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di4ph4nous · 1 year
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i don't know how much more i can take
can't see the light in the tunnel
and from my lack of senses
i never saw it coming
i can't take it
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di4ph4nous · 1 year
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Purple
you're not giving me something to write about
not a metaphor comes to mind
when i look into your eyes
my problems seem to cease
and with permission from a blink
you let me gaze at the threshold
or the windows to your soul
and you'd tilt your head and let me know
that your insides are pink through and through
and so are my own
you you you
and for you, my feelings are clear as day
oh so true
oh my god
none of my heart's beats are for another
my lashes only bat for you
I'm in love
pink and blue
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di4ph4nous · 1 year
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i can't understand the idea of
unanimous love
a love without sin
a love tale spread thin
thin as the trails left behind by tears on my own skin
im never gonna treat you like i should
scraped skin on infinite roads
to forget your skin on mine
sprayed with firehoses
to rid the stench of affairing lovers
i know that im not good
im never gonna love you as i should
still, i stare into your eyes as i
trace the lines of your jaw
these infidelities are never worth
the clenching of your teeth it comes with
or the furrowing of your eyebrows
or your eyes diverting mine
why do i find it so hard to love you
when i know in my heart that I want to
your lips alone is never enough for me
i'll always want more
how much more for me could you possibly want to be
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di4ph4nous · 1 year
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One and A Thousand
in a thousand words i’ll kiss you
a thousand pairs of your lips will touch mine
then my hands will graze your hips gracefully
for the hundredth, thousandth, millionth time
the shape of your brown body will forever
be burned into my brown eyes
and ill lean and whisper
“what do you want me to do”
a thousand times again and again
ill do it all to please you
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di4ph4nous · 1 year
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he can have the last laugh
and the last smirk
with the last grin
whatever will pacify the temptations
with however many sins
see
the way this works
in the end we both win
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di4ph4nous · 1 year
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if i could take your nervous system then i would
just to make you feel my pain
to make you soft like i
your words mean more than mine
it'll never be enough
why wont you look at me
why wont you acknowledge im here
that im alive
that im breathing
im thinking thoughts just as complex as your own
imagination isnt real
dont you see me?
do want to?
be honest with me
whats the problem
why dont you love me
who's your favorite girl
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di4ph4nous · 1 year
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id like nothing more than to spread myself out
than to disburse my limbs
than to detach from myself
to free my real soul
to get lost in the dark matter
hoping to be with the stars
light years away
far from the chaos
close with the cosmos
wearing saturns rings
habitating venus
living in my dark academia
white gas closer than it could ever be
burning gas entering the atmosphere
like fireworks next to me
bleeding from plucking at my scalp
feeling the picking from far far away
away from the stress
of my self hatred
and “not so obvious” depricating mental health
fantasizing about death
and how id dictate my last days
hoping itd be spontaneous combustion
self heating from self hatred
a thermal suicide
when a star’s gas cant stay ignited
it falls
when a blade enters my body
it bleeds
when the truth unveils itself
i see
betrayal from a unsuspected enemy
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di4ph4nous · 1 year
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im gonna take your words
its smart how they do it
its a evil world we love it
its a evil world we love in
that's accidentally beautiful
and with accidental beauty
there consequential conflict
and consequences bring lessons
lessons lack selfishness
it brings waves of ethics and morals
yet im gonna take your dialect
ill twist your phrases
and make whats yours mine
i’m gonna steal your voice
but nothing is louder than your silence
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di4ph4nous · 1 year
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ive nver seen a star shine as bright as you
my eyes have glanced a million things
and still i haven’t seen anyone quite like you
for me to identify a shape thats built for you
five sides
five different angles
five more reasons im in love with you
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di4ph4nous · 1 year
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cryout
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di4ph4nous · 1 year
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di4ph4nous · 1 year
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for sake of my perfection
i give you my words
its the best i could do
to give you my words
to give you my love
id hand you my white heart
a organ without blood
in its purest form
without all the work
without all the stress
of pumping for all my veins
some raw and cleaned love
the center of my life
reason for my breath
im handing you my life
ive given you my lungs
and my tongue with my lips
and the back of my teeth
im scalping myself
and all this for what
a text ?
if im lucky a call ?
can you guess what i want
can i make it obvious for you
can i give you my eyes
can you try on my shoes
could you give me your breath
could you give me your knees
along with your palms
can i rip out your spleen ?
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di4ph4nous · 1 year
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theres no reason to believe youll save us now
but if you really love say me it now
like i love you
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di4ph4nous · 1 year
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how far is a lightyear
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di4ph4nous · 1 year
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look at you go
i just adore you
i wish that i knew
what makes you so good
and im nothing like you
look at you go
im right behind you
i wish it was true
that you feel how i felt
i just want to be you
oh how i wish that i knew
what makes me think
youre so special
i wish you thought i was special
if i could begin to be
half of what i think of you
i could do about anything
i could even gain confidence
if you would just talk to me
tell me what was bothering you
i would do about anything
just to see you cheer up
i could even learn how to love me for you
i always thought i was bad
not ever enough for you
cause
i think youre so cool
i just want to be you
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di4ph4nous · 1 year
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di4ph4nous · 1 year
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kiss and kill
youre touching black gold
in the dark id do it all
storming, standing in the cold
could you use that black pole
light the inside on fire
could you bring it to my temple
its a faithful desire
there is beauty to my madness
i just want you to hear me
i just want you listen
i just want you to feel me
i just wish you were there
you couldve shielded me
batman could’ve saved me
batman should hear me
but he wasnt there
justice betrayed me
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