sorry but hear me out, what about Benson being totally disgusted when he first realizes how Randy really feels about the violence? Benson beating Randy and seeing the way his eyes dilate, the way his breathing changes, the way he's desperately trying to adjust himself in his jeans because he knows he needs to hide what this is doing to him. And Benson just being repulsed. Like "Randy RANDY look at me, look at me, don't get shy now boy. You like this??" hand squeezing his throat so hard he's wondering if his windpipe will give and seeing the way Randy arches his back and squirms underneath him. "Youre more fucked up than I thought Randy" releasing his neck and full body shoving him backwards to the ground, turning his head and spitting in that direction. Randy can't help but look at the exact spot it lands and idly wonder if he should touch it.