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first date idea i suck your soul out and the balls too

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My daily habit tracker ୨୧

To embody daily "that college girl" during the second half of my semester! My focus is flexible achivement according to my energy and time available.

Do my morning and night routine

Affirm positive affirmations and practice gratitude x2 morning and night

No shit talking + Complaining

Use my phone less than 3 hours

Follow a healthy diet: 4 meals, one fruit, healthy snacks and drink water only!

Indulge in movement: do a pilates workout or a stretch workout

Practice self-care: look good for the day, take care of my hair, body, skin, teeth, smell good

Maintain a clean space all day

Self-develoment: read, journal, listen to a podcast, practice meditation or/and invest in hobbies

Education: Learn about educational topics, complete my homework or/and study Italian.

xoxo, that girl ୭ৎ

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not me seeing this as i’m trying to find the will to go to the gym… welp. let me get dressed 🥲🥲🥲🥲

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Dozens of Jewish activists drop a huge banner from San Francisco's Colt Tower sending a message to mayor London Breed not to veto the ceasefire resolution that was passed by the SF Board of Supervisors 10 days ago.

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so fun fact my mom is schizophrenic and hears voices a lot so her psychiatrist told her that if she reads or talks it can help quiet the voices. and she said it works.

so lately my brain has been on overdrive and everything i do or think or something happens and i ruminate on it and catastrophize it in my brain over and over and over… so i decided to start talking out loud over the thoughts and IT QUIETS THEM. like it really does work. even if i just like start humming the tetris theme or scatting nonsense sounds like the thoughts stop. THEY STOP GUYS!!!

it’s literally like when a toddler puts their hands over their ears and goes “LALALALALALA IM NOT LISTENING” to your own thoughts lmao

i just want my brain to shut up for literally even a second plssss

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i’m slowly reinventing myself at work and in general and like the vibe around me is shifting i can feel it.

it’s hard to stay like, positive. and kind. and like. “good” you know?? it’s exhausting sometimes especially when you’re dealing with your own stuff….

but god the things just feel a little different around me now and it’s really nice ugh

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Israel aint real | إسرائيل ليست حقيقية

San Francisco | سان فرانسيسكو

@atayqueen

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GUYS I WAS TALKING REALLY LOUDLY AND I MADE EYE CONTACT AND NOW IM EEALLY FUCKING EMBARSSED AND WANT TO LEAVE MY JOB COMPLETELY KILL ME

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afstahshatdyafxhandyagd

~*SwOoOoOoOoN*~

*screeching*

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fun fact, he looked at me.

also fun fact, he walks so fucking fast because he’s like seven feet tall lmao

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y’all ever start crying randomly because you remember that people are struggling and going through shit and are probably having the worst day of their life at that exact moment?

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100% of the world problems are caused by or perpetuated by men. change my mind. oh wait you literally can’t.

#misandrist #misandry

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having a reputation as a cunt is wild because like. you either are a cunt and it makes sense or you become one because everyone treats you like it anyways.

but that’s understandably problematic. it’s like the same logic my dad used to start popping pills. everyone called him a druggie anyways so might as well do drugs. smh

why do we do this as humans? we vilify our fellow humans and bully them into shapes we created for them. ofc not everyone is susceptible to influence like that, but development of personal values and security in oneself isn’t always innate.

and i feel like we can actually damage a persons ability to be steadfast in who they are or want to be. or worse, alter their natural course of self discovery; destroying personalities before they even get a chance to form.

#personal rant #bad reputation

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guys is this a me thing? i don’t always eat enough we’ve established that but i’m a harpy about getting my protein because i lift everyday. 50-100g protein everyday regardless of calories and my nails are still BRITTLE

#tw ana trigger #tw ana diary #tw ana blog #anamia #proana #not pro just using tags #not pro just tags #promia #ed cw #eating disoder tw #tw disordered eating #eating disorder blog

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if i hear one more mouth-breathing troglodyte of a bitch man say “iF iTs YoUr BoDy and YoU wAnT To KeEp The BaBy YoU cANt eXpEcT HiM tO PaY.”

DONT SIGN THE BIRTH CERTIFICATE THEN. AND WHEN THE BABY IS BORN YOU CAN FUCK OFF AND DIE ALONE. NO ONE WANTS YOU. NO ONE WANTS YOUR NON EXISTENT FUCKING MONEY. NOT EVERY FUCKING CHOICE A WOMAN MAKES IS ABOUT MEN!!!!!!!!

and no i’m not pregnant and never will be but with all the Roe shit circulating still i’m so fucking TIRED of this shit argument. and i’m so fucking TIRED of modern “men” acting like women are harping over what they don’t even fucking have. they don’t have any materials so they GRASP onto power at the throat of women. i’m sooooooo tired of it. just stop. go AWAY.

#go away #roe v wade #no uterus no opinion