#this aaaannnddd steven universe i think? the combo of the art style and the

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how did adventure time make the most depressing fucking plot i’ve ever seen?? I Remember You never fails to make me sob like a baby. and that christmas episode where finn and jake steal ice king’s tapes and in the end they find the one where it’s just simon. i watched I Remember You for the first time when i was too young to process emotions that strong so now it’s the nostalgia + simon+marceline father/daughter relationship and how that was just completely lost and she was just a kid! he loved her so much! how do i cope with this. what am i supposed to do with this. i want them so much to elaborate for like 100 episodes on just marceline and simon but also that would fuck me up so bad. 

the line ‘that must be so confusing for a little girl’ shows so much compassion and empathy and then to see the stark contrast of that and ice king’s stupid face saying stupid shit makes me Break Down. it just hurts so much! it hurts and like how do u expect little me to cope with that? i DIDN’T i repressed it is what i fuckin did. jesus christ

#re-reading this post almost made me cry again cuz like. fuck #AT was such an intriguing show when i was little #when i was a kid i saw this on tv next to like. spongebob and was like #'they actually have GOOD CARTOONS?? WITH PLOTS???' #and i've been hooked ever since #and now i know why #this aaaannnddd steven universe i think? the combo of the art style and the #storytelling. like it's different for both of em but they're both just So Good #anyway i will never not be fucked up over adventure time #oh god and i didn't even mention Everything Stays #GOD DAMN! that one. i still can't process emotions about that one #they just sorta sit in a lump in my chest and i gotta. i gotta not listen to everything stays #lest i go insane with Feelings #AT is very much a comfort show that i can watch when i can't do like #hannibal's weird plot and boring dialogue #the bright colours and constant movement and new words and loud noises just #help me focus on the actual content. i love hannibal but only when there's cool #corpses i think. i only remember honeycomb man and mushroom farm people #those were cool! i also like hannibal and graham's fucked up relationship #but i'm not gonna wait a thousand episodes to see it ya know? #need stimulation now #it's late this is what happens when u give me internet access at 1 am #:) i'm gonna be dead tomorrow :) #whatever i'll have another nap and go to sleep at 10 #i'll fix my sleep schedule when the sun comes back