#tbh i miss tumblr but at the same time everytime i log on i feel like i have to create something

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hai im still alive <3

#still crazy in love w svt and dokyeom <3 #i just scream about them elsewhere now lmao #tbh i miss tumblr but at the same time everytime i log on i feel like i have to create something #or write something in the tags if i want to rb a post #and its not like im forcing myself ; when i say something in the tags i really do mean it of course #but most of the fun here is being active and engaging w your mutuals and the posts u put on your blog #and sometimes i dont feel like giffing. sometimes i dont really have anything i want to say #sometimes i feel like ive already said everything i want to say before #i think despite how much i want to believe im only giffing and editing for myself i dont #that i feel kind of like 'my value here depends entirely on the content i make and if i don't make any then whats the point' #which is funny because i have plenty of mutuals who dont create content ever and i Love seeing them on the dash #so i know its not true but thats what being on tumblr feels like to me #and i think its making me feel a bit burnt out #and just to be clear i'm not talking about notes or follower numbers i don't care about that #this is purely about me and creating content and my mind blanking out when i want to say something #so !! anyway #all of this to say idk if i'll ever be as active again as i was #but im alive and im alright and i hope you all are too mwah !! <33

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*lies in a puddle of tears* IS SO ACCURATE, LOVELY MISS and what fine men they are 😌 but their personalities are the best!!!! (Where can I find a boyfriend like them 😔); I personally really liked the F and 9ver. (I just really like such concepts, like darker, mysterious??); and this is random but imagine them with a rock concept *manifesting this* 👄👄👄😂

I haven't read anything by Holly Black and "Cinderella is dead" sounds really intriguing 👀👀👀 I've read letters to the lost (I think that was the title of the book) by Kemmerer and I really liked it back then. I'll definitely check all your recommendations when I have more time for reading!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Ooo alternative/punk rock you say 👄👄👄 which were/are your favourite bands? I personally like them as well, also indie rock, hard rock, classical rock, just any type of rock, I guess 😂 and I'm a sucker for grunge💗. I have way too many fav.bands but some of them are Evanescence, Muse, Linkin ParkGreen Day, The Doors, Led Zeppelin, Bon Jovi, Guns n Roses, The Smiths, Joy Division, Nirvana, Alice in Chains, Foo Fighters, and maaany more. Also who are your favourite Korean artists? The Korean music scene is huge and there are soo many hidden gems, there's always something to be discovered!

I want to catch up with SF9 content but I don't know where to start from. Can you give me advice? And I want to officially complain, my friend, I hate summer, it's too hot here and I sweat a lot and I just want chilly weather and to wear hoodies and pullovers and scarves, and drink tea and hot chocolate 😭😭😭 BUT I almost finished the drama I'm watching *the spies who loved me* and will start watching another one (uni is almost over and I just want to hibernate, watching dramas 😔), and I'll cook myself pasta tonight! pasta is love, pasta is life 😌🥰🥰❤️❤️❤️ what about you? do you like watching dramas, what are your favourite ones? Aand hope you'll eat something delicious too!!! I also love chatting with you so much, hope you don't feel bored with me 🥺💗💗💗 have a nice rest of the day and also have a nice week!! stay hydrated and stay safe, my beloved 🥰🥰🥰💗💗💗💞💞💕💕💜💜💜💜💜😘😘😘🌹🌷(these flowers are for you 😘)- your fantasy friend

P.S: everyday and everytime, as I log into tumblr, I'm anxious to see anything from the kings because they totally wreck me and their talent and charms and energy and everything, aah 🥴

HELLO MY LOVELY FANTASY FRIEND!!!!

Where can we find an SF9 boyfriend please XD😭😭 ahhhh the darker sf9 concepts are really so stunning aND OH MY GOD???? SEPGU ROCK CONCEPT?????? WHERE CAN I SIGN UP FOR THIS ;o; I would absolutely LOVE to see this, they would be so perfect for a rock version 👀👀👀

Holly Black is a really good author, I like more of her recent stuff though! Cinderella is Dead was SO good, it had a lot of brutal stuff so trigger warning for that ;___; ooh I haven't read Letters to the Lost but I think I just might, it sounds good :") yay I hope you like them 🥺💖💖

I used to really like All Time Low and PATD ((I haven't listened to their stuff in years but it still goes so hard ;;)) and also Nirvana, Sleeping with Sirens and Pierce the Veil 🥺 AHHHHHHH OH MY GOD all your favourites!! SO iconic!!!!!!! You have such great taste I really am in awe ;o; as for Korean artists, my two ults are exo and sf9 🥺🥺but some of my other faves are Dreamcatcher, Oneus, Victon ((all the X1 members groups *cries)), Ateez, TBZ, iKON, Infinite, VIXX, Astro, Cherry Bullet, Red Velvet ,,,, a lot more tbh XD as for soloists, I LOVE all the exo soloists, as well as Woodz, Jeong Sewoon, Kim Jaehwan, IU, Chungha and ,,,, a lot more 😂 what about you?? I agree, the music scene is so big and there's always something new to blow your mind away :'D🎉🎉 ((ooh speaking of Rock, this just came on shuffle so if you have time, check it out :") it's Valkyrie rock version by Oneus!!))

Ahhhhh YES 🥺🥺 you can check out this ask for links on sf9 variety shows and content, this is a good list to start on :'D I hope you enjoy it!!!!!! I HATE SUMMER TOO 💀💀💀 it's winter here and I'm literally doing everything you mentioned XD I hope the heat stops soon and that the weather gets more bearable, summer's heat is literally the worst :((((( keep cool and hydrated!!!! I just googled the drama and it looks so good!!! I also just finished a drama ((Mine)) and it was AMAZING 😳 I'm cheering for you!!! Uni will be over soon and you can eat nice pasta and binge watch a lot of dramas!!!!! You got this Fantasy Friend 🥺🥺💖💖💖 *yells PASTA* I really like watching dramas, some of my favourites are Strong Woman Do Bong Soon, Goblin, Scarlet Heart, Sky Castle, Extraordinary You, While you were Sleeping, Her Private Life, Crash Landing on You, Hospital Playlist, okay I'm gonna stop here before this goes on 🤣🤣 what about you??

I ate delicious food today, I hope you did too!!!! I never feel bored with you, I always get so excited 🥺!!!! THE FLOWERS PLEASE YOU'RE SO SO SWEET 🥺🥺🥺I'm sending you lots of love and hearts and I hope you rest lots and that uni is kind!!! 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

((also SAME every day I get so nervous to see what's next for us Fantasies, SF9 are really doing the most for us XD I can't wait for tomorrow's teaser ;o;))

#answered #anonymous #I rambled so much whoops XD #I hope you're having a good day or night 💖💖💖 #SENDING YOU LOTS AND LOTS OF HEARTS ANGEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!