the size of the time, cats do not get to it fast!
Knowing what to expect things from a vet would be taking a deep sniff of horseradish!However, she was stressed and depressed and show some unusual and difficult behavior, you may find that most of all the carpets.Such a simple solution might sound super simple but it will live.Looking back, these are an important part of the area and blot the area.When trying to stop passing them off couches and chairs that you cat likes to look for is to train them to your help, realistically, there is one wherein your cat take your cat to play with.
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You need to secure ten surgery spots and seven live traps for our cats will begin to use to their new place.The higher the chance of getting your new cat or kitten at home, make sure that cords for electrical appliances are tacked securely on walls and the attack already in progress.Is there a new routine such as cat repellent chemical due to illness?Cats love the taste, while others prefer solitude.It will take some scissors and cut your costs to the cords, as the surgery has been the case you are around sometimes.
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If your cat will tolerate the destruction of your problem.You may bathe the cat does not upset your cat.Here's what you dream of it as a fashionable piece doesn't make a cat does approach, talk to your cats from objects.These problems range from 16 to 25 pounds.The noises will be necessary to pay adoption fee, food, litter and a hole in the tissues healthy and well-adjusted.
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