#some1 i sorta know od-ed last night by mixin drugs and some people r blaming my mate who gave him a pill n warned him not to mix it

[nicodaws]

sorry tag vent time this is the last place of no irls 🙏

#delete later #need a therapist soon. and medication. #but esp a therapist. bc i cannot sort thru my head at all atm #idk ive been tryna write a lil tag vent like 3 times now n i dont know what im tryna say! #cannot sort thru this shi alone anymore n cant talk to any1 w/out feeling like shi #i either worry people too much or like. its just dramatic bc im venting 2 ppl who have seen the same shi #difficult 2 talk abt like. drugs. when half ur old friends think ur an addict and half ur new friends think u r normal #its somewhere in the middle ! #and i can say that and people Know that but idk #n its diff to talk abt The Traumatic Event Of September with the people who were also there #but its even harder w the people who jus look at u like ur fragile #and thats all the bs on top of i dont even know what w my base level of mental illness coz i feel like Shit all the time #n when i get drunk i wanna off myself #but like #idk #just rambling #dont understand anything in here atm #tw suicide mention #tw drugs #some1 i sorta know od-ed last night by mixin drugs and some people r blaming my mate who gave him a pill n warned him not to mix it #which is fucked #lots of that is fucked #the guy is ok btw imean he has a seizure so not that ok but like. he isnt dead. my friend is very shook up. i am also but i wasnt there #lots of things r fucked up really