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it’s lonely out in space

more on my instagram @matialonsor

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I just want to die.

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“It scares me how much I care about others And how little I care of myself.”

— Alex via @hurtliar

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Why am I such a burden to everyone around me? I have something good in my life and i just... trash it. I wish these thoughts would disappear but I really just wish... I wish you were here.

#please kill me #depressing thoughts #help me #why am i alone #why cant they hear me #death #why are you gone #why did you have to leave me #please come back #i love you #i always have

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I got two puppy dogs fast asleep at my feet while I do homework. My life is legitimately complete. 😭❤ https://www.instagram.com/p/BoFoahnnRsT/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1623230t0htj

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I feel when I start to speak people's faces go blank and they are no longer interested in what I have to say just what's going on through me.

#invisible #i hate this #hate people #help me #hatred #history #health #humor #please kill me #kill me #i dont know who i am #get laptop suggestions from geeks that know #kawaii #im dyin rn #im suffocating #im lost #im so sorry #im so tired #im sorry #please dont leave #please help me #please #why doesnt anyone listen #nobody is listening #listen #look #love you #long reads #i cant stay anymore #stay

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EVERYONE IGNORE ME ALL AT ONCE

okaygo

#jesuschrist #wtf #why #bitchhello #im right here hoe #the fuck

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Is what I feel and what I've done define who I am? Does every mistake make me?

#please kill me #depressing thoughts #forever alone #help me #why am i alone #why cant they hear me

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I love my cinnamon bun. ❤

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We like to play dress up. 🤷‍♀️

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I just wanna be loved. But I only wanna be loved by you.

—specifics

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*takes off my leather jacket to reveal a second, secret leather jacket underneath*

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Connection

It has more meaning then bluetooth.

Connection is the emotions you and someone else feels intertwined together. Your life, your heart, your day to day will never be the same without them. But not in the way you just miss them; it's that you feel emptiness when they are gone. They bring out the best sides in you and you do the same for them. If they arent there then all you feel is the emptiness, the hole in your chest and incomplete. Connection between you and another person is fatal when you're apart. Their presence is a place you call home. They are there and you feel like it's undeniably right.

#home #love you to death #love you #love #connection #completed #depression #anxiety #bluetooth #missing you

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Please fuck off if you think that it’s okay to only talk to me when it’s convenient for you.

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Alternate ending