#at the very least I should edit

[your-local-loon]

I can’t be numb And sad at the same time, what the fuck is this

#it spoke #it’s f depressed bitch hours babeyyy #and of course it is. because it always is #I am rarely if ever not a depressed bitch sbdhdjcg #mental illness tw #the tags are probably out of order rn but I’m not doing anything about it atm #possibly delete later #at the very least I should edit #what if my csa trauma is actually way overblown and nonexistent and like it only happened once through the clothes and I just imagined the #rest #or even that one was imagined but more vividly #also I’ve been restricting but uh #I gained 2 pounds and honestly #wanted to unalive on the spot #csa tw #suicide tw #don’t worry though I never seem to follow through #just realized I’m adding these tags to the wrong post RIP #they were supposed to go on the one that came after this. #oh well. I’m too tired for this shit

[moodlesmain]

Hi. Look at this.

I just spent two days straight making a digital conspiracy board trying to piece together my favourite genre that isn't really a genre and more just a very particular niche which doesn't really have a name.

If you want to look I reccomend downloading and zooming in on the image to read everything LMAO, I want to try and convert it to a page on my neocities at some point so its easier to view but for now you guys just get a big ol' jpeg. You're welcome :)

#THIS IS ALL ABOUT ME TRYING TO LIKE BREAK DOWN A SUB-GENRE I'VE NOTICED like thats the main thing i'm trying to do here #its so broad but also so specific and trying to explain it is hard #so i made this #welcome to my twisted mind etc #just realised i forgot to include Long Exposure :( #i'm actually posting this a day later cause it was like 4am when i finished this #gravity falls #psychonauts #coraline #paranorman #sequel post to my one from a few days ago which got way more notes than i expected asedrjthgdrf??? #this is a wip also i still wanna edit things and add things later #need to improve my silly lil' sticker labelling system #mystery kids #should i tag a few more of the things i included? at least the bigger things???? uhh #i'll tag #scooby doo #at the very least since i dedicated a whole corner to them #fandom conspiracy board #is that a thing is this a thing people normally do #idk #it's satisfying though i like it #enrichment for me :)

[royalarchivist]

My favorite part of running Royal Archivist is definitely reading the tags people put in their reblogs. I really love seeing people react to goofy bits or wild lore, it's just fun seeing people crack jokes or roast their streamer or have the same reaction I did while watching stream.

This blog (and the VOD Timestamp Archive) take up a lot of time and energy I don't really have, but seeing everyone's tags and seeing the kind messages I get every once in a while thanking me for my work make me so :'))))) I know MCYT fandoms tend to have a bad rap, but everyone who interacts with Royal Archivist has genuinely so kind and funny (with one or two exceptions) and it's really nice to see. I love seeing the love people have for QSMP.

#mod talk #Your friendly neighborhood Archivist is having a rough one but I just got a very sweet message and it made me smile #I'm very bad at responding to messages I'm so sorry OTL #Tumblr doesn't notify me half the time and the other half my ADHD nerfs me and I forget that I haven't responded to someone #But anyways #I really do work hard to do good edits and good clips but sometimes I'm working on an edit at 2am like #''Why am I doing this. QSMP should hire me. I feel like an unpaid intern all over again.'' #''I could do so much more work if this was my actual job I was getting paid for'' #lmao #Ah well it's good video editing practice at the very least

[what-in-procrastination]

I want to see henry lasso interact with every single character in this week’s episode PLEASE

#specifically jamie because I’m insane #I want a part 2 of the ted-henry-jamie interaction very badly though I do not expect it #at least we know we see him with beard #if he talks to nate that’ll be crazy #would also love to see him interact with rebecca… trent… roy… sam… #I guess I’d take anyone I just want to see what happens #also roy should bring phoebe around so they can be best friends #ted lasso #ted lasso spoilers #henry lasso #jamie tartt #EDIT: ALSO TRENT’S DAUGHTER HOLY SHIT #now is the time #trent crimm

[rotisseries]

inspired by elli's poll lol cause this seems fun actually but if you guys have bad answers I'll kill myself on your doorstep or smth

#“rori all of these are your faves how can there be a bad answer” well I still have an internal ranking on some of these #and if all of you pick an option that I think pales in comparison to the others. well. hm #I know what's gonna sweep though because two of these are niche as hell and 4 maybe 5 of these are things you people don't follow me for #fun fact I actually had to scrape my brain to make sure I couldn't come up with any more #I am unintentionally very picky on what is a favorite apparentlyyyy #I also just don't watch/read enough stuff these days so there's that #AND I NEED LONG TERM EXPOSURE TO KNOW THEY'RE STICKING AROUND #so like. I have some options but I don't KNOWWW if they're sticking yet #but this feels like such a small poll lmao #also no sapphics on here this is actually cause I hate women- #NO. JOKING. zelink is here. I almost put gideon and harrow but I'm in a perpetual state of not having finished tlt #and I couldn't put nebetta and darya I was drawing the line at 2 tbos ships. well. actually. changed my mind #not editing these tags actually you guys can see my thought process #WAIT AND SAYMARI. FUCK. I LITERALLY MADE A PLAYLIST FOR THEM I LOVE THEMMM #ok. is 4 tbos ships too many. hmm #I said 2 of these are niche now four of these are niche it's really the “which tbos pairing is your fave” poll #THIS POLL IS SO FUNNY IT'S SO SELF INDULGENT I HAVE TO TAKE OUT AT LEAST ONE TBOS SHIP #I should add one more general one... #cause I do actually want genuine and varied answers I gotta give y'all options so they don't all pool at the first two #I also almost put ellie and abby on here.. that would've been so funny four popular 1 rarepair 3 super niche ships #ellie and abby are soooo interesting to me though so of course the thought of them having something horrible going on together compels me #and they are one of my 3 favorited ao3 tags... they deserve a place... #ok well while I debate on that I'm putting akutagawa and atsushi on here I admittedly have only had like two months of exposure to them #but it is enough I can tell they are so crazy to me #the way my tags are just me overthinking everything on what is supposed to be a fun and silly poll... no one does it like me I'm afraid

[samanthamulder]

reminder to support your local gifmakers if you enjoy their works

#* #saying that a show's color grading is downright bad would be presumptuous (at least for me. who is not a colourist lol) #but the point is. what looks good on a big screen does not necessarily look good in a small scale looping image format #and however anyone chooses to edit their gifs; it requires both technical skill and artistic vision #every time someone points out that they love the way i coloured a scene -it makes me smile and genuinely means a lot! #so thank you! <3 and don't ever hesitate to let people know you love what they did #i doubt this post will get any traction but if it should...thank you for that as well <3 i am very passionate about this hobby of mine <333

[koddlet]

sooo i haven't gotten around to scanning any of the mini zines yet but theoretically... any interest in buying photocopies? or maybe scan packs for ppl to print off themselves?

#a few people have asked so i do plan on testing it out #but like... as a general thing...??? #i havent sold things online before so i'm a bit unsure of how to go about it #they'd be very very cheap essentially just postage #there's printing too but i think it wont be too bad cuz i can print off so many in one go. at least i should be able to #i'd need to edit it together to see but u know #i know the Worst Zine is what a lot of ppl want but i don't know if i can replicate the charm of it #anyway im just aaying things. i don't even know if photocopies will look good cuz of all the whiteout i use lol

[skrunksthatwunk]

so i read cyrano today. here's some parts i thought were funny in/out of context

cyrano's debut comes with bullying an actor he doesn't like offstage. two acts later he sends a band of musicians after him just to get them off his hands. he also tells them to tell this actor he sent them

and, of course, marmaladegate

#anyway i love cyrano lol #ive seen two different theater productions of it but this is the first time ive read it #anyway. ow. sad. but it's also very beautiful to me #cyrano #cyrano de bergerac #i didnt feel like taking pics of all the space travel methods but those were good. im fond of the magnet most of all i think #theres also bits like where he tells montfleury he's a full moon and after three claps he should eclipse himself #like if you're gonna be fatphobic at least be clever about it yk #plus i think it says more about cyrano's projection of his insecurities than anything else. kinda central idea to the play #i have no idea if these are funny out of context. it's a funny show though. i think seeing it really drives home the humor #kinda like seeing vs reading shakespeare. seeing the actors really breathes life into it #EDIT I FORGOT THE oh wait. an hour? psh PART THATS ONE OF MY FAVORITES. theyre so real for that tbh

[kyouka-supremacy]

Mmmhh...

#(Basically rant on my last two posts) #I know I've said it before and sorry for coming off as annoying– #but I really wish we still had a central bsd blog on Tumblr like fy-bungoustraydogs or bsd-central or things of the kind. #I think now everyone rushes to post news first. And although there's merit to it in knowing news as soon as they happen‚ #in the long run the death of this kind of central official content ***fan*** blogs is such a huge loss of fandom spaces‚ #especially for the archiving purposes they solved. Especially today that T/witter and G/oogle have basically become unusable. #Literally. Literally. I've been doing official content archiving since I was 11 #(because that's the very specific kind of mental illness I have) #and let me tell you that the quality of web search and especially reverse image search only got worse– #in a way that is very evident and noticeable. Which is crazy tbh and not how things should work. #If anyone would like to start a bsd-central kind of blog I'll be the first one to follow. #Actually if anyone actually wants to establish it feel free to contact me and I'll be more than happy to share the resources I have!!!! #It just needs to be something multi-modded for a series of reasons I won't get into right now #I just can't personally do it (not as main admin at least) because that would be modding my FIFTH active bsd blog– #and that's a little too much even for me. #On top of some ethical concerns I have regarding whether it'd be fair for me to mod a fandom central bsd blog– #when I feel like I can't genuinely share the same amount of love for the franchise other fans share #On top of. You know. Getting a degree eventually hopefully. #Then years after the blog has been solidly enstablished and aquired enough credibility it could even open a free donations found to invest– #in buying and scanning and releasing bsd content that hasn't been shared yet like the guidebooks or illustration books or everything else– #for everyone to see... #The dream. (Is realistically never going to happen) (Won't stop me from daydreaming about it every day) #((Still salty I couldn't afford the guidebooks only due to the shipment prices. I *would* have scanned and uploaded them.)) #That was a long and idealistic rant. Kyotag out #Edit: *Modding my SIXTH bsd blog #Apparently I mod so many blogs I lost count of them

[mythologaze]

i’m gonna be adding this to my rules later but just a heads up that i really don’t tolerate the use of AI—for art, writing, or otherwise. i feel like at this point most should know how harmful it is but just in case here’s just one of many articles explaining it

#ooc. #tbd #art in particular i don’t tolerate bc i am an artist and i’ve seen others have their work blatantly stolen and repurposed through ai #i saw someone i follow on twitter literally have their WIP from their livestream screenshot #put through ai software and then the thief posting their ‘finished’ piece and claim the original artist stole from THEM #and people are already losing their jobs to ai #so i know it seems harmless to make your character or edits and do little trends or make writing prompts with it #but you’re feeding the algorithm and teaching these softwares to steal #so i will be blocking or softblocking if i see enough of it or at the very least approaching people i feel comfortable with if it’s being #posted a lot #like do what you want obviously but i just personally don’t want to see or support it 🤷🏼‍♀️ #also: this was not prompted by any mutuals jsyk #this isn’t like a cache of anything; i just saw a non mutual using a ‘ai generated prompts’ meme so #felt i should add this to my rules #vague or* not cache wtf djfbdjfj

[camels-pen]

(i haven't read Whole Cake in a while, and i never really watched it, so bear with me)

I'd love to write a fic with Usopp on Whole Cake. it'd be sooo fucking long and i'd need to refresh myself on the entire arc, but god i'd probably be so satisfied when it's done. specifically for having brought a single moment in my head to life, but we'll get to that.

On Zou, he insists to be taken along on the Sanji rescue team and has worked himself up with a whole bunch of very good reasons as to why he should go there instead of helping in Wano, but of course Luffy just immediately accepts with a "yeah sure"

With Whole Cake, I think he'd be flipping between having fun as part of the idiot trio/quartet (Luffy, Chopper, Carrot), and being terrified with Nami. There wouldn't be that many differences in the arc as a whole, though; some things would be easier/better and some things would be worse- I don't necessarily think Usopp's presence would be overall an advantage or disadvantage, just different. Like, major events would stay mostly the same, but little details would change and maybe those little details would build to a far more drastic change-

for example, maybe one of Big Mom's kids considers themself a great sniper and wants a match with Usopp, or is motivated to work harder because Usopp is around and they want to take him out and boast about it. Maybe it means Sunny takes more damage than canon, or maybe Usopp's help means less damage to Sunny. (idk if i'd really do smth like this, but it's just an example)

skjdhf fuck i'm really not equipped to try and figure this out when i don't remember shit from Whole Cake aaaa

I do know that, despite his penchant for talking and rambling, I'd probably have Usopp be dead silent after his initial shock when Sanji fights Luffy. Everything about that is the same, except Usopp is just watching Sanji the whole time- not panicking, not moving, and not speaking. He doesn't say a word the entire time, doesn't even make a sound, and that, along with Luffy's words and Nami's begging, stick with Sanji.

(Usopp is thinking of his own fight with Luffy in Water 7, he's partially wondering if this was what it was like- if it was this painful to watch from the sidelines- and partially knowing he doesn't have to say a word, because he knew, like he knew back then, that it didn't matter what was said. It wasn't quite the same, but he could tell in the way Sanji moved, in the way he spoke and held himself, that he was putting on a front, trying to be brave in all the wrong ways. Usopp didn't say a word to Sanji because there was nothing he could say that Sanji himself didn't already know. Should've known. And his quiet, direct stare, was more than enough.)

the singular moment i really wanna write, is a scene where Sanji is apologizing for dragging them into his mess- either during the big meeting in Bege's castle or some other time- and Usopp's like "I'll do what you can't, you do what I can't, right?" and Sanji pauses, a little confused, until he remembers Enies Lobby and a stupid mask and cape and-

and tears are gathering in his eyes now, fuck, but he laughs a little. It sounds wet and his face is itchy and they're surrounded by tentative allies, but he- he laughs again and he says, "Fuck, you remembered that?"

Usopp shrugs, a little smile on his face. "They were some wise words from a wise man."

Sanji laughs a third time. "You think I'm wise?"

And they banter a little more before Bege tells them to quit it since they're on a time constraint or something. Quietly, Usopp will ask, "It-it helps. On bad days. And I figured, 'what's a worse day than this?' Ah, not that you getting married would ever be bad per se-"

"Usopp," Sanji says, looking more relaxed and settled. He smiles fondly and grabs his friend in a one armed hug, crushing him to his side. "Thanks."

And yeah, don't remember much beyond that, except the whole "hiding and then busting out of the cake" bit, which would mean Usopp in a cute little tuxedo or smth- maybe with a fedora aaaaaa <- loves fedoras- helping out with the fighting and eventually sailing with everyone to Wano.

He would be so distressed about fixing up Sunny now that the whole thing with Whole Cake is over. Maybe there'd be a gag about him promising Franky to take good care of Sunny while they were gone and being confident, after being Franky's tinkering partner and learning from him over time, that he could handle minor repair work much better than he did the first time around with Merry. And so when he finally takes in all the very-not-minor repairs he has to do, he's certain Franky is gonna strangle him for not keeping his promise. Probably also try to write in some nostalgic 'repairman Usopp' vibes from pre-Water 7.

Also something something, Sanji, wanting to do more for the crew bc he still feels guilty about Whole Cake, decides to take it upon himself to help Usopp not fall into a whole anxiety spiral about the ship. In turn, Usopp ends up helping Sanji not feel so guilty- usually by handing his own words back to him on a silver platter. And, yknow, having the two of them bonding and being buddies again like they so rarely get to be in canon nowadays qwq

#one piece #usopp #whole cake island #nemotime #that bit in bege's castle isn't exactly how it would go. just kinda. trying to get the vibe. also it's wayyy too short lol #the sanuso bit can be platonic or romantic. originally when i was gonna write out this idea a while ago i was thinking romantic with my #'they get engaged/married b4 dressrosa' au but tbh platonic works just as good #im- these guys man. i hate them so much (affectionate) #i'll get to rereading whole cake and finding a way to put him in there but for now. this. #if anyone's got other ideas im all ears #edit from like march 7: thinking about this again #maybe usopp being silent is an indicator for sanji that usopp's really fucking disappointed or shocked or w/e #but for usopp himself it's like being back in water 7. he doesn't even mean to be silent. he's got words built up on the tip of his tongue #but none of them come out. and despite sanji being Right There all he wants to do in that moment. is run. #at the very least he stays and watches the whole confrontation through. but afterwards he probably feels like shit #because he's the guy who's great with words right? he's the guy that can relate the most out of the group who went to WCI. he should be abl #to make a significant difference and help convince sanji to come home. but he feels like he failed. like he's going to lose another friend #and it's going to be all his fault. (again) #[not really. we all know merry wasn't his fault but we love old insecurities rearing their head in this house] #later he'd probably end up saying the words he wanted to say. and maybe it's better that way. that he ended up waiting #until luffy's had a proper shot at scolding sanji first. because then usopp can act as support and reinforcement. which. yknow. #a sniper's duty and all #anyway i got other shit to do so i'm cutting myself off here #wci usopp

[afniel]

Maaaaaaaaaaaan, come on.

(the post has ended up in the tags btw. I am not changing this and I need you to understand that it is just me talking to myself semi-publicly)

#Nevi Writes #things said by a guy writing a thing he doesn't even intend to be writing and it's like 10k of words now. >:[ #while that's true I do want to emphasize that nobody should get excited about it right now tho okay #because like it's just. idk. I feel very much like it could end up not worth pursuing anyway. it's just a little baby wip. #(when the fuck did my little baby wips get to be 1/4-1/2 the length of my previous 'finished' stories!! what the hell) #it just feels nice to make words tho. and it does have that kind of 'ah good to catch up with these guys again' vibe which is nice. #even if the break has once again been like. on the order of days to a week maybe. I'm so bad at this taking a break business suddenly. lel. #but I don't have anything much to say about it at this point #other than I'm debating inventing a reason that presidential elections would have been moved by a couple of years between now and 2212 #what is it with me and having to be so damn precise with dates in this whole narrative. am I just mad that Capcom never tries? #(yes) (so mad) #(and 2212 would actually be an election year is the problem. I want time to have passed but I also want there to be a pres. election.) #(it's fine don't worry about it) #(this is how I decided that Blucifer got bload up and then replaced also. weird reliance on mashing up IRL things and fictional explosions) #(but it's fun isn't it? got that veneer of verisimilitude. I'm good at long words) #idk this is inevitable isn't it. but I'm going to keep playing like it's not. I think I need a little more space for this one mentally. #the first one just sort of fell out of my head fully assembled and the second one did that also but with different vibes #though it did actually take some cutting things and adjusting things to make it work which Failure to Compile did not #Failure to Compile was bizarrely effortless until the mad editing dash. Outcome Unpredictable was WORK #fun work at least! but in hindsight it was definitely more work to make it flow properly. #the real job for the 3th if it happens is gonna be wrapping up threads without dropping new ones in bc that's such a habit of mine now

[skyward-floored]

For some reason I’m the type of sleepy right now that’s mostly just making me extra verbose

#or at least that’s what’s happening this time #was editing something and reread it and it very flowery #which would be fine but it doesn’t fit here... #on that note I finished a chapter of a fic almost nobody cares about does anyone wanna see #it’s courses of love which isn’t too popular plus I just posted something yesterday... #maybe I should wait a bit 😅 #rambles from the Floor

[b4kuch1n]

hey lads. I loathe the idea of doing a speedpaint just cause so I'm gonna put this one out there for a potential near-future thing. is there anything in my art you'd like elaborated on? concept to execution, anything inbetween, how I do ink, how I draw specific things, how I use references, anything’s game

#bakuspeech #nowadays if anyone asks abt speedpaints I usually point towards my stream vods but #I realise 1/I havent streamed any piece beginning to end for like at least a year lmao and #2/me on stream is decidedly not my most prepared to talk abt. anything really. that man is NOT lucid #so actually I have no materials to give folks who ask abt my process rn lol #and like. it's not gonna be easy for my level of intellect to summarize. I do NOT have the brain for this shit #I do some new bullshit every other day. my art for the last gig was close to nothing like what I do normally #so to make up a spine of what I should record myself is at its core impossible. I am just not very smart is the thing #so uh. I'm exporting this to u guys ksgjfsdh #if there's enough inquiries I'll get the video done! it'd be nice. I'd have the opportunity to learn how to edit videos for real #indulge this man I am in my ''make something idiot'' brain and I want to make something

[skitskatdacat63]

This being Wikipedia's picture of Jenson for the 2009 season is insane, every time I open the page, I'm like "my god Jenson please, put your tits away 🫣" ALSO ALSO IM CRYING, I checked the pic's descrip and it's literally: "A very fit Jense", so true!!!

#the best fireproofs frrrrr 🤤🤤 #i check 2009 a lot and literally every time i have to take at least a few seconds to stare at this picture #every single time im like....my god jense... #whoever picked this one for it props to you #wikipedia's pictures for racers is one of those things i feel incredibly specific over(if that makes sense?) #the thing that bothers me so much is itll be the page for like 2018 and then the pic of the driver is from before that season #tho the worst is when its a pic of them not even in the correct team 😡 #if i could do anything in the world it would be to edit all the season pages with proper pics #these should generally be a headshot from the proper year imo #the year thing really bothers me honestly bcs i feel like it should be proper yr so you know what the driver from then actually looks like #example: why does lewis have the same pic for 2016-2021 but 2018 randomly has a different one?? #AND WHY IS CHECO'S PIC FOR 2021 FROM 2019 WHEN HE WAS IN RACING POINT #^ its like 'sergio perez driving for rbr' then why tf is he wearing racing point gear.......... #another ex. max's 2023 pic is from 2017 broooooo it makes him look so young #i just think it gives a really inaccurate view of the season #if im looking at the wiki page for 2023 i wanna know what the wdc leader looks like now...not what he looked like 6 years ago.... #anyways that being said im fine with this one particularly bcs its accurate and also very 😳 #catie.rambling.txt #jenson button

[hailsatanacab]

Chapter 15!! Chapter 15!! Chapter 15!!

#dpxdc #danny phantom #batman #danny phantom crossover #danny phantom batman #i've forgotten what i tag these with now fuck #guys look i’m finally making these links somewhat prettier!! #i don't like not having all the summary and tags tho because yeeeeeesh it gets heavy and i like people to know that it gets heavy aha #TESTAMENT TO THAT as i published this chapter i had the thought 'huh i should add the medical torture tag because woof that line sure is dar #k' but hey turns out i already had that tag!! woof #sorry danno ur goin thru it #hey uh idk how keen i am on this chapter? i feel like the first half of it is a little sticky #like half of damian's reactions just come out of nowhere #when i was doing my last minute edit before i posted (also please ignore that i lit posted at 23:59 eheh) i just honestly couldn't tell #if it made sense or not #but like i've edited it three or four times before now? so i gotta trust past bethany (not ideal) that it's readable at least and i'm just #very very tired and nothing is working in my brain #which is also true #baby neice is asleep next to me and she's doing the biggest horking snores ever #it's very sweet #but it's making me feel more tired than i should be haha #so it's time for me to get ready for bed! i am going to brush my teeth and wash my face in the freezing cold #feel like jane eyre when she's at that boarding school and they had to break the ice on their water bowls before washing their face #and her friend died in her arms #it's very cold here i am shivvveerrriinnng gotta tuck myself up under two duvets please #hey americans? americans? what's a comforter? is it a duvet? i don't understand when americans say they have a comforter #is it a blanket that goes on top of the duvet? how do you have a duvet day without a duvet? #just always wondered. #i'm so tired #GOOD NIGHT I LOVE YOU PLEASE READ CETBWA AND TELL ME IF IT'S UNDERSTANDABLE