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why does it hurt so bad to believe that i am capable and that i can be free from my own depression and especially my anxiety? why does anxiety insist on being first?

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long time since i’ve paid myself some introspection;

i’ve been floating in the atmosphere of fog,

catching glances of my earth beneath.

the dusting of snow that came with the new year

compels this sober reflection:

2023 was a year of sopor,

of dull dreams in a city of concrete,

of gray cubicles in a cold office,

of commuting down the highway to nowhere.

i’ve resorted to pillaging pharmacies

just to suck up to corporate slavery,

to gruel inside an anxious dominion of time.

#writing

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the mourning bells have been ringing

not just since this morning's phone call

but since that stubborn lump pulled the rope

set a pace to our grief and its growth

my grandmother lived as well as she could

spun pure class from this world's raw material

you couldn't catch her without her pearls of wisdom

a hospital wouldn't suit her even still

as she took her dying breath in her boudoir

her three children took on the legacy of her potential

her delicate hands, her keen eyes, her strong head

i promise her they will never fall into disuse

the sun has finally set on my grandmother

the bells have stopped ringing

i release her with this topical psalm

in the silence of our separation

#for my grandma #for my family

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my post graduation lifestyle is doing molly every weekend with $8 in my bank account

#for the record #it can only be funny how tragic it is that i let myself be fooled by the system #gonna have to kill my brain to ease the pain

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Roberta Booth (1947-2014) — Split Infinity  [oil on canvas, 1982]

#Roberta Booth #british art #english art #women painters

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Happy Cow waiting for a train in Scotland having escaped from a field.

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post legal abortion america vibes 😔😔

#music #Spotify

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grandparents dying girlfriend got covid school threatening to end my own life its a bad time

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i just carnt be arsed

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via

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major throwback to being in high school sitting at my shitty little desk in english class with my earbuds in blasting this album and waiting for the bell to ring so i can go smoke weed in the woods with my fwends

#music #Spotify

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Moss Creek

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