#tumblr mobile kinda sucks to edit but eh

[mokasredribbon]

Just for a little vent? Idk I just want to get this of my chest. Nostalgia hit me like a bitch ngl.

So let's start from the beginning, where I'm in a dilemma where should I download mobile legends again or not. I saw few edits and montages of the gameplay in reels, at first I think it's neat and all but then I want to play it again, and then I saw few of my friends play it so now my desire to return to the game is getting stronger. It takes me a couple days to finally download the game again. But even so, I don't play it as often as unite do, one main thing why I despise the game is how toxic the player is they're extremely racist if you suck and don't forget how they wish your parents d word that's why I hate it, but since the game offer to mute the chat so I always mute it right before I play. Now let's jump why I made this post.

Like a normal person I do, the first thing when I'm done downloading the game is to search any works regarding my ship (idk if I'm clear enough to tell you guys on the previous paragraph, but I'm a returning Player, so yes I've been playing this game before). So I went to ao3 to search it. As expected they did have the content I want, but it so little that I'm not satisfied with just a bunch of oneshot fanfic, like no there's only 14 works total in ao3 and then I search on my trusty app.

Tumblr. this app has most of the content I want in previous fandom so that means they have it too right? Right??? Wrong! There's barely any fanfic about mlbb in here, even lesser than ao3, so I tried to search other platform to get some fanfic and my brain suggest quotev, so then I went to that web. only to see there's only three fanfiction in there. Desperate, I went to character ai to chat with my favorite characters which is hard because some of them are not exist or made yet (they didn't have zilong tf??) So I choose other characters, at least they exist, though their ai kinda shit. Eh I take what I've got.

Oh yes Wattpad, no I don't really struggled in there since I only search my old reading list. I'm on re-read in there not really satisfied but hey nostalgia :D

Oh talking about nostalgia, I really miss old mlbb when toxic teammates is barely seen in there, yes some are exist but they're shitting on my gameplay it's better than now, today's player outright being racist. Like bro getting a shitty teammates doesn't justify that, I'd pretty much prefer to be called blind, dog, etc rather than that.

Other nostalgia I really missed, is When I read truth or dare mlbb fic, or aluzi fic. those are the days when I see these characters chill and talk like close friends and completely Ignoring their canonical lore, it's just fun, but now most of the author quit ml and I'm sad that I'm now alone with no new stories to enjoy. Ah what a day

#moka is venting

[galaticrow546]

Breaking news: local artist finally finishes another fic he started and actually tried his best ( also breaking news: i actually write fics, i just dont finish many of them :') )

Anyways here is a little thing i wrote ( quite badly but i tried ) about the Idea of "Dream is small but he still get to keep his memories"

Its so hard to edit the story on Tumblr mobile what ;-;-

Btw i forgot mostly of what happened in OSD so It might be a little strange sorry-

Anyways, OSD belongs to @calcium-cat

Pain, thats all Dream felt for a moment, he twisted and shifted, trying to make the pain go away, even If It was for a while, It was also really dark too, he has no Idea what Night made him drink, but he doesnt feel good.

He felt panic as he noticed his conscience slipping away, as he panicked around, he felt a huge pain going through his entire body as he fainted.

…

After moments, he woke up again, as he slowly got up, he kept hissing at the pain that still jolted through his entire body:

-"Ugh, this sucks" thought the little guardian, "I wonder what Night gave me", as he thought, he opened his eyes slowly and blinked a few times before brushing his hands on his face to try and stir himself more awake, but he swears his hands felt...different.

As he opened his eyes, he took a glimpse at his hands, his tiny gloved hands looked smaller than usual, he turned around slowly to find his oversized clothes laying around him, and the clothes he was wearing weirdly looked like the clothes he wore when he was younger, as the realization crept in, Dream slowly realized what just happened, as panic began to grow inside him, he nervously touched his own hand and face while searching for a mirror.

It didnt take long before he found a small, partially broken mirror laying around the room he was in:

-"...It's becoming increasily obvious...I can deny It no longer…"

And, with a tired and defeated breath, Dream spurted out:

-"I am small"

Dream sat back while crossing his arms, how on earth would he even survive here with this size? he needed to come up with a solution fast, before anyone dangerous come-

*click*

Dream's eyes widen at the sound of the door being opened, as he panicked inside, he quickly jumped somewhere to hide, and for now, he needed to be careful to not be spotted.

-"Ugh, now to see how Dream is-"

Night paused, looking at the clothes laying around, It was silent, too silent, he walked over and grabbed a fistfull of Dream's present cape as he began searching for any trace of Dream, but his expression slowly began changing from a calm and neutral face to a worried and panicked one, he moved on from the clothes and began to search around the room, Dream cant be dead right? It was only a magic repressor he gave him after all.

Dream quietly watched from afar, and with a determined face, began to crept closer to Nightmare, ready to jump out and hopefully succeed to escape, a moment passed before Night got a surprise attack from a screaming skeleton toddler, he climbed Night in a rush while he was trying to get Dream out with force, and eventually, the guardian was caught by one of Nightmare's tentacles, as the cyan eye began analizing him, Dream tried to angrily break out of the tentacle's grasp, constantly trying to bite and punch It, It was quickly getting tiring.

Night watched the toddler scream and struggle silently, his face with an serious expression, Dream quickly looked at him angrily and tiredly as he spoke out:

-"Night...I will..ugh...I will break free, let...let me go"

Night listened silently and looked to the side like he was thinking, and with a wide grin, Night answered Dream's request:

-"...no"

Dream gave a tired sigh at the response as the silence between them remained, well, until a particular oreo came in the room in a rush:

-"Night are you ok? I heard screaming-"

Cross paused and stared at the scene, Night holding a toddler that looked like Dream on his tentacles and the toddler looking defeated and tired, It also looked so dirty too, Cross looked at Night silently and confused, Night sighed as he started:

-"Cross, believe It or not, this is Dream...yeah, i know its confusing, and i dont exactly know what happened to him, but trust me, its him"

The toddler tiredly looked up at the ex-royal guard, and shot him a tired but "ready-to-attack" glare, he knew he couldnt actually do much, but he could at least try.

Cross quickly spoke up:

-"...ok? Soooo you have no Idea what happened to him and he is just a toddler now", Night nodded calmly as the toddler looked seriously to the side, at this point, Dream just wanted to sleep, or at least take a nap, and the tentacle had a really tight grip so struggling was quite Impossible.

Night glared at Dream and gently approached him with a wide grin on his face, as Dream looked at him motherfuckerly:

-"awwww, the little kid right here wants to take a nap?" Said Night mockingly.

"No, i dont, let me go Night" spat Dream rudely.

"Not happening little pal, you're staying here until i decide what to do with you" grinned Night maliciously

Dream stayed silent at Night's response, but still kept glaring angrily at Night.

-"anyways, perhaps we should introduce our new pal here to the rest of the team since It might take a while for us to decide what to do, shall we?"

-"yeah, sure"

As Night walked towards the door, Dream looked at Cross with such a serious look that surprised Cross a little, he didnt expect the toddler to suddenly look at him while he follows Night, Cross glared at Dream back, but this only seemed to make Dream look offended, they both kept "fighting" with shooting each other daring and sometimes offensive looks.

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-"stop hitting me!"

Cross was having a hard time with bathing Dream, it seems that the little guy wouldnt give up so soon, It would be a miracle If he even behaved a little, but everytime Cross tried, Dream kept hitting him as hard as he can, and he also seemed very panicked whenever Cross succesfully held him, and then resorted to squirming and throwing water at him, honestly, Cross just wishes this would end soon.

-"I will not stop fighting!, leave me alone at once foul wench!"

Cross looked at him silently as Dream looked back with equal seriousness, they both stayed in silence until Cross handed him the soap and the sponge, as Cross tiredly got up to leave, Dream whispered at him silently:

-"......thank you"

Cross looked back at him with a questioning look, as Dream seemed to ignore the glare, he silently looked away as he left the bathroom, but not before whispering back:

-"......yeah...no problem"

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Cross was eating his dinner happily, well, until Night requested him to call Dream for dinner, since he didnt come down from his room for a while, Cross lazily walked towards the room Dream was given, and then knocked on the door a few times:

-"Dream? You there buddy? Come eat dinner, hope you like soup"

The bedroom stayed silent, Cross knocked a few more times:

-"ok buddy listen, im not joking, Night is telling me to come and get you to get down for dinner"

A faint shuffling was heard from inside the bedroom, Cross waited a while before deciding to turn around the doorknob and opening the door.

All he saw was a little toddler cuddling to the blanket It was given, It looked rather happy and comfy there, but It quickly opened his eyes to stare at Cross, and in turn, shift to sit on the comfy bed he was on:

-"ah, you have returned, welcome back" greeted Dream tiredly.

Cross stared at him confused, why would he even greet him after all of the chaos that happened today, perhaps he was so tired that he gave up on the thought of attacking him? Well, If thats the case, then at least he wont have to deal with a angry Dream.

Cross approached Dream slowly and quite cautiously, as Dream looked at him boredly, the blanket he was holding was quite fluffy though.

-"um, ok so, Night told me to get you to come down for dinner, now answer me, do you like soup?"

-"...hmmmm yeah sure, soup is nice"

-"uh right"

The silence was quite awkward, Dream seemed like he calmed down, but there was still a bit of cautiousness in him, seems like they werent getting his trust so soon.

-"...so, will you come down?"

Dream looks down, thinking carefully and silently before a grumbling sound coming from his stomach (???) broke the silence, Dream got spooked by the sudden sound and made a scared squeak because of It.

As Dream took some time to calm down from the sudden spook, he slowly stared at Cross:

-"...fine, I'll come down"

-"good, follow me, or dont, its your choice"

As Cross made his way to the door, Dream quickly got down from the bed and let go of the blanket he was holding at the entire conversation, following after Cross silently.

#toddler Dream #OSD #Nightmare sans #Cross sans #haha tiny bastard man is even more tiny #btw i wrote this as i am watching a deltarune chapter 2 stream and i decided to try and write something #keyword - tried #tumblr mobile kinda sucks to edit but eh #writing #my writing

[lafortis]

Hey all ur local gremlin here 

I'm not so bad today agdq is on so now I always have something to watch and that makes me happy

 I did a quick workout w my ten lb dumbbells bcus I wanna get back into it but I'm so fucking weak

 I think I isolated the muscle in my left arm that I literally don't have so that's nice I might be less completely lopsided soon 

Still tho weak as hell I'm gonna blame antibiotics for that but it's probably just bcus Ive been atrophying for like 3 months bcus of surgery I still can't do any core or legs rly except maybe push-ups or planking and even then I'm not sure 

I'll probably ask me doctor next time I see

 But ya sit-ups squats etc are right out 

And those r like what I consider most important for being like legit fit so it sucks 

But at least I can be a curlbro I need sick forearm muscles to match my tattoos lmao 

I'm out now and it's rly fucking cold I'm thinking of going to a coffee shop and getting things done I'm not sure what tho I guess I know some stuff I need to do ya 

No excuses I'll go do it 

FML 

I rly want this wound to heal like In november I kinda thought I had my life going in a direction I liked 

 And a big part of that was the ninjutsu and the personal trainer 

 I could still go to a personal trainer to try and stay like not unhealthy without hurting myself I guess they do do like limited mobility training but idk

 It just feels not as good and like money I don't have if I'm not getting the most out of it

i had to edit this bcus i added a read more on my laptop and then tumblr munched my formatting fuck

also i’m at a sbucks now so hurray

my wrists hurt so typing is hard but eh

also sry for anyone who didn’t sign up for “jeremy complains daily” but i guess these r things i would normlaly tell ppl and im tryna not do that bcus i am annoying and don’t have many ppl to talk to anyway so it goes here in stead

sorry babes

#personal