To a person who probably won't read this, but I hope she does.
Dear you,
You know who you are. If you see this, you know your own name. And if you see this, you know who I am. You should also know this; you, you are the love of my life. You are my happiness, but you are also my sadness. You are my drug, but also my heartbreak. We spent two years together. Two long, long years. And we both loved it. Until you stopped. Of course, I can’t blame you. Maybe I did change, but that’s not my fault. I do know that throughout every single issue that I ever had in my life, and every issue we had together, I loved you with the entirety of my heart. Unconditionally. Immeasurably. And you know that. We loved each other immeasurably. Unconditionally. And for the days and months leading up to our departure, you and I continued loving each other just like that. For every night, every single night, we’d call each other. Just to sleep together, like we’ve wanted to have together in real life for years. Every night, even the night before you were gone. We went through everything together; happiness, hardship, loss, and no matter what, we were unbreakable. Of course we weren’t perfect. Of course I made mistakes, of course you made mistakes, but we always forgave each other for our words and actions. Why? Because we loved each other. We were so deep in love that we couldn’t handle the other’s pain. My pain was your pain, and your pain was my pain. I know, I hurt you, but I never meant to. I never wanted to. I was insecure, scared, and it was the death of me. You told me you miss me, you told me you love me, but you miss who I used to be. I know, I know people have always told you that people can’t change, but love, for you, I can change anything to make you happy. I learned from my mistakes love, and that’s the strongest form of change a person could have. I know you don’t believe me, I know you dont want to believe me. But love, for the two years we spent aching to feel each others embrace, to listen to each others heartbeat, please give me a chance to show you that I am the person you fell in love with. You’re the angel in my nightmare. You’re the happiness in my despair. You’re the love of my life. I just want to make it up to you. I just want to heal with you, and build a life with you again. I miss you, you miss me. Allow me to be the very best I can be for you and your life. Help me heal you, and help me heal us. I’ll do anything, absolutely anything, to make you happy again. I love you so much. You’re the most beautiful person I’ve ever met. On the inside and out. Please, to save us both from heartbreak and heartache, give me the chance to make you happy once more.
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I redrew Sif from Dark Souls because my boyfriend wanted me toooo. It was just a lil sketch I guess. Ye.
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http://iglovequotes.net/
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Love is just a chemical, no matter the origin. We give it meaning by choice.
Eleanor Lamb (Bioshock 2)
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Bioshock Companions
Playing Bioshock: Oh thank god, at least I have 1 trustworthy person in all of this mayhem
After Bioshock: I will never trust anyone ever again
Playing Bioshock 2: Nope, I remember what happened with the last ""trustworthy"" person that helped me, I'm keeping an eye on you
After Bioshock 2: I'm so sorry I ever doubted you, oh my god
Playing Bioshock Infinite: This girl's cute, 10/10 would show her my eiffel tower ;)
After Bioshock Infinite: WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK???
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My favorite BioShock 2 review
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My brother killed himself
on the twenty-eighth Thursday of last year
and I missed four days of work
and my mom wanted to know ‘Why’.
My brother
he was always a fan of beauty
but what he did
was not beautiful at all.
And last week I got the news
that one of my good friends from high school
had overdosed
(again)
except this time
she’d gone too far
and now she was gone.
And I had a hard time falling asleep at night
and her mother
hugged me tight
and thanked me for coming to the service
but I did not
want to be there at all.
This is not
beautiful.
The girl down the street
would’ve turned 21 last year
and I can scarcely imagine
the wild times she would’ve
(should’ve)
had.
But she is buried six feet deep
after falling nearly 300
and she did not leave a note.
This is not
beautiful.
My freshman year of college
and my roommate was beautiful
and how I wanted to be just like her.
But she wore herself down
till she was
almost invisible
and if you blinked
you had to go and find her all over again.
So now her parents are no longer supporting her college tuition
but are paying her hospital bills
watching their daughter crumble.
This is not
beautiful.
So y’all can take your narcissistic
romanticizing
and glamorizing
of self harm and eating disorders and committing suicide
and shove them as far up your ass
as you possibly can.
Starvation is not beautiful.
Killing yourself is not beautiful.
Sadness
is not beautiful.
This note I am writing
is not beautiful.
But you
you are beautiful
and it’s about damn time you start believing it.
(via runiqu)
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Yes yes yes yes yes I can't wait yes yes fangirling yes yes yes
Together, they must find a way out.
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Wait, what the fuck?! That's pretty god damn weird!
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Not as deep as I was in your mom last night loooooooooool rekt
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The fuck do I do here on Tumblr leik srsly am confused
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Oh man, that's deep
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