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This is legitimately the cutest thing. Also, bonus:

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here’s the full stills for the screencap redraws bc i worked really hard on them (x)

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Cantina Band Theme (”Mad About Me”) Video by  @acoustictrench @Maple.The.Pup

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Not my picture, found it online and thought it was neat :-)

#howdy #tamu #TAMUG #aggiepride #aggie

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Don’t know who the original poster was

#love #process

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Before I fall in love again 1. I want us to be friends. Which means, I want to be able to eat my favourite cheese crust pizza with you, while having cheese all over my face and even in my hair, without feeling embarrassed or concerned about it. I want to be comfortable with you, I want to be okay about being messy, irritating, embarrassing, disgusting, petty while with you. Because I will be petty when I see my ex best friend post a happy picture and I will be messy during my finals and I will be embarrassing when I meet your parents for I suck at meeting parents. I want to be okay with being the way I am and the only way to be okay is to know that you’re okay with me being things other than beautiful, graceful and composed at all times. 2. I want to be able to have long and passionate conversations with you not just about existential things but also about what went wrong in the ending of that book and how kids are affected by media and how tomato basil combination always works. I want to have conversations where we may not always have the same views but our fundamental values always fall in place. I want to talk to you about the beauty of the stars but I also want to talk to you about the disgusting mentality behind certain societal norms. 3. I want to see how consistent your actions are with your words. I don’t want to fall for love letters or poems, for sweet Instagram captions or long birthday texts, I want to fall in love with you showing up on time and keeping your promises. 4. I want to take it slow. I want our story to work out in years, not months. I want to respect time and space this time. 5. I want to make sure I am not seeking love from you for the lack of love I have for myself. I want to make sure you aren’t a void I am filling in, you are not an alternative to the things I can’t give myself. I want to make sure you are not doing the same. 6. I want to work out with my insecurities and fears from the past. I don’t want to project them on you, I don’t want to subject you to the doubts, suspicion and anger I carry from the people I have known in the past. 7. Before I fall in love again, I want to make a mattress with you. Of understanding and respect and trust. So when we fall, it doesn’t hurt.

creatingnikki  (via shareaquote)

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The Evolution of the Stormtrooper - by biplaneblues

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I’m ready to be completely healed. There are days where I feel like I’m actually moving on and can handle having a friendship with you. But then there are days where all I can think about is those first days. All those first times. Our first date. Our first kiss. Our first time. Just lie here and remember how you were such a huge part of my routine. Starting every day with a good morning, ending with a good night. I’ve been drowning lately. And you don’t seem to care.

#drowning #process

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#falsehope

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Here’s to the girl who cares too much, who laughs too much, who smiles a lot, who treats you better than anyone. Here’s to the girl who can’t sleep at night because of over thinking somethings, who sometimes cry herself to sleep, who talks to herself more than with other people, who stays and will always stay no matter how hard things might be, who listens to music just to escape all the pain she have inside. Here’s to the girl who loves to day dream, who makes you giggle with her little crack up humor, who talks to her sleep, who looks messy, who gets jealous so easily, who gets really sensitive, who values about life too much, who loves too much, who kisses you randomly at any moment. And here’s to the girl who doesn’t know how beautiful she is every morning until midnight without even trying to and without her knowing it. Here’s to you beautiful human being, you matter, you are okay, you are fine, you are amazing, you are perfectly imperfect, you are one of the best art, you exist and somebody out here or there that loves every little piece of you. You should know that you deserve the whole damn universe and your smile lights up the world. Keep slaying 🌹💕

(via ashtheeking)

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Just when I was really starting to be happy

When I loved everything around me, and I could feel my old self coming back

I get pulled back into the hole I worked so hard to get out of.

Don’t you hate the fact that one person can easily do that you?

And they can feel all the remorse they want, but at the end of the day

It is you who is hurt

And remains hurt

Until you can manage to climb back out of the hole you were pushed back into.

#thefeelz #all the feels #latenite #spilled thoughts

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he didn’t think i was pretty. forget enough; try not at all. it is a sobering truth to learn. how do you react when someone knows every inch of your soul and doesn’t fall in love with you, even just a little bit? i don’t know how you come out of that without a slice in your heart. i don’t know how you just… pick up and move on. i look at myself in the mirror. really look at myself. and i feel a stone drop in my stomach, because no, i never thought i was pretty before. but i never thought i wasn’t, either.

he didn’t think i was pretty - oakflower (via oakflower)

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“When he broke my heart,

When he caused my soul to mourn,

I remembered what you said

That I was battle born”

#the killers #battleborn #flowers

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friend: ends a text with a period me: i don’t know what i did but what can i do to make up for it, please,