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“I think if it’s with you, my dear cowboy, it’s worth it." Art for my Rivastraut fic: In Your Love!

#soo so sweet the lighting is so?????!!! beautiful…. #others art

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everytime i think of my f/o giggling i throw up and cry

#/pos. so so very pos i’mm sooo i’m soo. #for them to be comfortable enough to be like that with ME….. #i need to be put down #put in a blender max speed #them smiling is already enough to killl me but LAUGHING? my grave 12 feet under at this point #❥ vels ramblings

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doing this to ur f/o(s). which one would kick the hardest

#lycoreco i miss u everyday of my life #peakest yuri ever i should go for a second rewatch actually ANYWAY #i would kick my f/o in the ass so hard sorry not sorry #❥ vels ramblings #self ship #self shipping

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Imagine snuggling on the couch with your F/O. They insist on you laying on top of them while you snuggle, wholly convinced that's the only way you'll both be comfy.

Are they significantly taller than you? To the point where you have to use their chest as a pillow... Their arms enveloping you completely, pinning you snuggly against them. One hand gently tangling in your hair as they rub your back slowly, almost lulling you to sleep. Even if the only other thing they can do is kiss the top of your head periodically/sporadically.

Or are they only slightly taller than you? Where you can comfortably rest your head/chin on their shoulder as you snuggle. Their arms comfortably tight around your waist as you trade kisses to the neck and face. Every so often going after your lips at the risk of getting a little spicy.

Maybe you're the tall one but boy are they stubborn about holding you in their lap. Arms wrapped tightly around you as you try to balance over them and not squish them... but they are tough little buggers and love having your chest so close to their face. Easier for them to trail soft kisses as far up your neck as they reach.

No matter what, your F/O just wants to make sure you're comfy. They adore snuggling with you every chance they get. Doesn't matter what else is going on, they just want to be close to you...

#fav

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shoutout to selfshippers who depend on their f/o. who can't ship them with others because it hurts to imagine them having another partner.

shoutout to the selfshippers who are touch starved or lonely, who can't bring themself to love anyone like they love their f/o. who rarely ever (or never) crush on others because their love for their f/o is too strong.

shoutout to those who print out pictures of their f/o, have them as their wallpaper, imagine them next to you, draw and write about them. who treat them like an irl partner.

shoutout to selfshippers who don't just like their f/o because they're "your type," or they're attractive. shoutout to the selfshippers who have a deeper connection with them than that.

shoutout to the selfshippers with many f/os, and the ones who only have one or two.

shoutout to the selfshippers who kin characters from their f/o's source material, even if it creates some weird rarepairs. (i've been there.)

shoutout to the selfshippers who hate what happened to their f/o in their source material, and to those who love every direction it went.

shoutout to selfshippers with quote unquote "weird," f/os, or nonhuman ones. shoutout to selfshippers who are open about that fact, or who are nervous to tell others about it, even other selfshippers.

shoutout to ALL selfshippers.

you're great.

and remember, no matter who you are, if you fit all these boxes or not, your f/o(s) love you very much!

(PR//SHIPPERS DNI, THIS ISN'T FOR YOU)

#I FIT EVERY SINGLE BOX EXCEPT THE KIN ONE. OH MY GOD #my connection with them runs super duper deep it’s quite insane/silly. #they’re just… so special to me. and they’ve saved me in a way #i can say i have little crushes on other fictional characters but none will ever compare to my love for them #also loser from hit obj show bfb pfp based !?!? so based op #fav

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dont forget to do your daily clicks at arab.org, please!!

link for clicks

#free palestine

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selfshippers with queerplatonic f/os are awesome!!! whether you do “romantic” or “platonic” actions or not, how you define your relationship is up to you !!

was feeling a lot of happiness from my queerplatonic f/os today yippee!!

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#SOOOO REAL SO SO REAL #ur awesome too anon

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wishing all lesbian selfshippers a very happy Lesbian Visibility Week this week!!! ^-^

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HEELELOOO HEELLOOOOOO FINALLY GOT TO COMMISSION ART FRRROM FRIEND OF MME AND MYY F/O AANNDD OHHH I NEED TO BE PUT IN A BLENDER MAX SPEED HELLO HELLO HELLLO

#ITS ONLY THE SKETCH I GOT SHOWNSO FAR RIGHT NKNOW BUT IHHMYY GODDDD #WIFEE SSOO CUTEEEE WWWUHFHDHGGGGGHHHH #OHHNYMG DODD I ASKED TO MAKEE THEM SMILGIINGGGG OH MY GOODDDDD OHMYT ENGEBDBEHERGHRGRHR #SLETCH AND IM ALREADY DEAD U GUYS. U GUYS. ITS NOT EVEN FINISHED #WEHEEN ITS DONE I WILL NEED TO BE PUTT DOWWWNNNN BECAUSEOH MY GOOODDDDDD OHMY GODDDD #HiIii. hh i iiiiii hhhhbw whwhw whwhwwhh Waauauaacckk Couugghh dead on Floorrrrr #Heavingngg for air rite now Dyiingngg and never recovering All of this over the commission sketch #Best 50$ Of my liiifeee You guyyssss #❥ vels ramblings

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i love you non sexual physical intimacy i love you touching someone because you want to feel the warmth of their body and the texture of their skin i love you tracing body lines soft and sharp i love you shoulder to shoulder hand on your knee reassuringly i love you hands under their shirt on a cold day i love you head leaning against someone’s chest i love you nude cuddling i love you tracing sharp back muscles i love you tracing fat rolls i love you touching someone’s whole body to commit the little details to memory in case you were to ever loose them i love you touch as a love language

#need #fav

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For the QPR F/O ask game:

7, 13, and 15! :D

TYSM FOR THE ASK…!!! i answered both 7 and 15 in previous posts so i’m only answering 13 if that’s okay shhdshdhdhdh ask game link here!

13. If you had to describe your relationship with your F/O to somebody who doesn’t know/ understand QPR, how would you do so?

ouhh i’m quite bad at explaining really, but… it isn’t a romantic relationship though it seems like one, with the way we hug and kiss and sleep on the same bed and tell each other we love them. they’re still my dearest friend in a way but also my partner through everything and anything… we’re there for each other how nobody else is. i’m a hugest believer that a qpr is defined by however the people in such a relationship want it to be, so!

#that last part i mean that #its different for a lot of people methinks #again i’m not so good at explaining it myself LOL um #❥ vel answers

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1, 3, and 15 for qpr ask game!!!!

(sorry if this ask was sent twice kgjgkgj)

THANK YOU FOR THE ASK AND LOL IT’S FINE.!!! ask game link here!

1. How did you and your F/O become QP partners? Was it asked, or is it more of an unspoken thing that you both already know and understand?

asked, yeah! i was the one who brought it up between us, i believe f/o gave it a little (a lot.) thought before they accepted. it being an unspoken thing is pretty sweet though i’ve never thought of that… but i feel like we both need the verbal confirmation that we’re in that kind of relationship!!

3. How do you and your F/O show affection to one another?

my love language is physical touch, and they’re happy to indulge me with such… theirs is words of affirmation, and though they have difficulty expressing their feelings and stuff a lot, they try their best (and it is so very effective on me)

15. Do you and your F/O ever get gushy with each other? If yes, how much so?

im more of a yapper than they are, but we happily listen to each other still..!!!

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4 7 and 11?

TYY FOR THE ASK…!! ask game link here!

4. How do others perceive or react to your relationship with your F/O?

their siblings in canon understand the concept of a qpr relationship pretty well! (considering one of them is also in one too LOL) i believe they all still treat me the same the way they did before we were in a qpr… with more lighthearted banter of calling me out for how normal i am about f/o. i make them suffer in return by talking about them too much when f/o isn’t there <3 <3

7. When did you and your F/O decide to be in a QPR together?

it just came up in conversation eventually…! brought up by me, and they gave it a little thought i’m sure which i never expected them to agree to… i think i’m basing off our anniversary off a google doc i made of ficlets involving me and them (and where i gave more thought to them being more than just a comfort character) which is november 13th!!

11. Do you and your F/O have nicknames for each other? If yes, what are they?

i tend to call them by the shortened version of their name a lot!! same with them, and they tend to call me prince at times simply because i love the term… oh, and i do like calling them a black cat a ton they’re so cat coded

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I DIDNT KNOW YOUR F/O WAS NON HUMAN UNTIL YOU REBLOGGED THAT ONE NON HUMAN F/O POST A WHILE AGO!!! SO COOL!! do u think they'd have any issue about being non human? or are they quite satisfied with themselves?

HII YEAH!!!! I MADE A POST REVEALING SUCH THE OTHER DAY HEHEHEG i think they’re quite satisfied with being such really, they don’t ponder on being nonhuman a lot. it’s their purpose on why they were made that affects them the most, i think, because they have a important role in their work (having to oversee everything, a leader in some sort of way but i don’t think theyd like that term lol?) and their attachment to such has grown a distance between them and their workmates/siblings who have learned to be more human than they are… to the point where they struggle to understand other’s feelings and stuff. they can come off as intimidating with how little expression or feeling they show because learning such isn’t as high priority in a sense? and even if they did, what use would it be…

#tldr theyre fine with being nonhuman but the unsaid things about their existence gives them identity crisis #ENDED UP WITH QUITE A BIT I THINK. SORRY. THANK YOU FOR ASKINGG SHDGSHGDHD #❥ vel answers

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Queerplatonic F/O Asks

How did you and your F/O become QP partners? Was it asked, or is it more of an unspoken thing that you both already know and understand?

How close would you say you and your F/O are?

How do you and your F/O show affection to one another?

How do others perceive or react to your relationship with your F/O?

Do people ever mistake you and your F/O to be dating? If yes, how do the two of you react to that?

Compared to people from your other relationships, how much more does your F/O know about you?

When did you and your F/O decide to be in a QPR together?

Does your F/O ever do anything that catches you by surprise due to how well they know you? How about vice versa?

What do you and your F/O usually do when spending time together?

How often do you and your F/O spend time together? Who’s usually the one initiating/ asking you spend time together?

Do you and your F/O have nicknames for each other? If yes, what are they?

Have you and your F/O ever gotten into a serious/ large argument? If yes, how did you two make up?

If you had to describe your relationship with your F/O to somebody who doesn’t know/ understand QPR, how would you do so?

When your F/O comforts you, is it any different than how a friend, romantic partner, or family member would comfort you? If yes, how is it different?

Do you and your F/O ever get gushy with each other? If yes, how much so?

#QPR ASK QPR ASK QPR ASSKGAMEE!!??!?!? #will answer when i have the time…!

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sick day todaay… nurse me back to health, f/oo…

#im the clingy type of sick i wouldn’t let them get out of bed!!!!!!!! #‘i have work’ ‘no you dont. your work is me now.’ <- IMMEDIATELY FEELS GUILTY FOR KEEPING THEM FROM DOING WORK ANMD SAYS SORRY AFTER #thouugh…. #the fact we can cuddle while im sick cuz they dont get sick. winwin for me but also THEY TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THATTT IM GOING TO. #never normal about them and their work relationship oughough ouugh #still so sleepy so might just go back to sleep after i post thiis shdhshgd #❥ vels ramblings

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I miss you. (post-lesson 16, pre-resurrection. Going on without your loved one sure is difficult, huh...)

My notes as usual

Page 1... The flowers I drew atop the gazebo are supposed to be hyacinth and yarrow (you can also see the hyacinth faintly beside Levi on page 2). Yarrow can be for healing and protection, hyacinth for regret and apology. Putting them together I wanted it to subconsciously mean "I'm sorry I couldn't protect you" ww also apparently depending on color (?) hyacinths can also represent jealousy! Fascinating

The flower crown is made of lilies Yes because yuri of COURSE but also because they're very common funeral flowers

Can't draw the MC's room didn't feel like it but she is in Laz's bed on the last page yeah.

Okay now. Um. Hi everyone sorry for #cringe @kylars-princess @sweethardtz @radahns-cub (<3) @gible-love-nibles @lovinggreeniehours @prismaticuniverses @flowering-darkness @over--heaven @anachrennism @frozenhi-chews @stellarpuppy

#the fLOWER SYMBOLISMMMM ACCCKKK THE EXPRESSSIIOONSSS #HUWWAAAGGHHH UUEEEEUUEEEEEUE SUCH GOOD ANGST #others art