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what is coming? (timeless pick-a-card)

for those who need comfort, or dream of the future, this might be the pac for you ☆ 3-17-23 .

PILE ONE ; " i'm so tired " ...

how long have you been keeping yourself awake? it's up to you to decide whether that statement was metaphorical or literal, but the point still stands. can't catch sleep? it's not your fault. you don't have to carry the weight of the world on your shoulders, you deserve to rest. sleep is a blessing that you will catch up on soon. the mistakes of your past shouldn't stop you from rejuvenating yourself. i'm sorry this relief from life has been taken from you.

i can see that what's coming toward you is more closure. conflicts being resolved, and action being taken to prevent future problems from happening. peace is coming, and more spiritual peace- however you may find it. you are finding what is lost or missing; a confidant, a part of yourself you lost, or a sense of responsibility. this will make you feel a little less confused in this dark time. whatever you find, make sure it benefits you, not hinders you.

extra: the number 7 or 16, cheerleading, studying, driving/cars, violent - carolesdaughter, the need to please, disappointment, "you are more than your thoughts, more than your past" green, spring months, gaming to cope, betrayal, "you deserve love because you exist"

PILE TWO ; " i am fighting " ...

you are so strong. your strength is commendable, and so is your resolve. you are making me smile. things seem to be good for you right now, but have they always? no one is born to be so resilient, it's our experiences that shape us to be who we are, and yours have molded you into a warrior, pile two. you are so strong, have you heard that before? i feel like you don't get recognized enough. but you suffered, and i see that. i see that, and i see you. thank you, for never giving up.

stability is reaching you. i feel like you have a 'fake it till you make it mindset' in order to reach what you truly want. but i see that you will soon have whatever you desire. it will be unmistakably yours, and you'll know in your heart when you find it. you will be emotionally fulfilled, and reach a state of kind of 'enlightenment' where you're like, i know what im doing now, it all makes sense. it will be a moment where everything clicks, and everything settles down.

extra: pink, red, gold, orange, chains of pearls, instruments, stuffy, nostalgia, memories like the color yellow, may, june, 2018, "this feels right", back to the future/past, vintage, aesthetic, dream girl vibes, photos, "everything is okay"

PILE THREE ; " where is the sun ? " ...

you have lost your sun, pile three. you remind me of a sunflower, looking for the sun to turn to, but what happens if the sun isn't there? you are aimless and lost, trying to find what has been stolen from you. but it hasn't, has it? it's time to take off your lenses, and realize that this isn't healthy. you have been stuck in a cycle for a while, and i feel like you kind of actually trap yourself in it. i get it, it's better to be trapped than face the reality. but is the pain you're causing yourself really worth it? please find strength in yourself to break free. trust me, it's better than staying. im rooting for you, pile three.

what's coming toward you is the strength to pull yourself out of this negative situation. i see you putting yourself first, and sparing yourself of further heartbreak, disappointment, and sadness. i can see that this will sort of be a tower moment for you; the tower has always been shaky, but it's only now that you are fleeing from it, and i'm proud of you. it's hard, but you can do it. after, you might find yourself stuck in your own thoughts secondguessing, but you did the right thing. never forget that. i also see someone of importance entering your life, a little after this.

extra: dont worrry darling, omori, pink beats, neurodivergence, black, alternative culture, crosses, pinky promises, mother figure, chocolate, willy wonka and the chocolate factory, balloons, lamps, llamas, "why would you leave me?", "because i couldn't stay", polish

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vexxandra · 9 months

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How the Hashira view each other [Kimetsu no Yaiba Fanbook 2]

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vexxandra · 9 months

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August 2023 Horoscope:

[ General predictions for you based on rising sign only. Dates and time varies based on time zone.]

First one (this post) is for Leo risings. The other signs will be posted throughout this week before August.

Leo Risings:

Starting with you first because this summer is truly all about you!

🔥 Venus has gone retrograde in your first house (July 22-Sept 3). You may already be feeling the affects. You may be more focused on your physical appearance lately. Depending on your natal chart, this can mean you’re feeling good or bad. Most likely with venus being retro a lot of back n forth on changes you want to make to yourself.

I do recommend waiting until after Sept 3rd for any big physical changes. However, do not be afraid if you wish to go for a big change. Maybe you’ve been considering a balayage, new clothes, etc. Have fun planning your new look for the Fall on pinterest.

Venus naturally rules your 3rd and 10th house. This means you may reconnect with siblings/cousins, old coworkers and even childhood friends. It is likely you are reflecting on your relationships with your siblings/cousins and childhood friends. Maybe getting nostalgic if the relationships are good. Lots of talk about old memories. If you have negative memories with these people, try not to let any negative feelings about the past ruin your summer.

The last time Venus went retro was summer of 2015 so if you can remember any prominent themes from that year, they may reappear again in different ways.

🪼 Full Moon in Aquarius on Aug 1. This is your 7th house. If you started anything new with anyone (lover, friend, business partner) back around January 21, 2023, it is likely coming to a close now. This doesn’t often mean an end of a relationship.

Check your natal Saturn and Uranus for hints on what may be coming to a close.

Ex: Natal Saturn in 11th house, you decide you shouldn’t have reconnected with that person back in January. So, you decide to distance yourself.

Or on a less serious note, you downloaded BeReal or some other app in Jan, that you decide to delete.

💕 Aug 15, Juno enters Leo. Usually I don’t mention asteroids in my reading. Likely won’t for the other signs. However, I felt the need to let you know, if you have a partner right now, they may be see you as “wifey” or “hubby” material more around Aug 15 than ever before. Just a lil positive note here for my leo risings.

🔥 Aug 16, new moon in Leo. This month really is focused on you guys. This day is good to manifest anything new around yourself and your appearance. You guys may really be debating new styles this month. This moon will close in about six months, so anything started around this time will come to a close in approximately 6 months.

🌵 Sun enters Virgo, Aug 23. Happy early birthday to any virgos reading this. The sun is entering your 2nd house as it does every year. You may be pulled to consider your income. Maybe you’re asking for more $$$ at work. You could also be nitpicky about your face as mars is here and that can indicate minor acne breakout.

🌵 Mercury goes retro in Virgo, Aug 23-Sept 15. This is happening in your 2nd house. Time for some reflection on your income and spending, Good time to budget. You may also find some hiccups in technology, your banking app, direct deposit, etc.

Mercury naturally rules your 2nd and 11th houses. Thus, it likely isn’t anything too bad because mercury is at home in your 2nd house. Some slight inconveniences at worst. At best, some easy reflecting and cleaning up in regards to your money and social circles.

For a certain few, Aug 23-Sept 3, is exactly when people from the past will begin to reach out to you. As now mercury and venus are retrograde.

🩵 Mars enters Libra, Aug 27- Oct 12. This is your 3rd house. If negatively aspected in your natal, you may have some arguments with siblings/cousins and childhood friends. Maybe even some car/transportation troubles. For a certain few, this may be the time you purchase a new vehicle.

The last time mars was in Libra was September-October of 2021. Themes from that year may be present again.

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Please leave an ask or comment about what you expect or if the venus retro has already affected you.

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vexxandra · 9 months

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pick a pile: "Hidden message from an old friend"

-- REMEMBER THAT THIS IS JUST A READING AND IT MAY NOT CARRY THE TRUTH ABOUT YOUR SITUATION! -- the best thing to do is to either communicate with the person if you feel the need or bring yourself closure, according on what your guts and specific situation are suggesting you. do not let a random reading decide for your life as it could be entirely wrong.

take a breath and choose the photo/number that calls you the most to read a message from an old friend that never reached for you but it may help you understanding something more about your connection or how it ended. thanks Anon for suggesting this

don’t take the reading too seriously. only take what resonates with you and leave the rest. if you're not called by any pile, let this reading slid as it may not hold messages for you. if you're called by more than one, there may be messages in each of those piles.remember that is a general reading and some things may not resonate with you. energies can change and readings are based on present ones (as you read); you're always in charge of your life.

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pile 1

I think things changed or communication stopped kinda suddenly. Either of you felt like you didn't know what to tell the other anymore (you probably grew apart, it feels kinda natural as well, nothing too forced.. just life). For some of you, you had different views on parts of life or how to live it/what to do, or you had to heal something (maybe you had to heal something together and once you ended, so your relationship ended OR you had to heal something separately). Others simply got ghosted or ghosted the person (more likely the first one). I think your egos occasionally clashed or communication about some deeper stuff lacked too, which made it all crumble down. Ofc, it has not much to do with how you can still respect each other (once you realize there was no judgment -or if there was, it wasn't any of you's fault but just triggers- but only a natural flow of things and you were different people at your core -if applies ofc) even if you don't hear from each other anymore/you're no more in contact.

The message: I always appreciated how you deal with uncertainty and difficult times, your point of views. Your mind is very brilliant and strong. You are also very talented at what you do/are are amazing and I know you probably never believed me when I told you so, but I hope you can change this and realize your real worth. Remember to stay balanced and to trust yourself. You know more than you're aware of. Keep working on your passions, don't let them go. Things will soon be brighter for you. I will cheer for you from here and I hope you can do the same for me. Ps. At times I still miss you/think about our time. It was a good one, I hope for you too.

(For some: this person may come back in your life especially through text/sudden communictaion, up to you how to react -you can reach for them first as well, it depends on your situation and feelings-)

song: come | jain; the end | jpolnd

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I am channeling "When you think of the past, you love me the most" (lyrics of the first song I wrote below). This person/you lighted up each others life until a certain period (probably even Christmas/winter as in the song) but then it stopped. There's something about finding each other in a dark/changing period and then helping each other coming out of it or making it better/supporting each other. Still, either of you probably closed doors on the long run because either of you were too stubborn or fixed. I think you met for a reason (which is related to make any of you's life at that time better) and then things had to end. Differences were too many, probably you felt betrayed or left aside, or they again were a bit too fixed on something that couldn't understand or open their mind to a different reason (especially if it was something you did or said or even thought and so you felt judged) or they felt betrayed by you cause you chose yourself once and they didn't even want to hear for reasons. I think something (an event/feeling) or someone came in between you two and changed it all. Ended it all pretty abruptly.

The message: I'm sorry if I have been so strict and fixed... I didn't know I had to work on that side of me and I had to learn it the hard way once you went away. Sorry you had to deal with it... I have understood your reasons, I have realized what I missed and I am sorry I failed you. Now I am more grounded, I am more aware, and open to communication (and to listen). I'd like to reach out for you again one day, but I think it would be too stressing for both of us, too weird... I'd like for us to live well and at peace now, as it was when we were laughing together at the weirdest sh*ts. Hope you can ground yourself as well and forgive me: pain/resentment will never last forever. Don't let me hurt you anymore.

(For some: if you have common friends you may happen to meet again -it could be a bunch of friends living in a different place)

song: our love will dry out on christmas | the electric diorama; closer to me | 5ive

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There's something either you of them need to get out of your chest. Maybe you cannot give yourself a proper closure if you're no more in contact or if you're still in contact, you are hiding something from them/not saying something to them, and you feel you need to. Or you feel they're hiding/not saying something important to you. Maybe they have changed their behaviour with you for no apparent reason and it's stressing you a bit. You need to talk alone with them, and probably there's a lot you need to say or be more clear about or... you need to say/hear the truth. Emotions/feelings here are very hightened, it's like you're letting them take over and cloud your judgment: the thought of this person is causing you stress and overthinking. But indeed there's something that need to be worked on so to maybe help you bring closure (either to the relationship or this moment of pain -it can be both according on your situation). Just try to realize if you need this confrontation because it really serves you to feel better (even about yourself, to speak your truth) or if it's only your wounded ego jumping in.

The message: I'm sorry I am causing you this pain. Please, try to understand that this is hard for me too. Listen to your guts, I know you already have all the answers about us, but... you don't wanna listen to them from inside of you. You wanna listen them from me, right? ...Would it really be that different? You know things can change and you can change, you are already worthy and lovable, you don't need my words to know that. Please take it slow, give yourself/us time. Let love win, love for yourself in particular. Take a timeout to realize your feelings, to calm down. And then, if you'll still need to, let's talk about it all.

(For some: there may be romantic love involved here from any of you)

song: butterfly pt.2 | queen naija; song of the sea | lisa hannigan

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It's a moment of reflection here, either that you are taking or that you'll need to take, especially if you are coming out of a period of turbolence and a rough ending. Healing is needed here (and it's happening or will soon). Or maybe you are not in contact with this person atm. Like you're living your life and they're living theirs. You have probably realized something, a betrayal or anything from this person or vice versa. I can feel there's anger for some of you, maybe this person "gave up on you", didn't take you into consideration for important stuff. You need to find a balance again between your inside and outside. You probably are losing hope on others or you're in a period of isolation as well. But what you can't see now is yourself and your worth and abilities, despite what happened. You're too focused on this person and how they acted. Try and take a breath and switch your point of view. It's not what they think of you that makes you you. Ofc you didn't deserve that, and ofc it pains you (so give it attention), but we cannot control others actions and reactions about us: overthinking them, won't change our feelings nor what they think nor what has been. We can only be sure about ourselves and maybe that this person wasn't who we would have wanted them to be (or we weren't for them -maybe you're also healing something related to relationships/friendships that blocked you in the past). Just let go of what/who is useless to our growth. It may sound harsh, but if someone only causes you pain or doens't consider you as you deserve to be, it's not someone worth sticking by hoping they can change. People change only if they want to, from the inside.

The message: Hey... How are you? I still think about us at times, you know? Our kid-days... We didn't deserve this probably, yeah. But there's so much you can't see, so much you don't know... maybe me as well, about you. And ofc I know every action brings a consequence, and I probably didn't do that on purpose, I don't even know... I probably only needed to do that to be honest, I felt like doing that. Maybe I (and you?) just needed to heal something inside, and I'm sorry you had to pay for it. I'm sorry, I didn't think about the consequences. But now don't let this stop you from going on. We need to go on. We can close this out, maybe even talk it out, if you want. But please, don't let this pain hurt you. Find a way to block it, please. For yourself, not me, so you can find better people for you and let them in.

(For some: they may be someone from your childhood, a close friend you're not very much in contact with or left you aside and/or now you only have random interactions with)

song: face down | the red jumpsuit apparatus; no church in the wild | madh

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vexxandra · 10 months

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𝖸𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗆𝗈𝗌𝗍 𝖺𝗍𝗍𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗍𝗂𝗏𝖾 𝗍𝗋𝖺𝗂𝗍𝗌

꙳⸌♡⸍꙳ 𝔭𝔞𝔦𝔡 𝔰𝔢𝔯𝔳𝔦𝔠𝔢𝔰

🦢 ⃝ ࣪ Pile 1 ◌⃘ ׄ ׅ

You're efficient and goal oriented. You're mentally very strong, I'm not saying this in a 'omg you've been through so much, you're so strong way' but in a way where you're extremely resilient. You seem to be progressing in life. You're the kind of person, no matter how many times you're rejected, no matter how many times you're betrayed or made fun of, you'll always get back up, try again & manage to get something even better. You seem to be dependable and practical. You're likely not the type to pull out the victim card just to win an argument or prove that you're right. You instead try to explain why you think the way you think (even though you might give up halfway if the other person doesn't seem to understand). It's not just your personal charms that make you attractive, you have people who have power, be it popularity, wealth, looks or status who seem to take an interest in you. Even if this is not the case, people assume that people older than you, especially men who are older than you and have some sort of power adore you and are protective of you. Humans are social animals so people naturally assume that you must be 'all that' for such great people to take interest in you, if that makes sense. Some of you have some sort of connection with older men, I mean, most of you get along well with older men but some of you have an uncle or a dad who is a teacher at your school or the head boy of your school is your brother/friend/something. You probably get the idea now. If not, men from your family, men you're friends with or have dated are probably on some sort of a pedestal, they might seem unattainable and untouchable to others (tbh they're probably actually unattainable) but they seem to have a good connection with you. They seem to care about you or atleast that's what people think. You also seem to come off as if you have it all together, even if you don't. I'm getting that most of you have very chaotic lives or had really chaotic lives in the past but somehow you always manage to move on, have new friends, new lovers, grow in some way, get better looking and seem happier.

People wonder how you do it. If you're still a minor then the people older than you are probably just one or two years or batches older than you, also, the relationship between you might not even be romantic, most people do perceive it that way though. Some of you have probably gotten accused of victimizing yourself in front of men or older boys in the past. I'm getting that from a young age, girls have proven to you again and again that not every girl has good intentions towards you so you probably have a much easier time talking to guys about your concerns. I'm actually getting a very specific scenario, in the past, a whole group of girls ostracized you, left you out, humiliated you and they had each other to rely on but you had no one. At that time, you might have tried to talk to them about your feelings but they gaslighted you into thinking that you're the problem. Maybe, you had made a mistake so you thought that the way they were treating you was justified but you still felt really hurt so you talked about your feelings to some guy and that guy either unfollowed them on socials, called them off, talked about it to someone in order to defend you and those girls ganged up against you and went "why are you victimizing yourself for male validation?" Most of you have found lovely girls or women who make you feel like you can trust girls again but some of you should work on healing whatever past trauma you have with girls, you can do it !! You seem focused on money, health and security. You seem to have a good foundation in relationships with certain people. There are also moments when you're kinda possessive of others. "YOU'RE MY BESTFRIEND, NOT HER BESTFRIEND" but like in a jokey manner. You're respected by others for your achievements. You might be big on earning, saving and investing money. If you're not successful yet, you seem to be working towards it. There are times when you're like "I'm sorry I can't come because I have a test tomorrow and I need to revise" or "I'm sorry but I have to go home now because I have some work to complete.

Besides everything, you're still very mysterious. You're also self reflective. You're wise and intelligent. You know how to have a balanced approach in life. You're not the type to dedicate your life to a religion or a god but you're also not the type to have no faith. You're optimistic but still realistic. You're desirable and unattainable. You have a thirst for knowledge in every way, be it science, spirituality, philosophy or whatever. People often don't understand why you do what you do, like supposing you believe that 'guys are not worth losing friends over' but you still date someone your best friend likes even if everyone in the friend group is against you, they start leaving you out and you end up breaking up with the guy. Somehow, your life starts flourishing after everything has happened. You grow so much as a person, people might not even recognise you anymore. It's because you go with your instincts, you follow your inner voice and don't live life to please other people. Another scenario I'm getting is that supposing, your best friend likes a guy and you like him too but he likes you back. You'll try to communicate with your friend about it, you'll say something like "if you want me to, I'll cut contact with him" but they say something like "no it's fine, you can date him", you'll take it at face value and start dating the guy. You're a soul searcher and you never give up on getting to know yourself better. When it comes to love, be it platonic or romantic, you are patient and pretty calm on the outside but have a lot of love for them on the inside. You give them a very intimate place in your life. You move very gracefully, like physically. Even your facial expressions might be graceful to some extent. You sometimes do illogical things that start making sense later in the future. People also assume that you're very lucky, things just fall into place for you. Even though you're resilient and strong, you never seem to lose touch with your femininity. People assume that you don't really have to pursue people, even if you initiate conversations first, it's the other person that ends up pursuing you.

🦢 ⃝ ࣪ Pile 2 ◌⃘ ׄ ׅ

This pile seems connected to pile 1. You're kind of mean, mostly to people who deserve it. If you're mean for no reason to sweet people then with all due respect, self reflect and try to grow up. People from your past or people who don't know you well enough assume that you're a social climber who networks to climb up the social ladder. You might be going through a rough patch because you come off kind of unhinged. You're out of control and know how to manipulate situations. Your haters seem to be the ones who find you the most attractive and most of your haters are people from your past. You are able to self sustain, if people try to live you out, you'll be more than fine by yourself. It irks people, they're like 'who the fuck does she/he think she/he is?' You might be working from home or people just don't have any idea as to what you're doing. This pile is mysterious and people don't know what's going on with you but they're still obsessed with you. Recently, maybe within the last 6-8 months, you've gotten rid of some sort of an addiction or obsession. For some of you, this obsession was likely a person. Some of you seem to be embarassed whenever you think about how desperate you acted. People from the past, probably people you trusted suddenly turned against you and well they thought you'd try to make them stay but you stopped trying after a while. For many of you, this is not just one person or a single group of people, you've let go of so many people who you know from completely different places. I'm getting the kind of energy where the protagonist loses friends then she finds out that her boyfriend is cheating on her but she can't let go, her family is abusing her but she cannot leave the environment until one day something clicks inside her and she leaves her boyfriend and starts standing up to her family or atleast learn how to deal with them until she has enough resources to leave. Then her life becomes better because she continues growing and has learnt how to respect herself. You seem to be really free right now or atleast that's how you appear. Not in a way where you are free at all times.

Instead, in a way where you are allowed to mould your future the way you want. You're self aware and you've accepted yourself, your thoughts, desires and darker aspects. Supposing you've recognised that you're self centred and someone is like "you only care about yourself, you're so selfish", it doesn't bother you because you're aware of it and have learnt how to not overdo it. Some of you are actually legit in hiding, self isolating, got overwhelmed and ghosted everyone, etc. Whatever toxic relationship, situationship or friendship cycles that you've ended have caused you to change and grow in a way where you're extremely focused and respect yourself. In the past, you might've been really kind, forgave people, let them in without any proper apologies and kept on helping and loving them but now you're realising that your time, love, energy, effort, presence and resources are all very precious and people should prove how worthy they are of all of these before you give these away to them. You come off detached, independent and are starting to reclaim your power. People from your past made you dim your shine just to love them because they were uncomfortable with how bright you were, now you're choosing to shine amidst anything. You're not even trying to shine to please others, you're doing it for yourself. I'm not even getting that you're selfish, if you care about someone, in the past atleast, when you cared about people, you were selfless and self sacrificing. You've chosen to not do that anymore though, not unless they're willing to do the same for you and prove it. People from your past and any other haters are just jealous. You ignore warnings and just do what you want. There's something about you that screams trouble. You also seem to be really suspicious of people who have good intentions for you and they find it intriguing because most people trust them right away. You're the kind of person who starts fresh again and again. People who knew you a year ago don't know you at all, if you know what I mean. People (from the past especially) tend to tell others negative things.

They say that you're two faced, malicious, a pathological liar, cheater, etc. and when they talk to you, they have those beliefs about you but you prove to be honest and take responsibility for your actions. People don't know what to make of you and that makes you so attractive. You can be mean but are usually so sweet, you're also extremely selfless and self aware but at the same time self centred, you're cold and distant but extremely warm. People don't know what to think about you, you're just that mysterious to them. You are also more than capable of taking care of yourself but you seem to have someone who's willing to be there for you even if you do not ask for help. You're someone people can trust very easily but at the same time cannot trust. You're also arrogant but humble, you have enough humility to understand that there's so much in life that you have yet to experience, see, feel and learn. You act like you're the best but you do not act like it in a way where you disregard your negative qualities and weaknesses. I just heard "everyone deserves an opinion but not everyone deserves a say". You might listen to everyone's opinions but not allow them to affect your values, life or decisions but if an opinion is good enough from your perspective, you carefully think about it and try to apply it to your life to see how it turns out for you. You continue learning from others. You prefer stability in connections and seek long term success. You prove to be very dependable at times. You set out goals and work to achieve them. You have a lot of ability and potential to grow, no matter how much you might've accomplished so far. You could literally be a highschool drop out doing nothing with your life currently but people know that if you decide to not live like that anymore, you can easily become a millionaire or you could be a multi millionaire but people think that you'll only continue getting richer and more successful. You also have a practical side to yourself. You seem to be growing internally which is helping your attractiveness.

🦢 ⃝ ࣪ Pile 3 ◌⃘ ׄ ׅ

You're energetic and optimistic especially at the beginning or in big social groups. I just heard 'baby talking', while doing it solely in front of guys could be considered 'pick me', you tend to do it a lot in social interactions with all genders, it's a habit at this point. On the outside, you're friendly and funny. You're also very charming with your words. I just heard 'silver tongue'. At this point, you're basically fearless. Most of you here don't fear god, death or hell. You fear yourself, you do not want to live a good life because you wish to go to heaven, instead, you want to live a good life because you do not wish to disappoint yourself. You're self centred and care deeply about yourself. You're also honest and passionate. When it comes to love, people are shocked at how passionate you can be. You wish to express love through grand gestures as well as little things but doing something big and having people go speechless is way more fun to you. You're not afraid to share your emotions. You're also not scared of confrontation, you're the type to go and say "I heard you were talking shit about me" to your best friend if you hear about them saying something negative about you. You seem to have a clear judgement and a strong sense of integrity. You have a really big aura, it's impossible to not notice you. You are the type to take action towards the things and people you want so you have a hard time understanding people who do not do so. You have a vision for your future and know how to persevere. You might also be physically touchy or people enjoy touching you. When you get angry, it's quite a mess, regardless of how you handle it, you can get very harsh if you want to. Also, you are super hot when you're angry. You likely have been told to humble yourself atleast once in your life. You're learning how to trust yourself and the universe. Recently, something might've happened which caused you to simply choose to have faith in the way things are and will be in the future. You're choosing to focus on what you can control. Recently, you've started to take better care of yourself than before.

I'm not sure what happened but people tried to humble you in some way, it was very hard on you but at the same time, it wasn't. People thought/think that you've lost your purpose in life. They thought that you were hopeless. I think some people purposely tried to ruin your life, it was likely a group of people who tried to do this to you with one person being the head/mind. They thought it worked but they could soon see that it didn't, if this hasn't happened yet, it will. All of these people seem to be jealous of you in one way or another. However, this isn't the only group that's talking crap about you while they're obsessed with you, there are people who hate on you for no reason. I heard 'neighbourhood karens'. These people have or had no clue that you are/were doing something in secret that was helping you move forward while they were taunting you for being unsuccessful and stuff. Supposing, you dropped out of school temporarily because of financial or personal issues, these people are/were having a laugh about it but you are not a loser. Almost everyone seems to have something against you if I'm honest. They want to make you feel shitty about yourself. If you haven't already, you're soon going to rise above your problems and haters. The thing is you're already over the worst part of your life so far and you've survived. For a while, you might've doubted yourself but you're back and working again. Your fears came true but you learnt from your past and now you're basically fearless. You're the kind of person where even if everyone is leaving you out in class or even bullying you, you'll still show up to class to mark your attendance and people wonder how you do it. You ignore people who hurt you or have hurt you and they're so bitter. According to others, you're taking a rest or something. "What do you even do at home all day?" that's what people might ask you but you're genuinely busy with trying to build your future. There are times when you come off very rigid. There are some things that you are not willing to compromise with. You also seem hard to motivate on the outside but you're extremely motivated or disciplined on the inside.

You're always on the top. People who tend to underestimate you and then regret it. You always have some sort of an advantage or atleast that's how they view you. You do not mind fighting if things come down to it though you try to keep the peace. You trust yourself and stand your ground. If a group of people choose to make you feel like shit, you'll likely stand up for yourself even if you're alone and even if you have to leave them behind. You're brave and have multiple sides to you. Everyone sees you as a rival or a competition in some way, maybe people who are thirsty for the attention of the opposite sex have a special distaste towards you. You're very honest and self confident. You're always growing in one way or another. You are always working towards making your life better. It's hard to open you up and to get to see your actual personality that isn't as friendly and optimistic as at the beginning. Healing and change come slowly for you but when they come, it hits you altogether, completely changing you as a person. You seem to lack support in your life but you still manage to take care of yourself. You were forced to leave someone or multiple people in the past and it was for the best, you're shining much brighter now. With some people, your falling off was very messy but for the others you just quietly walked out of their lives and you've also completely changed. You make people feel like they belong and you also act like you've got the world at your feet. You've completed a major cycle or are on the verge of completing it. You seem fulfilled and are beginning a new journey. One of the reasons people are so mad at you is because you act like you don't need anyone to be whole. There's also something about you being successful in one way or another. For most of you, even though you're already attractive, you're going through a hard time but when you're done, a whole new world is going to open up to you and you're going to rise above all your haters, all love.

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vexxandra · 10 months

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Who were you in a past life?

This post is meant to give you a glimpse at one of your past lifes- obviously this is a general reading so take this with a grain of salt. I will be using the tarot apokalipsis deck to give me insight of the specifics of the religious and culture influences of your past life. i hope this is fun to read however if you are truly interested in a personal past life reading I have this service available in my pinned post <3

PILE ONE

Culture you lived in- 6 of pentacles, queen of wands, 2 of swords

this culture had an emphasis on community and trading. Sharing, exchange of resources, merchants, and trading and exchange of goods or labour were likely a key characteristic of the economy. this also means that power was likely obtained by having access to resources and having skills to make material goods which is important to note because all societies have a different economic system that makes up social stratification and inequality. in this soicety, owning and trading resources such as land and material goods gave you status. I feel that people carried the spirit of charity and giving to those in need, giving aid and creating a comfortable place for people to live was a key goal in life. people likely looked to this society as refuge. i also see an emphasis on female power in this society although i do feel it was a power struggle, women were seen as having inherent mystical power or influence that would be celebrated, but not without intense mind games. women were smart and knew how to meet the match of men and although they may not have always been seen as equals it was hard to deny women who they were and their potential. Men were threatened by female power in this society and I do feel there was mind games and power struggles to control them. Women were seen as having a spirit that cant be tamed. when i asked the religion or dominant spiritual belief of this society i got the queen of swords, which in my deck corresponds to Norse mythology, specifically the Volva. this points to a past life in a viking soicety.

who were you- 7 of wands reversed, 5 of cups, king of pentacles, 6 of cups, the devil, the emperor

i feel you were a person who experienced some type of demise and experienced great lost and grief because of this. you were a person that felt corned and overwhelmed by challenges and opposition by their situation in life, many of you were female in this past life. there was feeling as though you couldn’t meet the challenges and pressures in life and you struggled immensly with self doubt. for how others saw you, you got the knight of swords reversed and two of pentacles reversed, people generally saw you as impulsive and self destructive, a person who struggled to balance/ prioritize work and therefore struggled to actualize their potential. when i research how women were treated in viking societies this was an answer I recieved: ‘’ Compared to women elsewhere in the same period, Viking women had more freedom. However, there were limits to this. Even if women had a relatively strong position, they were officially inferior to men. They could not appear in court or receive a share of the man’s inheritance.’’

I feel this makes sense considering the cards, this loss was a males inheritance as the cards references the king of pentacles and 5 of cups next to each other, there was wealth or resources that you could’ve had but didnt get and this caused lasting grief.

PILE TWO

culture/society you lived in- the star, ten of wands, 9 of wands, queen of wands reversed

you were apart of a society that relied on the work of laborer’s building and constructing for money/food. I say that because the ten of wands in this deck refers to directly that. They were paid but this work was difficult and required reliance on spirituality to keep going. the star card also tells me that these places were likely places that were thought to be connected to the divine, meant to connect people with a higher source. the culture was heavily reliant on the work of craftsman and laborer’s, people devoting themselves to a project with hopes of their service promising them something in the afterlife. when I asked the dominate religion or spirituality in this culture, I got Hathor, an Egyptian goddess. This points to a past life in Egyptian society which makes sense because the other cards in the deck im using also point to Egyptian themes (the ten of wands in this deck shows construction of pyramids) emotional strength and resilience was a highlight of this culture, overcoming battles and periods of being tested earned immense respect as you lived in a time period where alot of people were suffering, spiritually gave people light in the darkness.

who were you: the tower, 5 of wands, ace of swords reversed.

you were someone who experienced a sudden and major change that threw you in dangerous, risky situations. you were someone who had to quickly adapt to the sudden change and integrate with the choas. theres actually a huge emphasis on choas in your character, you were a challenging, wicked person, you were female in this life, i feel you were a person who stood out from others and held beliefs and ideas that caused conflict. you lacked structure and foundation for your ideas and perhaps struggled to make your mind up, regardless you were the ingredient in every situation that destabilized and challenged people. whatever trauma or sudden change you experienced had a lasting impact on you as well.

PILE THREE

culture you lived in- prince of cups, 4 of swords reversed and the hierophant reversed

its very important to note that in the culture you lived in the influence of organized religion was changing or loosing influence. experiencing the divine first hand was important to people. I also feel art, beauty, romance and love were viewed with the highest degrees. when I asked the dominant religion or spiritual force of this time I was given the ace of pentacles, which corresponds to the Khmer empire in this deck, the card shows a temple originally meant for hindu deities but later featured additions in the Buddhist periods of Cambodian history. Here’s some information on this empire from wikpedia: The Khmer Empire is a term used by historians to refer to Cambodia from the 9th to the 15th centuries, when the nation was a Hindu-Buddhist empire in Southeast Asia. The empire grew out of the former civilizations of Funan and Chenla, At its peak, the Khmer Empire was larger than the Byzantine Empire (Eastern Roman Empire), which existed around the same time.

i find it interesting that the first message i got about this culture was that religion was changing or losing influence, in this society Buddhism gained popularity over the religion that was widely accepted in the beginning: Hinduism. Architecture reflected the artistic and spiritual beliefs of people as well, so that may be where the message about love and art comes from. I feel people were airy and idealistic and wore their hearts on their sleeves. however there is a atmosphere of people struggling to gain inspiration, i feel like you lived in a time where many people struggled to advance themselves creatively and intellectually due to overarching circumstances. there’s a collective feeling of feeling blocked

who were you- 5 of pentacles, four of cups reversed, six of swords reversed

you were likely male was impoverished, poor or an outcast. you were someone who was uninspired, disillusioned and disconnected with the world around you. You were a creative, but a disconnection to space around you created obstscles to fully pursuing what you wanted, in your past life, there was a change you struggled to overcome, a transition that as delayed and resisted perhaps not being able to find work. i feel you wanted to travel in this life but didnt get to go where you wanted. this reflects the message of you living in a time where people struggled to become inspired despite the love for art and idealism, perhaps you wanted to go somewhere else and experience something new to feel inspired, but this was delayed or blocked.

#pile 3 #WTFFF

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vexxandra · 10 months

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Messages For You! ♡

Disclaimer: This reading is for entertainment purposes only. Tarot readings are about possibilities based on your current energy. Energy is forever changing and nothing is set in stone. Always remember, you have your own free will to make whatever decision you feel is best.

Close your eyes, take a deep breath, envision the person you are thinking of and then choose the pile(s) you feel most drawn to.

This is something new that I’m trying! This reading will be intuitive messages for you based on your current energy. This will be short and pretty straight to the point (hopefully) and can maybe bring you some sort of peace and clarification on your current situation!

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Pile 1 ┊ ༑ ࿐ྂ。

Hello, Pile 1! You may be going through some sort of struggle with a significant other or someone close to you. This feels ruthless and brutal. This seems like someone you’re very close with and have a very strong bond/healthy relationship with but a big change in your current life/relationship has caused issues maybe due to added stress or a new environment that the two of you are not used to. This could be a new baby, a new home, a big move to a job change, etc. it feels like you’re on shaky ground. I keep hearing “haunted” by Taylor Swift. These arguments seem to be full of hurtful words that you two throw at each other. You two may even be weaponizing the others past issues or traumas and none of this is really like you guys and this is not normal for your relationship.

Despite all of the arguing and hurtful words, there’s still so much love that the two of you have for each other and it doesn’t seem like either of you want to walk away, you’re just lost and confused in your situation. I heard “clouded judgement” you don’t feel like this person is taking your feelings into consideration or taking the time to see where you are coming from and they don’t understand what you’re trying to say or what you need/want because you’re not expressing it to them or you are but in a very aggressive/hurtful way.

You both may be lashing out at each other and it’s not helping the situation. Self reflection is so important and so is being kind and gentle and taking the time to understand each other. You both need to hear each other out and really listen. If you don’t understand what the other needs/wants, it’s okay to say “I’m sorry but I’m not understating what you’re asking of me” and it’s okay to walk away from a conversation and take time to breathe and calm down before it turns into an argument.

Change can be difficult and scary but it’s important to know that you’re not going through this change alone. Vulnerability and communication are so important in a relationship and it’s okay to tell your person that you’re scared of this change and what it means for the future because they’re probably feeling the same. I think knowing that you two are struggling with the same fears and anxieties will really help you connect and understand each other. Before I end this reading, I want to include the meaning of the Strength card in the guide book of this deck because I felt it was really important for your situation.

“Remember that Strength is not always loud, and is not always noticeable. Do not rely on others to validate your courage, look inward instead. You are the only one who will recognize the work you have done.”

Anytime I have a reading that includes conflict/fighting, I like to include a disclaimer that this is not for abusive relationships! Specifically for this group, it seems like a couple that is going through a difficult time and having verbal arguments. If you are struggling with physical/mental abuse, please do not use this reading as a reason to stay! Always do what’s best for you and your health/safety.

Pile 2 ┊ ༑ ࿐ྂ。

Hello, pile two. I believe you’re going through some sort of breakup to separation. This feels very big and significant. This could be a breakup from someone you thought you would spend the rest of your life with. You also may have had a lot invested into this relationship. Maybe you have a home or car with this person or maybe pets or children.

This part if very specific and will only resonate with a few or maybe one of you but you may be apart of the LGBTQ+ community and maybe this is your first relationship after coming out or your first relationship with a person of the same sex. Your family may not have been supportive or broke contact so you may have conflicted feelings right now. You don’t want to go back to hiding yourself or pretending to be someone you’re not but this peeps may have been your main support system after these issues with your family and losing this person has put you in a very difficult position.

For some, you may be struggling with this persons family. Possible legal issues if marriage, children or a shared home is involved. You may even be struggling to get custody of a pet the two of you got together. This person may have lied to you or broken promises over and over again. I think this is a relationship you wanted to work more than anything. You had so much invested in this relationship and you’ve watched it fall apart as you’ve tried to put the pieces back together but one person can’t fix what two people have broken together. You were the only one fighting and trying to fix this and you couldn’t keep doing it by yourself. I just heard “walking away was the right decision” I heard “you did the right thing, baby” that second statement felt like it came from an older female, a mother or grandmother or aunt. Someone very wise and nurturing. I also keep hearing “you’re losing me” by Taylor Swift. Specifically “Do I throw out everything we built or keep it? / I'm getting tired even for a phoenix / Always risin' from the ashes / Mendin' all her gashes / You might just have dealt the final blow

Your energy doesn’t feel sad or angry or hurt even though you have every right to feel all of those things, it just feels numb. You don’t feel anything and I’m so incredibly sorry that you’ve been hurt and broken so much that you’re pushed to the point of no emotion. I’m so sorry that your mind and body are so exhausted that you don’t have it in you to feel anything anymore. I want you to know that I’m proud of you and I’m sorry if you haven’t heard that enough. What you did and the steps you took took so much strength and courage and you deserve credit for that. Not only from those around you but also from yourself.

Choose yourself. Every morning wake up and choose yourself the way you would want a romantic partner to choose you. Give yourself the love you wanted so badly from this person but never got. Utilize your support system, don’t be afraid to reach out to other supports systems. Finding groups online that know what you’re going through. Groups for divorce, groups for those in the LGBTQ+ community, groups for single parents, etc. you’re not alone and there are people who care. There’s people in this world that you haven’t met just yet but they’re going to love you fiercely and unconditionally and they will never put you in a place where you have to question the love they have for you or worry about them walking away. They will show you that every part of you is beautiful and worth knowing. You are worth knowing and I hope that you know that.

Stick around, pile 2. You’re going to be okay and things are going to get better. Repeat that to yourself. “I am going to be okay and things are going to get better” you are strong and worthy and capable of doing so so much. This person isn’t here to hold you back anymore so don’t hold yourself back the same way they did. Take this time to get to know you. Learn who you are without them and become the best version of yourself, the version of yourself you deserve to be and the version of yourself that they kept you from becoming whether, they did that intentionally or not. I love you and I’m proud of you and I’m so excited to see what you turn your future into because it’s yours now and you get to make that choice. You’re going to do great things, Pile 2. I’m glad you’re here.

This reading is already so long so I’m going to try to keep this last part short but I just wanted to thank you for allowing me into your energy. I’ve teared up so many times throughout this reading and I’ve never gotten this emotional during a reading before. You seem like incredibly kind and beautiful people, pile 2. I hope you’re doing okay. Take care of yourself, you deserve that love and care from yourself. Please don’t forget that.

Pile 3 ┊ ༑ ࿐ྂ。

Hello, pile 3! Your energy was kind of hard to tap into but I’m going to do my best to give you as much information as possible. I think you are allowing your past to hold you back from a beautiful future. For some of you, this could be about career or finances but for a majority, this is about love/romance.

I keep getting so many different scenarios so I think this pile might end up being the most popular, it seems like there’s a lot of you here. For some, you may have had a shitty ex boyfriend that didn’t ever do anything for you or ever care and eventually you got tired of it and left and you may have built a very successful life or maybe you’re in the process of building a very successful life for yourself. I heard “you chose yourself and everything else fell into place” I also keep hearing “Guys My Age” by Hey Violet so this new person that has come into your life might be older than you.

For others, you may be newly divorced and possibly older and possibly you feel like you’re not young enough to be dating around (Which is not true! Don’t hold yourself back!) but I think someone has come into your life (possibly someone you met on a dating app) that you really like. You might have children and I think this person does as well possibly the same age as yours and it seems like you two have so much in common. You may have fallen out of love in your last relationship and stuck around out of convenience or obligation or your children (if you have any) so you didn’t get the chance to experience of true genuine connection with someone that shares the same interests and qualities as you do so this is like a net exciting adventure for you.

For the first time in a relationship or romantic situation, there’s this person that’s taking genuine interest in you as person. You may notice they remember small things that you may have mentioned to them shortly. Like you may go on a walk together and you pass tulips and you say something like “oh I love tulips! They’re my favorite” and they may not say anything back or there may not be a whole conversation that comes of it but the next time you see them, they bring you tulips. You may tell them about your favorite book and then a few weeks later you find out that went out and bought the book and then read it so they can talk to you about it.

There’s an effort coming from this person that you’ve never had in any past relationship and although it’s nice and exciting, it’s also scary. Sometimes in life, when we’re so used to something being a certain way or things going wrong or relationships being bad, we panic when things are good because we’re just waiting for it to fall through. For everything to fall apart and come crumbling down just so we can adjust back into the chaos that we’re so used to. Don’t let this fear of the unknown and this familiar chaos take something good away from you. You deserve happiness and peace and a comfortable life, don’t try to convince yourself otherwise. When good things come in, accept them because there are yours to accept and you are deserving of those good things. Don’t let a difficult past hold you back from a beautiful future that you are so deserving of.

Before I leave I just want to add that I had my curtains open when doing this reading and it was a little cloudy and gloomy when I started but by the end of the reading the sun was shining really bright through my window and I thought it paired so well with your reading. Open the curtains and let the sunshine in, pile 3. You deserve it :)

I hope this reading has brought you some sort of peace, clarification, or happiness! Feedback is always appreciated :) have a good day or night. Sending you love and light!

࿐ mara

#tarot #notmine #venusgirltarot

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vexxandra · 10 months

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it’s almost magical how accurate you are. you pick up on the smallest things and deliver them with such accuracy-- urghh! im blown away. for the fs question, i do have to take things more slowly. im someone who very much likes to rush through life. you’ve told me what i already know deep down inside, though hearing it from someone else makes it seem all the more real. you’re right about many things, the listening to myself, and taking things slow. it’s almost as if you know all me even though we’ve never met. you’re truly gifted at what you do. thank you for everything :)

hey ! i hope this ask finds you in good health. im here to participate in your yes/no game, and here are my three questions:

will t and i ever reconcile in the future?

if so, and if not, please ignore this ask, will it be worth it?

and the last question, have i met my fs at this current time?

a song that i think is amazing is drunk walk home by mitski! her raw emotion is so powerful and moving! i love her music.

please take care of yourself ♡ 👻🍓 your pacs are wonderful, and always reasonate with me, but make sure to take breaks when needed! ♡♡☆

hello, thanks for joining and for the suggestion! Also thanks for the kind words :)

(please stay hydrated/give yourself love in a good amount -you probably need to listen to yourself more)

yes - if you both really want that, yes. But there's the need to heal something and realize your own worth without relying on others' opinions

uncertain - I think again you can give yourself the answers on this situation already, without needing to clarify with them anything much (we can give ourselves closure whenever it's necessary for us to do it); also, no regrets on certain events. Up to you anyway

uncertain (maybe/no) - it seems it will occur to you at the right time, for now you don't have to know for sure (enjoy the process)

take care

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vexxandra · 10 months

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Level Up Your Descriptions

I learnt a tip for resume writing that I find applies pretty well to novel writing too. Essentially, you shouldn’t write on your resume that you took orders and handled cash at the till at your restaurant job because people already know what a server does. You should write the unexpected or unique things you bring to the job.

Same with writing descriptions in fiction. There are certain things that people are going to automatically assume about others, about a place, about a thing. For example, you wouldn’t say, “she grabbed out brown coffee” or “the car drove on four wheels.” Because when we think coffee, we already think brown/beans, and when we think car, we already think four wheels.

This seems obvious, until you consider that mentioning that the café is warmly decorated, cozy, and is full of writers working on manuscripts and people catching up over coffee is… exactly that. While maybe a baseline of information like this is appropriate, all you needed to say was ‘café’ and we’re already in this image. For a setting or person that doesn’t mean much to the story, this could suffice.

However, for an important element in the narrative, you’re going to want to bring your descriptions beyond that assumed/obvious baseline.

We know an elderly person is going to have grey hair, shuffle slowly, and speak in a creaky voice. We might not know that their purse seems far too heavy for them, and they have a distinct smell of gunpowder that follows them into rooms.

I’m reading a book right now by Jasper FForde called ‘Jack Spratt Investigates The Big Over Easy’ and it’s full of interesting and unexpected descriptions. Here is one of my favourites:

“The years had been charitable to Mrs. Spratt, and despite her age she was as bright as a button and had certainly not lost any of her youthful zest. Jack put it down to quantity of children. It had either made her tough in old age or worn her out—if the latter, then without Jack and his nine elder siblings, she might have lived to one hundred ninety-six. She painted people’s pets in oils because ‘someone has to,’ collected small pottery animals, Blue Baboon LPs and Jellyman commemorative plates. She had been widowed seventeen years.”

Think of what things make a person or space you know well unique, and try to imbue those details into your work. What makes a place look lived in? What sort of objects or feel or smell does it have? What distinguishes your best friend from others in a crowd?

Feel free to share a description that's really stuck with you!

#writing #not mine #not tarot

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vexxandra · 10 months

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Level Up Your Descriptions

However, for an important element in the narrative, you’re going to want to bring your descriptions beyond that assumed/obvious baseline.

I’m reading a book right now by Jasper FForde called ‘Jack Spratt Investigates The Big Over Easy’ and it’s full of interesting and unexpected descriptions. Here is one of my favourites:

Feel free to share a description that's really stuck with you!

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vexxandra · 1 year

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my masterlist (updated)

what are they not telling me?

their feelings for you (any connection)

things for this week(timeless)

messages from your person

should you hold onto this person?

what is coming toward you? (timeless)

your best qualities

#vex is a mess

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vexxandra · 1 year

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okay give me pac suggestions please 3,2,1 go!

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vexxandra · 1 year

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pick a pile: "Summertime"

choose your pile to read how your summer is gonna be like.

don’t take the reading too seriously.

only take what resonates with you and leave the rest.

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pile 1

I'm getting a very fast moving energy so you may experience many different things during this summer. It may feel restless, you may be caught by surprise as well by how fast things can completely change (spoiler: they do! when things change for real, they do it drastically so even if for some of you will be the opposite of what I'm going to write down, don't lose your hope: the meaning of all that we go through in our darkest nights of the soul, is exactly to see how strong we are and to see and enjoy the beautiful bright light that is coming next. Never lose hope). Now, onto the actual reading:

First thing first, there's some grieving for you, something will end, you may need to cut cords with someone or leave something behind. It's gonna feel sad, the image I'm seeing is pretty dark and a heavy energy is on me I almost feel like crying with the person there (there's also rain involved).

Emotions will trap your mind and thoughts into a sad spiral, but you will get out of it. This is like the end of a cycle and ofc, as every end, it needs some time to get over it. It needs time to grieve on too.

But after every ends comes a new beginning. And I am getting a very beautiful and hopeful one, with new connections and time to enjoy. So this summer will basically be your new start, you'll grow a lot in these months, and it's all gonna be helpful and of experience for your future. Your new life, your new cycle, starts now. Get ready. (If you feel called to pile 3 too, take a look)

songs: come away with me | norah jones; centrefolds | placebo

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For you pile 2, I feel your summer is gonna be amazing. I see someone very confident enjoying the sunlight, sunglasses on. I see you being very successful, making almost all your dreams come true while also taking care of yourself, being able to connect with your insights so that it can lead to you get into your power entirely.

You're gonna be very determined and focused on your each of your targets (may them be career, studies, love, friends, family... you name it) and you're gonna get the best result for each of them. Lot of celebrations indeed. Lots of joy. It seems like you know exactly how to "carpe diem", how to get into something at the right moment and make it yours. You won't waste time, this is for sure. You're gonna shine.

You may not see it now, cause the image I'm getting is not clear, but that's only cause you don't trust yourself and the Universe enought yet. Believe in yourself, your insights (some of you may be intuitive and already be aware of something but may have issues in trusting themselves), and in fate. Believe that dreams can come true. It feels like a challenge from your Angels: they'll give you what yo want, but you need to trust in them. It may be difficult cause it the past you probably had your hopes let down and so now you may not fully believe in the beauty that it's in store for you. Or may not feel deserving enough (spoiler: that's not up to you to decide, let the Universe decide!). But you've done a lot of work (or will do it soon, by the end of this season) and now you're ready to get back.

Also, for a few: stop stressing your angels on why you aren't getting something yet. Trust them: they work for your best so if you don't see a result it may be not the right moment or you may need to complete a cycle/work on something a bit more.

songs: a light that never comes | linkin park ft. steve aoki (angger dimas remix); is there something i should know? | duran duran

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pile 3

I'm getting two type of energy. One: some of you may be just working on finding stability in your life. There's something that is out of control or you may feel burned out. Maybe the last month hasn't been great, you had to face a lot of struggles and battles, most of them on your own. You may have done a lot of shadow work on you, been through a huge tower moment, and rebirth yourself into a new person.

(clock is saying :44 and there are 4s everywhere I look). There's still something that is trapping you. You may still not feel completely free. But it's something that is gonna go away after some more meditation. Take some time for yourself, I'm seeing someone staring at the sea, in peace, some wind moving their hair. Maybe get away from anything that is burding you, may them be your emotions or something that it's oppressing you (a situation in a relationship or at work). Meditate on that in a calm environment. You're strong, and you can go through everything life puts you through. Probably our emotional side is still sometimes too dominant in you: be aware of that, balance it out. I know it's not easy, but with time you'll be able to make it.

Nature, especially water, is healing. Take sometime there. Meditate under the shower maybe, it can work too.

Two. Some other of you may have already found that grounding energy and bask in it. It feels amazing, isn't it? It seems like you're been through thick and thin, you came out a winner in all aspects and now nothing can faze you. Nothing at all. You own your life. You are confident. Your foundations are so stable, so unshakable, you feel in your power. And if feels amazing. Now it's time to contemplate all this, all you've been through, and the person you have turned into, and celebrate. Smile, pile 3. You're amazing. Or you are gonna feel so very soon. Congrats. (If you feel called to pile 1 too, take a look)

songs: you | gold panda; we own the sky | m83

#psychelis-new #pac

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