ciaraswriting

[ciaraswriting]

All the memories are gone within a flash. A second. Laughs you've shared, smiles that you've exchanged. It's all gone within a minute. Our memories are gone, the ones we laughed till our stomachs hurt, the ones where we had our first with each other. The ones that were supposed to last forever. The ones we were supposed to smile and blush to. They're all gone. Shattered. Running down the street remembering them, tears start coming down my cheeks. The rain came down and soaking me. Hearing your name, listening to the song we waltz to, seeing the same brand pen we used to make our scrapbook, seeing my hand that you drew on, shatters my heart.

#the book of you and i #slight angst #memory #memory loss #memories #breakup

[ciaraswriting]

I sometimes wonder what love is. Is it fighting every night to the point one slams the door and leaves? Is it making love everyday? Is it dancing in the living room to classical music? How many types of love are there? How does one person know when they’re in a healthy or toxic love? How many people in the world think they’ve fallen in love and die thinking that they were in love when actually they were in fear of leaving? How many children right now are thinking of finding someone that loves them? How many kids are wishing they don’t find a love like their toxic parents? How many people are hoping they don’t ever fall in love because they don’t want to get hurt?

#lovers #love #abuse #toxic relationship #toxic partner #toxic parents #we are only staying together for the kids #slight angst #angst

[ciaraswriting]

I always saw you more when you left. I heard you in songs, I saw your hands tracing the walls of my bedroom, I felt your hands holding mine when I was dancing, I smelled your cologne on my clothes. I still have the paper crowns we made, it loses a piece everyday, it's waiting for me to say goodbye. But with every piece that falls, the happier I get without you.

#flangst #slight angst #breakup #relationship