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“I won’t let you just leave like this.”

“You’ve done it once what’s another time for the books.” You snapped and it felt like a slap across the face to Minho, Jisung behind him with a look of pleading in his eyes. You saw the way Minho had flinched at the words.

“All of you have, how can I trust anything you guys are saying? How can I even forgive you guys? Hmm??” You rose a brow, jabbing your finger against the others chest aggressively. “Hm? Any reasons? Your excuses?” You clenched your fist, refusing to cry even as you felt the burning in your nose.

“The things you guys said to me.” Don’t look at Felix, Don’t look at Jeongin you hissed at yourself. Those two would cause you to give up, to come back and fall right back into their arms. “I will never forgive you for those words. I can repeat them back to you, ill never forget them. Would you like me to repeat it?” You watched Minho bite his lip and Chan crossing his arms beside him. “Youre not any better Chris. You..i trusted you and what did you do? You left me there with the excuse of ‘i cant believe youre such a-’.” He cut you off, shaking his head. “Please stop.” You scoffed.

“The only people who tried to let me explain was Jeongin and Felix. Not even you…not even Hyunjin…” You trailed off. “Not the people i thought loved me..the ones i thought said communication was the key to success, communication was the solution to all relationships?” You murmured, shaking off the arms that wrapped around your waist. “Dont touch me.” The lemony scent told you it was Felix. “Please…” You whispered, knowing hed be able to pick it up. “I’m tired of being the only one you guys dont communicate with. I know i came into this stuff late but…i just want respect…and its nice to know your love is only on the surface.” You wiped your nose and turned, eyes on the ground as you stepped around Felix and walked towards the door. 

“Dont leave…” You glanced back at Jisung who had spoken. “Please.” You chuckled. “Isnt it only fair? So you get to see what it feels like? Getting your heartbroken? Oh no no. i dont have any sharp words or names to call you guys.” You looked at all of them, biting your lip. “Yknow, i trusted you guys…” You could see the blood drain from their faces. “But you guys tossed me aside so fast. For what? something a fling you had years ago said about me? Ahaha, its nice to know you trust someone like that over me.”

Your hand itched, it wanted to smack something, break something. Do something but you couldnt think of anything. “Im tired of being th eonly one trying to make this work even though you guys invited me into this relationship and told me you loved me. I might forgive you in the future but i will NEVER forget? Understand? But right now…I want nothing to do with you guys. Im going to stay with my brother.” They looked down but Minho had not looked away the entire time.

“I let you guys explain, all i felt like i got was excuses. ‘she was our friend first’ and ‘she made sense at the time.’. What if the tables were turned? What if i said ‘Oh Wooyoung said he saw Chris kissing another girl because he wanted you out of the relationship.’ or if Seungkwan said ‘oh Minho? He talks about you behind your back, its horrible.’ or even, and this is my favorite one, what if my brother said ‘i overheard Changbin airing out everything you guys do in the bedroom and laughing about how bad you were.’ How would you feel?”

“I thought you guys were better then that…seems like you have no trust in me.”

#01; #recs!

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|》《| Teaser. |》《|

The cafe lapses into a comfortable silence, accompanied by Cabbage’s purring, the soft sounds of Tofu playing with a toy, and the ever present tick-tick-tick of the clock. You could fall asleep like this, you think. Just a little longer --

You yelp as the door jingles, making Cabbage tense and dig his claws into your thighs in protest. Wincing, you dislodge the cat from your lap and set him down, turning. “Welcome--” Your eyes widen. “...Ah.”

He blinks back at you, and then frowns as he takes in the otherwise empty cafe before his eyes shift to the clock. “You’re closed?”

“No!” You scramble to push the chair in, shifting into professional mode. “No, there’s still half an hour-- I mean, no. What would you like?”

#writing. #text. #bnha #aizawa scenario

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I've gotta go to bed so imma drop a teaser and knockout for the night morning

i’m 1200 words into this i’m so proud of myself

#its almost midnight oops #text.redux.

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i’m 1200 words into this i’m so proud of myself

#it's not even what i wanted to work on-- #but that idea won't leave me alone #text.

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I have a free day tomorrow (a genuinely free day to work on my personal projects, both here and irl) so hopefully I’ll have the first chapter of my idea here -- but this will also be cross-posted to ao3!

#text.

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#kny.

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#tartarus.audio. #writing. #au.

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Okay but Kaminari with conductors he can focus electricity into and wield ㅡ the handles are a mix of synthetic-rubber like stuff and metal so he can conduct without electrocuting himself ㅡ and they're definitely useful but all he thinks about is the fact they look like lightsabres

#au.talk. #text.

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LOVE HASHIRA

#kny. #art.

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Yes I know that man is not real but by being fictional I can project onto him and he can't hurt me!

#is this abt dabi. yes. is this abt tyki #yes. #is this abt hawks. yes. #text.

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So I might have some written work on here in the next few weeks or so...

#text. #i'm listening to the hades soundtrack and like. hm.

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Quick things...

#unhinged bastard. #->☆bnha. #art.

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嘴平 伊之助 | Breath of the beast

#kny. #gifs.

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i have this hawks wip dusting up on my art folder for half a year now. i might as well post it. 

#awful. i love him. #>☆bnha. #art.

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Cover Reveal for Haikyu!! Shosetsuban Volume XIII

#->art. #haikyuu!!

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soft inosuke at tanjirou’s kindess

#gifs. #demon slayer.

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It's my last year in college and I have a lot of work to do :C that's why I'm so inactive, sorry guys ><

Hopefully I'll join inktober next year and won't miss any days 💙

#->art. #->☆bnha.