latibule79

[latibule79]

Since last year, life has been throwing me one challenge after another, and things took a turn for the worse in October. Dealing with grief, health issues, and trauma has been draining, to say the least. While there are probably more astrological transits that I’m not even aware of, the recent events - the lunar eclipse in Libra, solar eclipse in Aries, Mercury retrograde, and the Jupiter-Uranus conjunction - seemed to amplify everything. Then, yesterday’s full moon in Scorpio intensified it all even further.

Last night, I hit a breaking point. I seriously considered checking myself into a mental health facility. Thankfully, amidst the chaos, I still had moments of clarity. Instead of acting impulsively, I decided to take a proactive step and made an appointment with my doctor for next week to discuss my mental health.

These past few days have been emotionally heavy. Lots of self-reflection, tears, and feeling physically unwell. It’s been like a mental and physical cleanse, leaving me utterly exhausted. But I’m thankful to God for giving me the strength to keep going and for not losing my mind. I trust that I’ll come out of this stronger, and I have faith that I’m divinely protected. Holding onto this belief is what keeps me going, even in the darkest of times.

#personal #self reflection #self care #astrology #libra rising #leo stellium #aries #7th house #chiron #taurus #scorpio #2nd house #full moon in scorpio #uranus #jupiter #mercury retrograde #natal chart #celestial #zodiac #planets #mental health #spirituality

[latibule79]

Tonight, I’ve been captivated by the mysterious allure of the night sky and the nearly full moon. Its beauty is truly stunning, casting a mesmerizing glow that fills me with wonder. Yet, amidst this breathtaking sight, I can’t help but feel the weight of emotions stirring within me. The approaching full moon in Scorpio seems to amplify every feeling. These past few days have been moments of introspection, tears, exhaustion, and a desire to withdraw from the world.

#personal #astrology #full moon energy #full moon in scorpio #moon #emotions #healing

[latibule79]

hello! I hope things are well with you 💕 if it’s possible, I would love to hear your thoughts on Neptune in the 3rd house :)

Hello love! I have been slightly busy these days, but everything is fine. I would love to give you my takes on this placement. 💕

Neptune in the 3rd house

Talking to them is a unique thing, they have very deep perspectives on life, wonderful ideas capable of surprising many and the ability to see beyond the things, people and circumstances that occur around them. Naturally poetic, they dislike things that are too simple and for them a soul-touching pinch is necessary in everything that enters their minds [books, movies, music, videos, etc]. Their words can easily move the audience, there is an ethereal and touching beauty in their way of speaking. Captivating speakers even without intending to. They are an interesting and valuable mystery to discover, and I define them as a mystery because they do not usually share their ideas or thoughts with anyone, since they border on the introverted and reserved side, or in some cases even shy. They may have a great interest and knack for some branch of art, especially that which includes communicating ideas or feelings, being very effective in doing so. Many of them may doubt their abilities and also their intelligence or ability. They may be very interested in obtaining all kinds of knowledge, especially about topics that people do not dare to investigate, spiritual topics or topics that make them know themselves better on a deeper level.

In these people lies the wound of not feeling heard by their close circle, of feeling that for others what they had to say was not important, which made them close down. Within them there is a mind full of amazing ideas, an outstanding creativity that allows them to find many solutions and see things from different perspectives. They tend to be frequently distracted by the tendency to want to do several things at the same time. Daydream tendency regarding doing things they want to do or what their ideal life would be like. They may prefer deep conversations over small talk. However, these people stand out for being amazing counselors, this is due to their empathy, which makes them not advise from the point of view of what they would do, but rather what they would do if they were and lived in the context of the person. who comes to them. They have the quality of making others feel heard and understood, making conversations with them feel comfortable and natural, even if it is the first time you speak to them.

They may have difficulty following very demanding schedules or routines, preferring to do things at their own pace. They are more likely to be easily distracted and change the subject quickly. Their mind is intuitive, their sixth sense is rarely wrong, as they are excellent when it comes to reading and understanding everything around them, having the ability to read between the lines and detect all kinds of discrepancies. They adapt very easily to their environment and it is extremely difficult to lie to them. If you're not part of their inner circle or if they don't trust you yet, you'll suddenly have that epiphany: they know so much about you while you seem to know little about what lies within them. They are people with multiple interests, a curious and creative mind that leads them to dream big. Great minds that can doubt their own potential, the value of their thoughts and words even when beauty and uniqueness can be found in them. People with compassion and an ability to understand things that perhaps others are not ready to understand. They have the feeling of not finding the right words to explain what is happening inside them. Their heart can often guide their minds. The human quality in them is something that makes them beautiful beings with whom to cross paths, always leaving teachings and words that remain marked in the core of those who know them.

#neptune #3rd house #neptune in 3rd house #3rd house in sagittarius #libra rising #birth chart #natal chart #astrology #i feel seen

[latibule79]

With the recent lunar eclipse in Libra and the solar eclipse in Aries, alongside the transformative influence of Pluto in Aquarius, I’ve experienced profound shifts in my perception and approach to life. As a Libra rising with my 7th house in Aries and Chiron in Taurus, these celestial events have heightened my awareness of personal boundaries and the importance of self-assertion. With Pluto in Libra in my 12th house, I’ve delved deep into introspection, confronting hidden truths and emerging with a newfound sense of empowerment. Additionally, the ongoing Jupiter-Uranus conjunction in my 8th house has stirred a desire for radical change and liberation from outdated patterns, symbolizing a journey of death and rebirth, where old ways dissolve to make room for transformation and renewal.

I’ve learned not to overlook personal concerns. If someone wishes to be part of my life, it’s essential they approach me with care and respect. I stand up for myself firmly, and if necessary, I prioritize my well-being by distancing myself from those who don’t respect that. Over time, I’ve faced my toughest challenges alone, which has strengthened my resolve. While peace is valuable, it shouldn’t come at the expense of my own inner peace. This journey has taught me the importance of discernment, especially when genuine intentions are at risk of being exploited. I’m discerning in who I allow into my orbit—it’s a privilege to access my energy and soul.

Embracing these insights, I move forward with confidence and clarity, ready to navigate life’s twists and turns with authenticity and grace.

#personal #astrology #self reflection #libra rising #eclipse season #relationships #boundaries #self care #transformation #lunar eclipse #solar eclipse #8th house #7th house #jupiter #uranus #chiron #pluto #natal chart #spirituality #mercury retrograde

[latibule79]

I don’t believe in coincidences. Certain encounters and their outcomes prove there’s more than mere chance orchestrating our lives. Our choices, whether conscious or subconscious, serve as the compass guiding our journey. Like moments of destiny, deciding to turn left or right, going out or staying home, or even the simple choice of taking the bus or deciding to walk. These decisions, whether born from reason or emotion, hold the power to shape our destinies, weaving connections with others along the way. Even the words we speak or hear, exchanged in passing or with intention, can imprint upon our lives. They can serve as confirmation that we’re on the right path, offer the comfort we need in that moment, or guide us towards the direction we’re meant to follow, leaving a lasting impact.

The souls we meet, the paths we cross, they are not mere chance encounters. Each interaction, whether fleeting or enduring, leaves its mark on our lives and the lives of others. Decisions, regardless of their significance, can influence our days, our thinking and even our emotions, shaping the course of our lives and guiding us towards the connections and experiences that align with our path. In the unfolding of life, my belief remains unchanged: there are no coincidences.

#personal #reflection #belief #spirituality #coincidence #interconnectedness #encounters #fate #destiny #synchronicity #connections #divine intervention #interaction #divine protection #conciousness #soul journey #awakening #divine

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It’s been on my mind lately how men seem to be more infatuated with the idea of me rather than who I truly am. They’re enamored with the fantasy they’ve built around me. But it struck me – am I guilty of the same thing? Whenever I develop feelings for someone, I find myself drawn to the idea of them, crafting an image in my mind that doesn’t always align with reality. In my imagination, they can be anything I want them to be. Yet, once I truly get to know them, I often find myself disappointed and losing interest. What does this say about me?

This self reflection has led me to wonder why I behave this way. Perhaps I yearn for perfection or shy away from vulnerability, leading me to create idealized versions of men. These fantasies might serve as an escape from reality or a way to fulfill unmet desires. Furthermore, idealization can build emotional walls, obstructing the path to authentic intimacy.

In my journey of self-reflection, I’ve also looked into astrology and my birth chart. Venus, the planet of love and attraction, along with the Moon, which represents emotions and nurturing, has provided insights into my approach to romance and emotional fulfillment. Additionally, examining Neptune’s influence on idealism and fantasies, as well as the 7th House, which governs partnerships, has shed light on my tendencies in relationships. Furthermore, exploring the 12th House, associated with hidden realms and subconscious patterns, has uncovered unconscious motivations that influence my interactions. Integrating these astrological insights with my personal reflections has deepened my understanding of my relationship dynamics and offered avenues for growth.

In essence, my journey of self-discovery teaches me that true fulfillment lies in embracing my authentic self and both attracting and building connections based on mutual understanding and acceptance. I long for true love, for someone who can embrace all my seasons and truly see and love me for who I am. Likewise, I aspire to be that person for them—a companion to grow with and draw closer to, navigating life’s journey together.

#personal #reflections #wonder #reflection #astrology #birth chart #natal chart #relationships #venus #moon #neptune #7th house #12th house #pluto 12th house #emotions #subconscious

[latibule79]

My Leo stellium takes care of that 🦁✨

I call it confidence.

#personal #leo stellium #leo sun #leo venus #leo jupiter #leo mercury #astrology #natal chart #birth chart #costar app

[latibule79]

In the early hours of this morning, as I drifted back into sleep, I found myself entering a dream world where Suzy and Tijgertje appeared. Their presence was as vivid and heartwarming as ever, inviting to share in moments of affection and tender connection. I could almost feel the softness of their fur as I embraced them in the dream. Upon awakening, a genuine smile graced my face, reflecting the joy their visit had brought.

In the dream, the sky was hazy, painted with hues of pastel colors like pink, reminiscent of a sunrise or sunset in springtime. The surrounding environment exuded a sense of calmness and dreaminess. They sat peacefully beside someone familiar, radiating a serene presence. Their choice of companionship intrigued me. This person seems to appear in my dreams quite often lately. I wonder why. Beside this individual was another figure, their face remaining elusive yet familiar enough to evoke a sense of recognition. It’s a detail of the dream that calls for deeper analysis.

Reflecting on the dream, I’m reminded of the comfort and healing that our subconscious mind can provide, weaving together cherished memories and emotions in times of need. It felt as though my mind and soul sought solace amidst the challenges I’m currently facing.

Beyond the realm of psychology, the dream carried a spiritual resonance, hinting at the continued presence and guidance of our departed loved ones. It’s a comforting thought, affirming the enduring power of love that transcends the boundaries of life and death.

As I contemplate the deeper meaning of the dream, I find solace in the idea that Suzy and Tijgertje’s visit serves as a gentle reminder of the everlasting love we share, casting light even in the darkest of times.

#personal #dreams #dream world #spirituality #life and death #after life #soul #dream visitor #life after death #divine guidance #dream exploration

[latibule79]

Trust your body. When your intuition tells you something is off about a situation, a person, or a place—trust it and remove yourself immediately.

#intuition #energy #vibes #divine protection #divine guidance

[latibule79]

As I stood on my balcony, gazing out into the night, I was captivated by the mesmerizing display of lightning dancing across the sky. There’s something truly amazing and mysterious about lightning in the night sky. It serves as a captivating reminder of how energy operates and the necessity of its release.

The interplay between darkness and light is striking, like a delicate dance orchestrated by nature itself. Before a thunderstorm, there’s a noticeable shift in the air, a subtle blend of warm and cool breezes that gradually give way to powerful winds. As lightning bolts streak across the sky, their frequency and intensity seem to increase, building anticipation until the thunderstorm finally unleashes its full force. And as the rain begins to fall, it’s as if the sky itself is releasing pent-up emotions, washing away the tension and leaving behind a sense of renewal.

Aligned with the energies of the solar eclipse and under the mystical influence of the new moon, this celestial spectacle offers a truly enchanting conclusion to this day.

#personal #astrology #energy #solar eclipse in aries #new moon in aries #mystical #night sky #lightning #thunderstorm #solar eclipse #new moon #reflection #healing #transformation #libra rising

[latibule79]

The past 24 hours have been filled with synchronicities and sudden epiphanies, perhaps influenced by the current astrological transits and the upcoming new moon and solar eclipse tomorrow. Memories of long-forgotten times are resurfacing, coinciding with my recent learning about the Metonic and Saros cycles. These cycles are significant for understanding celestial events, including solar and lunar eclipses, and are often studied in astrology and astronomy for their potential influence on human behavior and events.

As we approach the solar eclipse in Aries, it’s intriguing to reflect on April 2005 and late March/early April 2006; they can offer insights into certain themes and events in our lives. This retrospective examination could shed light on potential patterns and repetitions during similar astrological alignments. Tonight, I plan to delve into my old journals to decipher recent experiences, dreams, and what might lie ahead.

As the celestial bodies dance in their intricate patterns above, I find myself navigating the ebb and flow of my own emotions, seeking alignment with the cosmic energies that surround me.

Today, my emotions are tumultuous. One moment, I’m optimistic and daydreaming about the future; the next, I’m overwhelmed with grief. At times, I’m serene, while other moments find me restless. Amidst all this, there’s a yearning for profound love and romance, though I realize it’s more about the idea than a specific person. Not being involved with anyone feels right, despite the abundance of love within me. I’m aware of my worth and choose solitude over being lonely in an unworthy environment with an unworthy man.

#personal #reflection #emotions #healing #astrology #libra rising #solar eclipse #lunar eclipse #new moon #new moon in aries #insights #metonic #saros

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#moon #crescent moon #night sky

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Under the enigmatic charm of Venus in Aries, an aura of mysterious romantic allure envelops me, both within and without, stirring a sense of intrigue and awakening feelings I haven’t explored in quite some time.

#personal #astrology #venus in aries #romance #aura

[latibule79]

This explains a lot..

#astrology #venus in aries #aries #anne ortelee

[latibule79]

Certain astrologers on Instagram have discussed the introspection of our attitudes towards romantic relationships and relationships in general. We’re reevaluating our behaviors, reflecting on tendencies toward people-pleasing and settling for less than we deserve. I’m fully embracing this transformation in my mindset!

I’ve come to realize that despite life’s challenges, there’s a silver lining. I’m grateful to be free from the stress of unhealthy relationships with men who are emotionally unavailable, physically distant, and lack emotional intelligence. For once, I’m not nursing a broken heart or pining for someone who’s out of reach in these ways. In fact, I’m not even romantically interested in anyone. Recognizing this brings me a profound sense of peace.

I can’t help but wonder if this shift in my energy and thinking has to do with the current astrological influences. The recent lunar eclipse in Libra and the upcoming solar eclipse in Aries seem to be stirring something within me, guiding me towards this newfound clarity and freedom. It’s as if the universe is aligning to support my journey towards self-discovery and emotional well-being.

#solar eclipse in aries #chiron #libra rising #7th house #aries #libra full moon #full moon eclipse #astrology #silver lining #relationships #healing #romance #natal chart #birth chart

[latibule79]

If love doesn’t embody the eloquence of poetry or capture the spirit of 90’s R&B or Bollywood love songs, then it’s not the romance I seek. I crave that level of passion, intensity and romance.

#personal #reflection #relationships #romance

[latibule79]

Recent days have been incredibly challenging both emotionally and physically, making it hard to keep going. With my Libra rising at 18 degrees, my 7th house in Aries, and Chiron (the Wounded Healer) positioned there, I’m curious about how these astrological placements will interact with the upcoming solar eclipse in Aries, and their ongoing influence on my experiences.

#personal #libra rising #aries #7th house #chiron #astrology #natal chart #birth chart #horoscope #solar eclipse in aries #solar eclipse #lunar eclipse