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Game changer. You know ur back on track when u do this. And it feels great 🖤

I got to start hating myself enough to only have black coffee for breakfast again; I was so skinny when I did that.

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Now that im in my 20s, Ed twitter just feels so… uncomfortably vicious. Tumblr is so much nicer it rly is a safe space. <3

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#thin #thinspo #anorex14 #grunge #pale #pale grunge #2014 #thin$po #ana #ed #ana eating

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Was anybody on ed tumblr like… back in 2014 to 2019?

It was so much better!!! Idk, there were a lot of bloggers who would post like amazing low cal recipes and shit. Also i guess the grunge tumblr era was literally all about being skinny so it was all you would see on the tl. Lol even non ed ppl wanted to be thin as fuck. Thigh gaps were in everyyyyy picture. Miss that.

xx Scarlett

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diary day 1.

Today was hard but rewarding. I have been thinking about losing weight since the new year literally every single day. I managed to eat well for the first 7 days, but then it was my birthday and ever since I just pigged out basically. My stable weight has been around 59-60 kg. Which is shocking to me because i never weighed that much before.. my family and friends tell me i look good but i can tell that im overweight. My face is puffy as fuck and my arms are big, my stomach is big and my thighs are not skinny anymore. Its sad because i deserve to feel amazing. I got my nose done and im honestly fucking beautiful but i need to lose atleast 5 kgs to be deserving of my beauty, cause right now im literally throwing it away and diminishing it to nothing. Instead of being a solid 10/10 im like a 6.5/10 right now and its so ridiculous. But anyways— today i started my day eating a yogurt, then i ate a bowl of this indian food made of veggies and then i was thinking of mcdonalds like non stop. Ive been craving mcdonalds so bad and my mom literally offered it to me… but i ended up NOT having it. I had a salad instead and im so fucking proud of myself for doing that!!! Like ok im not ecstatic right in this moment bc i lowkey feel hopeless abt actually sticking to my diet .. but when i visualize the body im gonna have in the summer if i stick to this, i get so happy. Like damn im on the right track!! Im actually becoming!! Its not tomorrow, its not after tomorrow, its right now!! And thats amazing. Later i got hungry again so i had 4 sushis and 2 clementines. I told myself if i starve im gonna eat smthg rly bad later, and i want to allow myself to eat whenever im hungry— just as long as its either a rly small portion or its smthg healthy. So it was a successful first day back on the plan, and now i need to slowly start implementing other things like working out (i wanna do the 10k steps a day but i dont have a watch or anything yet) and also drinking lots more water. Tumblr helps a lot and im glad i started this blog cause it rly helps to have something visual to look at. Anyways, write tomorrow, bye. 🤍

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the disordered urge to refuse to see anyone until i drop a shocking amount of weight

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#skinny #2014 #legs #thigh gap #2014 core #thin #2014 aesthetic #tumblr 2014 #grunge #pale grunge #pale #aesthetic