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girigiriboy · 5 years

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IMJMWDP - 119 remix lyrics translation (eng)

IMJMWDP on 119 remix Rough lyrics translation

[Swings] They drop songs I drop labels Real boss they speak fabels If I have to explain why I’m dope, it’ll take a year stay up all night stay up all night, i’m a machine which shits gold They ain't fuckin with my team we’re hand in glove, omelette I’m hiphop’s Baek Jongwon (*famous south korean chef), just a little bit more cocky Donkka’s (*Swings’ dog) a collector searching for gems, now where my gauntlet yall just actin like you’re doin well but i’m doing it real My woman’s not Ms Kim but I’m Korea’s kanye

[Giriboy] Alive like fire, earn like fire Put it up like fire, take it off like fire Touch fire blister, like fire, bullshit Fasting like fire, diet win Charmander who’s on fire, my style’s hypebeast The thing shining on all black is Audemars* (a luxury watch) i’m a CEO If i need something, I buy them all, Giriboy, i’m easily swayed Acrnm falling down oooh make it drizzle

[NO:EL] It’s an irrefutable fact that this year’s ours if you’re scared, fuck off, its sampalgwang* (highest hand in “Hwatu” a card game in korea) My lovers are hella pretty i’ll give one more TMI, i have two phones and the unnies are the pits Next year’s ours too shut up I wear these bastards’ house deposit on my wrists probably dogs or pigs or bird brains in joseon time my beautiful family fortune, too much information Oooh yeah, travel round the world ayy at ur beggar-like metaphor, I sell it to use fuck that they say they don’t have to watch it to know they say its the first time seeing a guy like this, so I go on the crooked way one two punch and everyone’s lyin on the floor you’re a deficit, in various ways in red ocean playin the role as a substitute, you pay ur debts

[Jvcki Wai] No me hablen cuando suba (don’t talk to me when i’m going up) Solo quiero plata (i only want money) Muchas gracias por tu ayuda (thanks for helping me out) Ahora tienes nada (now you have nothing) 你们都去死吧 (all of you go kill yourself) Vous les vous coucher avec moi ce soir (do you wanna sleep with me tonight) お前は資格ないこれ冗談 (you don’t have the rights too, just joking) 広い世界ロシアで сука (this big world, from russia fuck) Bih I’m just makin’ it clean Bih I’m just wanna be me Bih I’m just makin’ it lit Lemme just smoke all that shit that I need press number 11 on the phone choose 9 or 2 I wont see the last number I shall fly, time to go bye bye moving both my legs away

[JUSTHIS] i’ve been rapping for 10 years but I’m still baby faced like shin donggab (the quiett) australia tour in December Yeah I'm worldwide but the street is home mountains and rivers changed but flow still tight like the tico that biggie and big pun ride together Yeah I'm headin' to the heaven outdated bastards are sacrificed for my wealth i’m insane like zino right i’m a blossomed flower in mud too gained everything and lost everything but one thing to be sure of, i got skills but who in this time still rank people based on skills Lots of people r great so like double d I'm gon go higher, rewriting the resume

[Yohan] Yeah thats me yeah guitar man musashi yeah You obsessed with braggin bout designer brands, now ure shamelessly manipulating shit If Swings’s hiphop is kanye, then kanye’s chosen one Yeah that’s me i came here in just one year IT G MA (don’t forget) Gucci rollie bentley whatever that is dont give a shit all of them Take it all out and crush them your car’s bumpercar 2018 one and only rare species rockstar its really me Oh my model friend sorry i’m in ur girlfriend’s arms

[YUNHWAY] Call 119 yuh, 911 out here Mama’s teriyaki Roastin' on that fire I’m feelin' lucky lucky I’m gonna wear versace I’m a queen, high like the sky WEDAPLUGG we goin up like smoke, disappear like cherry I’m different different I’m different from ya sAewoo in Yunhway, play it every night Yall listen to our songs every night I’m different different Now yall follow me

[Jhnovr] I got the keys keys keys keys keys like Hova I got a skill skill skill skill skill like Nucksal Fly to the space, i’m on Giri’s back now I got the keys keys keys keys keys my worth’s goin up Come, with the times of money, bow, bank account count Go up to a lenient position and come down Keep gettin spotlight keep gettin spotlight Gettin guap right now yall are out

#imjmwdp #indigo music #just music #wedaplugg #khh #swings #han yohan #giriboy #no:el #jvcki wai #justhis #yunhway #jhnovr #lyrics trans #my trans

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chickenfetus · 7 years

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ALL MY EGG (and for the four names: jae, killer kang, minhyuk (whichever one), and santa

deadass i did the 100 questions ask meme for this ask and almost posted it rip

🐰 what is one secret that you’ve never told anyone?

theres literally nothing i dont even know what to say ????

💗 if you could hug anyone, who would it be?

not 2 be delusional but i would give up my world to hug changkyun

🐹 what are some of your favourite Pokémon and why?

glaceon is UP THERE idk why honestly but the sinnoh games were my first and i just??? i was really into ice and snow and shit u know so glaceon... thakn u

another pkmn ill always have is lucario ????? its just so cool?????

🌠 if you were in charge of the world, what would the world look like?

hopefully forgiveness and like???? acknowledging mistakes and learning from those u know jst positive stuff and like?? water. god i love water

👀 what was the most recent vivid dream that you had?

hm okay i think this one was from last night or the night b4??? and like???? idk???? i dont even know how 2 start tbh?

so im like hanging over at this two kid’s im a kid 2 i think place and idk we just talk and shit??? idk whomst the boys were tho

and then we get to a scene where its like??? at a train station???? and i go to the washroom to shit or smth idk thankfully i didnt shit myself irl

then i have to get onto the train which isnt even a train its like a carousel with seats??? and its like on a train track boys this is 2 much and i forgot to get ready my train card thing so the guy (who i was p sure was evil) waited for me to remove it so i got onto the transportation device lmao

and then once im seated i remember i forgot my jacket so i make like hand movements 2 the creep and hes runnig 2 me with my jakcet but the ride’s way too fast so i yell and say ill come back for it even tho im p sure i wasnt going 2

after that i wke up wild

☀️ what do you like the most about your best friend?

i dont have a best friend and all of my friends have their own unique qualities if i went into a rant abt them rn this will b so long

😘 talk about your crush or partner

[minhyuk voice] theres none

💁 if someone was rude to you, would you be rude back?

ya bc im petty but it really depends on the person

🌟 what do you like about yourself? (must choose at least 3 things!)

my personality (the good parts)

my values

my taste in friends (my Big Friends are either geminis or scorpios good)

🐾 what are you scared of most? how will you overcome it?

the dark and bitch isnt gonna turn off her night light any time soon

🎁 what never fails to make you happy?

seeing my favourite happy, listening to the music i like

💙 what annoys you about some people?

i jjust went into a full out rant abt this on the other reply so ill be quiet now

😤 do you get angry easily?

yeahhhhh

🐇 what do you always daydream about?

my faves tbh

🌻 if you could change 3 things about the world what would you change?

bad people , gone.

everybody only sends love and happy things on anon

i just want everyone 2 b nice & friendly wars of any sort dont exist and no one wants anybody dead

🍓 send me 4 names: kiss, befriend, kill or marry?

if u sent jae’s name earlier id have trouble so im glad

kiss: tihis is so fucking embarrassing wtf minhyku (mx) but only on the cheek basically everywhere except the lips or anyplace weird

befriend: brian :-0

kill: jae goodbye loser

marry: sanha we can yell every time we gotta turn the lights off

✈️ what is your dream city and why?

tokyo bc its NICE

☕️ talk about your ideal day

cant read

🌸 are you an introvert, ambivert or extrovert?

i suddenly thought of the word ambivore which made me think of the word vore i wanna delete im a both? mayb idk

💧 when was the last time you cried?

nov 3 bc my heart hurts whenever i see ppl being a bad friend

🎵 name 5 songs you love at the moment

oh worm

all alone - day6

with you - astro

dramarama - mx (even though it isnt out yet lmao)

run - bts (the superior bts song)

hellevator - / (i was rly gonna make this mixed languages but rip)

⚡️ if you had any superpower, what would it be and why?

to fly bc im basic

💛 if you could talk to your younger self, what would you say?

dont do that

💚 who are you jealous of and why?

nobody in general?????????

💎 which one would you rather have more of: intelligence, beauty, kindness, wealth or bravery? why?

intelligence i have 2 live somehow what if my money gets stolen

🙊 what are you ashamed of?

my humor

🌺 which languages do you know? which do you want to learn?

i (barely) know chinese despite having 2 take it all my life legends only

i know english but im bad at that 2 and its my first language once again legends only

i wanna learn japanese and korean

🍀 if you could be any fictional character’s best friend/lover, which fictional character would you be?

the cow from voltron

☁️ talk about your dream universe.

weve already discussed this

💜 which acts of kindness are you going to do today?

oh w-0rm ok so im a regular anon on this persons blog and i wanted to send an ask but never got arnd doing it so im gonna send her one. soon/

🐬 if you could transform into any animal/magical creature, what would you be and why?

let me live my life as a furry and cat

🍄 talk about someone/something you really dislike

are u ready 4 me to b the meanest person yet bc i sure am lets fucking go

so theres this girl. and i know her (unfortunately) and ive known her since like 4 years ago and back then she was already pretty shit tbh

she cried bc she had to sit in between the “weird” and “dirty” girls in our class and she headass cried in front of them and everyone just bc she didnt like the arrangement?? shes called the “dirty” girl disgusting before and has made fun of her in front of everybody its just bad :-/

now. fast forward 3 years and in addition to still being disrespectful and rude, she now vocalizes her weird fantasies for her “oppas”??? some examples:

“when i go watch __ perform im gonna climb onto stage and then my mother and my future husband will fight for me” and she calls those kpop idols weird shit and basically sexualizes them/???? she says the weirdest fucking shit on her ig story and tags them???????

another thing. she went to korea nd took a picture of a complete stranger and posted it on her public ig and called him her “oppa” and said that they had a “fun day together” despite the guy not knowing her at all???? she posted the pic of him??? i still dont get it tbh

she wasnt even being ironic at all??? she calls herself & classmates “autistic” whenever she/others do smth dumb or mess up and its just sososososo fucking wrong

being one of the people to see how shes basically grown from bad to worse is something i dont fucking enjoy and i jsut want to leave my class already lmao

ok but there are times where i do appreciate her because sometimes the class will be rly quiet and the teacher is basically talking 2 themselves but she’ll always respond w/o fail so thats great but its only bc she talks so damn much

i just got a flashback to when she “jokingly” said she wanted to be a trainee for the rest of her life how do i just. god

😣 talk about some things that have been making you depressed/angry/anxious lately

we’ve once again already discussed this

🍪 what did you want to be as a kid, and what do you want to be now?

i wanted to be various things honestly?? ranging from an astronaut to a vet to an editor to an animator to other stuff i get influenced pretty easily so if i watch smth and i think its cool ill want 2 be that i guess?? ive been trying 2 get rid of that habit so now i have no clue what i wanna be

🍰 what are some of your favourite sugary foods?

sweets and chocolate cake

🍑 what are you obsessed with?

drinking water and staying hydrated

making my friends laugh is great 2

💘 what happens to you when you’re stressed?

acne LMAO

😪 what are you sick of?

the usual

🙀 are you an adrenaline seeker?

i love scouting on sif and bandori so yeah

💥 what are some unpopular opinions that you have?

lets not

☔️ would you consider yourself a good person?

to a certain extent

😊 what do you like to do as hobbies?

use my phone???? send nice anons and comment on art/fics

🎤 what’s the last song you hummed or sang by yourself?

none

🐝 what’s your worst trait? how are you planning to improve it?

my tolerance for ppl’s shit is so low

🎨 what do you always doodle when you’re bored?

my ocs

🐻 what’s stopping you from chasing your dreams?

i dont have a dream hence myself

🌷 what’s your mbti personality and why do you think it suits you?

infpt i dont rmb shit but yeah

🐶 send me 3 fictional people and I’ll choose my favourite!

falen i dont rmb what u sent

👑 who are your favourite celebrities and why?

i dont follow any :-o zendaya has had my heart ever since shake it off tho

🐴 opinion on day6?

ur rly gonna do this 2m e?

all alone just started playng this is terrible lets get it

so day6. a band i only found out about in late june (thank u boxy) and before this i only ever listened to bts and mx bc my friends stan them so i thought i was gonna expect boys dancing, the usual.

i clicked i smile and i lost my fucking shit as soon as i saw the instruments because prior to day6 i was a big 5sos fan so this was rly resonating to me tbh and i was just !!! so fukcng excited??? i never intended to even get into day6 honestly??? but after witnessing how good they are and watching about all of the available mvs at that point i was completely in awe so i caved a created a stan twitter for them.

now, this isnt even the most of it. after becoming a fan i realized how much more these 5 boys are. they compose (if im not wrong) and brian writes lyrics for the songs each month because of their everyday6 project and again, im wow-ed because??? the amount of dedication???? they went from releasing 2 title tracks in 2 years to releasing 12 title tracks and 12 bside tracks in a single year. they havent released the december song yet but haviing to work on 2 or more songs in 4 weeks is fucking amazing if you ask me.

theyre really talented and theyre just so versatile (am i using that word correctly) and each month their songs sound different. this project has given them the opportunity to try new things and you can hear the steady improvement in each of their vocals (dowoonie not so much since he barely gets lines, but we all know hes working hard) and if you listen to their debut song - kongchu and compare it to the version they released along with sunrise it just???? the drumming has even changed from the original version nd its so noticeable that whenever i hear kongchu from 2015 i know its the old ver

to add to those, they do vlives every week and although those vlives are always scheduled it still makes my day seeing them and watching them do the usual.

one thing im upset about is that how they barely promote themselves, they rarely get on variety shows (the most is individual schedules) and we, as mydays never really get to know the boys so its harder to fall for them as a whole. i dont know if its jyp or day6′s decision but if this is how they want to be known for - their music only, then so be it. we still have jae’s presence on youtube, music access and asc. thats the most we can get and it makes it difficult for us to learn about the rest but thats okay.

another thing. their concerts are something i always look forward to (even though my interest has died down a bit;) their concerts are just so fun to listen to?? there’ll always be mydays who stream the concert so everyone else can listen to them play and they sound so good live it drives me crazy. mydays are always so hyped and whenever mydays sing along it just gives me goosebumps??? bc theyre so???? good?????

tldr; day6 deserve more, following wise and promotions wise because they work so hard and once this project ends i hope they’ll manage to rest but still remain as a presence that will be known instead of returning to jyp’s dungeon.

🍋 do you consider yourself an emotional person?

there are days where i am more emotional than usual

📚 share 3 books that you love and your favourite quote from them.

this is tiring

😔 what do you always do when you feel sad? does it help?

i sleep and boy it really helps

😌 what thoughts keep you going when you’re sad?

rest

🌍 which country do you live in?

singapore

🐧 describe yourself in 3 words

lame funny swag

🐵 which quotes changed you?

“rocky swag” - park minhyuk, 2017

💭 do you keep a diary?

nope

💫 who inspires you?

brian kang

👻 do you believe in ghosts and why?

yes bc i love losing sleep

🎀 what’s your fashion sense like?

terrible

🎬 what are some of your favourite films?

i watched spiderman homecoming and i have no idea why i didnt see the plot twist coming but its GOOD watch it

🍦 what is one treasured childhood memory?

theres none lads

🐼 if you could meet anyone, who would it be and why?

all my internet buddies but sometimes i dont want to bc im kinda....gross

#softshouyous #asks #if anybody actually read all through all of this.... thank u.#FALEN THAKNK U FOR ASKING I LOVE U

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darlingstarts · 7 years

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🐰 what is one secret that you’ve never told anyone?

not that i can think of--i am an open book after all.

💗 if you could hug anyone, who would it be?

youngjae? maybe even doug or tom? honestly can’t think of anyone particularly that i can’t go and hug right now anyway lmao.

🐹 what are some of your favourite Pokémon and why?

pikachu, squirtle, charmander, roselia, gyrados off the top of my head. and just for the aesthetic tbh lol.

🌠 if you were in charge of the world, what would the world look like?

probably a lot more equal since i’m such a strong believer in equality. i am a feminist after all.

👀 what was the most recent vivid dream that you had?

i don’t remember. i think i was working in an airport or a school or something like that? there was lots of people.

☀️ what do you like the most about your best friend?

she makes me laugh. all the freaking time.

💁 if someone was rude to you, would you be rude back?

probably lmao.

🌟 what do you like about yourself? (must choose at least 3 things!)

my personality, my determination, my initiative!

🐾 what are you scared of most? how will you overcome it?

oblivion. never achieving anything in my life. i don’t know--i’m still working on it.

🎁 what never fails to make you happy?

talking to my friends, watching bap videos, singing and dancing by myself in my underwear.

💙 what annoys you about some people?

arrogance, mostly.

😤 do you get angry easily?

eh, not really. i think i’m rather patient and understanding.

🐇 what do you always daydream about?

my future family lol. my husband, our kids, what our lives will look like.

🌻 if you could change 3 things about the world what would you change?

the education system, the gender gap, racism.

✈️ what is your dream city and why?

paris. for all the reasons that everyone loves paris.

☕️ talk about your ideal day

going outdoors with people that i love. a beach, a hike, anything that lets me feel the sun on my skin and happy in their presence. there would be lots of laughs, lots of memories made and so, so, so many snapchats.

🌸 are you an introvert, ambivert or extrovert?

extrovert, mostly.

💧 when was the last time you cried?

i cry all the time sooooooooooooo yeah.

🎵 name 5 songs you love at the moment

passionfruit by drake, digital love by hailee steinfield, no more sad songs by little mix, what i like by bruno mars, oh nana by kard.

⚡️ if you had any superpower, what would it be and why?

teleportation--the ability to be anywhere at any moment at the click of my fingers is everything and more.

💛 if you could talk to your younger self, what would you say?

everything will work out in the end and it all happens for a reason. stay strong and keep your head up, you are exactly where you are meant to be. and, you know, DO MORE EXTRACURRICULAR ACTIVITES LMAO FUCK UR PARENTS.

💚 who are you jealous of and why?

no one in particular. i’m more so jealous of an idea of people. people who have their lives together and are happy and content with where they are. thats who i’m jealous of.

💎 which one would you rather have more of: intelligence, beauty, kindness, wealth or bravery? why?

intelligence and kindness. everything else will fade.

🙊 what are you ashamed of?

the thoughts and ideas i once held so close as a younger, less mature person.

🌺 which languages do you know? which do you want to learn?

i know english and a filipino dialect. i would love to learn french, korean and mandarin/cantonese.

🍀 if you could be any fictional character’s best friend/lover, which fictional character would you be?

MR. BINGLEY LOL.

☁️ talk about your dream universe.

equality. no hate. no sadness. happiness and contentment. honestly. no one bothered with worrying about regrets -- people were just upfront about what they wanted in life. that’s ideal.

💜 which acts of kindness are you going to do today?

not chop anyone’s head off when i could more than definitely do lol.

🐬 if you could transform into any animal/magical creature, what would you be and why?

MERMAID OFC.

🍄 talk about someone/something you really dislike

obnoxious and arrogant and thinks they are the king of everything with no real backing to it.

😣 talk about some things that have been making you depressed/angry/anxious lately

my job and the boy that i think i’m starting to really like but i’m not even sure, hey.

🍪 what did you want to be as a kid, and what do you want to be now?

i wanted to be a doctor and then a dance and now i’m a project manager, so.

🍰 what are some of your favourite sugary foods?

cupcakes and croissants and bagels!!!!!!

🍑 what are you obsessed with?

myself, hehe. i’m kidding. right now? socks. definitely, socks.

💘 what happens to you when you’re stressed?

i get quiet and try to work through whatever is making me stress -- my job normally.

😪 what are you sick of?

my job lol.

🙀 are you an adrenaline seeker?

yes and no? depends, really.

💥 what are some unpopular opinions that you have?

not too sure. equality though it really isn't an unpopular opinion. probably the idea that you can stereotype people? i guess you can funnel them all into a particular idea but everyone is different. there isn’t one rule -- everyone, everywhere, is an exception.

☔️ would you consider yourself a good person?

yes.

😊 what do you like to do as hobbies?

lol. watch movies and tv shows basically.

🎤 what’s the last song you hummed or sang by yourself?

red summer - red velvet

🐝 what’s your worst trait? how are you planning to improve it?

i have this idea of how people should act based on how i want them to act and get really angry when they don't follow. trying to teach myself to be better at accepting peoples actions.

🎨 what do you always doodle when you’re bored?

stars and hearts.

🐻 what’s stopping you from chasing your dreams?

money, disappointing my parents, fear of rejection and failure. normal stuff.

🌷 what’s your mbti personality and why do you think it suits you?

i was esfj which i thought suited me but lately i’ve moved into enfp which i think is still debatable. i’m both - i don't really like being put into one idea anyway.

👑 who are your favourite celebrities and why?

douglas booth bc he is my baby and cares and he's beautiful. youngjae bc i love him. lots of people but those are the two i can think of now.

🍋 do you consider yourself an emotional person?

oh hell yeah.

😔 what do you always do when you feel sad? does it help?

i sleep lol. it does but at the same time it doesn't. i cry a lot too which doesn't help so.

😌 what thoughts keep you going when you’re sad?

this isn't the end - things will always get better

🌍 which country do you live in?

australia!

🐧 describe yourself in 3 words

small, lively, loud

🐵 which quotes changed you?

your current fears do not compare to the glory that is to come.

💭 do you keep a diary?

i wish i had the perseverance to keep one, hey.

💫 who inspires you?

people who have their lives together and keep going even when things are hard.

👻 do you believe in ghosts and why?

i do bc its cool lol.

🎀 what’s your fashion sense like?

somewhere between varsity, comfortable, preppy and idk what else. i dress whatever i feel like wearing.

🎬 what are some of your favourite films?

clueless, hercules, the dark knight, uhhhh and others that i can't remember.

🐼 if you could meet anyone, who would it be and why?

the pope, definitely.

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bpdkipland · 7 years

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literally do them all lmao For the strawberry: a lizard person, a little gray alien, an orb, and the Burger King himself For mr horse: ur opinion on the Charmin toilet paper bears

thank you so much anon fuc ily

🐰 what is one secret that you’ve never told anyone?

yikes startin out w a hard one then um when i was a kid i had such a stressful emotional time that it caused me to wet the bed until i was like 12 or 13? it was fuct up

💗 if you could hug anyone, who would it be?

probs my crush or my friend jacob bc he gives gr8 hugs ♥♥

🐹 what are some of your favourite Pokémon and why?

Lugia bc when i was little i had a card that was all holographic and it had lugia on it. i never really got super into pokemon lol

🌠 if you were in charge of the world, what would the world look like?

oh god it would be a mess

👀 what was the most recent vivid dream that you had?

honestly the only one coming to mind is the one i had as a kid where this creature opened up its head and ate my sister and im still scared of going outside in the dark to this day bc of it

☀️ what do you like the most about your best friend?

i have multiple best friends but theyre mostly all there for me whenever i need them? like one time jacob drove from the other side of town to give me earbuds bc i had lost mine

😘 talk about your crush or partner

GOD my crush is a literal angel???? like????? hoy fuk i love her so much she’s so sweet and kind and caring and she just radiates light and love and i got to kiss her on new years ♥♥♥♥

💁 if someone was rude to you, would you be rude back?

depends on HOW rude they were. like,... i was nice to my ex for so long lol

🌟 what do you like about yourself? (must choose at least 3 things!)

i like my nose, freckles, and the fact that im Nice

🐾 what are you scared of most? how will you overcome it?

well its being abandoned by everyone i love and guess what thats starting to happen and im coping lmao

🎁 what never fails to make you happy?

this video

💙 what annoys you about some people?

if they chew with their fockin mouth open i die

😤 do you get angry easily?

nope i actually am pretty slow to anger lol

🐇 what do you always daydream about?

do intrusive thoughts of people coming on to me count

🌻 if you could change 3 things about the world what would you change?

well no offense but republicans would be illegal. sent off to an island not allowed to communicate with the rest of the world lol, strawberries would be in season year round, and weed would be legal bc i cant think of anything else

🍓 send me 4 names: kiss, befriend, kill or marry?

kiss: orb ♥♥befriend: lizard person kill: k i l l t h e b o r g (burger king) marry: gray alien

✈️ what is your dream city and why?

ive not been to any good cities so i dont know

☕️ talk about your ideal day

hanging out with all my friends, they dont all hate each other, we all watch movies in a big cuddle puddle and im in the middle of it ♥♥

🌸 are you an introvert, ambivert or extrovert?

definitely an ambivert.

💧 when was the last time you cried?

fuck????? i dont remember???? my eyes welled up yesterday does that count

🎵 name 5 songs you love at the moment

in no particular order: 1. Come On Eileen 2. Insomnia (by Dirty Heads) 3. Birdhouse in Your Soul4. Ana Ng5. Moving On (by James)

⚡️ if you had any superpower, what would it be and why?

pyrokinesis so i can light all abusers on fire lol

💛 if you could talk to your younger self, what would you say?

Listen, kid, there’s a reason you hate yourself and there’s a reason you wanna die all the time but lemme tell you, it ain’t worth it. those hospital stays aren’t worth it. you might not believe it but you’re over 250 days clean! didn’t think you’d make it this far, huh? you also made it to 18 years of age. you’re gonna be okay, kid.

💚 who are you jealous of and why?

myself when i’m in a nice mood bc like??? shut yo nice ass up

💎 which one would you rather have more of: intelligence, beauty, kindness, wealth or bravery? why?

bravery honestly. i have reasons but i dont have words for the reasons rn

🙊 what are you ashamed of?

um that secret i told the fuck

🌺 which languages do you know? which do you want to learn?

i know English and tiny bits of French and i’d love to become fluent in French and Italian?

🍀 if you could be any fictional character’s best friend/lover, which fictional character would you be?

i wanna be best friends with mike wazowski

☁️ talk about your dream universe.

???????

💜 which acts of kindness are you going to do today?

it’s a bit late but did do some dishes for my mom cleaned off my desk so i could start painting again :>

🐬 if you could transform into any animal/magical creature, what would you be and why?

new c/r/yptid: Lance Cube.

🍄 talk about someone/something you really dislike

y’know when ur eyes just start crying when the rest of u is fine?? like wow i didnt know i was supposed to be emotional but ig????

😣 talk about some things that have been making you depressed/angry/anxious lately

i’m anxious because my doctors office isnt giving my medical records to the michigan works people im working with so they cant open a case for me, making it so they cant help me find a job bc of my mental illnesses

🍪 what did you want to be as a kid, and what do you want to be now?

i wanted to be a veterinarian but now i wanna be a zookeeper

🍰 what are some of your favourite sugary foods?

i loooove peach rings and sour patch kids and !!!! strawberry shortcake

🍑 what are you obsessed with?

animal crossing tbh i love it so much

💘 what happens to you when you’re stressed?

i get auditory hallucinations and i just start crying no matter what stressed mood im in. angry stressed? crying. happy stressed? crying. anxious stressed? crying

😪 what are you sick of?

having kidney disease??? ?

🙀 are you an adrenaline seeker?

i mean? sometimes? but yall gotta talk me into going on roller coasters

💥 what are some unpopular opinions that you have?

red beet eggs are my LIFE if i could eat them daily i would die, peppers are fucking gross, and tea is fucking gross unless its Tea

☔️ would you consider yourself a good person?

i like to think i am a good person?

😊 what do you like to do as hobbies?

draw & sing!!!!

🎤 what’s the last song you hummed or sang by yourself?

You Ain’t No Saint by Aaron West and The Roaring Twenties

🐝 what’s your worst trait? how are you planning to improve it?

I’m annoying. I plan on improving it by shutting my ass up

🎨 what do you always doodle when you’re bored?

i draw people and eyes mainly. and the occasional hand

🐻 what’s stopping you from chasing your dreams?

i’m too shy and bisexual for this

🌷 what’s your mbti personality and why do you think it suits you?

fuck i dont remember i just know i have the same one as Fox Mulder and thats why it fits me lmao

🐶 send me 3 fictional people and I’ll choose my favourite!

...u didnt give me 3 ppl....

👑 who are your favourite celebrities and why?

mothman because he’s my boyfriend

🐴 opinion on __? (Charmin Toilet Paper Bears)

they wipe my ass for me

🍋 do you consider yourself an emotional person?

i used to be. now im not so sure.

📚 share 3 books that you love and your favourite quote from them.

yall i’ve only read 3 books

😔 what do you always do when you feel sad? does it help?

i usually mope around and sleep a lot. it doesnt help usually.

😌 what thoughts keep you going when you’re sad?

Death Anxiety

🌍 which country do you live in?

USA!

🐧 describe yourself in 3 words

needy, petty, and damaged

🐵 which quotes changed you?

“What’s your Fursona” - @thebpdevil“Your job is to break death’s heart”

💭 do you keep a diary?

I keep a bullet journal!! i think thats kinda similar

💫 who inspires you?

honestly my dad??? but also idk :/

👻 do you believe in ghosts and why?

hell YES because i am one

🎀 what’s your fashion sense like?

department store clearance section & band merch

🎬 what are some of your favourite films?

Heathers, Taken, Girl Interrupted, and if u watch the OA in one shot it counts as a movie i’m counting it

🍦 what is one treasured childhood memory?

Throwing mashed potatoes at my sister.

🐱 what’s your dream pet like?

Cat snake (ferret) who loves to cuddle and doesnt bite :-)

🐼 if you could meet anyone, who would it be?

probably???? um???? Patrick Stump or Pete Wentz honestly.

HOO THIS WAS FUN AND IT TOOK OVER AN HOUR TO DO THANK YOU

#asks #anon #Anonymous

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nofeelingsandallthefeelings · 6 years

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u suck

nov.29.17

I am still slowly but surely trying to process my feelings between everything that has happened this week and am still evaluating if i want to meet up with shawn, atop evaluating my feelings towards this rendez vous i equally enjoyed but hated. I have alot of mixed emotions in me right now while I am trying to focus on school, which I have been doing a fabulous job of as of now. I wish Katherine worked everyday because it feels like forever until I meet her again.

Anways, I wanted to give a big fuck you shoutout to chase. What a piece of shit. seriously. Do not fucking reflect your insecurities and shortcomings onto me. I am done, I am done!!!! I want to be mean and rude, crude, and harsh but I am trying to be a better person so I am just gonna let that shit go because I am above it and dont have the time or energy to spend on it. I will definitely have to meditate with this one to clean out all this bull shit negative energy! What a dick. I still cant believe the audacity, talking to me like that, wanting to make me feel as shitty as he does, want to me feel insecure. FUCK U FUCK U . U dont know me u dont deserve a second of my attention . I tried tried so hard to be nice but alas you have proven ur worthlessness and inability to add to my life (growth wise). FUCKK u dude.

The past few months have showed me the fragility of the male ego. How when rejected they deflect and try to make women feel like their the intruder/offender/tease/, dick games is what they play.. and hoe tactics was right, it works every fucking time. bc u know what feeling guilty as a women sucks, why not give in. and I think thats what I am feeeling now! From that specific situation. I swear homeboy was a damn psycho but somehow I am still talking to him and I really want to tell him he made me feel violated. I am going to alow myself to wallow in these emotions for a little. Earlier today I felt vulnerable, guilty, weak.. I feel confident and powerful right now. I have the worlds oyster and the world is at my feet.

I am gonna do so well on all my projects, i am gonna get all my shit done bc school will never leave school will never betray me, I will show my intelligence and dilligence through my school work and I will make these next 2 weeks the most productive, I compartmentalize everything, I am strong and can handle these sitatuins, i am soft and understand but strong and powerful, I am powerful and can change things and situations in my life. I am in control of my future and right now the future is in my favor bc the universe is in love with me and im in love with her. I am obsessed with learning and growing and she loves me. I will do really good these next weeks and make everything count. I am accomplishing my goals. I am accomplishing my goals. I am accomplishing my goals. I am accomplihing my dream s i am accomplishing my dreams. I attact intelligence and beautful minds and people. I attract wealth in mind body soul and wallet. I attract success and abundance. I am a universe, the universe loves me and I love her. I will be disiplined in the next few weeks and do really well on my projects and I am going to reach out for help when I need it. I do what I want, I do what I want and I do it to benefit my future and well being. I do what I want and I do it to be a better person. I only do things that are an investment to myself. I love myself i love myself i love myself i love myself. I am great i am great, i am excpetional and i accomplish my goals and dreams. I accomplish and exceed my goals. I love myself I love myself. I am a strong beautiful intelligent bright eager to learn woman, I love myself, I am strong I am strong I am strong! I love myself I love myself I love myslelf! I love myself I love myself. I love myself. and I am LIVING I AM LIVING MY DREAM> I LOVE MYSELF I LOVE MYSELF>

fuckkkkkkk u u, alllll of u.

I LOVE MYSELF

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