#when i typed beedee's it would disappear the text was just not there.

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something sacred. 8/19/21.

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[id: black text on a white background. a poem that reads:

something sacred

when i was a kid i always envied the boys who were so easily friends with each other, as if it took almost no effort at all. i wondered what it was to drape an arm across your friends shoulders or knock your ankles together with dirt smeared knees and know that nothing in the world could change what you have, because you're laughing and the sun is warming your skin. there is something so sacred about being friends with someone and never feeling the need to change.

there is something sacred about a boy who is best friends with another boy.

i see a group of boys skateboarding as i take my dog by the park and avert my eyes, as if I'm witnessing something private in the way they fall in a heap after failing a trick. i come home and imagine myself carving a place among them with my long hair and jeans, carving a place in one of them and stealing their place in their body and making it mine. maybe then i will sleep at night maybe then the world will right itself maybe then i won't feel the need to duck past every mirror i see.

there is something sacred about a boy who is best friends with another boy and i worship that every week.

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#I WROTE THIS IN ONE DAY ITS NOTHING SPECIAL BUT I LIKE THE CONCEPT < #<3* #ive been feeling this for a while and it kind of just boiled over today so i wrote this in my notes app and decided to just. post it #its just excerpts from things ive already written in my journal but it in a more poetry way x #writers of color #poetry #writers on tumblr #spilled ink #trans poetry #writing #creative writing #queer poets on tumblr #jules writes #gender #trans tag #typing out the taglist on desktop was the hardest thing j have ever done. stupid fucking site why cant u ever work #was trying to type zain's url and it started i am not shitting you flinging itself across the page everytime i tried to click on kt #when i typed beedee's it would disappear the text was just not there. #AND IT GAVE UP ON HALF MY KEYS. THE ENTIRE KEYBOARD WORKED WHEN I WAS OFF THE SITE BUT NOOO TUMBLR CANT USE THE K L OR E KEY #im gonna throw my laptop across the roo.