wintersbucky

[wintersbucky]

“Just do your job. You’re not Steve Rogers”

Yeah ofc he’s not. He’s Sam mother fucking Wilson. Sam who would never abandon his country. Even though it has done NOTHING for him. Sam who would NEVER abandon his friends. Sam who will go out of his way to make sure his friends have a place to eat and sleep.

Of course he’s not Steve Rogers. Because Steve Rogers’s left but Sam is still here. Sam will ALWAYS be here!!!!

[wintersbucky]

Happy birthday to Bucky Barnes

[wintersbucky]

Happy birthday, Jamie

A/n: happy birthday to my old man. I love Bucky so much. He quite literally saved my life and I’m forever grateful for his creation. I’m thankful to Jack Kirby and Joe Simon for being blessed with the idea of him and grateful for Winnie Barnes for birthing him in every universe. Without Bucky I don’t think I would’ve come out of the dark place I was in at the time. He means everything to me and more. Since marvel keeps taking from him there’s something I want to give back. I love you Bucky Barnes. In whatever universe you exist in. I’m glad I at least know of you in this one❤️❤️ (sappy cringe but idc I love him) (I know his birthday is tomorrow but I couldn’t wait😭)

Also thank you to my bestie for beta reading😝 @soorwellystan

Warnings: angst, fluff

(Bucky x reader)

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He always looks so beautiful this way. His eyes shut and long lashes kissing his cheeks. Hiding the most precious blue eyes from the world. Brown hair is a mess. His pink lips pouting with every breath he releases. It’s almost a shame you have to do this.

You clear your throat and get a running start and jump on the bed over him.

“Wake up, Bucky! Wake up! Happy birthday!” You jump up and down over him shaking the bed. He startles awake sending you both tumbling down to the floor. You land on top of him.

“Oof my back” he groans with his eyes scrunched closed, making you snort.

“Good you really are an old man”

He peaks one eye open to look at you. His hands sliding up to your butt to give it a squeeze making you yelp and him laugh.

“Happy birthday Jamie” you lean down to kiss him making him smile

“Thank you doll.” He carries you off the floor with him walking to the bathroom and sets you down on the counter as he goes about his business.

“So, are you ready for your birthday dinner tonight?”

He rolls his eyes as he brushes his teeth. He forgot about that. The dinner you and Steve planned for him after he discovered your surprise birthday party -horrible at keeping secrets, you and Steve- for him and shut it down. Not wanting to be ungrateful he suggested just having a birthday dinner with his closest friends. Not many, just the team and a few agents. He shuts off the sink putting his toothbrush in the holder and walks up to you. Cradling your face in his hands and pulling you in for another kiss.

“Of course I am babydoll.” He says making you squeal in delight.

“Oh Bucky, it's going to be so much fun. Steve and I hired this private catering company that makes the best food in all of New York-“ his smile is big as he nods and listens to you go on about all the things you have planned for the day.

“Oh but first! I’ve got something for you” the nervousness in your voice is obvious making him shift his face in concern. You walk over to your drawer and pull out a black box wrapped with a red ribbon. “It took me a long time to find and a lot of *cough* breaking and entering-“

His eyes go wide “y/n!”

“What?” You look at him with pouting lips and puppy dog eyes. “Just open it before you scold me Barnes”

He rolls his eyes and takes the box from your hands. Unwrapping the ribbon and lifting the lid to reveal a clear case with a gold bracelet inside lined with rubies and engraved is the name Winnie. He gasps as he realizes what it is “My ma’s bracelet? I- how did you find this? I thought she was buried in it.”

“When you were still in hydra's hands I spoke to Becca and she told me about it. She passed it on to her daughter who passed it onto hers, who passed it onto hers, who sold it to a Captain America fan auction and was then sold to some fanatic of yours. Took me a while to find them and when I did they weren’t the most helpful.” Eyes narrowing as you remember the bitchy old lady “So you know I used my super awesome spy skills to get it back to you” you smile at him nervously. He rushes to hug you. His body shaking from his sobs. “Oh Bucky” you rub his back soothingly trying to calm down his sobbing. “I just know how much you miss your ma. Especially on days like this.”

He looks down at the bracelet in his hand god he does miss his ma. “I remember she used to sing me a song. Every birthday she would sing a song she made up for me and bake me a small muffin with a single candle. She would always apologize after because she couldn’t afford to to spend big bucks on a party but I didn’t care because I had her and Becca and my pa and that was enough”

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March 10, 1924

Happy birthday to Jamie.

My precious little boy.

With big blue eyes and a curious mind.

We thank god for you on your very special day.

Happy birthday my precious little boy

Happy birthday Jamie

“Blow your candle out baby boy” Winnie smiles at him

Bucky looks up at his Ma giving her a gap tooth smile- she promises him his big boy teeth will grow soon- blowing out his candle.

“Yay!” His mom and Becca cheer. Winnie gathers him in a hug. “I’m sorry it’s just a small muffin again. I promise you I’ll throw you the biggest party one day my precious boy” she kisses his cheek. The coldness of her bracelet pressed to his face always a comfort to him.

“It’s ok Mama. You know I love chocolate cake” little Bucky takes a bite of his cake not noticing the tears gathering at his ma’s eyes.

“Momma Jamie is eating all the cake”

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“We didn’t always have a lot but she made it enough”

Bucky's head turns fast when he hears sniffles coming from your direction.

“Oh sweet girl” this time he comforts you

“I’m so sorry Bucky”

“Sorry for what sweet girl? For giving me the best damn present ever?” He smiles at you as you shake your head “then for what baby?”

“For making you sad on your birthday” he laughs a little

“You didn’t make me sad. You gave me the best damn thing I could ever ask for, baby. You gave me a piece of my ma I thought was missing. I couldn’t have imagined a better way for this day to go. You made it a thousand times better. So wipe those tears from your pretty face baby” his hand wiped the tears from your face making you nuzzle into it.

“I love you so much Jamie” you look into his eyes that are as red as your

“I love you too doll. Thank you so much for this”

He pulls you into a kiss savoring the feel of his lips on yours. Of course he misses his mom on days like this but you make it better. Now he has a piece of her back. What once comforted him as a child now rests on his wrist. He couldn’t ask for a better way to spend the rest of his life.

[wintersbucky]

𝙃𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙮 𝘽𝙞𝙧𝙩𝙝𝙙𝙖𝙮 𝘽𝙪𝙘𝙠 ♡

Where to even start ♡ for 13 years you've been a comfort character like no other, to so many people (myself included). We watched you grow up, fight your battles and become the man that you are today. You made us laugh, you made us cry and gave us a feeling that almost felt like home.

Thank you for everything, the reason I'm where I am today, the joy and happiness, the tears, the comfort. For being something far beyond a name on a script to all of us.

I hope you're spending your birthday with Sam and Alpine, with all the cake and blueberry pancakes you can handle. ♡

I love you endlessly, happy birthday.♡

#bucky barnes #james buchanan barnes #sebastian stan #marvel

[wintersbucky]

People are soooo freaking weirddd?? Like why do you care if they’re actually together or not?? (Seb Stan and Annabelle Wallis) It literally does not affect a single thing you do. Man hasn’t even been out if he doesn’t have to because yall annoy him so much he’d rather just stay at home or hide from us. Cause that’s what he’s doing btw. When we don’t see him for a long time? Yeah that’s because he’s hiding from us. He’d rather be alone than interact with any of his crazy fans right now. I don’t blame him. If yall are this up in his ass right now over his love life and all the shit he does. No manners or respect for him as a person at all. I can’t imagine how far or uncomfortable it must be meeting yall. Literal insanity that’s what this is.

MIND YOUR OWN FUCKING BUSINESS AND MOVE ON. HE DOESNT KNOW YOU EXIST AND HE DOESNT WANT YOU. GET OVER IT.

It’s like every god damn time bro. I love him too but JFC. Also ofc “his smile isn’t reaching his eyes” he just got done dealing with people shouting at him and while he’s taking pictures with his girlfriend (him an over thinker) is probably worried about what people are going to say. Is probably thinking about all the hate the person he loves and cares about is going to get for being seen with him. All the death threats. Y’all ruin everything for him. Let him live his fucking life and you live yours bro. Stop riding his ass and support him like a real fan would. Not by spreading rumors about his life, but positively up lifting his career.

Accusing my friend of being a plant like brooooo😭💀💀💀 shits funny. If you have to lie to try to fill your narrative then what you’re saying is wrong. Calm tf down bro. All this coming from a fan fic writer😭

Like I said I love him but some of y’all need to start living your own lives and not being so focused on him. Seek professional help and I’m saying that with genuine concern.

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he's such an angel ☹️💙

Imagine taking care of Beefy Bucky. He’s such a soft, sweet, thicccc baby. He doesn’t trust a lot of people but trusts you with his entire being. He’s still on the run from the government but he has you and Steve secretly checking on him every so often. Whenever you have a bit of extra time, you love to take care of him, letting him feel safe, giving him some soft loving for once in his life. At first he was apprehensive but he’s slowly allowing more physical touch.

He’s sitting in a bath of warm water, plenty of bubbles to cover his modesty, fidgeting with his thumbs, waiting for you. You’re always so gentle and he feels ready to let you wash his hair. You notice he’s more nervous than usual, eyes not meeting yours.

“Are you okay Bub” you coo, sitting on the edge of the small tub, “we don’t have to do this Jamie, it’s okay”

“No! No I want to, it’s just-” he’s nervous again, worried you’d find it weird, what kind of grown man was he. You let him take his time as he squeezed his eyes closed. “Can-can you use this?”

He points to a tiny bottle of baby shampoo sitting on the corner, the only place he could hide it given there was a lack of shelves and cupboards. He hated the way regular shampoo would get into his eyes, making them sting and water, leaving him disoriented.

“Please?”

“Of course baby” you coo, grabbing the little bottle and squirting some into your palm, lathering it before carding it through his hair, massaging his scalp. You’re careful not to get anything in his eyes, rinsing his hair with a bowl of water afterwards. You leave the bathroom to let him rinse off and cover up with a towel, grabbing him a fresh set of clothes.

“Thank you” he whispers once your cuddled up together under a small blanket, his body heat keeping you extra warm. It’s not often he gets to spend the night with you and it’s something he finds himself craving more and more often. He smells so sweet, the soft scent of his shampoo making you smile as he curls up on your chest with his arms hugging you extra tight.

He fully intends on asking you out on a proper date once he’s ready and he hopes you’ll say yes.

[wintersbucky]

2024 is the year of sebastian stan portraits and I'm so here for it🙏🏻💙

#sebastian stan #sebastian stan photoshoot #hes so pretty

[wintersbucky]

Long way home

Warnings: Angst, fluff, ex-friends to lovers??

Word count:3.6k🫣

A/n: So this was originally a piece I wrote for someone who wanted some college Bucky fic with this 5sos song and I wrote it for them (albeit late😅) but I couldn’t find their post again sooooo idk what to do. Hopefully they run into this. I feel like I kind of drifted from the song but you know.😭 not really anything Christmas specific in this because like the next holiday is Halloween and then thanksgiving (if you’re from the US) so like😋 Anyway I hope y’all enjoy. Beta’d by @soorwellystan ofc😝🫶🏻

Pairing: College!bucky x reader

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You wonder if he still remembers.

How much fun you used to have as kids. Not caring about parties or sex. You suppose that’d be too hopeful. You followed him because he asked. By some miracle you both got into the same school but the second a frat accepted him it was like you meant nothing.

Ok maybe you’re exaggerating. What can you say? School got the better of you. It was a constant cycle of studying. You didn’t have time for any of the parties he invited you to the first month, so he stopped. He would also reject any of you invites to hangout out so it didn’t make you feel too bad.

You didn’t think anything of it. Midterms were coming up after all. You had better things to do but it would be a lie if you said it didn’t hurt your feelings.

Eventually the texts became distant and so did your friendship. You made new friends though. Anyway it’s not like ALL forms of contact we’re cut off. There were still summer and winter breaks. It would be a bit hard to avoid him completely considering your parents were best friends. Which is how you ended up in this situation.

Winter break. With the fall semester over you decided to take a break from the heavy class flow and head back home for the winter. It was four hours from your university and the drive wasn’t too bad. That is until there was a knock on your door.

You get up to open it, freezing in shock at the person standing there.

“Bucky?”

He gives you a shy smile way different from his usual cocky one he’s adopted the past two years. “Heyyyy, y/n. Can I come in? I wanted to ask you something.”

The sound of the microwave beeping shakes you from your state of shock.

“Oh I’m, yeah, sure. Come in.” You lead him to the sofa offering him something to drink to which he declines.

You sit in silence for a while before he speaks “look uh. I- my ma mentioned you were headed back home for the break and I was wondering, if it’s possible- and you could totally say no, if I can hitch a ride with you.”

You stare at him for a bit. Not knowing how to respond.

“Don’t you have a car” your words shock you both

“Oh um, it’s in the shop” he lies not wanting to tell you about the girl who keyed it and slashed his tires after he drunkenly promised her a date and forgot. He knows you don’t agree with his “playboy” ways having made some snide remarks last Christmas “Look you know I wouldn’t ask if I had another choice.”

You interrupt him with a scoff and sarcastic smile “yeah, I know. Trust me”

A hurt look coming across his face “that’s not what I meant and you- look can i get a ride with you or not. My ma was really looking forward to seeing me and you’re my only hope for that. So please?”

You sigh, closing your eyes and nodding your head. “Yeah, sure. I leave in 4 days. Should give you enough time to pack, right?”

He does a little cheer before you both get up and lead him to the door. “Thank you, so much. I don’t know how I can repay you.”

“Pay for the gas on the way back and we’ll call it even.”

He chuckles “you got it.” He stands awkwardly at the door outside. Not quite knowing how to say goodbye. He tries to go in for a hug but before he can, you say bye and shut the door.

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The day is finally here and Bucky couldn’t be more nervous. It’s not the fact that he’s finally seeing his family after 5 months or the fact that he’s going back to his hometown. It’s you, or more so sitting in the car for 4 hours with you. He’ll be the first to admit that his feelings for you never fully went away. He tried to fill the void with girls and partying but there will always be a gap in his heart and he’s trying to come to terms with that.

He knows you can never feel the same way about him. Not then and especially not now. Before you only saw him as a friend, your best friend and he was ok with that for a long time but then once you left to university and declined all his invites to parties he realized how unimportant he was to you. He eventually stopped asking and stopped texting you all together once he realized his attempts were futile.

He’d be lying if he said he doesn’t miss you but no one has asked. I mean does occasionally interacting during Christmas count? That’s a yes in his book.

He honestly can’t place where things went wrong. You used to be his best friend. Better than Steve! You even followed him to his dream school. You helped him through so much and stuck by him through his awkward teen boy stage and his first break up. God he remembers that day, he swears you almost exploded when he told you Dot cheated on him.

“WHAT?!?”

“Look it’s not a big deal ok? She just-she didn’t feel the same about me. It’s fine really” he says in a sad voice

“No it’s not fine, Jamie! You don’t deserve that. No one deserves to be cheated on.” You sat on his bed and hugged him. His arms come around you holding you tight and sobbing into your neck

“I don’t know what I did wrong” he cries as your hands soothingly rub his back.

“Oh Jamie. You did nothing wrong honey. Dots just a bitch” he lets out a surprised laugh making you both smile at each other. His stare is full of admiration; it makes your heart skip a few beats.

“How do you do that?”

“Do what Jamie?”

“Make me feel better when I’m sad”

You coo at him, tucking a strand of hair behind his ear. “I’m your best friend Jamie. I know you”

A look of disappointment flashes across his face so quickly you think you imagined it

“Yeah- yeah best friends”

He remembers wanting to spill his guts to you that day. Just tell you how he felt and hope to hell you didn’t smack him. Maybe then this car ride wouldn’t be so awkward.

“So um, how have you been?” he asks, you turn your head to look at him and then focus back on the road.

“I’ve been fine, I guess. Lots of school work to complete you know” you clear your throat and shift around nervously in your seat. “W-what about you? How have you been?”

He scratches his neck “um it's been ok, I guess.”

Great conversation skills Bucky. You could win an award. He thinks to himself.

“Are you seeing anyone-”

“How’s your love life-”

You both speak at the same time, Laughing nervously “you could go first” he says

“Oh I was just going to ask if you know, your love life” you trail off, face heating up with embarrassment at the smirk on his face.

“Why? Your plan on asking me out?” He teases making you sputter out

“Um What? I- No! I'm just curious. Can’t I ask an old friend how things are going in that area? I mean geez, bucky I’ve known you my whole life. And you were going to ask me the same question so don’t get all smirky with me James Barnes.” You scold making him laugh

“Ok, Ok i'm sorry. I was just teasing you know. To answer your question there's not really much to tell. Most girls are ok with the whole one night stand thing and the others are always too willing to be with me for the sex and not just for me you know?”

“Oh bucky i'm so sorry, you deserve more than that”

“Meh, its fine honestly. Can’t say it's not fun you know…Anyway what about you?

“No” you laugh “No i'm just too busy you know. Very demanding major and it’s been tough. No one wants to spend time with someone who would rather study than party”

“Oh”

He goes quiet at your unintentional dig. Not realizing what you said you assume he’s just done talking.

“We're here. Can you-”

You blink rapidly when he leaves the car like a fire has been lit under his ass. Your houses being next to each other used to be an advantage in highschool. Now it only means more awkward interactions.

You wouldn't believe 18 years of friendship couldn’t make up for lack of awkwardness during that car ride. You can’t say your heart didn’t break a little when he practically threw himself out of the car. The holidays couldn’t go by faster.

Your parents decided to spend Christmas at the Barnes’ this year much to your disappointment. You were hoping you’d at least have your room to escape to if things get uncomfortable. Putting on your nicest clothes and makeup, you walk down to their house with your parents. It's a Christmas wonderland if you ever saw one. An excited Winnie Barnes opens the door and greets you with a tight hug.

“Oh honey, you look so beautiful!! Come in, Bucky is in the living room” at least that never changed. Winnie Barnes is as comforting as ever. Walking you all into the living area full of Barnes’ and old family friends, she sits you down a little too close next to Bucky who gives you a nervous smile and heads to the kitchen with your mom to check on the food.

Great you think. You greet everyone from your place on the couch. One of Bucky's little nieces comes up to you and gives you a big hug.

“Hi y/n I missed you”

You smile at her and tickle her belly making her laugh “I missed you too Lily. You’ve become such a big girl since I last saw you. Have you got your driver license yet?” You ask, making her laugh “No! Silly I’m only 6. I can’t drive a car”

“Oh my goodness I’m sorry I thought you were 16, you're so tall” you laugh with her. You hear a light chuckle next to you and turn to see Bucky laughing and smiling fondly at you and his niece. You smile back at him, forgetting how blue his eyes are they’re almost like-

“Y/n are you Uncle Bucky's girlfriend.” You choke on your spit head whipping around to stare at the little girl. Not seeing Bucky's sad face at your reaction.

“No, no, no. Me and Bucky are um- friends you know?”

She looks disappointed at this answer but brightens up when she sees Alpine walk into the living room. And runs to chase the cat around the house. There’s a quiet tension between you two now. “I’m gonna um, go help your mom” you stand up quickly and speed walk to the kitchen.

“Hi Mrs. Barnes, do you know where my mom is?”

“Oh sweetie you know you can call me Winnie. I’ve known you since you were a baby. Hell I was there when your mom popped you out.” you both laugh as you walk to the cutting board to help her. “As for your mother she went to go help George and your father with the bonfire” you nod and continue to quietly help her

“What’s going on with you and Bucky ”

You look at her nervously “what do you mean?”

She stops what she’s doing to give you an unamused look. “Honey, like I said I've known you since you were a baby. You two used to be best friends and now you can barely look at eachother.”

You sigh and walk up next to her. She pulls you into and hug and asks you what’s wrong

“I don’t know. It’s like ever since we got to college everything has changed. We don’t talk anymore. Did he tell you that?” Winnie looks shocked at this

“Oh no sweetie what happened?” You just shrug your shoulders because truthfully you don’t know what happened. You thought that your friendship could survive anything.

“You know ever since you were little I always thought you and Bucky would end up together” you pull away from her. Your expression, makes her laugh softly.

“It’s true. That boy was in love with you. The way he looked at you. The way he looks at you. There is no doubt in my mind that you two are meant for eachother. This is just… well I’m not sure but I know things will get better” she says with a comforting smile focusing back on the food. The kitchen goes silent but your mind is in utter chaos. Bucky in love with you?

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The next couple of hours in the barnes house are a bit uncomfortable. Luckily everyone moved outside once the bonfire outside started, leaving you to sit on the couch alone. Just thinking. How could you not notice? Of course he loved you. The boy only spent time with you other than Steve. He was never in a relationship too long and when you would ask why he ended it he would give you some vague answer. Did your cluelessness push him away? Maybe your mind is making things up. If he really loved you, why was it so easy for him to throw away your friendship? You hear footsteps coming your way, pulling you from your thoughts. Lifting your head to see Rebecca standing at the entrance.

“Becca hi When did you get here?” you stand to give her a hug

“Just now, I ask my ma where you were and she told me you were in here sulking over bucky” she wiggles her brows at you, making you scoff and roll your eyes

“I am not sulking over Bucky.” you so are

“Well considering you've almost downed half a bottle of wine alone id beg to differ”

You sigh and offer her the bottle. She takes it and drinks while sitting next to you. “Tell me what's wrong hon. Now I know you and Bucky don't really talk any more so what happened?”

“Did you know that Bucky was in love with me?”

“Yes” she says it as if it was obvious “He’s been in love with you since like middle school” she laughs at your shocked face

“Wait what?”

She rolls her eyes “Honey, Bucky has loved you for so long and I know you have felt the same about him since then too”

“Becca why didn't you say anything?!?”

“Because it's not my place” you rest your head back on the couch taking this information in “well he obviously didn’t love me the way i love him. He let our friendship go so easily”

Rebecca snorts “Honey, he would call me almost everyday crying about how much he missed you. None of this has been easy on him or you but you both had things to do and lives to live. It's normal, you know? You can't expect every friendship to last forever.” She sighs at your sad expression scooting closer and throwing her arm around you “Look Bucky is my little brother and you’re one of my best friends. What the two of you have is- I've never seen anything like it. You’ve both done some things you regret and that's ok. I'm going to ask you something and I want you to answer me truthfully.” you nod your head “Do you still love him?”

“Yes” you answer without hesitation. Rebecca goes to speak again when she's interrupted by a loud crash. Bucky standing in the doorway, wrapped gifts around his feet. He looks down at them before grabbing your keys from the hook and walking out the front door.

“Go after him!”

You shoot up from your place on the couch and follow Bucky

“Hey wait! Bucky!!”

He stops by your car and points at it.

“Get in. We’re going for a drive” he fumes

You gulp harshly and walk to the passenger side, shooting a text to Becca to let her know where you’re going.

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Bucky's knuckles are almost white with how hard he’s gripping the steering wheel. You need to say something.

“Bucky why are we-“

“Don’t” you blink in shock at his tone.

“I just want to know where we’re going”

“You’ll see when we get there” he says making you scoff

“Why are you being like that?“

“Like what? “

“A dick Bucky! These past two years you’ve just been ignoring me like- like our friendship meant nothing and I was fine with that. I figured you were too busy for me but now you’re mad at me?”

“IVE BEEN IGNORING YOU?? The only reason I stopped talking to you is because you kept denying my invites to hang out!!” Realistically you know this but you’re mad.

“Well excuse me for caring about my future and not wanting to fuck everything with a pulse”

“Oh fuck you for saying that. God you’ve become such a bitch”

You gasp and whip your body around to face him “don’t you ever call me a bitch James Barnes.”

“Yeah well you called me a dick first so”

You both continue shouting at each other until a loud noise comes from the hood of your car.

“Wait what the fuck was that? Bucky?”

“FUCK! Your car is backfiring.” The car comes to a full stop making Bucky bury his face in his hands.

“I’ll call the mechanic, hopefully they can come pick us up this late“ you pull out your phone, but stop when you hear the car door opening. “Wait where are you going Bucky? Don’t leave me alone here. You know I hate the dark“ he walks out into the empty road, his hands tugging at his hair, cursing up at the sky. You got out of the car with him walking up to him “are you OK? What’s wrong?” He says nothing, just looking up at the sky. You walk up to him “hey are you OK” He turns to look at you. “You really think I’m OK. I just realized these past two years have met nothing. I'm still not over you. I still love you like I did back in high school and maybe they were right. Maybe everyone was right that it’s pointless. That I’m too young for love and I don’t know what it is, but don’t I? I know what it’s like because I love you. Yeah it’s been two years but I still love you. I still know that you like your coffee the same way, I still know that you still sleep on the same side of the bed and still do that little freaking scrunch with your nose that drives me insane. I still remember every single thing about you and I’m constantly reminded of it and I do this to myself. I know I’m doing this to myself I know it’s not healthy to cling to someone who doesn’t want you and if I could I would beg for you to give me a chance, but it’s too late it’s too late and that’s my fault and I’ve just got to come to terms with that and then i hear you tell becca that youve always loved me and i just think. God how stupid can I be to not see that? How stupid can i be to just not tell you how i felt?“ you look at him, tears streaming down your eyes “Bucky” you say softly “please look at me please“ he looks up at you eyes rimmed red from his silent tears.

“It’s not too late. I know what I said in the car was horrible and I’m sorry but I only said it because I’m scared. Of what? I don’t know. You’ve always been Bucky Barnes, my best friend and I was afraid that if I told you how I felt you would hate me. And I was going to tell you. The second I figured out my feelings. I had it all planned out. I was going to walk up to your house. Knock on your door and confess my love to you, but when I went your mom opened the door and told me you weren’t there because you were on a date with Dot.” You scoff “god I hated her so much. She got everything I ever wanted and then just threw it away. I knew then I could never tell you how I felt because it seemed like whenever I was going to you had someone else. So I came to terms that I would forever be Bucky Barnes best friend. Nothing more. And then college came and you got into that frat and all you would do was party and i didnt want to do that bucky. I didnt want to but i didnt want you to miss out on all the fun of it so i stayed behind and i regret it so damn much because i miss you, i miss you so fucking mu-” youre interrupted by his lips on yours

“Buc-”

“Shh just be quiet and kiss me” you giggle and comply. Both of you smile into the kiss.

“What was that for?” you say smiling at him

“Like I said, I love you. I don't want to wait anymore, I don't want to not talk to you. You’re the love of my life, you always have been and I'm done waiting for the right time to tell you. Please forgive me for being such a huge dick?” He teases making you laugh again

“Only if you forgive me for being such a bitch” He laughs and kisses the tip of your nose and hugs you tight

“Always. I promise I'll never let you go again.”

[wintersbucky]

"Come on, idiot. This would be a dumb way to die."

[wintersbucky]

Imagine making Bucky an Instagram and he starts scrolling through reels and comes across a post that’s like “if we mention your friends name they own you a chicken sandwich” and Sam’s name pops up so Bucky sends it to him and just keeps hounding Sam like

“Where’s my chicken sandwich”

“Man what are you talking about? Chicken sandwich?”

“Yeah the lady in the red shirt said so. She said if we say your friends name they owe you a sandwich. So where’s my sandwich Samuel?”

“Bucky they just say those things to get people to interact with their posts. I don’t owe you shit”

“Well I hardly think they lady would lie Sam. She’s got kind eyes”

Sam just rolls his eyes and walks away into the kitchen tapping your shoulder and heading to get a drink from the fridge.

“Can’t you control what your man watches please. He thinks I owe him a sandwich”

You give him a confused face as he walks out of the kitchen after getting a drink passing by Bucky who’s just glares him as he leaves.

“Ummm…what?”

Bucky walks up to you and drops a kiss on your forehead asking you more questions he’s had about instagram.

“So is it true?”

You blink at him “is what true?”

He frowns “did the woman lie to me?”

“Umm?”

“The one in the red shirt baby”

“Bucky im going to need more than that”

He sighs and pulls up the video like you taught him secretly cheering himself on for remembering how to do it on his own

You raise a brow at him and look at the video playing on the screen your confusion lifting once you see the Lady he was referring to say Sam’s name making you laugh and Bucky frown

“So she did lie. Sam doesn’t owe me a sandwich?” :(

You lift his face and give him a soft peck on the lips

“I’m sorry baby.”

He sighs sadly shifting away from you and looking longingly out the window. “I really wanted that sandwich. I don’t know if I’ll ever trust again” he says dramatically peeking out the corner of his eye to see if you’re falling for it.

You roll your eyes with a big smile on your face at his silliness. Turning his head towards yours “come on silly let’s go get you that sandwich. My treat” his face lights up as he jumps from the couch and runs into Sam’s room to gloat

“HAHAHAH IM GETTING A SANDWICH AND YOURE NOT”

“WHAT- OH MAN GET OUT OF HERE. STOP JUMPING ON MY BED”

You laugh as you pass by the room Bucky ran out of. An amused Sam peeking his head out to look at the running super soldier.

“Soooo can you get me a sandwich too?”

“In your dreams Samuel”

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This was funnier in my head idk :3

[wintersbucky]

Bucky: *shyly* are you uncomfortable?

Y/N: *also shyly* I’m not uncomfortable, are you?

Bucky: *blushing* no

Sam:

Sam: I’m uncomfortable

[wintersbucky]

b/w sebastian at sundance film festival♡

#sebastian stan