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     i really should revamp and bring naruto back . .. 

#so i can bother miko and make her all her narusaku wishes come true #B||||

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There’s no reason to give up.

#:'(((((((((( #sighhh

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me when i’m about to make reckless life choices and my inner demons only encourage me ‬

#im love #kuramaaaaa #( ☀ the sun / self ) #( ☀ the beast within / kurama )

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#( ☀ the sun / self )

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I love when people that have been through hell walk out of the flames carrying buckets of water for those still consumed by the fire.

Stephanie Sparkles (via linasrose)

#( ☀ raised on ramen and hardwork / about ) #i cry

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#( ☀ the sun / self )

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sasuke voice: still gay

   i mean you’re not wrong :’))) 

  reminisces about all the times he thought sasuke was beautiful. 

#shiinobis

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You love him,  you do, and here’s the miracle: he loves you too. You are allowed to lick off the colour from his lips to listen to the hymns in his pulse to bask in the sunlight of his voice You are allowed  to have him. You love each other, you do, and here’s the tragedy: it’s not enough. You are allowed to watch the sun swallow him whole and burn him up to stain your fingers to the bone holding him together to count the constellations in his eyes as they blink out You are not allowed to save him.

you can love him, but you can’t keep him ( j.p. ) @dissolvedshadows (via padshiy)

#yikes #you know who this is aimed towards #my hearteu #( ☀ raised on ramen and hardwork / about )

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all women are queens , sasukehhhhh

if she breathes she a thot

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Sends him a messenger hawk that says ' if she breathes she's a THOT ' and nothing else

    it was normal as breathing air , a normalcy that developed upon his journeys. he was never surprised by the presence of sasuke’s hawk nor the messages that were sent back && forth , a hand reaching to caress the tamed beast’s head .   throat clearing as lids open and gaze into opposing onyx hues.  he takes the scroll from the messenger hawk , unraveling it’s contents.  

   a crinkle of parted lips is paired with a popping vein upon replying back, placing the scroll back with its new content.  

 ❛  bring this back to the teme, you hear ?  ?    ❜

                 it reads : 

    ALL WOMEN ARE QUEENS, SASUKEEEHHHHH 

#wrathbinded #lol tired from work #but this shit made me crack up #what a shitlord #i was too serious with the reply LOL

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    working retail pharmacy sucks the life out of you. like honestly, it feels super great getting yelled at by customers because of something out of your control. geez lady , you’re 50-60 years old and yelling at a 22 year old ? ?  lucky for you , i’m so timid and too shy to shout back and too nice to stoop to your level. i don’t make enough money in the world to warrant such abuse from entitled customers .  and you’re welcome. i fixed your god damn problem. 

i need a nap or maybe some vodka. 

anyways i’ll be on later this week. im too tired to do anything. and i might bring sasuke back. but who knows.  does anyone miss him cause i sure do :’((    shrugs maybe. . . 

#negativity // #silly work problems honestly #wish i could quit lol

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   just like all these years ago , he had dedicated a gravestone to them . perhaps it was his own selfish desire , to have a little piece of of minato and kushina in konoha’s grounds . bringing fresh flowers whenever he could , although life got busy frequently. of course he cherishes those few moments he had with them , but it wasn’t enough.  there were still many things he wanted to say. 

       his soul would hurt- although only in waves where air twitched, writhed in fake agony. a scratch that could not be reached as if beneath the flesh however– even then, there was nothing there. a lot of things had become nothingness, this included although it seems pointless to think of such a thing negatively for it was all warranted.

he sometimes sits there  ,  whether in the quiet solitude just humming or talking to them about his life . heavy fixated eyes on the ground ,  solemn , no modicum of his tenacious spirit there . gaze redirecting as he silently sits, mind wandering as if in escape of the stubborn twitches- repetitively twisting the phantom arm of his once again would it itch. he tells them all the things he couldn’t say to them before their passing . many things of the things he kept inside all these years. his thoughts flowing freely as if he had knew them for eternity.  

    first was the guilt he had harbored in his chest , of the pain that filled his anatomy.  of the feelings he didn’t want and yet they remained there .  questions that haunts him every day.  did they truly love him ?  why did they leave him alone if they did ?  he tells them of the times he wishes he had parents . how he watched the other kids greet theirs at the academy while he greets the emptiness of home.  he tells them how he wanted to blame them , of how he was left alone . the bitterness in his chest only multiplied. turning into something disgusting and vile , but he also tells them that he knew they gave him a chance at life. that their trust in him went far greater than death.  

  second  was the curiosity that filled his mind . was pervy sage with them ?  did he tell them stories of his training ? how he successfully mastered dad’s rasengan ?  he wants to ask if they were proud of him , of who he became . to tell pervy sage that he missed him , more so than he can know. that he’s trying to eat healthy , but old habits die hard. he tells them that kakashi still enjoys those smutty books , and that’s he sorry he couldn’t be weary of jiraiya sensei like they wanted. 

  third was the affection that filled his vessel. he tells them of the friends he made.  he had so many now. more so than he can count !  the loneliness is satiated by their love.  because he had them . there was sasuke , arrogant and an asshole but he wouldn’t trade the uchiha for the world. he was his best friend just like mikoto was kushina’s .  ironic huh?  next was sakura  , the one who’s like mom: strong but kind .   there’s also kakashi-sensei and iruka-sensei.  he wants to tell them all about everyone. his friends that chased away his loneliness .  friends that he will never forget.  he tells them that he’s sorry he made so many even when mom told him not to.  but he trusts them , just like she said. 

        last was how much he loved them and wished they were here. 

#hmmmm #a drabble cause i was watching something this morning that spark the feels in me #shrugs #my execution is crap #shitty writing but hey #you get the idea #now i go sleep or start on those starters #i promised lol

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     short starter call ! ! 

#i'll do these after work today #or if you want to plot my ims are always open !

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❝     WHAT  ———  that sounds like a  heart attack  .     ❞

         ❛     then why did you pick denny’s for our date ‘ttebayo  . make up your mind  ❜

#well i asked your dad #and he said yes

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    ❛    sleep . . .   i’m so sleepy ‘ttebayo   ❜

#open #??? #cause im sooo fucking sleepy #and tired #can possibly be turned into something longer ? ? #shrugs idk #i'm trying to be here :P #but i don't feel like writing something long :P

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like  HELL  i’d buy you any pancakes.

         ❛     Mm  –   i’m more of a  ramen burger type of person  .     ❜

#you're not escaping this date #teme

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@wornrevenge 

fight me. behind denny's. 2 am. be there or be square.

     that sounds more like a date ‘ttebayo.