#yes i am bored at home

[atopvisenyashill]

every time i see someone say the blacks are less interesting just bc their story is more straightforward i put another dime in my sword jar omgggg i’m sorry u have no taste and don’t think the gender fuckery and politics of rhaenyra and jacaerys navigating a dynamic that a mother and son would never navigate because her body will NEVER be his property and he BELONGS to her in a way no other first born son has to deal with, and also apparently don’t like the MAGIC PLOT in the FANTASY SHOW

#i’m being unserious. no i’m not. yes i am. no i’m not i actually think u all are so boring. #‘but i like the politics’ go read about the actual anarchy u fun hating losers im here for the prophecies AND the tense mother-son ships #this is like when people complain about bran’s dance chapters. IF UR NOT HAVING FUN GO HOME‼️ #getting on my soap box #or ‘lannisters are the best plot’ THEY ARE ONLY THE BEST WHEN THEY INTERACT WOTH PROPHECIES PLS BE SERIOUS #hotd spoilers #vaguely idk jic

[spill-the-t]

When I tell you this took an hour, then it actually took two hours to create this .-. (sorry if sound is bad)

What I wanted to do... The melody is supposed to have a circus kinda vibe, something funky. It´s a rather happy and joyful mood, but also switched between loud and calmer to show off something emotional. Just like Jimmy who can be super happy and then suddenly he’s raging about something idk...

#T´s cabinet of melodies #I stayed home today because I didn´t feel good and then I got bored... yes this is what I do when I am bored #I always think I can´t think of a new melody and then this happens #jimmy darling #evan peters #piano music #ahs fandom

[lightblueminecraftorchid]

being sick as an adult sucks. wdym my mom won’t just automatically make sure I eat food instead of exclusively drinking Gatorade all day. wdym I have to ask my roommates to make me dinner. I have to Venmo a friend money to buy me more Gatorade?? I can’t focus enough to do homework??? I hate this.

#this is a silly haha humor post but in all seriousness. #COVID rly is just making me stare all the internalized ableism in the eye #yes worth isnt defined by productivity and disability and the idea of being a burden is part of being human and isn’t shameful at all #until I have to minorly inconvenience people to meet my basic needs #I really want to eat dinner but that would require asking my roommates to make me dinner which is just. 5 kinda of mortifying. #even though if someone I knew was sick I would not be upset about making them food! sick people need to eat! #my parents ordered me chipotle yesterday bc they were so concerned bc of how I sounded over the phone #and my friend went out and bought me juice and Gatorade and popsicles and took me to the doctor #the support system Exists I just feel bad about having to use it T-T #I just want to be hugged and read to and reminded to eat food but I am an adult now and not at home #lonely TT-TT #it’ll be okay I’m probably just emotional bc I’m sick and hungry #I also just am struggling so hard because I want to catch up on my classwork Right Now #but I can get through maybe one assignment before I’m too exhausted to keep sitting up #and I have to lay down and close my eyes and sleep or do a light activity like playing candy crush for the fifty bazillionth time #I’ve gotten through like. 100 levels this week. #I’m losing my dang marbles. I am gonna be so behind in ASL Susan is gonna be so disappointed in me #I feel like I have all this energy when I’m laying down bored but as soon as I sit up I feel like I’m floating and about to fall over #so. so tired. why can’t I be healthy already and do homework T-T. #I’m choosing to take this as a lesson to slow down and not overwork myself so hard. instead of being mad at myself for getting behind. #<- is trying and failing not to be mad at herself for getting behind

[lunar-years]

Craziest part about Frozen 2 is that all the best songs were cut out of the movie

#frozen #why yes I am listening to the frozen 2 soundtrack while I work lmao #home and get this right are SO FUN im mad #they really looked at the list and said okay let’s keep all the sad boring ballads and ditch the fun like ?? this not a DISNEY KIDS film? #get a grip

[valeriianz]

WIP TAG GAME!

Tagged by @notallsandmen @hardly-an-escape @beatnikfreakiswriting ❤️ its been a while… im ready to play haha

Rules: post the names of all the files in your WIP folder regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it! And then tag as many people as you have WIPs!

“Talking Body”

“spy au”

“band au ch8”

“vamp au”

“little red au”

“Animal control”

Not tagging anyone cos im at work and i dont have to time to check who already did this lol

#thats all ya get lol #will respond to asks later when i get home #do you like my clever ‘titles’? #yes i am v boring #i am finally ready to share some WIP stuff letssa go #tag game

[irbcallmefynn]

I am always open to asks about my characters! You can ask all sorts of weird questions and I'll almost certainly answer them! Get fuckin wild with it! If you don't want your name attached to your completely out of pocket question I have anon asks open!

#yes i am bored again it happens a lot at my mom's house #my asks are open #anons are welcome #get fuckin weird with it! #if i were home I'd say i might draw for some of the answers but im not so i probably wont #maybe if it's something i can draw super simply i miiighhht do a quick doodle? unlikely though

[r0b1ee]

Moodboard for me on holiday made entirely of Mac and Dennis Move To The Suburbs screenshots

#I am so miserable rn I want to go home so bad #Yes this is poorly put together but I don't care rn I am tired and achy and bored

[irisbaggins]

I've heard other folks with ADHD, when they're off their meds, they get hyper or distracted and so on. Me, however... I get so fucking tired it's not even funny. I will just proceed to sleep all day, without fail.

So guess who forgot their meds most of this morning and now has to deal with extreme exhaustion until their meds kick in :/

#text_iris #I am an IDIOT y'all #I have an exam to write and yet here I am nearly asleep on my couch-bed despite my mum making a racket with the sanding machine #And yes I did test the 'what happens when I go off my meds' when I forgot my meds when going to my grandparents #Going off my antidepressants for a day leaves no effect - this has happened loads of times and I have no effects with one missed days #But my ADHD meds? Oh going off that for a day leaves me so exhausted and tired that I will just pass out at a moments notice #I was so boring for my cousin since I could barely keep my eyes open #How the FUCK did I survive without my meds before how did I even FUNCTION #And like!! In hindsight! I was WORSE before I got diagnosed! #I would sleep for HOURS during the day because I was constantly exhausted and distracted #I was always tired and always sleepy! #I would often nearly fall asleep in class!! #Now even with early classes I'm awake! I've never fallen asleep on the bus home since! #Like no joke during High School I would more or less ALWAYS fall asleep on the bus and then jerk awake right before my stop #Now though? No matter how tired I am I'll always be awake #No 'my eyes are forced closed I am that exhausted' #Like my ADHD manifests as extreme exhaustion off meds. Because my body simply cannot function. My brain is overworked #It's also why I have a second dose; because my body burns through the Ritalin at extreme speeds #It'a frankly exhausting in and of itself #Which is maybe why I should consider finding something energy giving to consume #But also I'm worried it can spike my anxiety? 'Cos my meds can sometimes do that #I'd buy GamerSupps caffeine version iF THEY HAD BLUE IN STOCK #I am very skeptical to taste but Blue Rasberry is my fav thing #But of course they're sold out 😔 #Anyway basically I am now suffering from exhaustion and also rising heart rate and anxiety because I took my meds late 👍 #The life of me an idiot and my absolute dumbass forgetting meds and only realising 'cos I'm still absolutely wiped at 10am

[28dayslater]

this as a hot summer day look what we thinking

#hev said i looked like a vampire… felt very good #is this from last weekend Yes am i reusing it now Yes do i feel shame No #it’s bc i’m at home and working and bored… take me back ☹️ #selfie tag

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#if u happen to b invested in my emailing profs. the lady from yesterday emailed me back almost immediately #to day that my interests and background sound ideal! which is v true! its such a good match! and i should email back in autumn to see abt #a project in 2023! which is v exciting and i hope things come together. apparently its harder to get funding for international students #so i was like cool cool. u will def hear back from me and also can u send me this paper that i cant get online #and she sent it so now i have a wicked cool paper to read. hhhhh i hope this works out #in other news i talked to my parents todsy and they wanna pay for me to fly home for a bit and i was like YES! which is exciting #not sure when itll happen. hopefully before fall. but yeah thats cool. i felt like such a loser bc my life is so boring rn i was like: wait #keep talking to me! i have nothing better to be doing! except thats not true im just avoiding doing things #SPEAKING OF WHICH we have this supid mini conference thing going on rn and i was super looking forward to not attending this yr #bc im not funded by them anymore. but i have to give a presentation thrus so i am invited and i guess my boss expected me to b there? #like if i went it would just be a massive waste of time that i would hate and im not like the most stable rn #like im srry i really don't give a fuck abt shrub encroachment. so i might as well do something useful with my time? #like im sure the main reason they hold it is for networking but i really really dont want to talk to anyone so im just gonna awkwardly sit #around and hate everything. but like maybe i should go as rep for my lab? #but like 3 other lab members r there so like u dont need me there. i really just wanna show up for my talk and fuck off #i really dont want to go tomorrow. i dont have anything that i could bring for lunch and again. dont wanna b there #and i havent done a rapid test which they wanted everyone to do before showing up #so idk what im gonna do. im gonna have tk txt my boss like: do u really want me to b there tomorrow? #but i dont kno how to say that without it sounding like i have a bad attitude bc i absolutely do lol #i just dont wannnna goooooo #unrelated

[orcelito]

well the good news is im gonna look the part of someone who hasnt been to class in several weeks

#speculation nation #i went and laid down for a Brief bit of sleepy tired. to recover from The Sads #1.5hr turned into 2.25hr (whoops) but im up again and i finally have my monster #mmm radioactive juice #honestly our presentation is horrifically underdone for us presenting in about 3 hours #(yes it's tht close. haha) #only one person entered stuff for it i think. im gonna put what i can #gonna have to bluff to hell and back for this one y'all. & doing that for public speaking... eugh... #like i got an idea of it. the problems is i really dont know my classes #i can talk about the structure though. probably. & the fact that we r gonna use threading & probably jar file transfer #& i need a way for the program to know whether the camera or user is connecting to it #biiiiiiiiggest fucking yawn. not bc i think it's boring but bc it's 6:23 am and i have had only 2 hrs of sleep (accidentally) #the good news is that once i finish this presentation. im done with the worst part of it #i'll have to stop by work for an hour or so to do the tips distribution. and then i can go home and sleeeeeeep #bc i thankfully have today off. and im gonna fuckin use it #wish the presentation was later in the day. that wouldve made things easier haha

[iloveyoumorethansoup]

Man it’s so annoying that I like my job bc the job itself is like fine or whatever but I really do love the people

#not to get on tumblr everyday to post about my job and type out this tag like every day but here we r again #like my friend and I went out for ice cream after work and I drive her home every night and it’s so fun #like I’ll keep in touch with her I’m not worried about falling out of contact with her #but like. she is the only person who I talk to outside of work #and like a lot of my coworkers who I really like r like. definitely in their 60s. I’m not gonna be like omg bestie what’s ur snap? #first of all I don’t use Snapchat second of all I am not that friendly third of all like. what would I even have to say #i am a terrible texter. i have nothing to say ever. I don’t know why but I am just so very boring to text I’ve got nothing to say #but yeah I’m sad that I’m gonna miss these people #my last day is the 19th :( #i am a little curious if they’ll do anything bc they usually host little goodbye parties for people who leave #and I am well liked. I’m gonna be so sad when I leave #I’ll be back every few weeks like hi you missed me a ton right? I’m here for the weekend. yes I do live across the country. don’t even worry #i have 2 favorite people there. ones my friend who I talk to a lot and the other is one of the waitresses but I won’t probably talk to her #which means like I’m gonna definitely miss her a ton and she’s already made a few comments like oh I’m gonna miss you so much when you leave #like man. catch me crying on my last day #god this is why I can’t deal with people being so nice to me bc then I’m gonna miss them!! like come on say one hurtful thing please #well actually no I think I’m sad enough as is but like. some people r just so nice. and it’s like bestie please I’m getting attached #soup talks

[jupitersflytrap]

why is being a picky eater as an adult so embarrassing like what do you mean the thought of a raw tomato is making me want to gag SHUT UP

#plant rant #having to think about what i'm going to bring for lunch during rehearsals :-((( #i HATE eating lunch in front of people i hate lunch generally #i eat like 3 things for lunch. it's nearly all variations of toast and i can't HAVE toast when i'm not at home #when i was at school i had a cheese sandwich for lunch genuinely nearly every single day of my life for 14 years #was i made fun of? yes. did i at least have something i could eat? yes #i am now to embarrassed to eat my boring plain foods in front of people because i have to pretend to be a proper normal adult #cold chicken is tolerable i guess i'll just find a way to vary that so it doesn't strictly look like i'm eating the same meal every day #UGHHHHH #straight up this is the worst part of being autistic for me. this is why i wanted to get diagnosed in the first place. #i am SO WEIRD about food. GRRRRRRR #hmm maybe i can track down more of those swedish meatballs i had a few weeks ago.........

[waluijoe]

ngl i miss jhope dropping songs and videos and what else some pple truly give you happiness & motivation just by existing and making art

#i am bored. i wanna know what his next music is gonna be about #what its gonna sound liiiike #what will be the themes ?? #will i be floored or not ??? probably yes lmao but who knows #it was excitinnggg when songs popped up yknow #now i listen to jazz and classical music and punk music so its fun too but its different #its not New records its just digging into old records #tho i did buy myself a walkman so thatll be funny #finnallyyy... a sound system in my home #and also ill be going on walks w my cool cds lmao #anyways