njchxz

[njchxz]

why am i like this?

#i wanna cry #thoughts #i wanna d*e #bpd awareness #borderline #bpd splitting #bpd #anxietyproblem #i'm sad

[njchxz]

i'm so tired

#i wanna cry #bpd awareness #borderline #bpd splitting #bpd #anxietyproblem #i'm sad #thoughts

[njchxz]

yea 😍🥰✨

[njchxz]

im such a ‘‘i want ur attention but don't wanna bother u’’ kinda person

[njchxz]

[njchxz]

I don’t know if I’m my own self or pieces of the people from my past

[njchxz]

I didn't want him to see that side of me...

[njchxz]

hey thanks for today i had fun [seeking reassurance that we are still on speaking terms]

[njchxz]

for you, i’ll hold u with all consideration, you can fail me hundreds of times over, its okay love, never will i abandon you, these hands are yours to hold forever.

and for this there is no condition, nor do i care if u reciprocate

[njchxz]

i hate that im sensitive and jealous and stupid and quiet and ugly and annoying 

[njchxz]

“are you okay?” no i’m not can we please change the subject before i start crying

[njchxz]

when the fuck will i be ok

[njchxz]

what’s your definition of intimacy?

understanding. wanting to understand eachother.

[njchxz]

have you ever sat with a group of friends and you just know you’re the least important friend in the group and it wouldn’t matter if you’re there or not

[njchxz]

will it ever get better?

#i wanna cry #exhausted #tired #sad quotes #no friends #annoying #introvert #overthinking #sadnees #heartbreak #i want to disappear #disappointment #im crying #i have tears in my eyes #quotes #life quote #life is strange #i'm sad #thoughts #mentally drained #mental health #feelings #sad poem #emotions #zabijciemnie #zabij mnie #llorar #lacrime #mi ammazzo #ammazzatemi

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[njchxz]

I deserve so much pain