#so. noah fence i have been working more than anyone else there yet tomorrow i bet my ass imma get yelled at for ignoring her texts

[glooomtownbrats]

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#i'm starting my third week at work and i already know how shitty is going to be #i can't fuck up in the slightest and i mean it as in just texting someone else to explain them via text message work related stuff...... #she yelled at me and was so rude to me damn #and every day i'm about to leave home to work i'm thinking to myself #'what will she yell at me today for' #and honestly it's not even my fault they don't explain shit to me i'm doing what i'm told #so. noah fence i have been working more than anyone else there yet tomorrow i bet my ass imma get yelled at for ignoring her texts #but like? i don't know what's worse if responding saying idk or just not opening the text #(btw because of those dudes not working i am getting thrown down the bus #like the boss thinks i didn't do my part of the job and was doing somebody else's #and in reality I've been doing whatever they told me to do #but nobody else is replying in the group chat except me so they are literally throwing me to the sharks #even though i did all the work....) #but i have to hold on just 240 more days (literally) #i have to suck it up like this lady will suck the last bit of self esteem (if i had any) of me and drain me #that's life i guess and the saddest part is that i have to get used to this schedule still and i #barely have time to be here or enjoy anything really I can't let this stress consume me #thinking about what she's gonna do to me i can't be bothered she doesn't even care about me why should i #I'll try to leave work shit at work so whatever humillation she's gonna make me go through tomorrow #it's gonna happen tomorrow so fuck it #sorry bye #mine