#what if my csa trauma is actually way overblown and nonexistent and like it only happened once through the clothes and I just imagined the

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I can’t be numb And sad at the same time, what the fuck is this

#it spoke #it’s f depressed bitch hours babeyyy #and of course it is. because it always is #I am rarely if ever not a depressed bitch sbdhdjcg #mental illness tw #the tags are probably out of order rn but I’m not doing anything about it atm #possibly delete later #at the very least I should edit #what if my csa trauma is actually way overblown and nonexistent and like it only happened once through the clothes and I just imagined the #rest #or even that one was imagined but more vividly #also I’ve been restricting but uh #I gained 2 pounds and honestly #wanted to unalive on the spot #csa tw #suicide tw #don’t worry though I never seem to follow through #just realized I’m adding these tags to the wrong post RIP #they were supposed to go on the one that came after this. #oh well. I’m too tired for this shit