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youremyheaven · 22 days

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oh wow rahu men can be very much insecure. also now that I’m single I attracted an arda moon man and guess what! not only he’s idealizing me, he’s feels like I’m too good for him and he would “ruin me.” I was like nope already done that and friend zoned him. He also had preassumptions about me that rubbed me the wrong way. At least now with the Jupiter moon man I’m talking to is very much secure with himself and has a lot to offer. I feel safe in his energy.

the 12h profection year makes sense! I’m glad that you came out feeling better than before 😊

did we date the same guy?? lololol my experience is v similar to yours and what I learned from that relationship is v similar. I learned a lot from it. I also now know what type of men (cough cough rahu men) I should avoid and life has gotten brighter now that he’s gone. we also had venus square neptune synastry. this man idealized me and put me on a pedestal like I was some sort of goddess to him. I think it is a rahuvian trait to resent us because he saw me as this “pure person” so I guess that made him treat me like shit (but I’m a person with flaws like I’m human too yk!!!) and when the relationship was running it’s course, he couldn’t stand that I stopped accepting his behavior because I used to accept his bare minimum and take him back. I used to put so much effort for his ass. I think it kinda shook him because I snapped back and stop putting my energy in him and that was one of the main reasons we broke up. I was going through major health issues as well at that time so I didn’t have much time for him because I had to put myself first and I guess that triggered him. My health issues made me realize a lot of shit and the veil was coming off. He wondered why I was with him and would be like why are you even with me? That rahu energy had a grip on me that’s why 😭😭 even after we broke up he was like I hope you find someone who makes you happy and gives you the love you deserve that I couldn’t give you. I realized this man will not give me the love I deserve, he will continue to resent me because my personality, my talents, etc.

Also kinda random on how rahu and ketu energies can manifest irl, you did mention something like how rahu natives can get back up from health reasons (correct me if I’m wrong!) My ex would try crazy ass shit and had dangerous encounters but came out fine😱 and as Ketu native I have a chronic illness and I have to watch out for my health😫

ty for allowing us anons to share our stories🩷🩷🩷 it’s comforting knowing we share similar experiences with rahu men 😭 sending healing vibes ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

tysm for the healing vibes 😭✨🫶🏼 sending some your way too 💫💖💫

all my life ive always felt like I was undeserving of the kind of treatment i received but now im thinking of how if me holding myself back has meant that ive subconsciously manifested many abusive relationships (romantic & platonic) ,, lacking self esteem can be dangerous bc if you don't see your own worth, others WILL try to convince you that you're nothing 😮‍💨sorry it's not related to anything you said but you've ✨ provoked my thoughts ✨once more hehe

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amomentoftimeandword · 8 months

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There's a lot to be said about almost crying when someone is talking to you about your self worth 😮‍💨🥺

Prefice info (some weeks ago): I made plans to go see a friend (a 2hr drive away from me) a week in advance, and was even in touch with them the night before.

Long story short, after I had already driven to them, plans unfortunately fell through because she wouldn't answer the phone (12 calls and just as many text messages later) or her doorbell (I was quite annoying about it), so I went and did what we were supposed to do together, by myself. (There's a lot more to this, but it comes down to that they were a shitty friend and it wasn't right with how I got treated.)

Tonight- A real and true friend had a conversation with me. They off handedly knew the situation, but not the depth of it. They were already upset, but upon hearing my actual account of events, was pretty livid on my behalf.

They looked at me and said, "You know you're worth more than that, right?" I gave them a small, sad smile before they continued. "I'm an asshole, with blunt opinions, but you're innately a nice person and it brings out a better part of me and I can't help but be nice to you." They said it with such gentleness, the kind I needed at the moment and it truly touched my heart.

They went on to say, "Imagine yourself as a piece of jewelry. You're not a bracelet that's gonna get worn once. You're not a pair earrings to be discarded and forgotten about. You're the damn wedding ring, a friend who sticks around and who gives themselves fully to others. If that friend you went to visit can't recognize you're value, that's not on you. It's on them and I'm genuinely upset at how much it hurt you too, is still hurting you."

My jaw was clenched so hard that my chin quivered with the effort of me trying not to cry in front of them😭. I have never in my life had anyone use an analogy like that to describe how I should view my self worth. It hit HARD though, deep down. Sitting in front of them and knowing they somehow saw that I didn't feel worthy, was a very vulnerable moment. Accepting their words.. even harder, because I know they're true. This singular person tonight, showed me how friends are supposed to show up for friends. I have never been more grateful to have such a special person in my life, that sees me so clearly, and knows the value and worth I bring to a friendship. Made my entire night. Now excuse me while I go let myself sob.

#a moment of time and word #true friends #real friends #so this is what that feels like #self worth #self value #crying #hard truth #self acceptance #lucky to have you #good people #good friends

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foxymoxynoona · 1 year

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FOXY (can I call you that)?? Hahaha

I’m so happy and sad that TMWC is over 🥲😮‍💨😭😭😭😭! Happy with with the ending because I just love how beautifully real and quirky and unique you wrote Jungkook and Alex’s love story (and also because I no longer have to endure the torture of waiting for the next chapter to come - which was always worth it hahahaa).

But I’m sad that’s it’s over hahaha, I’ve NEVER been so invested in or enjoyed any other story/fic more during my entire time here on tumbler - and it’s been a decade!

Side-note: ALSO, that proposal OMG! I was kicking my feet in the air cheering for them cause I was so happy!

The way you wrote the story was just so sincere, realistic, and heartfelt in every way possible. And I found myself screenshot-ing little paragraphs and quotes from every chapter just to keep for my sake cause they really did hit me in the best way possible. I forgot I was reading fan fiction because this story felt so SOOOO - Idek, I just loved it so much!

I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again, I want this story in paperback just in case the world goes to shit and there’s no internet - at least I will have a hard copy of Foxynoona’s Tell Me What Changed 😂♥️♥️

K this message is too long now, and I could go on forever, but basically I wanted to say thank you for sharing your time, talent, efforts with us. And congratulations on finishing such an amazing story! I can’t wait to read whatever you come out with next! I’m so so glad I stumbled upon this fic! 💖💖🥰

P.S. Apologies for any typos; this message is too long and I’m too lazy to check for any errors hahaha

Of course you can call me and that and 🥰🥰 Such kind words you have for me! I'm really pleased you enjoyed it so much and I wish I had a paperback to give you! You can always download a full copy on ao3 to have a digital copy at least. Maybe someday I'll make some inroads on publishing things! Sometimes I've dreamed about at least doing at-cost prints for some things like Amended but it would be SO f'ing expensive hahaha. This one wouldn't be so bad!

Anyway thank you for reading and for sending me such a nice, heart-filled note .🥰

#asks #tmwc #tell me what changed

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hyunjinspark · 2 years

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Hi hi darling 🥺❣️ How are you doing ?!

I finally finished reading the final part of Only Fools… at like 3:30am…… I was reeling it took me so long to fall asleep afterwards omg 😭😭😭😭 Not to mention I started the entire Smau over again, just to make the ending that much sweeter🥺 And it worked of course 😭💘

‼️(For anyone on HyunjinSparks’ blog, whom are not finished reading Only Fools, there are spoilers in this ask!!! Just wanted to make sure I don’t spoil the story for someone else!!) ‼️

I don’t even know where to begin…. Oh my lord it was all so so so perfect, you out-did yourself, as you did every time a written part came out for this masterpiece of a story 💘 (I promise you I’ve read one too many books that could never compare to Only Fools Fall For You) It was a bitter sweet moment seeing “the end” after finishing 😖🤧 I know there will be 2 epilogues, but oh my heart 😮‍💨

This story is a part of my soul forever 💘 Thank you, thank you, thank you a million times over for all the love, effort, time and dedication you put into this story!

Okay so the fact that there was so much fluff and the heart melting exchanges between Y/n and Hyunjin 😭😭 It was everything I was hoping for since the previous chapter….God I have never been in love like that and I don’t know if I ever will 🤧 (besides Hyunjin cause he’s the loml even if I may never meet him in person 💀)

I SWEAR TO GOD…. SEOJUN ?!?!?????? I wanted to b**ch slap her write off the face of the earth as soon as she kissed Hyunjin 🤬🤬 I was fuming honestly, the nerve of it !!! Ouuuuuuu all the stupid, unnecessary and totally overstepping comments she made about Hyunjin and of course implying so much towards Y/n…. I wanted Y/n to smack the whole head off her shoulders 🙃 I was extremely happy when she never made another appearance through their trip (besides her texting Hyunjin) cause I don’t think I could of handled more of her and her obnoxiousness 😤

You did such a wonderful job adding her in and making me feel so many things on the span of a few paragraphs 👏🏼😅

Hyunjin dirty texting at dinner though ?!?? OUUFFF what an amazing touch, cause I truly gasped when I read his answer after she guessed what he wanted 🥵🤯 (I volunteer).

The tension throughout the rest of the story was honestly killing me, when they got interrupted in the kitchen ???????? I was almost as frustrated as Y/n was 🥲 And then at the bonfire, holy shit I was about to die when she straddled him and then BOOM in walks cock-block Felix and Han 🤡 But of course the wait was well worth it 😫 Sensitive subby Hyunjin ?!?? 🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️🧎🏻‍♀️ My gosh how amazing 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

Oh.my.heart. The museum. I would die to go to a museum with Hyunjin and I feel he would be exactly like you described, especially if he had a significant other to bring along 🥺🥺 AND THE FLOWER MOVING ART ROOM ?!?????? AND HE ASKED HER OUT THERE ?!??????? Absolutely perfect, you are a genius, I was not expecting that and I was the best surprise ever not only for Y/n, but your readers too I’m sure 💘 It was cheesy and the best kind of cheesiness I could ever hope for 😭😭

And their conversation all throughout, while they were in bed made my heart explode 💘🤧 When she first fell in love with him ?!?!?!? AAHHHHHHH I MELTED!!!!! And of course I got quite excited when he asked her how many times he could make her cum in less than a hour 👀👀

AND THEN IT ENDED AND I DIED 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 IT WAS SO PERFECT I CAN’T DEAL WITH IT….. I was unsure when to send you this ask cause my brain was short-circuiting and I couldn’t form a proper thought on the matter 🥲

I love this story and you so so much ❣️ I could just go on and on about you and the amazing writer you are but I don’t want to take up too much of your time so I will bid you farewell for now! Thank you again for everything 🧎🏻‍♀️ I had so much fun in this journey of Only Fools with you and all the other readers, the full array of emotions, the anticipation, the excitement and the love for it all, was so much more than I ever expected….

Take care lovely, I can’t wait to talk to you again soon!! Lots of love and hugs to you ❣️

hi i love you so much for sending me in such a nice review and for taking out the time from your life to write it 🥺

firstly, i noticed that you did reread all of it and i hope you enjoyed it even more that way. a part of your soul? that makes me cry 😭 thank you. for loving it and for appreciating it so much.

im glad you liked all the fluff, it was so much fun to finally write them being together and openly in love because thats been a long time coming. you’re right, seojun did all of that and worse😭 im glad it came off that way as well, that you disliked her so much. i was wondering if it was too much drama but it was necessary 😁

hyunjin at dinner is so hot 🥵 im glad you felt the tension too and enjoyed subby hyun in the end 😅 thank you for loving the museum scene !! i definitely believe hyunjin will be as such, and would do grand gestures of romantic love because he is such a sweet soul.

i loved your breakdown of your favorite parts of the story, thank you so much 🥺🥺 you made my day honestly. thanks for being such a kind and interactive reader 💞

#only fools #part 68

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