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hyuckmov · 7 months

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I think my ask for deleted or it's rotting somewhere in your ask box hahahsvs

But incase it did get deleted I

Just wanted to say I love rockstar hyuck part 2 so much!!!! It's been released since like 2 weeks and it is engraved in my brain

Like you don't know how bad on a daily base I crave to read rockstar hyuck ( I crave haechan in general btw🗣 )

It makes me so happy to see that there is still 1 more part to go but also so sad that it's ending soon 😭😭😭

At the same time MULTIVERSE HYUCK AHHHHHHHHHH he is giving greenest flag of green flags if you understand what I mean

#live laugh rockstar hyuck

#die for rockstar hyuck

Also I heard u go to a London uni now so good luck with your studies and stay healthy ( correct me if I'm wrong....sorry 😭 )

🍞 anon

HIII i’m going to answer both asks just bc i can hehe 🫶🏻 i have quite a few asks sitting in my inbox but it literally makes me so happy whenever i receive something especially about rockstar haech :) aaaaa i’m so so so happy that he stays in your mind and i’m really excited to get to writing him in part 3!!! haven’t rlly gotten to work on it bc things have been crazy but i’m literally also looking forward to it so much !!!

i also can’t really believe it’s ending soon :( i might make part 3 a little extra longer so you can see their dynamic and idk feel like you know them better, or i might come back and do shorter pieces. i kind of love expanding my projects and i would also be sad that their story ends here !!!

i AM hoping to write multiverse hyuck sooooo good. in it he kind of keeps the multiverse thing a secret from reader because he wants her to love him for real and all by herself and not because she thinks she has to - but also he has so much fear that this is maybe the one universe in which they don’t end up together. IDK i’m so excited for this concept and this new haechan hehe i hope you’ll like it and it’ll be a comforting read!!!

nooo dont apologise!!! thank u for reading my occasional posts about my life hehe :) i’m in the uk rn for uni - not in london but somewhat close ! thank you sm i hope you’re doing well too🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

#🍞 anon #asks #fic: rockstar haechan #fic: don’t let me go

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boxwinebaddie · 7 months

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yooo hey uncle nina o/ hope ur feeling a little better. and if not i hope you will soon dude. i'm the anon who's chosen name is stan and yeah dw, if i find pep stan on my loser boy adventures, he's getting in the stan van we are SPEEDING to therapy. breaking EVERY traffic law known to man. i mentioned my s/o in the last one and i just wanna ramble a bit about them bc. love wins or something /j. i think ab them a lot when i read anything with kyle because he's their favorite, but pep!kyle rlly just makes me think. "yeah thats them". they literally call themself neurotic and cant swim. i on the other hand actually did swimming like semi-professionally as a kid. maybe we rlly did escape from ur fic LMAO

hi stan :),

being able to write that in first person as the actual person that i am and not Narrator Nina is surreal and also very special to me. <3

i must say, as well, that you chose the name of a character who ( at least in my eyes and the lens of my fanfictions ) is a precious possessor and heartwarming harborer of perhaps the sweetest, kindest, sensitive souls ever to soul, and, in the wise words of peppermint!kyle, is, really and truly, one of the most emotionally stunning, intuitive creatures to roam our earth / 'proof angels exist'.

the warmth of your messages conveys to me that you embody his same warm and kindred spirit...but also leads me to believe, that in someway you may be sad...or suffering? :( that deeply saddens me.

to which, i hope from the very bottom of my heart, that you heal from what harms you, and know if you have any crosses to bear, pray they do not cross paths with me because i am far...far more frightening. :)

also, thank you, darling. you, of course, may just need therapy, but as an extended favor, now that i think about it...please just tell pep!stan you are going to Taco Bell and 5150 him straight to mental hospital.

its...time. he needs a grippy sock vacation...Desperately! make haste!

speaking of mental health and mine specifically, i am sorry that i let this ask sit and collect dust in my inbox so long ( i actually came back this week several times to admire it! ), but i am...unfortunately an evil break up, nastie, beastie girlie right now and i did not want to answer this sweet, sweet wonderful ask with that...Foul, Odious Energy. :/

but in writing my update, where in some parts the boys are being ( ew ) very cute and sickeningly sweet and reading your message...i am finding...the ice around my cold, black, shriveled up heart is melting.

( how very dare you, this is my menace girl, female joker, villain arc! )

the fact that your partner is also kyle-coded is a high honor because kyle is so often misunderstood, when he really is, the most honest and brilliant person in peppermint. and if i was constantly getting scrutinized for relaying my extremely right opinion, i would also be mad as hell and starting shit all the time!!! he's right, let him cook!!!

also, i'm glad the peppermint boys are relatable to both you and your other half because i specifically wrote them in hopes that everyone who read pep, would see a little stan or kyle in themselves. <3 :)

which, d'awwww!!! you're the little mermaid and your partner is the princely, princessy royal type person you plucked out of the sea. that's so lovely. *stan chapter one vc to kyle* you're really no ariel.

AND EXCUSE ME! please return to your enclosure, stan and kyle! i'm not done torturing you in front of my captive internet audience!!!!!

just kidding...mostly, i want you to get your happy ending. <3333

...and i think you will get that regardless of me writing you one.

it gives me such a surge of happiness and warmth during one of the hardest times in my life to know that as a stan, you found your kyle.

and that's all any one can ever hope for right?

to find the flavor of chapstick that tastes like medicine to them. :')

( ...is there a branch in my eye, oh my god! i'm not crying! don't look! please i am so mean and menacing and evil and scary! >:''''''''(((( )

i personally think they are soul mates and perfect for each other so i think you have a wonderful life ahead of both of you. *stan vc* wowza

be kind to each other and though healing is a personal process and up to you and you alone, i hope you help each other heal. :')

and thank you, stan and kyle, for helping me heal as well <3

-uncle nina, really, uh, tearing up from that damn branch sahdalkds

#i'm sorry if this sounds like im some like weird sage dnd wizard or something i wanted to give you a dignified response #also i am a pretentious poet girlie so i cant help myself #but heres!!!! to true love #i wish you all the happinesses in the world #which i hope means something to you as i am the most miserable and morose misanthropic monster in the world right now #but your little romance touches me deeply #thank you for your message and i'm very glad...stan...that you found your kyle <3333

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yvesolade · 1 year

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q&a hello ! i have a lot of asks accumulated since i went awol, but i'm back now + more illiterate than ever and am going to answer all the anons here instead of like . spamming my feed, ur welcome

"hello i have sent u a nice message" hello, i have read the nice message and am keeping it in my inbox because i want 2 keep it and look at it forever <3

Hello. I’m looking for your poem called Cut. “You who never touched anything without wanting to destroy it. You who never loved anything at all.” Can you help? hello! 'cut' can be found in dark when it gets dark ! sorry it's on am*zon, i do not control distribution ! if u rlly want to read it w/o buying it tho, lmk and i'll see what i can do !

hi there! i really really love bloodsport, but i like being able to annotate physically. is there anywhere i can give you some money and then print it out for myself? i'd love to fairly compensate you for your stunning work <3 have a lovely day mentioned this a long time ago but i hope to one day put together a collection of bloodsport + slaughterhouse poems + get it printed but haven't had the time to look into it yet so ! in the meantime, go wild + if u want to throw some money my way, u can send some 2 my ko-fi ty ty

I was watching the 2006 Pink Panther movie, one of the best films put to screen yet when I found a character named "Yves", his name was pronounce 'eve'. Please do not tell me that is how you are pronounced. Belovéd will always be written by "ee-ves" Olade in my heart. this is so funny . live ur truth king xx

hi! i read an excerpt from mercy recently and i loved it so much. i was hoping to find the full thing somewhere, would you have a link? mercy is part of slaughterhouse which you can read here ! free to download but tips open if u can spare it <3

hi!! i read some excerpts from your works and i wanted to know where can i get a copy of them? like pdf or ebook thanks

Where can I find the books or full poems. This writing is beyond beautiful and I need it to consume more of my time.

Where can we buy some of your poetry?* slaughterhouse * bloodsport * dark when it gets dark those r three collections i have open at the moment !! thank u for ur interest : ) <3 <3 slaughterhouse + bloodsport are pay what u want !

hi from a beginner poet!! i'd like to ask what's been the most helpful writing advice you have been given? :D "start writing, no matter what. the water does not flow until the faucet is turned on." - louis l'amour. very important !!! much better to make trash than to make nothing at all

hello!! do you have any thoughts for baby poets and people just starting to write? other than the above i would encourage u 2 do 3 things. 1st and most important ! read !!! 2nd . write what u want 2 write !!! 3 : read again !!! those weirdos on twitter who say u don't have to read to write are narcissists + they're lying 2 u

I really want to get a tattoo of one verse of yours. go ahead !!! only rule is that u have to send me a photo after !!

#anonymous #the ask and the answer

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xx-vergil-xx · 1 year

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(2/2)

Anyway this was just to say that the line of Hob being the closed end of parenthesis made me more emotional than anything has any right to do because what is one part of the parenthesis if its partner is missing and would you look at that I made myself cry again.

Sorry for throwing this in your inbox and I'm sorry for any mistakes in spelling because I actually can't see my keyboard very well gfhjfghhfg I am off to sit in a dark room and try to gather myself. thank you for this wonderful story and gift you've given the sandman and dreamling fandom ily and Hounds ever so much <3

(p.s this is bookbinding anon btw, who I know you found but I'm always too embarrassed to ask things off of anon so here we are)

hello book binder!! <3 <3 <3 responding to both parts of ur ask in one here bc u rlly made me sit down and. think. about parentheses. my favorite thing in the world is when someone like shares their literal galaxy brain analysis of something w me it is such a gift to hear ur thoughts im like. my god. the implication of losing the opening parenthesis. to be only an end without a start. jesus christ. im actually in deep physical and emotional Agonies about that now holy hell.

thank you so very much for not only ur like genius tier thoughts which have left me physically shaking but also for ur immensely kind words about my writing!! all my love <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

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favoniuscodex · 2 years

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i luv ur writing seriously love it love it love it you are and have been for A While one of my favorite blogs! i don’t rlly write genshin fanfic but as a fellow writer your writing seriously inspires me. i look up to you!

i don’t rlly know how to use tumblr lol so the most interaction i do are likes but!! felt the need to let you know just how much i appreciate your work!! i’ll be reading and just go oh my Heart oh my Heart

thank u !!! i am so sorry for responding 2 this so late ,,, i forget to check my inbox !

i may be one of ur fave writing blogs, but u are now one of my fave anons <3333 being inspiring to u is such an honor!!! also, that's ok if you only like fics, but interaction (such as this ask you're sending) is always greatly appreciated <3333 i read this message and i'm like,,, oh,,, MY heart,,, hehehehehe thank u for the kind words !!!! <3

#//mail

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codes · 8 months

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Hi Matthew! Sorry, this is just a random feeling that I felt like sharing for some reason.

I always wanted to interact with you more but even right now just the thought of it already makes me so anxious I'm lowkey nauseous. Idk, I think I find you too cool and I'm just too socially anxious for things like this.

That's it, that's the feeling www I don't know why I felt like sharing this

Just in case, I'm sorry if this brothered you or made you feel uncomfortable in any way, if you feel like it you're totally free to ignore this!!

Wish you a good day/week!! All the best in life and stay cool, Matthew!! <3

anon I need you to look at me, I need you to hold my hands and look at me.

Do it even if ur scared, and I’m not even playing around. Send me asks even if you’re so nervous that u start pacing the room.

I don’t know who you are but I can guarantee ur a lot braver than u give urself credit for, ur even interacting with me right now in a big anon ask!! Not everyone would have the courage to write all of that and send it without knowing how I’d react. I also deal with anxiety a lot but what rlly helps is remembering that the worst thing that could happen is that I get no reply, that’s it. A lot of things in life are like that since intimidating events are always worse in our imagination leading up to them.

You didn’t bother me in any way and i seriously doubt u would since ur so respectful in this anon ask so don’t use that as an excuse to not interact with me in the future 🫵 I’m serious. Personally, the more often that I do something that I think is scary, the less anxious I am when I have to do it again. I won’t ever be mad at someone who just wants to talk so you can use my inbox for whatever and whenever. It’ll get easier eventually, as most things are in life.

Tell me about any random things that pops into ur head, I’ll always respond eventually when I have the chance. Love you very much and I also hope you’re having a good day 💙

#ask #very very sweet anon

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particular-one · 1 year

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PLEASE THE NEW DAN HENG WAS SO GOOD 😭 my angst heart loves that the fact he never got to hear reader's last words would haunt him forever. He probably lays awake at night in bed imagining the event all over again and daydreams you dying in his arms instead of by yourself while he got help 😢

You so get me on the Oikawa simping. If you ever decide to release the hottest mixtape on why he's the most dedicated lover then I will stream it 24/7 😤. And mr.tetsurou!! He would never willingly make a fool of himself but once you get some alcohol in him 🥴 all his repressed feelings are about to come out!!!

I can't think of any requests but I see you currently have 8 in your inbox so I'm soooo looking forward to it on top of whatever you have in your drafts! Also I saw that you're closing matchups soon and that you're willing to do additionals so can you do 3 more for me with the info I sent since you already posted mine, please? (Only if you have the time and energy of course!!! I won't be too greedy for your writing and interaction now heheh) for the fandoms.....ummm...argh, this is so hard because I literally am in all those fandoms 😭 If any characters from any of your given fandoms jump out at you then I'll take them but if nobody comes to mind then I'll choose genshin, honkai and you can literally choose the last one for me hdjsks IM SORRY IM SO INDECISIVE 😣 we literally have all the same fandoms so it's so hard for me but I promise I'm not picky and I'll love whatever you write anyways so no stress LOL

I'm sitting in the doorway and just took my shoes off as I write this bc i got the notifs that you posted but i hope youre having a good day/night wherever you are!!💕💖

-🐰

teehee oh that was definitely the intention. i think it just adds to the heartbreak even more that he should have stayed by ur side for your final moments.... oh well! i love to give my comfort characters the biggest hug but simultaneously dump a truckload of angst on them .... whoops. wooHOOO oh yeah. watch me become oikawa's defense lawyer AND brand new pr manager, just going "dw sweetheart i will take care of you".... but in all seriousness, there is just so many layers to him that i really love abt him!! tbh he's probably the first few characters i really invested in analyzing, which is what got me into literary analysis and writing haha. waaa thank you! 🥹 ngl most of the stuff in my inbox are matchup requests but i rlly enjoy writing those anyways. i still have an angst idea that i would like to write out (it's been sitting in my brain since yesterday ngl) but i still have one more final to finish so maybe later this week! oh! but an anon did request for a scenario for kuroo and oikawa based on our convo so! 👀 hopefully i can get that out pretty soon<3 and on the topic of the matchup, definitely, yeah!! i think i did genshin for u already BUT i can always do a second genshin since there's lots of charas if u'd like :> keeping the last fandom a surprise till i post it. thanks for the ask as always and take care of urself! <3

#·˚ * 🔭 carlyle asks: 🐰 anon

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