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All bodies are beautiful.

Except mine, fuck that fat hoe

#ana trigger #ed not sheeren #tw ana diary #tw ana trigger #a4a diary #⭐️ving #low cal restriction #thinspø #sweetsp0 #🕯️as a 🪶

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Little rent

Christmas is the most hurtful thing in the world. Just shows me how broken my family (my mother, my brother and me) is. I didn’t wanted my brother to visit bc he confessed to me that he had SA me when I was a kid. Now it’s just me, my mom and a friend of hers and shit is going downhill like every other f-ing year. Merry fu(k1ng Christmas everyone. I hope that your Christmas is beautiful and lovely cuz that’s what you guys deserve. Lots of love!

#tw ana diary #ed not sheeren #tw ed diet #ana0rex1a #@na tips #tw ed descussion #ana bllog #ana food diary #4norexi4 #pro a4a

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Questions for the €d-girlies & -boyies & everyone in between, cuz I really wanna know:

Would love to know the answer 🫶

#tw ana diary #ed not sheeren #tw ed diet #ana0rex1a #@na tips #tw ed descussion #ana bllog #ana food diary #4norexi4 #pro a4a

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I looked like this in oct 2022. What have I done? I’ve gained so much weight since then

#tw ana diary #ed not sheeren #tw ed diet #ana0rex1a #@na tips #tw ed descussion #ana bllog #ana food diary #4norexi4 #pro a4a

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Some 4n4 Tips if You're 16 or Younger

GET OUT!! GET OUT WHILE YOU STILL CAN!! MOST OF US WILL BE HAUNTED BY SHAME OF A BASIC NEED TILL WE DIE IN OUR 30S AND 40S!! "It doesn't matter, I'll be dead by 18," WRONG! LIFE CAN BE BEAUTIFUL, JUST LEAVE YOUR HOMETOWN! I'VE BEEN DEALING WITH THIS SHIT SINCE I WAS 14 AND ILL PROBABLY DIE VOMITING ON A TOILET! GET OUT AND GET HELP THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS "Not sick enough" THE PRO-ANA GIRLS ARE LYING TO YOU; THIS SHIT DOESN'T STOP WHEN YOU'RE THIN! NOBODY WILL LIKE YOU MORE WHEN YOU'RE THIN BECAUSE YOU'LL BECOME BORING SHELL OF YOURSELF! DON'T TRY TO GAIN THE APPROVAL OF SHALLOW PEOPLE YOU'LL KNOW FOR ONLY A FEW YEARS!

SAVE YOURSELF AND GET OUT NOW!

Stay safe.

#tw ana diary #4norexi4 #ana trigger #ed not ed sheeran #i want to ⭐️ve #⭐️ve #⭐️ving #ana male #light as a 🪶 #anorexcya

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Love how this disorder is about coping with control bla bla. I‘m just chilling over here and don’t have any rules, because the second I try to be in control I lose it immediately. So no rules. Just vibes. See how far it’ll get me 🤷‍♀️

#tw ana diary #ed not sheeren #tw ed diet #ana0rex1a #@na tips #tw ed descussion #ana bllog #ana food diary #4norexi4 #pro a4a

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Me working as a childcare assistant and seeing literal children being skinnier than me all day everyday:

Like, call me fat to my face mf…

#anorex14 #tw ana diary #tw ana shit #ed not sheeren #tw ed diet #ana0rex1a #@na tips #tw ed descussion #ana bllog #ana food diary

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do yall remember when ppl would write ana imagines and theyd be like

and then you can skinny skinnyly down the hall and you wont have a waist and everyone will love you and then youll pet your dog with your skinny invisible fingers and you will simply be full off the smell of food congrats u did it

and barrack obama clapped for u too

like wtf was that lmao

#anorex14 #tw ana diary #tw ana shit #ed not sheeren #tw ed diet #ana0rex1a #@na tips #tw ed descussion #ana bllog #ana food diary

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Me af ☺️🔫

Pov: losing weight you’ve lost before

#anorex14 #tw ana diary #tw ana shit #ed not sheeren #tw ed diet #ana0rex1a #@na tips #tw ed descussion #ana bllog #ana food diary

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The boy I like has a girlfriend…

So that means I have to lose weight and hope that they’ll break up. IF this should happen I’ll be skinny for him. Love my plans for the future! (Also I do believe that he doesn’t even remember my name, but being delusional is the only solution for my problems atp <3)

#anorex14 #tw ana diary #tw ana shit #ed not sheeren #tw ed diet #ana0rex1a #@na tips #tw ed descussion #ana bllog #ana food diary

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WHY IS IT SO REAL?!

#4norexi4 #anorex14 #@na vent #skinnni #pro a4a #ed no sheeran #tw ana trigger #tw ana shit #ed inspo #@na tips

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I’ve got a crush on a boy who looks like a very hot - and I mean veryyyyy hot (!!!) - Slender Man. Super tall and 🥁 ✨skinny✨. He’s adorable and I really wanna call him my boyfriend. Now I am motivated! Need to be skinnier than him <3

(Would it be mean if I ask him how much he weighs and how tall he actually is? Need to know his bmi asap)

Also anyone tips how to end this awkward talking situation? Just want to talk to him like a normal human 😩

#tw ana diary #anorex14 #tw ana shit #ed not sheeren #tw ed diet #ana0rex1a #@na tips #tw ed descussion #ana bllog #ana food diary

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Give me my October body back like rn. I don’t care that I’m feeling much better and much more stable right now. I want to be skinny. And I hate to have disorder eating (still validated!!!). I want my ed back and not acting like recovery by stuffing my face and try not to cry about my big fat body. I’m so disgusting. I hate myself.

#tw ana diary #anorex14 #ed not sheeren #tw ana shit #tw ed diet #ana0rex1a #@na tips #tw ed descussion #ana bllog #ana food diary

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Oh my lord. Oh my lord. Found pics of when I was at my lw. What have I done? It’s not a big difference, but it is a difference. I hate myself. $tarvat1on time. 💕💕💕

#tw ana diary #anorex14 #ed not sheeren #tw ana shit #tw ed diet #ana0rex1a #@na tips #tw ed descussion #ana bllog #ana food diary

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I‘m freaking out. I ate around 1600cals today and will gain weight cuz I’m ugly and fat and a disappointment. My period started. I’m moving out in two days and I want to b1nge and most importantly I want to puk€ my fu<k1ng guts out. I want to p#rge so bad. I know it would release so much stress. It would be heaven. But I don’t want to relapse into my bu|1m1a because I feel like dy1ng 24/7 without actually ending up in a c0ffin. So no.

Anyone ideas how to distract myself?

Update: I puk€d. I have headache now and my throat is sore, but I’m stupidly proud. Fml

#tw ana diary #anorex14 #ed not sheeren #tw ana shit #tw ed diet #ana0rex1a #@na tips #tw ed descussion #ana bllog #ana food diary

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Why me? Why do I have to be fat?

#tw ana diary #anorex14 #ed not sheeren #tw ana shit #tw ed diet #ana0rex1a #@na tips #tw ed descussion #ana bllog #ana food diary

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throwback to when i lost my period for half a year

#disordered eating mention #tw ana fast #tw disordered eating #tw ed diet #i wanna be weightless #tw ana shit #@na motivation #tw ana diary #@nor3xia #ana trigger