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unproduciblesmackdown · 5 years

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it’s 7am and for no especial reason im gonna throw out “bat boy” numbers that really go off which is, really all of them, but still, might as well share my wisdom

a) COMFORT AND JOY: obviously!!!!! THE song. it is seriously like, wow. the drama. and its Such a jam. what haven’t i already said to endorse it? cuz i’ll say some more.

b) SHOW YOU A THING OR TWO: automatically gets second spot b/c its second most likely to be in my head. it’s all “i’ll show you a thing or two, second verse with these-two-notes [two-notes]” and i do a little dance for those two-notes. and the lyrics “you’ll soon complete it—but, wait! ((??)) don’t eat it ((oh))” will loop thru my brain like fifteen times. lot of Musical Style variation in this whole show and this ones got like, a highstepping chorus line theme & thats a delight. and lots of incredible lyrics too, like this song’s “but now say howdy to a summa cum laude.” oh wait and i suppose its self explanatory but meredith The Mom and shelley The Daughter are teaching edgar The Bat Boy like, all of general knowledge in a matter of weeks / maybe several months. dr parker The Husband / Vet is tangentially helpful but not really because he sucks. meredith’s patience is v nice. you really have to root for them, except dr parker, because he sucks.

C) CHILDREN, CHILDREN: any ranking order beyond this is basically just me throwing darts w my eyes closed but this is a good third cuz its again that musical variety......this ones like, this 90s-ish movie credits remix echoey chimy synthy thing going on?? but its really a jam too. when the company joins in with the “oooo~shalala” i go BERSERK.....and there’s this suddenly punk rockish break in the middle of it. pretty great. what’s going on is that, as edgar and shelley are fleeing from Society into nature / the woods to reinvent their notions of humanity, the god of that sort of stuff Pan has shown up with an eden-esque panoply of animals to sing this song to set the mood. obviously.

D) WHATCHA WANNA DO: speaking of punk rockish...this is that? it’s a bit head-tiltingly jarring as its just this number in which one of the local teens who found edgar in the cave shows up to the parkers’ house where he’s currently caged and reacts to him in a Thematic Microcosm of what will be others’ reactions, aka to reflect a like, lack of inhibition re sex and mostly violence back at his feral nature and perceived inhumanity. one of the stranger numbers in a weird musical, but still a jam, see: punk rockish

E) A JOYFUL NOISE (REPRISE): end the musical here and everythings fine! just a real short one but a lot of fun because of what i just said. edgar goes to the local revival to beg the townspeople’s and preacher’s acceptance, and they give it to him. yet more musical style variety and a shoutout to this exchange

F) THREE BEDROOM HOUSE: send the musical in a different direction in the middle of this and everything could still be fine. this is a fun boppish number kinda reflecting elements of “show you a thing or two” musically, which i suppose is since its again mostly about meredith having decided that they can make this mess of a situation work. that mess being that, edgar Was accepted by the town but actually her husband killed a local teen and then showed up and blamed it on edgar & implied the mysterious plague upon their cows was edgar’s fault too and edgar’s run off into the woods. then this one is followed by children, children. i could go in order but its chaos rules only!!! the amount of fun energy in this song is frankly great and its like hell yeah meredith!!!!! hell yeah hock this stupid ring!!! kill your husband!! or whatever. js

G) CHRISTIAN CHARITY: god this one is fun idk......also self explanatory imo. local teens have found a cave cryptid, now the sheriff has him, he’s dragged him into the house where the local vet lives and is just p much casually dumping said cryptid on them, which is funny. there’s Musical Themes here repeated w some of the townspeople’s numbers & set up for comfort and joy....what really gets me is the sheriff’s part that starts abt a minute into the number where it’s like, this really neat almost-lilting musical phrase in the key of i don’t know, but its cool. i like it

H) INSIDE YOUR HEART: man, this one’s got this like, p simple musical Theme in there that’s just like, that’s all you need really. sort of like, the classic ballad duet type of song now. but also sort of cutting its own drama, b/c the musicals like, tragicomic and all. like edgar has this whole swelling “oh god this curséd existence you have to leave me” declaration and then immediately you get shelley’s matter of fact “...no.” even tho its a bit Meta Humorous like that, frankly its still a pretty great straightforward and sweet number which im sure a lot of musicàl love songs Wish they could be, which is just made more Smh by the fact that a) it’s about shelley trying to convince edgar its okay to drink her blood and b) because right after it ends meredith shows up to belatedly inform them that they’re half siblings. shits a wild ride.

I) A HOME FOR YOU: careening back to the beginning....this one is also less like, oh shit im gonna dance along, more of a subdued and quiet number, but its a nice solo of meredith’s and p sweet but not in a way like Inside Your Heart where its gonna get immediately wrecked. instead its one of the more grounded songs where she’s just telling the feral bat teen now in her house that maybe he can like, belong somewhere. it also has the Additional Depth not yet revealed in the plot that meredith is aware that edgar is her own child whom she had previously presumed dead. and this song is also Significant in that it’s Reprised when edgar realizes he might actually be fully human (he’s not) and is eager to go to the town’s upcoming revival and win their acceptance; and its Musical Theme is briefly reprised in “apology to a cow” when edgar is at the total opposite end of things, having been turned on by the town thx to the betrayal of his evil stepdad, and then having his and shelley’s attempt to forsake the need for social acceptance in the first place Also Wrecked by their mom telling them she’s their mom, so then he’s just mad at everything and murders a cow b/c he feels the only thing left is to embrace their idea of him as a killer monster, and he Reprises the a home for you theme as he swears to kill both meredith and dr parker, which he doesn’t, although they do Die around him. whoops. wanna @ will roland and be like “hey can you sing this one single line from Apology For A Cow?? cuz its rly cool and honestly a lot of these songs make me sure that wroland’s version of this material what with his voice and acting and how dramatically that production seemed to treat the outlandishness in general all means i’d fucking go ballistic and i wanna hear ‘this face will be the last thing that you ever see’ cuz that key change and that like, rise and fall at the end,,,,OOF,,,”

J) I IMAGINE YOU’RE UPSET: just round it off by slapping this climactic song right down. it’s a lot. dramatic again but also kinda fun...ish......i mean its the “everythings gone to shit and lets bring everyone together for peak disaster” so how much fun can be had? yet the quick exchange of “i smell [...] her sweat” “oh my god” whole town: “JESUS!!” and the sheriff singing “im sorry your life’s a sham” like hfvlmao thanks dude. but there’s all the clashes of characters’ built-up emotions and edgar is over here covered in blood and demanding to be killed while the town is like YEAH but all meredith’s lines are especially bittersweet and honestly like its a weird absurd story obviously and we’re all here to be ourselves and have fun but the story does make me bummed cuz of thinking about it all as “okay, yeah, but if you treat it earnestly,,,,Sad” like man you hearken back to three bedroom house and how meredith is determined to see it all be okay and really like just wants to live with her kids somewhere safe and NOT with her crap husband who’s been ruining everything the whole time for once. and then she’s here caught between the final confrontation of the Dramatic Foils that are edgar and dr parker and in general everything is a bit too late. ugh. lot of Dramatic Exchanges here and musical theme reprises!! that’s the good shit. and then the song ends on dr parker’s sort of ominous yet resigned-ish “are you hungry edgar” (shoutout to comfort and joy!!) after which he cuts his own throat, and, just like in comfort and joy, (and sort of like just prior to comfort and joy, when edgar reflexively defended meredith from dr parkers Violent Behavior) when he presents edgar w the fresh blood edgar automatically Attacks, wherein dr parker takes the chance to stab him, and inadvertently stabs meredith when she tries to shield edgar, and they all three die w edgar bleeding-outly refuting his humanity to shelley, and then there’s the final number where everyone’s like wow that was some shit. but ACTUALLY there is also this one specific detail i’d be desperate to see from the nyu steinhardt version, which is that after they all die and there’s that Breathless Moment, the Man From The Institute who the sheriff had called earlier to deal with edgar Rushes In and sort of beholds the whole town gathered staring at these three bodies and maybe a cow’s head off to the side, and one of the townspeople just goes “...you’re late.” and i am so certain that this line is HghhfGH-wheeze-laugh worthy; but the performance i saw they did NOT do the timing right!!! they said it like right off whereas what you need to do is hold the pause at least three full seconds!! and then go: You’re Late. i’m adamant about this. so much of Landing The Delivery is timing!! anyways. god. press f. anyways. it’s now 9 am. thanks and good morning. basically saying that the whole soundtrack is basically pretty great and really will roland has doomed me to actually be invested in this weird story, b/c its the ol magical realism comedic-framed wild obviously-that-would-never-happen plot, but, still, you’ve got this teen trying his best and it COULD all be fine actually but it all goes to shit b/c nobody killed dr parker in time really. well i’d just like to conclude by saying it’s raining and that’s great b/c i love when it’s raining

#long post ///#but a great and essential post //:/#february 2011 nyu steinhardt players club bat boy production starring will roland #like i WISH bc i wish we had that productions versions of all these songs!!! and the whole thing rly!!!! help me william spinnato!!!!

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kincringeemporium · 6 years

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The Promised Party Cat Callout (Long Post!)

Here we go, y’all. I’m not gonna go all-out with the salt and vitriol typical of my longer posts, because... this isn’t about me being salty. This is about highlighting the issues with Mod Party Cat of the fictionkinfessions blog.

Nor is it intended to bully or chase Party Cat off of Tumblr. Yes, this is a callout post; no, it’s not an invitation to attack the blog with hate or stalk their sideblogs. And no, it’s not just my personal opinion, which we will get to.

This is intended to show Party Cat exactly what is wrong with how they’re running the blog and how they’re behaving. If they learn from it, good. If they don’t... then, they don’t.

Last of all, we did gather opinions from both kin and non-kin in a survey. This isn’t meant to antagonize the entire kin community. In fact, the information from kin really helped to support this argument. Thank you to the kin people who did respond to the survey.

(Btw, survey is still open: https://goo.gl/forms/lDoffQVVmELDo2EZ2 )

Obvious content warnings for dark shit apply. (Abuse, depression/suicide, etc.)

With that being said... let’s begin.

The main reasons for the callout are these:

Passive aggressiveness to or about other mods

Passive aggressiveness to anons/senders

“Cutesy” or overly positive typing/behavior in serious situations

Material that is generally improper for this kind of confession blog

Hypocrisy

Majority of survey takers agreed with each other and with the points made in this callout

We’ll go one by one.

Passive-aggressiveness to/about mods

(The bottom half of the mod page was linking to Party Cat’s other blogs and crediting some theme elements. Not relevant to callout.)

There isn’t a lot of information about the other mods or why they left; the general consensus on Maude is that they left because of school, but nothing about Kuroocrow. Now, why is this passive aggressive?

There was no need to publicly say that there’d been a “catfight” (ha ha, funny) with Maude. We don’t know if Maude even gave Cat permission to say this. If not, it’s disrespectful. (Nothing wrong with saying they’ll be okay.)

What Cat is saying about Kuro is even more aggressive than that. “They refuse to do anything to help!” Okay. That could be true. There’s still no need to rant about it.

“Ask them on my behalf what the fuck is going on with them!” Adding ‘on my behalf’ comes across as incredibly self-centered. And saying ‘what the fuck’ adds to the aggressiveness. Even if not intentional, that is how it looks, and it needs to be changed.

All that needs to be said is something like this: “It’s just me, Party Cat! Maude is on hiatus, and Kuro is absent. If anyone knows what’s going on with them, please DM me!” There. That’s respectful and to the point.

Passive-aggressiveness to Anons/Senders

This section will be... long.

So.. there’s a lot of overlap here with the ‘cutesy typing’ issue, but I’ll get to that later. I had to crop the screenshot to just this because there was so much that wasn’t 100% relevant to the callout. (Context for this post: Cat promo’d a kin server, an anon found some unsavory things happening in the server, anon warned Cat, and Cat said this.)

“...Seriously there’s like a few thousand people following this blog” is an unnecessarily rude way to say this. The point itself is legitimate and understandable. It really just need to be reworded so as not to come off as salty.

Alright, I’d understand this one if there was anything in the blog description or about pages to warn people that the blog can get dark. Confessions about death, suicide, rape, incest, murder, violence, high emotional distress, etc are jarring to see when this blog tends to be lighthearted.

While this anon does look a little bit defensive or offended, that’s so slight compared to the defensiveness of the response. Personally, I read the question as confused. (Y’all, who agrees with me? Who disagrees?)

Cat... people don’t tend to expect very dark content on a blog like this, especially when there’s no warning, and they might not even bother to blacklist the tags you use because they don’t expect it. (That’s a guess. If I’m wrong, then smeone should explain it. ) There isn’t much of an answer here - you just answer their question with another question.

So, okay, I agree with Cat saying that this ask is vague. And it’s not good to add “but” after something like ‘No disrespect...’ -- because “but” does negate whatever precedes it.

Those are the only things in this screenshot that make sense. Now we’ll get to the things that are passive-aggressive.

“Maybe it’s because...” Vague in itself. ‘Maybe’ gives you wiggle room to get out of this perfectly legitimate critique, instead of saying “Hey, I seem this way because...”

“People keep asking me things without providing the barest amount of information...” People actually do provide information. Sometimes it isn’t enough. That doesn’t mean they aren’t trying, and they could be dropping the subject because of how you respond (nobody really wants to interact with someone being rude).

“I just fill up the dead air with jokes!” Plenty of people do. And it’s fine... just not in this situation. When something serious comes up, you shouldn’t simply make a joke and move on. This reads like an excuse, and even a way to shame people. (”Oh... it was only a joke? Now I feel bad! :(” )

“And then people get more mad because... I don’t know!” This looks like you are blaming people for their feelings. People are allowed to feel mad. It’s never okay for them to send hate or be dicks -- which they’re not doing.

“Nobody reads that page, lollerskates!!” This could easily be solved by a regular, repeated post linking to the FAQ. Or a regular, repeated post explaining why confessions sometimes aren’t answered. Or something like that. Just a bit more effort.

Okay: “This blog is only for kin. We want to keep it within our community. If you have questions, check out this FAQ!”

Not okay: “You have no business interacting! You don’t know anything!”

That ‘sincerely’ isn’t very sincere at all. Most antikin will respect kin not wanting anti interaction on their blogs. Those that don’t are being dicks. And non-kin people who don’t have anything against kin are not at all likely to be hostile toward you, so being this hostile to them is unwarranted.

It’s confusing that this community, in general, would like non-kin and antis to become educated about what kin is/means... then such an influential blog sends a message like this. Regardless of how people feel about Cat, she does have pretty decent influence and a huge following; it’s very easy for impressionable kids to pick up on this weird double standard.

There’s nothing wrong with preferring to let someone else educate non-kin. There’s nothing wrong with pointing non-kin in a different direction.

There’s a lot wrong with blatantly pushing them away like this. It’s rude.

Inappropriate Cutesy/Overly Positive Typing

Cat isn’t stupid and knows full well what this anon (same one from before) meant. There was no need whatsoever to make such a giant joke of the question.

(Not to mention... why the hell would she tell everybody that she has so much medical debt and can’t afford electricity? I don’t know her situation so I can’t say it is/isn’t a joke too. It is something that could genuinely upset people, and some would even believe it. It’s a terrible thing to say.)

“:3c” Not harmful in itself. Just doesn’t belong in a serious ask.

This anon meant a post in which they were venting about abuse... they were angry that a character had abused their kintype. Cat knew that, considering their abuse content/trigger warning tags. This response looks sugarcoated and mentions some random anecdote about a thing Cat does, which is not appropriate in a situation regarding child abuse.

This was in response to something that was legitimately annoying Cat and breaking a blog rule. It does not look like an appropriate or effective way to address the issue - even looks immature. Did people take this seriously?

Yes, this really is a tag on a venting ask about a real life abusive stepfather. A joke. In a venting ask... about an abusive home life. There is a tag saying ‘Your stepdad sucks’, which is good. A joke, though, is too far.

(Apologies for a repeat screenshot - I saved this one for right now, for the sake of organization.)

There is, as I’ve been saying, no need for this. It’s very strange to ‘roleplay’ and act cute when there’s possibly a toxic Discord server going around.

When asked if any of Party Cat’s mannerisms were bothersome, one person said this:

Others said these things:

Inappropriate Material

Shoutout to @queen-dragon-slut (damn Tumblr won’t link you) for getting me this screenshot.

What the hell, Cat? This is serious -- this is even more serious than people sending confessions saying things like “Ugh, I hate this kintype!” or “Ugh! I hate that character!” This person actually endangered their own health and safety to force themselves into a ‘kin shift’. And it’s in no way Cat’s fault.

However.

To not even provide the anon with links to help blogs or any kind of resources, list some tags, and move on, shows an incredible lack of effort. Not only that, but I feel bad for this person. One note. That’s it. Nobody seemed to care that someone was suffering this badly, Cat included, which is, quite frankly, disgusting.

Again, something this dark doesn’t belong on a casual confession blog (which is what your blog looks like it’s supposed to be). And again, it genuinely fucking worried me. Is this person okay?

And it’s not even tagged. Not as ‘suicide’, not as ‘depression’, not as ‘suicidal ideation’, nothing. Which is what this is. This person feels like they’re not needed, like they’re pointless, which exactly what suicidal ideation does to you.

You can’t DM an anon saying, “Hey, you alright?” You can, however, at the very least, link them to the help blog page.

Mod Ryan, who is also part of the fictionkin community whether we like it or not, has seen:

Confessions about incest

Confessions about being abused otherwise

Confessions about stalking and being stalked

People saying they liked to kill

People saying they weren’t at all sorry for violent things their kintypes did

Asks saying characters or people should’ve killed themselves

@queen-dragon-slut said about some of the suicide-ish confessions: “ Tbh when somebody sends in a confession saying “I killed myself in my canon” it just sounds like they have some fantasies of wanting to kill themselves but cover it up by saying that their kin kill themselves and try to play it off. That’s not healthy.”

Hypocrisy:

Alright. That looks reasonable -- but wait.

The asks and other screenshots I just posted do strongly come off as suicide wishes, if not actual notes.

Here’s what people had to say when asked if they’d seen Party Cat acting hypocritical. I did not even mention suicide asks or dark asks in the survey question:

____ I wish I had time to say more but class starts in twenty minutes. When I’m back, I will add onto the callout with one more thing: that people feel Cat isn’t doing enough to help distressed anons.

Huge thank you to everyone who helped out with this!

It’s something that people have wanted to say for quite a while, and something that should’ve been said a long time ago.

Nobody should be demonizing Party Cat; there is a real person behind the screen. This should be a learning experience for her. Not an attack.

-K

#party cat callout #tw suicide #tw abuse #otherkin #kin cringe #otherkin cringe

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oorumaiito · 6 years

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WOWIE, A WHOLE YEAR!!

// ok, so, i’m not doing anything super special for my first year anniversary with this blog. kinda boring, i know. but i am gonna write this to express my appreciation. under the cut is some mushy-ass stuff, so you don’t have to read it, but you can. you can also reblog this, if i tagged you, or if you just. wanna celebrate with me with these party poppers here.

// tws for: animal death, divorce.

// sooooo on October 14, 2017, i established my original A.ll M.ight blog in a dire time of need. my stepfather had abandoned my family the day after my birthday, leaving my mother, my brother, our pets, and myself behind. i’d already been going through a lot; my transition, my semi-shitty birthday, my bad thoughts, and my mother and brother were stressed about a lot of other stuff too, and on top of that, our dog — who was originally my stepdad’s — was dying of old age and mild neglect by her original owner. a few days before i had established this blog, we had her put out of her misery. i never really got to give her a proper goodbye, nor did i get to see her drift away. in short, my world as i knew it was crumbling around me, and i once again found myself shrouded in darkness. it continued to crumble around me for many months to come.

this blog was an escape from that hell. i thought i’d needed some positivity in my life — a proper roll model to follow, whether fictional or not. A.ll M.ight had always stood out to me as a character from the moment i got into bn.ha, and i originally had plans to make a blog in July of that year, but they never took off until October, when i realized that i needed to make this blog for myself. i needed some sort of inspiration to continue to be creative and have a reason to propel myself through a dark time in my life, and i needed some sort of light to break through that darkness. A.ll M.ight shined that light, and i continued to write him through thick and thin. my muse for him has been alive and well longer than any other muse for any other character that i’ve ever interpreted in my 5 years of roleplaying, and at this point, A.ll M.ight is not just some sort of obsession for me, but an inspiration and a motivator to keep going and push through whatever obstacle is thrown at me.

i’d like to thanks those that i have become especially closest to — those that were always here for me in this past year of darkness, and those that i know i can trust. i may not have many friends here, but those that i do have i hope will be friends for life.

@cchouwa — rhi!! i love you so, so much!! you’ve been an inspiration to me from the start, with your fantastic writing, your willingness to put up with my bullshit, and your willingness to help me and support me throughout a tough time in my life. the fact that you were even so trusting of me as to let me stay with you at o.hayocon2k18 was so amazing to me, and really solidified the idea that you were a true friend. i look up to you a lot, you know, even if we bitch at each other all the time. you’re such a good friend, and i’ll never abandon you or betray you. i can’t wait to see you again!

@thievinggentleman — jay!! my dad!! i love you basically as much as i love rhi (but don’t tell them that), and you have shown me the same trust that rhi did and given me so much inspiration to simply be myself and embrace that. i can tell that you and i have both been through a lot these past few months, and i’m proud of you for pulling through all of the bullshit and surviving. you’re another inspiration to me, and a father figure that i can really count on. i hope to see you again soon, too!

@ghoulcka — ok nanners you probably don’t even give a shit about this bc you’re so fucking busy but i love you and just wanted to give you a shoutout for being so fucking amazing. you’ve also been an inspiration to me in the writing department (whenever you’re actually ic fnjsnafnkfndsaknfj) and i can’t thank you enough for what you’ve done to support the communities you’re in.

@spitefulpumpkin / @engclsgeist — jasper!! i know we haven’t talked in a long time and i feel kinda bad about it lmao. but you’re still a big ol dad inspiration to me, and i hope that you’re proud of the improvements i’ve made since we first met, because i’m definitely hella proud of you!! if you ever wanna talk to me, shoot me an im on d.iscord!!

@conmiito — ok jewel idk where the fuck you are rn but the fact that i have another millennial to make stupid jokes and memes with is a fucking blessing and ily so much. we need to start talking again bc hoog misses you

// hooookay! that’s all fine and dandy. there are plenty of other people that i love around here, so please don’t feel left out if you weren’t shouted out.

in general, i want to thank all of you for supporting me on this journey that has been this past year. this time last year, i’d just moved into my great-grandmother’s house because we had literally no where else to turn, and i’d recently lost a close friend. i’m so happy that this has been such a wonderful coping mechanism for me, to get past all of the bullshit that my life has thrown at me. so many things have changed and improved within the past year that it completely blows me away. it feels amazing to be at this point, and i want to thank everyone for supporting me over the past year.

TO ANOTHER WONDERFUL YEAR!

#happy anniversary to this shithole of a blog!! thanks to everyone thats still here <3 #★ 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY!#★ POSITIVITY!#★ OOC.

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vertigoambrosia · 5 years

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woke up three hours before my alarm, have to go to work adn have a lto to do

true colors please make me want to live

a weirdly wholesome beginning

i am not big on the font for this event but i do really like the colors

i don’t understand how the forest is relevant but it’s not not relevant

oh boy andy jackson is going solo again...i miss alan

my friend thought alan was hella boring

lol looks like aussie open found their belts

god i love how fucking stupid jay and francis are

HAHAHA jay skillet too busy yelling at the crowd to look at the belts

tas just ring the bell

that moonsault looked a little...weird? or maybe it’s just cause they cut to the camera on the balcony so the perspective was off

who did jay team with before francis?

the hard cam being on the balcony is hard to get used to

the lingering fog makes the lighting look very soft

it’s weird but not in a bad way

WTF DID MARK DAVIS JUST DO

WHAT WAS THAT

that was a lot of fun

i don’t have a good handle on oliver carter at all really except that in wxw he tries to kick dudes in the nuts

i have a feeling it’d be a bad idea to hit veit in the rocky mountain oysters

veit pls call tim and convince him to make up with walter

or at least keep being your stepdad

shoutouts to the person booing the people chanting NXT

yes we are all on wrestling twitter we know oliver is signed to wwe

andy pulling a rico adn mentioning how big and strong and in shape veit looks

i would ask ‘where is rico anyway’, but the answer is probably ‘on vacation smoking pot’

oh shit that was a nice catch

*reaction shot of old man politely clapping*

lol what if that was veit’s dad

remember when walter fought veit and was like ‘imma imbarass you in frnt of your mom’ but then there wasn’t a ‘beats him up in front of his parents’ spot?

accidentally twitter spoiled myself for this match and i will admit the result makes me roll my eyes

also still hate that this is not only a 3 way for no reason, but a 3 way we literally saw last week

valkyrie’s gear is really interesting; i cant say i like it, but it’s got style

couldn’t they at least have recorded a plot segment with any of these women interacting beforehand?

ohhh that was a fucking great spot! double kill!

i feel like amale does something cool like that neck lock and then she just pauses

YEAH VALKYRIE DON’T TAKE THAT SLAP BULLSHIT

why does amale do a hip attack? it doesn’t fit her at all

lol at the guy yelling YOU ARE LOSER at amale

ohhh nooo valkyrie def missed that dropkick

this is a lot better than the match last week i have to admit

ok i guess i’m not so upset about that win

i still don’t understand why they’re putting so much behind amale but whatever

‘lucky and brooksy, a friendship that’s supposed to last forever’ man german commentary sounds so fun

antway i may also know the result of this one but i’m not 100% sure

here’s douchebag dad

lucky’s lil fighting stance is adorable

oh how DARE you muss up his hair

oh my god that thumbs up

did they clear that seat in the front row just so andy coudl sit in it?

sorry i zoned out for a bit and also had to make fun of variety’s twitter for posting something that had DO NOT POST on it

if people don’t pay attention to detail,. what do they pay attention to?

ok also i took a nap and now actually have to get ready for work so i can’t finish this

tuning the band will never not be stupid it’s the biggest telegraph in the world

awww i believed in that rollup

a lot of people are rooting for andy but now that he’s not champion it bothers me less

LUCKY GO UP THERE DON’T HESITATE

oh nooooo

i do like how lucky sometimes looks like he’s looking for guidance from the crowd

he’s still a lil unsure of being on his own and the crowd means a lot to him

also love when he al

man andy’s moonsault is really good too bad he always msises

WHAT

RAINER GODDAMMIT

lucky is literally that gif of the dude going ???

that’s a bad description i know

oh shit i might have time for another match before work

ok not if they replay a promo

good thing nobody gives a fuck when i come in!

jurn is trying to be so badass whereas aj is just effortlessly being a little shit

i have a feeling they’re pushing the crown so juju and yuta aren’t winning this, but i would love to see the good boys win

ok i actually don’t ahve the time for this but i would like to say i am happy that the crowds are cheering for yuta

GET THAT NONSENSE OUT OF HERE lol aj

to be continued...not at work though cause i have shit to do and it’s for someone i actually respect [and is cute but shhh that has nothing to do with anything]

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softtacobear · 7 years

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I was tagged by @inkyuns and @def-initely-soul

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people.

THE LAST: 1. Drink: milk 2. Phone call: my stepdad on father’s day 3. Text message: If we’re talking text, my aunt asking me to get milk at the store. KKT? The group chat for CYJnet 4. Song you listened to: Girl Friend by Jay Park 5. Time you cried: last weekend

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: We were gonna get back together and didn’t, thankfully 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: No? It was a little more complicated than just a kiss... 8. Been cheated on: No? Maybe? I don’t know. 9. Lost someone special: Of course 10. Been depressed: Yes. 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Drunk? Yes. But never thrown up as a result.

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: Blue, pink, and... black I guess.

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: Yes 16. Fallen out of love: No 17. Laughed until you cried: Just recently, even. 18. Found out someone was talking about you: No. I don’t want to. 19. Met someone who changed you: Kind of? Shoutout to #noonasquad 20. Found out who your friends are: I haven’t lost any if that’s what you mean, so no. 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: Yes

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: 80% maybe? 23. Do you have any pets: I have a dog that doesn’t live with me 24. Do you want to change your name: Not really. Too much of a hassle. 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: I went to the mall after work and bought myself a really soft hoodie and had a chai tea latte in the B&N cafe. 26. What time did you wake up: 9PM yesterday 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: I fell asleep again at 11PM so I was asleep. 28. Name something you can’t wait for: Noona Tours NYC edition 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: A few weeks ago 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: There are a lot but they are very personal and I don’t want to discuss them. 31. What are you listening right now: Up and Down (feat. Dok2) by Jay Park 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yes. I work with a Tom. He’s a grouchy old man. lol 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: Ignorant children 34. Most visited Website: Tumblr or AO3

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME 35. Mole/s: A few on my neck/shoulders and one just below my rib cage. 36. Mark/s: I have a lot of scars and bruises yeah 37. Childhood dream: I wanted to be a firetruck? And then a vet? And then a mad scientist? Kinda achieved the last.

38. Haircolor: Medium blonde but my dark blonde roots are growing out. 39. Long or short hair: long 40. Do you have a crush on someone: Yes and no? 41. What do you like about yourself: I like my ability to stay productive even on my worst days at work 42. Piercings: Just your standard pierced ears 43. Bloodtype: O+ 44. Nickname: RJ calls me cap’n, Inuki calls me various pet names 45. Relationship status: In a relationship 46. Zodiac: Pisces/Aries cusp. 47. Pronouns: She/Her 48. Favorite TV Show: New Girl 49. Tattoos: Nope 50. Right or left hand: Right 51. Surgery: I had brain surgery when I was 16. 52. Hair dyed in different color: I’ve had red, pink, lighter blonde, and light brown (that didn’t make a difference b/c it was really close to my natural hair color) 53. Sport: Volleyball 55. Vacation: Next is Monsta X in NY for a weekend. 56. Pair of trainers: Some expensive off brand my mom gave me for Christmas?

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: Currently nothing? I like tacos and chinese food tho 58. Drinking: Again nothing atm. I like coconut water and (separately) rumchata with rootbeer. 59. I’m about to: take a shower and go to B&N eventually? 61. Waiting for: Nothing in particular 62. Want: More sleep... but that’s not really healthy given how much I’ve just slept. 63. Get married: Not for awhile but there’s someone I want to spend the rest of my life with, yes. 64. Career: I’m an analytical chemist.

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: Hugs 66. Lips or eyes: Eyes 67. Shorter or taller: Taller 68. Older or younger: Apparently I tend to bias and date younger? But I like both within reason. 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: Uhhh arms? 71. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive 72. Hook up or relationship: relationship 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: Hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a stranger: No 75. Drank hard liquor: Yes 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: Yes 77. Turned someone down: Yes 78. Sex in the first date: No 79. Broken someone’s heart: Yes 80. Had your heart broken: Yes 81. Been arrested: No 82. Cried when someone died: Yes 83. Fallen for a friend: Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: Not typically 85. Miracles: no. 86. Love at first sight: no. 87. Santa Claus: no. 88. Kiss in the first date: Maybe 89. Angels: no.

OTHER: 90. Current best friends name: Dan & Fred 91. Eyecolor: green sometimes 92. Favorite movie: Nick and Norah’s Infinite Playlist

#tag memes

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connorcarrick5-archive · 7 years

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shoutout to my fucking mom took my phone because i got upset and i’ve been running on less than 6 good hours of sleep for the past 3 days with my fucking asshole of a grandmother and THEN my mom had to out me not once, oh no, BUT FUCKING TWICE and then i had to fuckin write a huge ass history paper which i fucking did but there was no pride in that oh no because that’d be too nice oh no she edited it and she found a bunch of mistakes and i’ve been working all day to fix them in the fucking car back from ohio and shes like “you’re not getting your phone back until its submitted” and it took me about 5 hours to get 5 pages done and now because its not submitted shes taking my phone until tomorrow morning and because i threw a fit i don’t get it back no matter what until tomorrow morning and im literally this close to fucking killing myself i just want to sleep and because i’ve had no sleep i won’t fucking wake up on time without my phone bc of its alarms and now im gonna get a detention

also did i mention that if i even act out once my grandma is extremely rude to me and my mom knows that it just stresses me out and i always get into arguments with her when we come home and i fucking slept on a couch because she fucking forgot an air mattress bc its in her room and i was at school when she was packing so there was no way for me to actually pack it myself and i had to sleep on a tiny ass couch and i literally want to kill myself and i can’t get another detention because that means i have to fucking walk my gay ass to school which is a fucking 2 mile walk in the rain (because my life couldn’t be easy) and im literally done with my fucking life i hate this paper and i hate my mom and my stepdad (who almost got us fucking killed twice because he was going 70 IN THE POURING RAIN THANKS ASSHOLE) and not even the pens win could make me happy i just want to kill my self

oh and my moms like “give me your charger so i can charge it” no robin im not gonna do that you’re gonna want to go through my phone so i’d rather let it die thanks

#connor.txt #was even--isak #text #im literally sobbing i just want sleep and my phhone

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gleefail · 4 years

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Glee Memories: 1x15 The Power of Madonna

A long, long time ago, as Glee was approaching graduation in Season 3, I found myself nostalgic with some rare free time on my hands. So I decided to rewatch the series from the beginning and jot down some memories, discrepancies that have arisen since, fave quotes, tally solos - all that good stuff, strictly for shits and giggles.

8 years later (eek!) and once more I find myself with an unexpected abundance of free time. With so many revisiting or being newly introduced to the show between binge watching during Quarantine and all the tragedy that has surrounded the show since it went off the air, I figured I’d finish what I started. And by finish, I mean go through the end of S3. Cause I truly cannot acknowledge what happened after that. Except for 5B.

Kicking this off by reposting the first 15 episodes I already went through. Enjoy!

1x15 The Power of Madonna heeee, Sue just referenced Desperately Seeking Susan. Man, I loved that movie as a kid. Who’s That Girl as well anybody remember that one?!

hahaha, how have I never noticed before that Quinn is drawing a picture of Rachel Berry…a very unflattering picture that says “LOSER”? Awesome.

hahaha. Jesse and Rachel ‘hypothetically’ went to a Wiggles concert. Seriously, he’s kinda perfect for her.

Aw – The Montage from A Chorus Line is playing under Jesse’s pressure-her-into-sex moment. I have such fond memories of that song. I was featured in this song for a show that ended up changing the course of my entire life, quite literally. :)

“Would you please stop talking? You’re grossing out my baby.”

“But I can’t wait to get a guy mad at me for saying ‘no’.” Bite your tongue, Mercedes. Also…be careful what you wish for.

Still creeps me out that they have this whole sex talk with Mr. Schue in the room. And that he eavesdrops. And that when he speaks up it’s to ask if they’re having that much ‘guy trouble’, not to actually be a good teacher and help Rachel out in her “my boyfriend’s pressuring me to have sex but I’m not ready” situation or to respond to Britany and Santana’s advice to just never say no and that they should have more self-respect…teacher of the year indeed.

Do women really still earn 70 cents to every dollar a man does for the same job? Oh, eff that!

More Emma pamphlets: HELP! I’m in love with my stepdad! I still breastfeed …but how old is too old? Congratulations, you’re pregnant. Proper Wiping: Easy as 1…2…3 …and something about Toxic Shock Syndrome and Asperger’s that I can’t read, lol.

Ugh, douche. Will just said this area of expertise (sex) is Emma’s blindspot. Jerk.

So Glee seems to have a knack for insulting folks that will later be guest stars. Gwyneth Paltrow and John Stamos have been mentioned thus far, and Lindsay Lohan just made the list. Hmmm…

I love the Ann Coultier jab. Cause I despise that ‘woman’

Ray of Light routine on stilts. Still leaves me speechless. My favorite part is still when the men on stilts do these assisted lifts with women who are not. They get them so effing high. It’s just amazing.

“Somehere on the English countryside in a stately manor home, Madonna is weeping.”

“Hall of fame MILF”

HA! Artie’s look in response to Tina giving him side-eye. Too funny.

Finn has no idea what misogynistic means. #BlessFinnsHeart

Kurt is gonna do a video of Madonna’s styles. With Mercedes. Kurtcedes love. :)

Yeah, I find it hard to believe high school boys wouldn’t be rubbin’ one out at these girls in corsets, touchin’ themselves and bein’ a little S&M with one another. Even if they hate Madonna with a passion. Their disinterest is completely unrealistic.

Britany has a (younger presumably as she plays soccer with a 7 year old) sister. Forgot about that. I think RIB did too.

The way to get a man forever is to take his virginity? Really? I would think that would unleash him into a sexual awakening and sleeping with everything he could now that he wouldn’t be perceived as ‘lame’ or a loser or whatever for being a virgin…no?

Finnocence. Nice.

Can we acknowledge that Finn lost his virginity in a plot for Santana to snag a younger man (by what, 4 days I think she said?) to emulate Madonna per Sue and not get kicked off the Cheerios? That’s…just so sad.

“You’re about as sexy as a Cabbage Patch Kid.” – ha!

So…watching this post-Nationals, does Emma get to have Madonna playing in her office now? ;)

Finn’s pissed that Rachel lied to him and didn’t really break it off with Jesse. Evs. Mind ya business, Finn.

So because he’s jealous or his ego is hurt or whatever, Finn tells Rachel if her and Jesse leads to something bad for the entire Glee club not to expect anymore friendship from him. Um…yeah. I’d marry him a year or two later. Cause…clearly he’ll be there through rough times…douche. Selfish, childish douche.

I still really like this mash-up of Borderline/Open Your Heart. And as much as I don’t love Finchel, the angst in this is my cup o’ tea. I like it.

I do love all the Madonna shout-outs in the hallway. Makes me feel old that I recognize each of these looks. Oy.

Finn, why are you just randomnly tearing books from the shelves and knocking them to the floor as you walk through the library? Such a badass…

I was watching an episode of Gilmore Girls and Brad was the piano player for one of Emily Gilmore’s parties (I think Rory’s college grad party). Hilarious. Also, he looked EXACTLY the same. How long ago was that?!

I find it awesome that Mercedes has a picture of a gal from So You Think You Can Dance in her locker. I love that show.

Up With People rejects. Ha.

Hmm. Will is suddenly not intimidated at all by Sue and her quips. What brought that on? Although, it’s hot when he stands up to her. Until he makes fun of her hair. Then he seems like a jerk.

“Oh, snap!” I love this moment. And the gif that came out of it.

Birth moment of the Sue, Kurt, Mercedes dynamic right there. Yay. :)

Sue just told Kurt and Mercedes about her sister being handicapped. I don’t care what anyone says, she likes them, even just a little bit. And I love this dynamic of the three of them. It always makes me smile.

Hahaha – Kurt’s reaction to Sue not being able to keep up with the latest looks when she was younger. Hilarious.

“Mercedes is black. I’m gay. We make culture.”

“I picked the Stephen Sondheim biography section for our clandestine meeting because only he can express my melonchalia.”

“You deserve epic romance.” Listen. Looking back from the end of Season 3, I really am not understanding why I’m supposed to want Rachel with Finn. Jesse makes so much more sense.

“Foreplay shall begin at 7:30 sharp.” Oh Emma. A for effort.

Vogue. Man. I was so little when this came out. I remember when it premiered on MTV.

Jane Lynch has such long legs. I’m jealous.

“Will Schuester. I hate you.”

Like A Virgin still makes me really uncomfortable. For so many reasons. I just…don’t need to see this side of any of these characters. I feel like a voyeur.

How did Santana and Finn swing a motel room at 15 years old? Hmm….

Add Whoopi to that list of joked about future guest stars. Yeesh…that’s 5 now? 4? Stamos, Paltrow, Lohan and Goldberg.

Sue is gonna reinvent Kurt and Mercedes. Squee!

Why is Rachel looking at sheet music for Where Is Love? Cause 1. I hate that song, 2. I hate that show, and 3. shoutout to the pilot?

Finn just asked Rachel how her date with Jesse went. With the subtext of “did you sleep with him?” WHY are they even talking about this? I don’t get it. It’s private Finn, so rude you’d even ask. Also, how does he even know they are even close to sex? I missed something. This is so weird. Made even more weird that neither of them seems to think it’s weird that they’re having this conversation. Ugh.

“Just come out so we can talk. Or sing about it.” Jesse is ridiculously perfect for Rachel Berry.

Okay, I’m gonna rant for a second: I know I’m anal and put him on a pedestal and all, but S3, they make it sound like Sam had sex with one of his clients at the strip club; after they’ve shoved super-romantic in-love-with-Mercedes Sam at us for like, 9 episodes in a row over a span of like, 3 or 4 months; regardless of how I personally feel about that or that ship, right now we see a super uncomfortable scene that still breaks my heart where Finn is dealing with the aftermath of sleeping with Santana, when he has feelings for someone else, but more in that he doesn’t have feelings for her, therefore it didn’t mean anything and it’s clearly not sitting well with him. Regret is all over his face. It’s so sad. So…why did they do the same thing but expect it to be okay in S3 regarding Sam (but even more gross cause of the whole stripper/client aspect)? Eff you, Glee.

I feel like this might be the most real and vulnerable I’ve ever seen Santana (in the post-coital conversation with Finn in the motel room bed). I mean…a couple moments may rival it, but it’s definitely top 5 if not top 3. It’s so sad to see how she really feels about this aspect of her life that publicly she seems so proud of and invincible to. Man. Poor Santana.

Um…is Puck playing Ninja in the background or just being a human statue or something? It doesn’t look like anyone is playing with him, so it must be the latter? Random.

Something changed in the way I felt about Glee after this episode, now that I look back on it. I felt like I should’ve left this episode feeling like “wow – they’re ballsy and go against the grain! They’ll do the unexpected” but…instead I was left with a feeling of “do I trust these writers with these people I’ve come to care about?” I’m referring to the possibility of consummation with 3 couples, 2 of which would have seemed…not completely unhealthy and one that obviously was…and they had those 2 chicken out and consummated the 1 that just shouldn’t have because it was kind of an irresponsible message to send to the youngins watching this show who they say at times they speak to when they write things like Kurt’s gay storyline or about being an outcast but finding a group that understands you and being happy with who you are. But here I’m sure they’d say something about how they’re not role models and shouldn’t be emulated. Yeah. This was the beginning of the end of my true love for Glee and the beginning of me just loving certain characters and occasional episodes or storylines…the beginning of my love to hate Glee. Whee. :/

It’s cute that Will polished Emma’s shoes. :)

I know a lot of people think it’s condescending and all, but I think the way Will handles suggesting counseling etc. to Emma was nice. There’s something mature about it. I think it’s that he’s like “we need to take action to work through our issues or they’re not gonna go away” as a team. It was nice.

“What the hell? It seems like now people are doing things JUST to hurt my feelings!” Ok, so maybe Finn IS more perfect for Rachel than I thought. Selfish little man-child.

Jesse St. James just joined New Directions. Kurt is pissed cause it means he’ll have no chance at a solo. Mercedes mentions that they only trot her out at the end of songs to wail on the last note, how is that okay? Truth.com. Also, why were those two issues NEVER addressed by Will? They were put out there, they were true as hell, and they were just ignored. Teacher of the year indeed.

Santana points out that obvs Jesse is a spy. Mr. Schue sticks up for Jesse and lets him join. Yet Rachel wasn’t allowed to date him cause that would be bad for the Glee club? #WTF?

“Mr. Schue, is he your son?”

“Okay, from the top!”

4 Minutes. Seriously, I never thought Chris Colfer was hot before I saw this song. But let’s be real – he is hot as fuck in this song, I still think so. It was the first time I noticed as well that boy had grown into a little man! When did THAT happen? Wasn’t he just a baby-faced nugget like, 3 episodes before this?

Also, I love both of the vocals for them on this song.

Ok. This still pisses me off (can you tell this is an ep that started my rage towards Glee? Lol): Emma, Mr. Schue and Rachel are all distraught and shocked when they see that Mercedes and Kurt have joined the Cheerios…WHY? Britany and Santana are already on the Cheerios and in Glee and it’s fine. Quinn was. Why is this such a betrayal? They didn’t QUIT ND to join the Cheerios. And isn’t Rachel in like, 16 clubs in addition to Glee? Puck, Finn, Mike and Matt are on the football team. Artie has jazz band and AV club. Mercedes and Kurt and Tina are the only ones who are ONLY in Glee Club. This is stupid.

Shot of Quinn who is happy as a pig in shit for the two of them. THANK YOU Quinn for having sense and being a cool person and good friend.

“You guys could’ve at least given me a heads up.” “You mean, the same you way you gave us a heads up before NOT giving us a solo almost every week?” PREACH!!

You expect me to believe that the sexuality of Express Yourself, Artie working on that kick-ass Vogue video, or that amazing performance of 4 Minutes didn’t sway the boys to like Madonna…but their shitty rendition of “What It Feels Like For A Girl” did? Fuck you, Glee. I’m not an idiot. Stop treating me like one.

Why is Kurt a part of this lesson on treating the girls with respect? 1. He’s into Madonna, so he doesn’t need to be converted. 2. He’s NOT treating the girls like garbage. Teacher of the year indeed.

“I think we’re gonna need a new baritone cause Finn would like to become Finnessa”

“My growing feminism will cut you in half like a righteous blade of equality.”

Kurt mentions he’s an honorary girl. Again, WHY is he a part of this lesson?

AW. It just broke my heart a little that Tina said to Artie “why would you propose when you don’t even like me?” Aw. Poor Tina.

Alright, I admit, I love that whoever wrote this ep finally ended this nonsense with Finn being all pissed at Rachel for dating Jesse like she did something wrong and made him realize why she was even single to be pursued by Jesse in the first place. Kudos…whoever you are cause they didn’t credit the writer or director on this ep (the fuck?).

“Sing off. The parking lot. 5:00. Be there.” “No…”

“Frankly, I need you. I’m tired of carrying the male vocals all by myself.” Oh, FUCK. YOU. Finn! (I say on behalf of Kurt, Artie, and Puck).

Kurt just sang his first itty bitty solo in Glee club and then before Mercedes starting singing he ran up and gave her a peck on the cheek. Oh my God, I love them.

Gospel choir. So. Effing. Random. Yet so. Effing. EPIC.

SOLOS: Rachel (4), Mercedes (3), Finn (3), Emma (1), Santana (1), Will (1), Jesse (1), Kurt (2)

#Glee Memories #Glee #lol Glee #Glee The Power of Madonna

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whosyourdreamdaddy · 5 years

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Bloopers 1

Cringiest things in DD -

1) Joseph’s creepy wife Mary asking me to buy her a drink. Bitch get your own damn drink please move I’m gay.

2) Robert. Just Robert. I honestly thought he’d mug me

3) Every fucking time a dad says ‘hey’ out of the blue

4) The fact that Amanda watches me get hit on. Leave, child

5) Joseph. He looks like he paid to have the murder he committed in college covered up and found Jesus

6) I forgot they were dads. When they introduce their daughter it weirds me out

Fluffiest things in DD -

1) Mat. OMG I stopped breathing after I saw him. Damn that cleavage

2) Craig’s baby. That chubby little thing is SO CUTE

3) Craig. I’d eat him up

4) Me being a dorky dad around Amanda. I love her so much!!!

5) Every time I get flustered around a hot dude. Get my shit together, me.

Shoutouts -

1) Brian’s daughter who looks like and acts like my freshman roommate who I hate. Girl, I will fuck your dad and become your stepdad. What you gonna do?

#dream daddy #first gameplay #omg why are some of them so hot I'm stressed #OMG my dialogues are so fucking dumb

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connwaer-s · 7 years

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im real bored so ill just do this under a cut or something

Truth Game thing?

shoutout to the real mvp @caffeinated-clutter for the tag love u buddy

1.Nickname: mocha, mickey

2. Bias: whom

3. Blood Type: b i think

4. Relationship Status: single

5. Birthday: 19 august

6. Zodiac Sign: leo

7. Pronouns: he/him

8. Hair Length: almost shoulder length and i hate it

9. Height: 5'3

10. A crush: nop

11. What do you like about yourself: the way my hands look are nice, and i like that my nails can consistently grow long

12. Right or left handed: right

13. List three favorite colors: blue, gold, neon-anything

14. Right now eating: nada

15. Right now drinking: water cause i gotta stay healthy you know how it is

16. I’m about to: continue to not do my english homework

17. Listening to: done with love by zedd

18. Kids: oh my god never

19. Get married: maybe but im not betting on it

20. Recent phone call: mom, telling her to buy a cat litter scoop (she didnt)

21. Have you ever dated someone twice: no god

22. Been cheated on: no?

23. Kissed someone and regretted it: boy im 17 i aint even kissed someone in general thats not my thing

24. Lost someone special: ,,,,,,, maybe? dunno, honestly i dont really remember people

25. Been depressed: woo boy 24/7

26. Been drunk and thrown up: never thrown up, surprisingly

27. Had glasses or contacts: i’m blind as shit so yea i have glasses

28. Had sex on a first date: i ‘ m s e v e n t e e n (but also ace so nah)

29. Broken someone’s heart: p...probably..?

30. Turned someone down: not directly but probably

31. Cried when someone died: noone’s died recently enough that i care about

32. Fallen for a friend: ye but temporarily

33. In the last year have you made a new friend: ye

34. Fallen out of love: never been in love

35. Laughed until you cry: oh my god yes it happens every time i talk to fiona honestly

36. Met someone who changed you: yea im really impressionable

37. Found out who your true friends were: ? probably?

38. Found out someone was talking about you: never in a bad way i think

39. Lips or eyes: eyes

40. Hugs or kisses: hugs

41. Shorter or taller: taller

42. Romantic or spontaneous: neither

43. Sensitive or loud: loud ppl are exhausting when i’m with them for too long so

44. Hookup or relationship: no

45. First best friend: anna from all saints! kindergarten! i remember you bitch i hope you’re doing well in california if you’re still there!!!

46. Surgery: yeah 9th grade

47. Sports: no

48. Do you believe in yourself: oouf not really

49. Miracles: no

50. Love at first sight: no

51. Heaven: no (damn arent i a party pooper)

52. Do you have any pets: yea a tiny kitty!!!!!

53. Do you want to change your name: nope, changed it twice already and i’m content with this

54. What did you do for your last birthday: had people over and played video games

55. What time did you wake up today: somewhere between 06.30 and 07.10

56. What were you doing last night at midnight: mmmmm was on a call with fiona

57. Something you can’t wait for: to get my copy of the natsume zine in the mail? to visit father in two weeks and see how he’s doing?? to move out next year???

58. Last time you saw your mom: like 20 mins ago

59. What is the one thing you wish you could change about your life: my entire family

60. What’s getting on your nerves: my english teacher, my stepdad and mum, this book i’m supposed to be reading, my intense tiredness

ok that’s it thanks for tuning in to this week’s episode of “micah stop fucking browsing social media and actually do your homework” byeeee

#personal #honest to god i actually love being tagged in this shit #i love reading other ppls responses #its also nice to periodically be reminded that people remember i exist

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thecomfymisfit-blog · 7 years

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What's Happening To Our Black Men?

For the past few days, single mothers has been a topic that I've been hearing a lot about. It sparked my interest when I saw a tweet about it. The tweet was about a predominantly black youth department where 80% of the kids didn’t have a father present. It went on to ask “Why men traditionally gotta be awful?”, in which I replied, “If God hadn’t put Joseph into place, Mary would have been a single mother”. After doing a brief search of single black mothers, I found that over 72% of black children are born to single mothers. Immediately after reading that, my mind went back to the Amerikkka's Attack on the Black Community post; Jesus more specifically. Remember how I explained how I thought the devil is operating in the United States Government?? Well… Float with me on this. We aren’t told much about Joseph in the scriptures, but we know that he was worthy enough to be handpicked to father the Son of God. It’s also interesting to note that he wasn’t mentioned until the time of Jesus’s birth, and later at the temple. There is mention of him taking the family to the Feast of the Passover every year. Which means he knew God. He was in charge of raising the Son of God! He taught and ministered to Jesus. But he never got the chance to see the fruit of all his sowing. There’s no more mention about him after the visit to the temple when Jesus was 12. Right before you become a TEENager. School-To-Prison Pipeline ring a bell?? However, while I was looking for more information on Joseph, I did come across a study that showed how the products in dollar stores, the food products more specifically (Chemicals Linked to Cancer; Birth Defects ), have higher levels of cancer causing chemicals in them. And where are the majority of these stores located? Low-income communities. Why? Simple. Population control and money is my guess. Two of the major leading causes of death in African-Americans are cancer and heart disease. What’s that have to do with anything you ask? Well, we know how big the pharmaceutical business is in America. However, given the rise of the legalization of marijuana, a drug with HUGE medicinal benefits, the real question should be, why are there still brothers in prison for selling something that is now being broadly legalized??? . Money, money money smh. I’ve stated how I believe that the Romans that were responsible for the crucifixion of Jesus were under Satan’s control; the Children of Disobedience. Thinking back to Eve and how she was tempted in the garden with an apple (food) and the link between sickness and food, it started to make me realize something. Satan is still causing chaos through our women, food, and the future Kings of Tomorrow! How Tone? How did you come to that conclusion?? Well, pay attention, because this where it gets really interesting at. Since the beginning of time, Satan has been doing nothing but terrorizing and causing chaos on earth. That’s essentially what his purpose is, to disrupt and confuse. But if you pay close attention to the fall of man; what sent the world into sin, it’s a key minor detail that I think most people overlook. Satan didn’t tempt Adam (the man), it was Eve who he went after. While Adam was off in the Garden doing God knows what, with God knows who, the snake was over there sneaking up on his woman. That’s interesting though, because we see that throughout the bible a lot actually. How the man succumbs to the persuasion of a woman. Being created from a man’s rib, the woman is literally a man’s weakness. I’m sure you’ve heard the saying, “He was doing alright until he got with her!”. Or, “when he get on he’ll leave yo a** for a white girl”. Makes a little more sense now huh? Breed the bloodline. Now, we know that Mary was informed that she was going to have a child by the Angel Gabriel. We also know that since God said that He would send His son to save the world, He couldn’t be both the Father and Son in the physical. If that were the case, there would have been no need for Jesus to come, right? This is where Joseph comes into play. The Haitian Revolution proved what could happen when the people came together against the powers that be. But just like Jesus and the church, if you take out the Head of the household, than the body will follow. If you dismantle the family structure, then you won't ever have to worry about them causing any problems. Think about the school-to-prison pipeline and how it’s directly affecting and targeting the minority community; specifically the black males. There are preschoolers being suspended from school. PRE-SCHOOLERS!! They’ve stripped the school of disciplining children and turned it over to law enforcement. Instead of teaching them how to be better students, fathers, sons, husbands, and brothers, they’d rather build more prisons. Take away the male presence at home, and with no REAL father figure around, he turns to the brotherhood of the streets as a way to provide or bullied for being a “mama’s boy”. The struggle one has to go through after “serving his time” just to be a productive citizen again is ridiculous! And we all know nothing good will come of it. Starting to see the cycle? The point that I’m trying to make is this. Could Satan be using the US Government to control and destroy our young Gods? “For the love of money is the root of all evil”, and who controls the money? The pull of professional sports and the entertainment has brainwashed them into believing that that’s the only way out. Confined to go outside and be kids, they sit and play video games like Grand Theft Auto, then go outside and think they still have the controller in their hand. My high school basketball coach would always tell us that “Life isn’t like a Playstation, you can’t reset this!” Shoutout to Coach Russell! But if you take away the male figures like that, and leave only the female presence, then what? And since the single-mother is left alone, often needing help, grandma is usually next up in line, but she’s trying to enjoy her life. Not raise another set of kids! When all the other options runs dry, she turns to government assistance (daddy). Not even mentioning how much money is in the prison industry. Knowingly them food that will eventually make them sick or just flat out kill them, causing them to seek medical attention. We’re fighting for free healthcare, but that’s their number on money maker. But what’s worse is that with no health coverage or insurance, getting the money to pay for it causes another problem because you can’t get hired nor can you get a business loan start your own. It’s just all a part of the plan. Do you see what’s happening? The government is trying to be Joseph, only the bad version, the satanic version. The stepdad that none of the kids like. He wants to be the Father, but he’s NOT the Father. Powerful thing that money thing is. We’re being attacked and it’s as if we don’t even notice or care. Maybe it’s time for us to stop leaning on step daddy “Joseph” and start seeking the REAL Father. Maybe it’s time for us to start investing in our own. Teaching, leading, guiding, SHOWING them how to Break The Chain. “Train up a child in the way the he should go; even when he is old he will not depart from it.” - Proverbs 22:6 Just my thoughts and my opinion though. Yours? -theComfyMisfit

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