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this too shall pass

#me on the highway tbh

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this chicken's name is bloo and she has one (1) braincell. shane loves her very much.

#omg #stardew valley #undescribed

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kinda random, but as someone who has serious existential slash depressive meltdowns more frequently than i’d like, i’ve been trying to find my way out of these thought mazes for years, and i’ve come to the conclusion that trying to combat it by going a few levels even more abstract in the philosophical meter - which is what i personally thought had to be the answer for a long time - is, in a lot of cases, counterproductive 

what i mean by that is that i’m (still slowly) beginning to realize that the only remedy for those particular types of crisis is not isolating yourself even more radically from tangible human experiences and trying to find the answer in your own head, but to fully immerse yourself in daily life as much as possible, and allow yourself to be really, truly part of the world you live in - a kind of poiesis of being, if we’re trying to be poetic, that’s about reinventing yourself with each second you remain open to the reality that is existing in the present moment. that won’t magically sort shit out for you, but i get the feeling it helps paint a different mental picture in which your thoughts can roam in, and maybe find different, new and hopefully better paths of thinking/being

having a rich inner life is possibly the most valuable part of existing as someone capable of cognizant thought, but if your brain goes at 100mph on the daily, it can reach exhaustion levels in the blink of an eye and start almost cannibalizing itself with anxiety and circular thought patterns. the beginning of it is: take a moment to stop. check out that building, the cobblestones in this street, that person selling their artwork on the sidewalk. this is the city you live in. these are the people you’re in the world with. there’s life outside of yourself

#reminders

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inch ness monster

#omgg #undescribed

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yeah it’s gone now, sorry about that

#undescribed

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Changing my belief system from "this is the hill I'll die on" to "this is the hill I'll kill you on" has done absolute wonders for me 10/10 do recommend

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In light of recent Misha and Bedlund madness comments

#undescribed #supernatural #spn con

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Mark Rothko, Untitled. 1969 Ink on paper The National Gallery of Art (Washington, D.C.) Gift of The Mark Rothko Foundation, Inc.

© Kate Rothko Prizel and Christopher Rothko / ARS

#undescribed #amazing art #this kind of art i feel like just can never be done justice unless you see it in person #i went to the art museum last week and it did fix me a little

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deeply affected by literally everything btw

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this is the hardest any single image has ever gone

#undescribed

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im getting my oil changed and i heard the mechanic go "tee hee hee". whats happening

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i love six o clock because the clock looks so stupid. "|" like get real

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Do you like fruits?

Feel free to suggest any poll you would like to see via chat or comment or ask :)

#raspberry

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things that would be dope to be

the marble in spray paint

boulder at the bottom of a lake

the last leaf of autumn… take your sweet old time

lightbulb filament

grain of sand

pillbug that just discovered an insane composter

cumulonimbus cloud

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my anecdotal observation is this is the preservation and restoration website but I recognize that I am literally in the archives fandom so my pov might, perchance, be biased

#there is no i was a fan but am no longer #but also literally work in archives so care deeply about archiving and preservation #i think its directly inversely coorelated lol

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when we’re done with our overwhelming grief we’ll eat i guess

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as far as i'm concerned all gore is necessary