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[Gonna have to do a huge Skyrim binge to figure out plot stuff but the bare bones basic framework of...a mini-plot? Smthn like that? Is figured out.

Looks like Trond will get to experience the Grey Fox 3E 433 edition after all lmao]

#the date might be off i havent been in tes mood for ages so its all saints row in my head rn #but who knows maybe its so ingrained in there that i just know the year instinctively now #im currently dealing with gayngsters atm but sims 4 only lasts so long before i stop playing it for a year or so and im near the tail end of #it anyway #i have to replay jhasis file up to the point that hes at bc i dont remember ANYTHING #ooc #deltee later

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Time In A Bottle - Jim Croce

#shh im posting this now bc im in a Mood #ill eventually post all of jhasis playlist songs bc the music player is broken i think but for now #jhasi playlist #vvcat

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[GHGHGGH HAI YES I AM WORKING ON THE FUZZY IDIOT AGAIN

Working on some events that should help me write him again bc the constant hair trigger anxiety aggravated my own, though him getting a little bit of cockiness back from being a freelance thief/pissing off the Thieves Guild might be just what he needs. And sleep. I just remember Dust’s tea rp thing and Dal and J’hasi just about to get a bit more personal and something something Rill’s sick of J’hasi’s tendency to fuck up his magic and freeze himself to a wall or smthn, maybe something with the Silver Hand because I hardly see anyone mention those assholes anymore lmao]

#ive been working on rping more lately since im kinda bottlenecked with my comp on the verge of collapse and scalpers making it #fucking impossible to get a video card (literally the last piece of my new comp to get it running) #and ive started drawing again and enjoying it!!! so thats good!! #also i want to write the drabble of jhasi doin the cleaning focal points for the college and being fuckin /WIRED/ afterwards bc he absorbed #so much magicka from the wells #or maybe he and ic get into a physical fight and ic tries to drown him in the poolsor smthn #bc those two need to fight #i love it when they fight XD #ooc #delete later

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[Started playing Morrowind again after how goddamn long and J’hasi just peeks out from under a stack of papers like ‘play?’]

#the gremlin younger jhasi is strong #skyrim one might not be far behind #and honestly? #i fuckin miss rping ;n; #ooc #delete later

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[Happy New Year! :D]

#vvcat art #vvcat

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[Eyo!

So irl has been crazy, but if you have any rps with me I haven’t replied to, shoot me an ask or reply to this post! I’m going to do this for each of my blogs, but I’m also going through the activity so I can at least save the drafts I have to do when I get back to them, I just don’t want to miss anyone just in case Tumblr is rude and doesn’t tell me I got a reblog from a rp!

Love y’all, and I’ll be back as soon as I can! <3]

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[Sorry for up and vanishing, I’m at my werewolf boys’ blog right now, but I know I’ll eventually come back to J’hasi. I always do.

If it’s my turn on a RP with you, just reply to this post and I can mark those in my drafts to work on when J’hasi comes back.]

#irl has been heck n a half but writing game is still strong #drawing...is getting there...slowly #vvcat

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Personality Alignment Meme

See how stupid/horny/feral/clown/cursed/baby-like your muse is!

Repost please, don’t reblog!

Tagging: whoever tbh, I just wanted to contribute to the meme pool

[J’hasi confirmed as a literal feral baby, although the horny bit makes me wonder lmao]

#ooc #delelte later #or uh #jhasihc

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Personality Alignment Meme

See how stupid/horny/feral/clown/cursed/baby-like your muse is!

Repost please, don’t reblog!

Tagging: whoever tbh, I just wanted to contribute to the meme pool

#have fun kiddos while i play hermit for another 4396872598 years #gonna post jhasis in a sec bc it gave me a giggle #ooc #delete later

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boarchasers replied to your post : boarchasers replied to your post : 18. Has being a...

((I am a member of the Grammar Police. I have a reputation to uphold. I have brought dishonour upon my family.))

#lmao i just woke up and i started giggling #i used to be super strict about grammar n shit but once i got out of hs and into college i stopped caring so much about lmao #i think....thats actually when i started having friends on skype #and got my brand of all lowercase and v little punctuation #boarchasers #ooc #detel aterel

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boarchasers replied to your post : 18. Has being a werebeast generally effected your...

((I didn’t notice the grammar mistake until now. Shame on me! Shame!))

[IT’S NOT YOUR FAULT LMAO IT’S WHOEVER MADE UP THE MEME!

Also like........I never noticed until I was proofreading the last time through, so you’re not alone lmao]

#boarchasers #i wanted to fix the grammar in the meme bc most ppl just copypaste and its a common mistake to mix up effect and affect #i have to say the phrase in my head to remember the difference its only when i get that lil ping of 'smthns not right' do i notice it lmao #ooc #delete later

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18. Has being a werebeast generally effected your moral system in any way?

“Not…really? I’ve been eating people long before I was bit, just…not so often and not nearly so much. I only scavenge off those that are already dead in a pinch, and usually I get my fill from bandits and what have you on the roads. With the war going on…it’s nearly impossible for m-…my wolf to go hungry.” He fiddled with the edges of his bandages.

“Other stuff…I don’t know. I’ve been a werewolf for so long, I’ve spent more of my life as one than…normal. I don’t go around starting fights without cause, and largely I stay out of trouble with the law. But I’ve always been like that. Eh…” J’hasi rubbed the back of his head.

“Well, I was more…vocal…back then. But at the time it felt necessary. I was a hotheaded kid who grew up in bad situations. Took me a while before I mellowed out.”

#boarchasers #'mellowed out' he says #sure jhasi #youre still a hotheaded kid #youre just a grumpy old man along with it lmao #jhasi answers #vvcat asks #vvcat #TANKS!!! :D #cannibalism tw // #wish you could still edit text in reblogs id fix that grammar mistake x__x

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14. How you deal with the side-effects of your beast side (sensitivity to silver, herbs, insomnia, etc.)?

“…avoid them?” J’hasi sighed, rubbing at his jaw.

“I’ve got an alchemist in Skyrim working on something to help me with the sleep thing, and I’m careful around wolfsbane. It’s more painful than deadly if you’re just touching it, I more worry about it getting in my eyes or my mouth or something. I’m not too keen on finding out what it does to my insides, after reading up on it…it doesn’t sound pretty. But…it’s also poisonous to people, so I usually don’t have a problem with it unless it’s used in potions or I run into a patch while traveling or hunting.” He shrugged.

“It’s sort of the same with silver, at least for me. I’ve known some weres that just touching silver burns them, while for me, it has to touch the inside of a wound or cause one before it burns. Handling it doesn’t usually make me nervous…unless it’s sharp.”

#boarchasers #yeah after reading up in the colleges library he found a vivisection of werewolves and uh... #gotta say that fucked with him a bit lmao #jhasi answers #vvcat asks #vvcat #THANKS FER ASK!! :D #and #askdusty #bc mention

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2. How do you feel after a transformation?

The Khajiit rubbed the back of his neck, looking away with a mildly-uncomfortable look on his face.

“It…kinda depends on why I’m shifting. If it’s to protect myself, I’m usually trying to not outright panic and lose control. It hurts like hell to shift, and that feeling doesn’t really go away for the first few moments after you completely shift. It hurts way worse when you’re still new to shifting, but it never really gets comfortable enough to consider it not painful.” J’hasi rubbed at his ribcage as if the ache was present even now.

“When it’s for hunting or long-distance travel through empty wilderness… Well, it still hurts.” He made a face, ears flicking back.

“But I don’t have to worry so much about losing control. It’s just me and the ‘wolf, running, hunting… Neither of us is really fighting the other. It’s probably the only time we aren’t at odds.” The Khajiit grimaced a bit more.

“That…sounds really weird to say, but…it’s the best I can describe it.” He sighed.

“Full moon shifts are…always like shifting for the first time. Painful, often bloody, and when the ‘wolf drags you under…you have no idea what you’ll come back to.” He swallowed.

“That fear…that never goes away…”

#boarchasers #i literally just finished watching the wolfman lmao #im eh about the story but the fuckin special effects n design #plus like...i love anthony hopkins ok? #whoops forgot to post rip #i answered a few of these but didnt post wtf #WELP POSTIN EM NOW LMAO #jhasi answers #vvcat asks #vvcat #THANK FUR ASK!!! :D

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3. If you could jump back through time to save a loved one’s life, would you? Despite what it might to do the timeline? To everyone else? Do you believe it is their fate to die regardless?

“If he’d change the timeline, it would only be for the better.” he snapped. The Khajiit’s muzzle was wrinkled, ears flicked back and his tail swishing sharply behind him. Yet if one looked past that, they’d see the pain lingering deep in his eyes, contrasting with the sharpness of his voice.

“He didn’t deserve to die like that, and the idea of ‘fate’ is just something people take comfort in when they’re complacent with their lives, or an excuse for shoving a burden onto someone else. We’re in charge of our own lives, anyone who says different is selling something.” J’hasi was trembling slightly, his hands flexing out of the curl he’d taken unconsciously, his breathing slowly...slowly...returning to normal. His voice went quiet.

“I would save him in a heartbeat. He was a good kid, a good friend... He at least deserved the chance to go back home to his family.”

#boarchasers #wow that fired him right up lmao #jhasis very adamant against the concept of fate and destiny #hmm wonder why ;D #arguably if baht hadnt been killed a lot less thalmor wouldve died #i mean jhasi didnt exactly change the outcome of the war he just...really hurt those who were involved w him personally #baht #jhasi answers #vvcat asks #vvcat #THANK FOR ASK! UR LOVELY!!!

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32. If you could choose to remove certain feelings such as anger, confusion, sadness, would you remove them?

J’hasi’s ears flicked back, his mouth a firm line as he debated the question uncomfortably for a few moments. He sighed, rubbing his jaw before his hand slid to the back of his neck instead.

“Confusion…maybe? I’m not sure feeling nothing at points that I would normally feel confused would be that much better. I’d…have to know what I would feel instead for that one. Sadness, I guess the same? Like being sad about small things doesn’t bother me, it’s…it’s the bottomless sad that I get that I’d like to be rid of. It sucks everything out of me and what’s left…isn’t what I’m too fond of…” The Khajiit shook his head as if to dismiss the thought quickly before moving to the next.

“I wouldn’t get rid of anger. There’s a lot in this world that anger is a justified response, and in times it’s saved my life, so no. I wouldn’t.”

#boarchasers #thats called depression jhasi #yes i know im up early (not late!! I SLEPT!) but i wanted to try and tackle some drafts before getting sucked into the sims again #i made the tes crew and its been a delight lmao #jhasi answers #vvcat asks #vvcat #THAKNS FOR THE ASK!!! :DDD

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Interview my OC about questions that has no easy answer.

1. Which should be saved – a bus full of innocent lives or a loved one?

2. You meet a man who has killed someone and done time for it before. Does this factor into how you treat him? Will he ever truly escape that sin?

3. If you could jump back through time to save a loved one’s life, would you? Despite what it might to do the timeline? To everyone else? Do you believe it is their fate to die regardless?

4. You have a secret you swore not to reveal. But this secret is the only thing that would prove your innocence in a separate matter. Is it worth risking your own well-being for the secret? Or would you betray the trust given to you?

5. Is it better to hurt others before they hurt you or let yourself be walked all over and hurt by others?

6. If you tell the truth, an evil person gets to walk away free. If you lie, you may be able to send them away like they deserve. Is honesty worth more than justice?

7. You have the key to immortality in your hands. But not for free. If you want it, as a price, your worst enemy also gains immortality. Is it worth it?

8. If you could gain as much money as you want for losing a sense, would you do it?

9. Can people be held accountable for things people close or related to them did or are they innocent?

10. If a lot of people, possibly innocent people, have to die in order to make a real change, is it worth it? Can you live with their deaths even if it helps people in the present?

11. Imagine there is a beast that craves attention. If you ignore it, despite being deadly, it will leave you alone. Could you live like that? Even if it possibly attacked others? Would you try and challenge something that unknown?

12. If someone else stole something and you stole it back is that a good deed, a bad deed or one of equal worth? Are you better than the original thief?

13. Could you sacrifice yourself for the good of everyone else?

14. What of love? Say you discover your lifelong crush on another has finally been reciprocated… but they are currently dating a family member or a dear friend the crush feels responsible to honour. Do you force the break up? Date on the side? Bottle it up forever?

15. Is lying to others to gain their approval more important than being genuine and hated?

16. Have you ever contemplated killing someone? Who and why? Would you ever act on it? Are you frightened you might?

17. Have you ever gotten sheer joy out of hurting someone else, either physically or mentally? To whom and why? Did it scare you?

18. Have you ever done something morally wrong? If it’s morally wrong do you regret it?

19. What is more likely a thought to you – that this world is wrong or that you are wrong?

20. Are there people in this world who, no matter how much time and penitence is given, should never be forgiven?

21. Are there people in this world you simply think the world would be better without? If you could erase them out of existence without physically murdering them, would you?

22. How do you feel about having an intimate relationship with someone you don’t love? What if they love you in return? Does that make you feel guilty?

23. Could you ever become your own hero? Is that a role you can fulfil or is it something you look to others for?

24. How do you feel about tears? Are they cowardly and weak? Do you cry? Would you consider that shameful?

25. What is more important to you? An idea of yours being used and appreciated or the credit for that idea beings yours and yours alone?

26. Is your personal happiness more important than anything else in the world? Than fame? Than the happiness of others?

27. How far would you go to achieve a dream or ideal? Does it matter who suffers? Does it matter if you suffer?

28. How long would you wait for the one you love? A year? Fifteen years? Forever? Could you honestly be loyal to an unfulfilled love?

29. Is genius equal to hard work? Does a genius deserve praise for doing well without effort? Are they above us?

30. Do we live in a world of parallels? Can there be no hope without grief? No happiness without suffering? Or is a utopia possible?

31. What is more important to you? Being respected and praised by your elders or being looked up to and championed by those younger or of the same age?

32. If you could choose to remove certain feelings such as anger, confusion, sadness, would you remove them?

33. If you could wipe certain memories from your head, would you? Why would you? What memories?

34. What path appeals to you more? An exciting dream that leaves you possibly penniless and alone or a drab existence where you have steady success.

35. Is every person in this world wholly unique or can they be categorized? Can they be grouped and mentally dissected? Are you just another sheep in another flock or are you the sole unique soul?

#may as well go again #i really like some of these questions goddamn #ask meme