the-maladjustedjester

[the-maladjustedjester]

Someone kill me im about to have a panic attack over a Reddit comment and I feel so stupid and weak lmao

#I wanna delete all social media lmao #but I cant apparently #I’m stuck in a cycle again #and it’s getting worse #i hate it i hate it i hate it #why can’t my brain be normal ffs #I just wanna go one day without feeling like I’m drowning

[the-maladjustedjester]

Ok google how do I tell the difference between a hyperfixation and an addictive personality asking for a friend

#or is it functionally the same #time sensitive question pls respond #I hate being trapped in these #I feel like if it was a legit hyperfixation I’d enjoy it a little more #instead of it feeling like a chore #but idk #I’ve never thought that hard about it

[the-maladjustedjester]

If I see an ad for an app, there’s a 100% chance I am never downloading that shit. How fucking dare you lmao, thinking you’re deserving of my time so much that I should willingly give up more of it for your shitty game?

#gen z is ruining the advertising industry #I’m so numb to ads man #it’s constant #and everywhere #I just tune it all out #if I see an ad I’m so spiteful #I will never want to purchase your product #this ad is having the opposite effect you dumb fucking corporation

[the-maladjustedjester]

Anyway Richard gets full custody of Rachael post darkness before dawn and they get a little apartment together and he works at the Harlequin while she goes back to school

#hii #I’m thinking about Richard againnnn

[the-maladjustedjester]

So I can wear a suit to my brother’s wedding but my gf can’t wear a dress? They know I have a tiny little gay mustache, right? I get she’s the pastor’s daughter but ffs it’s not the kids who will be “confused”

#I’m so pissed

[the-maladjustedjester]

My reddit slutsona after getting messages from strangers containing the Horrors: I can excuse snuff but I draw the line at foot fetishes

#LISTEN #there’s something very erotic and intimate about consensual murder #but feet make me squicky

[the-maladjustedjester]

Slutsona save me

Save me slutsona

Slutsona

[the-maladjustedjester]

STOPP MY LITTLE BROTHER TEXTED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND CALLED ME BROSKI IM GONNA SOB

#jester’s transition #my god I didn’t expect it to hit this hard #holy shit dude

[the-maladjustedjester]

I figured out a middle ground: lying to stupid horny men on reddit when I’m also stupid and horny and catfishing them into thinking I’m a girl so I can get off to the euphoria of their messages and imagining I’m the one saying them

Sometimes I daydream about living a fantastical fake double life anonymously online but then I remember I’m too autistic to lie about myself

#tboy horny brain is making some. decisions #they’re certainly decisions #thank you new secret reddit porn spam account 🙏 #hide your boyfriends I’m gonna lie to them #no harm no foul #I mean I’m not sending pics #and they’re not getting anything but a chat #it’s a win win

[the-maladjustedjester]

Ubisoft, the ezio collection has been out for how long? And I STILL can’t collect two borgia flags? Im never gonna get this platinum

[the-maladjustedjester]

Songs for the Bad Kids, about the Bad Kids, and possibly written by Fig and the Cig Figs. Idk man I just work here ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

(I’m not crying thinking about the Forest of the Nightmare King again wdym)

#dimension 20 #fantasy high #fan playlist #character playlist

[the-maladjustedjester]

Idk who needs to hear this but there’s a difference between “I’m embarrassed about how I acted when I was into this thing” and “this thing is inherently bad and embarrassing and I should bully current fans”. You weren’t an awful person and that thing wasn’t making you bad and it won’t make other people bad. Maybe you were just 14.

#twenty one pilots didn’t make you act cringe #you were 14 #people can still be fans without you whining about it

[the-maladjustedjester]

You know what? I don’t care if people are doing the “hear me out” trend wrong on tiktok, I’m just excited I get to hear the most earworm clip from words, words, words every couple vids

#bo burnham makes me happy ok #that clip specifically is just #gkhhhhhhhhh #it’s cringe to stim I know this trust #but FUCK man #if I’m not flapping and whooshing my head back and forth #god damn it #sometimes autism is really fucking embarrassing #but the good music make my brain go bzzt #and I gotta wiggle or I’ll explode

[the-maladjustedjester]

I’m pretty live and let live when it comes to media consumption but some of you are acting like you’re so cool for liking objectively dumb shit. It’s fine if you like something that’s edgy for the sake of being edgy, but don’t act like it’s deeper than that

#this isn’t about anything in particular #cough tcoaal cough #it’s fine if you like it whatever who gives a shit #but like #it’s edgy for the sake of edginess #ooh I’m so deep and disturbed they’re siblings but they wanna fuck it’s so sick and twisted #I’m a twisted fucking cycle path type shit #you can be edgy who cares #but it’s not deeper than that #it’s embarrassing to act like it is

[the-maladjustedjester]

Sometimes I start to think maybe I wasn’t that sheltered growing up and then I remember my first exposure to lesbians was at the ripe old age of 14 when I wanted to scare myself and looked up the word “evil” on youtube and saw daughter of white from the evillious chronicles

#the evillious chronicles #hatsune miku #yowane haku #daughter of white #story of evil #really thought I was being edgy and rebellious #thank u vocaloid thank u hatsune miku

[the-maladjustedjester]

Somewhere in the middle is sitting on the couch shirtless in boxers, and near the bottom is crop tops showing off my t shot bandaid

Things that give me gender euphoria ranked by how embarrassing they are, starting with basketball shorts and ending with drinking monster energy and playing assassin’s creed

[the-maladjustedjester]

Things that give me gender euphoria ranked by how embarrassing they are, starting with basketball shorts and ending with drinking monster energy and playing assassin’s creed

#jester’s transition #my throat hurts lol #dunno if it’s normal voice change growing pains #or if I’ve been singing too much in the car and pushed it too far #or maybe I’m dying #always a possibility