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Sometimes listening to Closer by Nine Inch Nails and scrolling on dash enters you into some kind of vibe

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I wish I could stop feeling alone in crowded places.

Feeling left out because friends don't interact anymore and I hate to chance people. It's a sickening feeling.

I grew out my emotions in order to have friends, to feel like I was growing as a person, and now I feel like I'm constantly restraining myself to keep behind an invisible line

#venting #it be hard being a human

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sorry for being such a cutie patootie

#yoongi #back with the pouty lips

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the gentle hair tucking ♡

#yoongi #he is so pretty

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Lol why is letting go so hard? 😩

I need to remind myself that it'll be okay in the end. I just need to focus my mind elsewhere for now

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it's me and this feeling of emptiness against the world

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I CAN'T LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE!!! continues not only living like this but in fact gets actively worse with time

#my brain 24/7

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Letting go is so much more difficult when you don't have much to begin with

#i cling till it feels toxic at this point #lol if i let go of everything i just know im gonna grow colder

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I'm gonna blame it on this rainy weather. These dreams need to go away 😩

This dream was pretty weird and not like the others but JK and Tae where there. 🤷

#dream log

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I have been having some weirdly intimate dreams here lately and it's not sexual.

Like, I feel like I'm being called out on being touched starved because it's been kind of touchy kind of intimate. Also, both have been lying in bed with people. One fictional and then the other I have no fucking clue but that dream kept pulling back in to sleep this morning and made me sleep for so loooooong.

Like, it's a bit out of pocket, dream me had decided they were going to travel to Korea last minute. So, I met this couple in line to get on the plane and realized I didn't book a hotel for me for when I get there. I'm trying to hurry and get my phone working (before take-off) to hopefully snag a room, I don't because the phone just won't work. There's like a jump because I think I woke up because when it continues, I'm in Korea with the couple at some place. I remember thinking/wondering 'how did I get here?' IM IN BED WITH THEM so yeah how did I get there. Tell me why when I went to get up, the person in the middle kind of like curl their arm back around me and was like 'don't leave' I in fact didn't leave them the entire trip it seemed like.

Y'all I can't do this

The dream with the fictional character, we were lying in bed and man... I don't like people touching my side or stomach but he as rubbing my side under my shirt and we were facing each other, kind if cuddled up, just talking. TALKING I woke up so feral from that dream.

It's like touching and emotional kind of intimate. Like, I get it brain, truly but goddamn there's nothing I can do 😂

#this should be called #dream log #because I have so many dreams #all at once #some are more vivid than others

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I just got the most random wild idea and that's writing those prompts challenge (like the inktober thing)

I'm currently looking for some but I'm not seeing any kind of lists?

#plz send help #if you have any

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yoongi's reaction to armys banners 😆

#yoongi #omfg 😭😭

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CAUSE EVERY TIME WE TOUCH I GET THIS FEELING

EVERY TIME WE KISS I SWEAR I COULD FLY

CAN’T U FEEL MY HEART BEAT FAST, I WANT THIS TO LAST

NEED YOU BY MY SIDE

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jungkook stopped by yoongi’s birthday live and sang him happy birthday ♡ (trans cr. jungkooktimes & haruharu_w_bts)

#i miss this so much 😭😭 #jungkook #yoongi

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Not me sitting here wondering why my pain hasn't lessened. Forgot to take medicine 😂

#yeee it be pms #lel #i went to wash clothes yesterday and didn't even close the lid #went in there to put them in the dryer and the washer was just wide #😭😭 #my mind is gone this time

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I decided to finally start writing in a notebook again and then getting to parts I've already written is tough 😩

Why do I do this to myself all the time. It's so difficult because there's so much you have to change after 😂 there's still so much that doesn't make since so guess I'm just gonna type it up and try from that way again -picture of that one kitten laying on its down on the floor here-

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I have done nothing but think about one story for days and I've been burnt-out from typing and finally just started writing in a notebook I cleaned out specifically for writing something long. I haven't gotten far because I feel like I'm word vomiting the beginning. Of course, close to nothing I write in it is official stuff, just a very rough draft of it all, but it's helped my brain. Like relieving pressure.

😩 I want this one to see the light of day because it's been my maladaptive daydream for years now but only recently its expended greatly. Liiikkkke... I drew a freaking map. Look terrible but a map.

#only certain arts have been my daydreams #so its probably way the beginning is just terrible #i want mc to be a certain way #and yessss #it is omegaverse btw #im not sure if i ever want certain things to happen #but im sure of some things i want to happen